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I feel so desperate and frustrated! If the message I'm waiting for doesn't come tomorrow, there'll be no Ozine Fest for me. Sunday will be gloomy. Gloomy sunday. Aww.. O, Hindeeeee! There's still Mangaholix on May but.. Nooo! I want to join Ozine! The loot bag.. The karaoke contest.. The sushi? The ramen? Hehe.. Anyway, I really want to go to Ozine Fest. This is so sad. *sob*

 

Chances are..

I may not be able to join the Genshis at Ozine Fest. Ang saklap. This is so frustrating. I'm so excited pa naman. Sana lang before Sunday... Sana lang... Nakakalungkot naman... Ahhaaayy... The guys went to MoA this afternoon, I wanted to come with them but... Ahuhuuu.. I wanted to hangout with my Genshifriends but... Awww.. Same reason.. Bakit naman kasi..  *sigh*

My friends give the best advices, "Sulutin mo. Jan tayo magaling". Ayos na ayos. And they have their point. Trademark ba ng tropa yun? Ahoho.. Di naman. Nagkakataon lang. Just thinking of such idea, malalaglag na ang puso ko. Mission: Impossible, Improbable, but Imaginable; I cube. Haha. I'm talking to my friend/ former classmate JV right now and.. Gusto ring manulot. Ahoho. Talaga nga naman; Birds of the same feather are the same birds. Aww.. Haha.

I feel better now. 'Di ako masyadong nasermonan for my failing grades. Isang alon lang, tapos na. Buti naman. 'Kala ko maririndi na naman ako eh. Konti na lang masisiraan na 'ko ng bait 'noh. Salamat naman... 

Alright. This is really it. My friends are officially Alumnis. Kawawa na naman ako. I've been with them for four years and this will feel like having to start over again. I will have to get used to not having them around. Well, we're not always together  because they have their lives and we have different schedules but I know they're just there but now they've graduated.. Aww.. Right now, I'm lost. Mag-iisa na naman ako. Aww.. Anjan pa si Jerome.. si Renan.. si Kat.. si Amor.. si Ghi.. si Iam.. si JV.. si Alvin.. saka 'yung iba pang hindi ko nabanggit.. Pero iba pa rin ung kumpleto. I have new friends.. Anjan ang "Super ITs" [<-- Bwahaha!]... Anjan ang Genshiken.. Anjan ang mga kapatid sa musika at sining[Oh yeah, feeling close naman ako! Woooh!].. Anjan si Shiawase [Ouch. Anjan nga ba? Sabihin mo lang na anjan ka para sa 'kin, 'di na ko malulungkot. Oh yeah! Kaya lang 'di mo alam. Akin ka nalang, pwede ka bang agawin sa kanya? Please. Hehe].. Pero iba yung mga dati mo nang kasama. Nakakalungkot naman. Magkikita pa tayo sa daan pero mami-miss ko pa rin kayo. *big hug*

Sabi nila in-love na daw ako, sabi ko naman, "Hindi pa pero konti na lang". Hahaha.

SUGOI!

Parating na...

Ang kukulit ng mga nag-comment sa SUVASA photos ng Nyabinghi. Haha.. Napapangiti tuloy ako kahit mag-isa..  LOVE YOU, Mga kuya! Hehe..

Yehey! Ilang tulog na lang till April 1, Ozine Fest na! Can't wait to get my hands on the freebies for early birds. I'm going with my Genshi-friends. I'm joining that Karaoke Contest.. Yeehah! Sabi nga ni Yamkumi, "Fight on, GO!". Ahoho!

I'm currently working on an international project. Wow, International... Sosyal! Hehe.. It's actually an Anime-Manga Character Design Contest by Wacom. It's actually a collaboration between me and my Genshiken friends, Bernard and Daniel. The first of the three entries we're planning to submit is on the works, I'm working on it. My Photoshop skills are being tested. I'm using CS2 but, yeah, I don't really know how it differs from the older versions and CS3 is already out but I won't be using it anytime soon. I don't have a copy yet and CS3 will have to wait until I get to have a pc of my own. Haay, saklap.

