piece of peace

He came and he conquered. Now, he's gone.

Started the week kind of depressed. You know how it is, helplessness. It's frustrating seeing people in need and you can't do anything about it. But, all's well now. We're volunteering at a relief effort tomorrow in Dasma.

I was feeling disappointed a few days back because of some people. I feel better now. It didn't just disappear. Someone changed it. I don't know. The winds changed. See, this person who I thought was avoiding me, started talking to me, even sat beside me when usually, there will be this certain distance, this invisible wall between us. As good as that sounds, I still don't want to assume things. I admit though, that it made me feel a lot better. Though I'm still skeptical. Not that I doubt him or his gestures but you can't really help it when people suddenly change that you tend to doubt their motives. I hope I'm wrong because I cannot really trust anybody when I feel this way. I hope he's not just making pakilig. Maybe, hopefully something really changed. I would love that and who know what could happen next. Things can turn out beautifully. We'll see...

Jealous, doubtful, wary, skeptic of some people. Sana mali ako...

I woke up from a dream the other day. K was in it. I haven't talked nor texted with him in ages. Maybe I thought about him too much after seeing him again in television during one of those telethons for the typhoon victims. So, yeah, I dreamt of him. He was there and since we haven't seen each other in a while, we asked each other how we have both been. Don't remember much about the dream but I do remember asking him if he still uses the same number. He told me he's got a new number and gave me it. Then I woke up. I remember some of the numbers he gave me. Itaya ko na lang kaya sa lotto? Haha.

Group show on January. Will talk artsy fartsy stuff with some friends later this week. Excited!

Make-up Climb next week, 10th October to the 11th. Good luck sa 'min.

Race day was moved to November 14th, no Ultimate game tomorrow, Mixed games moved next week, Monsoon League on the 27th moved this Sunday. Haayy, Ondoy did so much. Fortunately for us, it just rained hard, other than the leak in my room, nothing as bad as those in Manila and other provinces happened. Nakagala pa 'ko last Saturday when Ondoy was wreaking havoc some place else.

Anyway, I think that's about it for now. I've been posting in my Tumblr but if you're not following mer there, problema mo na 'yun. Haha. Buh-bye, people!