He's left alone, all by himself, definitely lonely without me. I can imagine him, sitting in one gloomy corner of the office, shaking and scared. He knows I need him and he needs me too. I'm so stupid. I shouldn't have let this happen. My poor
flash disk... Oh, my... I'm so worried. And there'll be no classes tomorrow. He's in the office and he'll stay there for tonight, and tomorrow, and tomorrow night. I just hope classes will resume on Friday. I can't last another day without him by my side. Oh, heavens... Please keep him safe, don't let anything happen to him or I just might hit my head on the office wall if I find out that something bad happened to him. He has all of Oniisan's pictures that I've collected, and the fonts and the few pictures that I've spared from last Friday's wretchedness. Not sure if I can sleep well tonight knowing he's so far away from me.. Friends, please pray with me...
Today's been a fun day despite class hours being cut short, wet socks, and post-poned committments. The G.A was a success, website and mascots launched, fun and games, though it was embarrassing not lasting even for 10 seconds in a longest word-something game. The heck. Kulang sa praktis and my throat was dried. Movie trip [
The Simpsons Movie but we were 'bitin' because of Manong Guard] with the HF people, laugh trip with Rikichan and Pau-pau [
1000 volts, woooh!], food trip [
rated PG and freeloader-ism, hehehe] and camwhoring with the Genshi-boys at 7-11 with Jackner and did get to talk to Oniichan. Yiheee! Saya 'di ba?
I started the day with a bad mood; Actually I was just hurt. I started to realized what I already know from years ago. I almost cried thinking of this, but.. What the hell? I've always known this fact: I cannot expect support from people whom I actually expect it from. If I want something, I'm in it by myself. Why waste tears, right? And it's not like they can stop me from doing what I think would make me happy anyway. I am stubborn, I was born this way and they also have something to do with me becoming what I am now. So, I missed the contest I was supposed to join today because of the heavy rain that probably caused the heavy traffic. I was late but it didn't really feel bad since I'm not even prepared. I had to take the bus to Dasmarinas and then ride a jeep to school, and I exceeded my daily fare budget. How on earth can I save for my CosPlay in September? I have to pay for something again, something our stupid teacher is making us do, when it's not even in the syllabus. What the FUCK? His reason: the lesson's: INTEGRATED? To hell with his integration?! We are supposed to learn to troubleshoot [
v.tr. To investigate as a troubleshooter; determine and settle problems with] our computers not make spare parts, we're not Technical school students, and we're not even working in a factory... you, IDIOT
! He thinks buying everything he makes us buy is just nothing, his weak head must be thinking all students in La Salle is rich. The fuck
?! He doesn't know how I had to skip a school day and ask for my allowance for that day so I can have my phone fixed and had to skip meals so I can pay for the first batch of stupid peripherals he made us buy. See, NOW I'M REALLY MAD
!!! That faggot
! What a nuissance. Go to gay hell and stay, you belong there
!!! Woooh! That made me feel a little better. I just wish he'd get fired. Hahaha! Booyah!
Josh Hartnett was in the country but who cares? I don't like him because he's not Johnny Depp.
Now I can go to Graphika Manila. Oniisan told me that the BMC was moved to Monday morning next week. Woooh! Now I have to wake up early. Oh no. Hehehe. But that's better than having to choose between two things that you both want.
By the way, we were soaking wet yesterday but it didn't stop our vanity. We went camwhoring last night at the Kubos wearing out wetlook. Haha. We ran in the rain from the West campus to the East, jumping from one roof to another. Haha. Shunpo. Parkour. Wahaha! Ayos! My tagline: I'm cuter when wet. Hahaha. Laughtrip pa rin sa ulan. Jason and his "I'm wet but I'm hot" tagline. Hahaha. Can't wait for Alain to upload those pictures. Ahihi. We were wet and Emo. Woohoo! We stayed at the kubos for a while. I went about poking everybody on the cheeks, watched Dan and Norman working on the mascots, Daniel was stuffing paper into his cigar cosplay props, and the other are busy doing their businesses. Haaay, saya.
The time for KTS is approaching and I want to perform there. Only Cresta and Jerome replied to my messages. If Mark and Vince won't reply, we'll be short of a guitarist and a drummer. Good thing, I got the contact numbers of my former bandmates and I know some people in school that I can ask. Awww... It would be better if we could play with the old members but I really want to and if they won't answer, I have no choice. We have to be screened first but I believe those guys' talents and I believe we could get in. Wish us luck
!!!Yay, We're going to Ivy's place to Slumber PARTEEEEH on the 25th. Woohoo! Can't wait. There'll be Karisma moments for sure. Hahaha. And I have to watch out for Marky-warky when he sleeps. Hehehe. You talk to him and he answers back. Laugh trip.
I really miss my flash disk and we'll be away from each other for a day, I'm worried for his safety. Awww...
Suddenly a force from above silenced the elegy, It was at the end of the day..
