Something is so attractive about him but at the same time something about him scares me. I imagined talking to him to be another kilig-of-a-lifetime moment but it became something like staring death in the eyes. His darkness, his mystery overwhelms me. He is nothing I've ever prepared myself for, out of my league. Fear of him strikes me but all the more I want to get close. I've always wanted to meet someone like him. I want to get to know him more. And I will, you know I have my ways..
I've been hanging out with younger people too much lately. Overfamiliarity is becoming a problem again. They think they can do this and say that just because you're with them almost everyday and you're close. Heck with those kids! I admit they are fun to be with but too much exposure causes annoyance. Better keep a little distance. They are too annoying for their own good. Kids.. Grrrr..
Exam week's up and after that a few week's vacation then OJT.. Whooooooooh! So much to be done, so little time..
Should I stay or should I go? I'm undergoing another fight or flight situation. Demons.. They're everywhere. I wanted to do something, I can do that something but they're holding me back. Doubt, doubt, doubt.. How do I kill doubt? I wish I can read people's mind. Hold me back or push me further?
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