Making Sense Out of Nothing

If you are working closely with someone else or are moving closer, emotionally, to a friend, be mindful that the two of you will not always be on the exact same wavelength. It's perfectly normal to be off track now and then. An event this afternoon, for example, might send each of you off into different directions, but don't worry -- you will both eventually come back to seeing things the same way. You are likely to be more emotional, while they will be more aloof.
~ Cancer (Friendster Horoscope for February 6, 2008)

Sapul. Pagbigyan nyo na, love month naman. I was talking to a friend today about someone and there he goes making conclusions again. Hahahaha. Gusto kong maniwala sa sinasabi nya kaya lang nakakapagod umasa lalao na ngayon meron na namang syang panibagong "sitch" na umuusubong. Asa pa 'ko?!

*he-who-won't-be-named: may tnng ako
*he-who-won't-be-named: kumusta na kayo n (insert the subject of this conversation)
*he-who-won't-be-named: hahaha
*he-who-won't-be-named: parang may relasyon eh
ako: uh~ walang "kayo" na kami.
ako: actually may bagong sitch
ako: at hindi na naman ako kasali sa picture.

(some lines were cut from this convo since they're negligible)

*he-who-won't-be-named: isang tanong isang sagot
*he-who-won't-be-named: crush mprn b xa
ako: bakit anu na naman ba naiisip mo?
ako: i still like him but not as strong as before lalo na ngayon...

(skip. skip.)

ako: at ano bang napapansin mo kung bakit natanong mo kung kamusta na kami?
*he-who-won't-be-named: hahah nggng close kau
*he-who-won't-be-named: at feeling ko....
ako: ano?
ako: binibitin mo pa eh
*he-who-won't-be-named: close na kau lol (laughing emoticon)
*he-who-won't-be-named: (rofl emoticon)
ako: sos matagal na kaming close
*he-who-won't-be-named: hehehe bsta may nppncn ako kay (insert subject again)
*he-who-won't-be-named: ewan ko bka ako lng nkkisip nun
ako: kaya nga nakakapagod umasa kasi matagal na kaming close pero parang kahit minsan di sya nagkaron ng something sakin.
ako: ano nga yun?
ako: sabihin mo na para maka-relate ako.
*he-who-won't-be-named: kc feeling ko, in a way parang like krn nya
*he-who-won't-be-named: nd ko cnsbing for real un
*he-who-won't-be-named: pero bka lng
*he-who-won't-be-named: pansin ko kc sa knya
*he-who-won't-be-named: mahilig xa sa mga babaeng mas matanda s knya
ako: would u be friends with someone if u dont like them? that's how i see it.
ako: ilang beses na akong umasa at ilang beses na yun, talunan ako.
ako: simula nung nakilala ko sya, simula kay (insert name of sitch#1)...
ako: hanggang ngayon...: pero bka lng
*he-who-won't-be-named: pansin ko kc sa knya
*he-who-won't-be-named: mahilig xa sa mga babaeng mas matanda s knya
ako: would u be friends with someone if u dont like them? that's how i see it.
ako: ilang beses na akong umasa he-who-won't-be-named at ilang beses na yun, talunan ako.
ako: simula nung nakilala ko sya, simula kay (insert name of sitch#1 ulit)...
ako: hanggang ngayon...

(cut here kasi some names have been dropped at di na related yung rest.)

Golay! Hirap mag-edit ng convo. Baka may mabanggit na mga pangalan na di naman dapat malantad. Hahaha.

This is a private conversation but I don't really mind posting it here. I really have to let this out. This was what I meant by my last post. Rekindling fire [that didn't really burn]. My, my... This season is playing with my head.