I'm going to school tomorow to get my ticket-to-hell/ grade report and my prize. Oh, sweet! Despite all the chaos running in my head, there's always a reason to keep sane. Yeah, and I'm starting my OJT on Monday. Well, not in Anino like I planned because they haven't replied yet after my initial interview; I guess I didn't get the job. I will be in ITC, yeah, DLSU-D's Information Technology Center and I have better plans that's why I applied there. Hehe. /gg [<--You play RO? You'd get that.]

I smell fastfood. Woohoo! GMO! Salts! Fats! Oil! My tranquilizer! Ahoho! Sweet, sweet tranquilizer. One of the few things that makes me feel better. You have no idea how I almost lost my head today. I'm so sad.. I'm so mad.. I'm so lonely.. I'm so angry.. Burn Pinocchio into coal! Grrr..

Thank God, Bryan's safe. When I heard about the earthquake in Japan, I checked on him immediately. To my relief, he said they live far from where the quake struck. Phew! I miss that boy. He's one of the nicest friends I have and the closest bandmate. He's my fave keyboardist. He's a little weird, well, weirder than I am and that made us friends. I haven't seen him since he left for Japan in 2004. Man, he's into Death Note and told me he'll lend me his DVD when he gets back. When's that? I have no idea. And I hope I already have a either a DVD player or a DVD ROM when he comes home.

Despite my sadness [Yeah, I am. 'Di lang halata], I feel so inspired [Salamat kay Shiawase]. I finally have something new to write. I'll be writing again that book that I started to write when I was in 2nd year highschool. I hope I can finish it before I graduate from college. Goodluck sa 'kin.

3rd SUVASA Art Happening

March 23, 2007
@Terraza Dasma Carpark
Robinson's Place Dasmarinas

~more photos to come. magsasaliksik pa ako ng ibang mga larawan... salamat sa mga nag-take ng pictures. kinopya ko hah, credit ko na lang po kayo.. Domo Arigatou Gozaimashita! hehe ^___^\/

Up, Down, Round and Round

Oh, yeah! Depress-depressan na naman ako. Two subjects down.. flunked.. failed! What else do you want me to call it? Guess who's the loser again? Har-har. No one left to blame but my self.. My self for not being good in math.. For not being good at logic.. For not being good at memorizing formulas.. For not being.. Blah-blah-blah! Like any of it would even matter now. No cruel word can change what already happened, no kind word can make me feel better. I just want to run to **^__^** and hug him [Asa!]. For now, he's the best reason I have to be happy [that's why I'm call him HAPPINESS or SHIAWASE/japanese word for happiness], and, yeah, my cash prize. Haha. I won 3rd place in HF's Alipato Art Contest. Woohoo! I will eat my blues away when I get my hands on that money and continue my **^__^** stalking and sneaking. Hehe. I've been stealing some of his pictures and I will have them printed so I can stare at him all I want. Am I being weird? No. I'm just being normal. I'm normally this weird. Good. Bad. Happy. Sad. Boohoo. Poor me.

Who's my HAPPINESS? Aww.. Secret.

Kalmahin N'yo Ako..

I'm so restless tonight, I can't stop myself from writing another post for tonight. I really need to write or I might explode.

Habang tumatagal, lumalala, laging nagwawala
Tumitindi, umiinit, sumasakit ang dibdib
- Kung Okey Lang Sa'yo, Truefaith

Nahuhumaling... Naaadik... 'Di matahimik sa kakaisip sa'yo. Obsessed? 'Di naman. 'Di lang makontento sa pagtitig sa picture mo. Bitin sa'yo dahil ang cute mo. Kung pwede ko nga lang sabihin sa'yo.. Aww...

Can't wait to see you and talk to you again..

'Yan okay na! Makakatulog na siguro ako pero bago yan, quote ko lang ulit:

Aww.. His smile.. so sweet, even his eyes were smiling. Intoxicating, addictive.. Nakakabitin. Ahaha.. Nahuhumaling ba? Ahoho.. Who am I talking about? 'Wag na noh! Baka sirain nyo lang ang pantasya ko, hehe..  His energy is not as dark as it seemed to me when I saw him before. I'm starting to like him more and more...