Spirit carries on...

I have just made a new discovery about Johnny Depp. Things I didn't think of reasearching before. He is in a band and he plays bass. Wow! He has a lot of tattoes. Has 2 children, Jack and Lily Rose. His real name is John Christopher Depp II. His birthdate is June 9, 1963, which makes him 42. And he has this look-alike, who's also a Hollywood actor by the name of Skeet Ulrich. But of course, it's not only Johnny Depp that I made a research on but Gary Oldman too. He's 47 because he was born on March 21, 1958. Accents his one his trademarks and gives him that edge to play different roles. He's sometimes listed in credites as Maurice Escargot, I wonder why. He met his new wife, after 2 others which include Uma Thurman, during his alcohol rehabilitation. His name is Leonard Gary Oldman. Aww... Why do the most gorgeous men have to be almost 3 decades older and married and have children. All I can do now is dream of these men...

Anyway, let them remain in my fantasy but I'm not losing hope of meeting them one day. But I have this prospect whom I have told you about in my last entry. I already got a picture of his from Zealots' Friendster account. I know I can only dream of being his girlfriend and I guess there's nothing wrong with that but then again, possibilities are endless. Haha!



The stars told me that I should work on what I want to do rather than what I feel I should do, and that includes what people expect of me. I guess it's right and about time to think of myself first. And... I don't know where to start, hehe!

I feel a craving again. I want to have a copy of Bram Stoker's Dracula [1992] DVD, the uncut version. Hell, I really feel I should have that one but I can't buy just yet because I have to buy a new phone first. The money I have, to buy the phone I want, isn't complete yet and I, again, have to wait. I fell in love with a vampire and I long so much to feel his bloody lips on mine. Haha! Gary Oldman was so good in that one. Enthralling is the best word to describe it and I have been under its spell for quite a long time now. Perhaps you understand now why I refer myself as a Prisoner of Eternity; I have this thing for thing that has something with eternity, immortality, forever. Maybe because it's lonely and I love loneliness and the thought of love that never dies. If anybody close to me would read this, I'm sure they will, they will think I'm creepy because I never talk about these things in front of them. But if you will read my works (the poems and stories I write and even those things I have inside my head *ehem! if you can read minds*) there's always something very... I can't think of the right word but you can call it anything you want. I'd love to tell you some more thing but I'm a bit sleepy now. I'll be tiring off to bed now with all my fantasies in my head, with all hopes to be part of it in my dream as I sleep. Goodnight, Earth!