22 For a Moment

I am few weeks away from crossing out another number in my calendar.

Meaning and purpose, two very big, vague words. With nothing to gain, and so, nothing to lose.. They are almost meaningless.

Everything you used to think you are, everything you always thought you were good at, and all your self-worth flushed down the drain, can you still find something or someone to live for? I've been trying to finish this line for weeks but I still can't find the right words to give it some sense so never mind.

Been trying to write this post for weeks, this is the best my stressed-from-idleness brain could come up with. It's pathetic but you chose to read it.. So, live with it.

I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. But.. When did I not ever think? That is all I ever do. I wish I could actually DO something other than think.

It's climbing season again. My dad is asking me to go to the gym and workout. I wish I could bribe him to give me money so I can join the climb next week and then I'll go to the gym.

Wall-E is premiering on Disney Channel on my birthday. Cute. No plans as of yet but I do hope to celebrate and watch Wall-E.

I wish to write a more sensible, and meaningful post the next time I write a blog. I'm thinking something more related to the title. I've been wracking my brains out for days. Cause: so much I want to do but I do not have the resources to acquire the resources I need to do the things I want to do.  Effect: I stare blankly at anything I could stare at, trying to think. Alas, hard I as I tried, nothing would come out. Poor me.

Sleeping problems again. So, what?

Liking |\//-\|\| |_/-\|\||)()|\| more than I do before and feeling so much more jealous than ever before. Darn.

Oops, umaga na. Buh-bye!