Why do I have to get things that remind me of how lonely I've been all these years? I have just finished reading Mitch Albom's Five People You Meet in Heaven. Haha, I forced Scott to lend me that one. Haha, well I'm kidding. It just happened that we're talking about books and I mentioned that I want to read that book and he, on that day, has it in has bag, and the moment he brought it out, I snatched it from his grip and put it in my bag. Hahaha.. Typical Levy evilness. I just got excited. Next up, I'm borrowing Alain's copy of Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince. I could've read this one years ago because a friend lend me a copy of his e-book but I don't really like reading novels from the computer. I prefer reading a real book seating on the floor, or lying on my stomach or just lying on my bed. I love reading books and that's the way I love to have it read. Haaayy..
So, what now? Still reading Bleach and Death Note Manga. The problem is I just can't read it when I want it because of the poor internet connection at home [DSL is so slow and seems like where the only subscriber in our area who's experiencing that problem. Those PLDT people are so... ] and I have some things to do in my OJT workplace so I can't just read manga when I want, also there have been network problems lately.
Why is it so hard to save up money these days? I need money but money doesn't come. Why does the money make the world go round today? I wish I wasn't born middle class. I would definitely prefer to live a sad life as long as I'm rich. Haha.. Well, I can take all the sadness the world is yet to give since I've been dealing with that almost all my life but poverty.. F@*&%! I'm so tired of this kind of life. I hardly get what I want like I don't deserve them. I have to wait and wait even if I know that nothing that I'm waiting for will ever come. I know in this life we have to work to get what we want but still...
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