Pass me by

First of all, I'm freezing. I'm in a computer shop outside school ad the aircon is just right behind me. Grrr...



Last week was a total bummer. I almost died out of boredom and disappointment. I missed two of the great opportunities in just a couple of days. Nice life but I believe I will get my chance next time.



I've seen the "episode" and that could've been me. Ouch! His eyes glittered over... Double the ouch.



Paranoia overdose. Some people have never really been that friendly from the beginning but now they're colder. I think I've done something but I'm not sure if that was the reason. A massive, major deadma crusade is disrupting my peace of mind. I know I shouldn't really mind since they're not even my friends and we're not close but maybe, just maybe someoe could have somehow informed me of what's happening. This is not the kind of murder I want to be in. If they didn't like what I've done or said, or I have offended them somehow they could have told me to resolve things. Maybe if I really mean it, I will apologize or I too mean to actually mean being mean I would just live the day, and face them with no remorse. F*ck! I don't even know what I'm saying. Now I miss my tropa so much. I hardly see them.



I'm seeing 2 movies this week to somehow relieve me of bummering and boredom, and lovesickness that really sucks. Also, groupmates being of no real help makes you want to go solo lazy as you are. And your dreams being put to indefinite delay. Nice life, what can be sweeter?



Lab exam later in Web Application Development. Javascript pogramming. Aw.



Gotta go now.