Aisaretai bakari..

I hope I got the meaning of that phrase right.

Right now, I just feel so weary and uninspired. I'm so tired but I can't run away. Even if I run, I've nowehere to run for shelter to. I wanted to be pushed off a cliff and be caught before impact but even if I jump by my own will no one will notice me being gone. I'm just pretty lost right now [I'm pretty and I'm lost, hehe]. There's gotta more to life than just this 'cause I'm sick of it already. I'm just empty-headed right now and nothing in my head works. I'm definitely not hungry since I ate burger and fries with my friends before I went home. I'm distracted by something unfathomable and my mind's off somewhere place. Yay, the great wide somewhere... Darn, I'M SO LOST TODAY... RIGHT NOW... THIS VERY MOMENT. I need a search and rescue team, now and fast.

I'm done reading the Death Note Manga, done with the 2 Death Note Movies, done with the latest released Death Note anime episode, done with the latest released episode of Bleach anime and latest chapter release of Bleach Manga. New episodes of both animes won't be out till Thursday. I'm almost done with the database I'm working on. Damned Engineering courses, why do they have to be 5-year courses. I'm getting sick of typing. I need to take off to some place far from here, and unwind. I really need a break. And that project report... I hate anything that has something to do with programs and systems and documenting and solving problems it has in it. Now I have to rush on with my database so I can work on my project. I wanted to but I just can't take a day off my internship duty because I wanted to finish my 240 hours already. Maybe, i'm just making an excuse for being lazy. But hey, I'm feeling the need for laziness. It can't be helped.

Give me something to look forward to, please. Well, for one there's this big event Genshiken planning and with the tie-ups they're planning with other organizations in and out of school.. This will be HUGE and Mangaholixx on the 19th. Other than that... I can't think of anything else. I want to go swimming, I want to go to a zoo, I want to go hiking, I want to go malling, I want to eat out, I want to take a break.

This is so.. I don't know what this is.. Really.

By the way, seems like the most viewed page in my site is the Music Page particularly the Gothique and Dark Musique albums. Thank you, people! Hope you can drop me some line so I'd know you like what I post. THANKS!