Too Long A Holiday

Stagnation is bound to destroy me soon. This feels like the longest time I've been away from school. I am a homebody but I hate being stuck at home when I really wanted to go somewhere else. That's what you get if you don't have money. You can't leave the house. Darn. I've been trying to write something since last night but nothing would come out. Feels like my thoughts and ideas have ditched me. I'm restless and I really have to write something. Anything.

I attended BMC [Basic Mountaineering Course] last Saturday. It started late but it was fun. Galing magturo nila Oniisan. They know what they taught by heart. Ang saya, listening to the lecture, and not having that much sleep the night before, I could say they make good teachers because if they aren't I would have fallen asleep. Hindi ako inantok. But, of course, ang kapal ng mukha ko kung matutulog ako sa klase. Last Saturday was fun actually, met new people, learned new things, had so much to look forward to, played CoD with my friends, food trip, window shopping, staring at Oniisan all day. Hahaha.

I woke up late this afternoon. Actually, something unexpected happened. COGIE WAS ON TV. Even saw photos from his birthday in Dawn's Multiply. Whoa. He's finally back, hopefully, for good. Man, he looks good as ever. Mabubuhay na naman ang Multiply site ko. Well, I have a Multiply site dedicated to him but it's for my personal consumption only but there is a preview of what you could possible see inside it on the homepage. Hahaha. In case your intrigued, it's ilovecogie.multiply.com,  go check it. Hehehe. 

So, what's new with my life? Nothing. It's actually getting old. And I'm so running out of ideas.

Thesis mode. It's almost time for defense. I'm doing Chapter 5, and some revision to our Chapter 1 and, oh, yeah, I was tasked to get the list of suppliers for our database. I hope to finish everything I have to finish before exam week, before OSS Students' Week, before KTS, before my, hopefully, 1st Minor Climb and before the G-Ken Concert. Woohoo! So much to do. Good thing, I'm done with the Palad promo materials that we're assigned to do. Hope, everything gets approved.

I was going to write something abominably sentimental about Shiawase-niichan again but I won't. The feelings, the thoughts, and whatever that is supposed to be there is there but I just can't write them down. Rampant chaos. I just can't keep my thinking in order. It's definitely because of the stagnancy of long school holidays. My brains not working well being just stuck here at home, watching tv, slacking off, most of the time doing nothing. I can leave for the mall but I can't 'cause I have no money. Aww, poor me. Stuck. Motionless. Immobile. Helpless. Restless. Bored. Hahaha.

BSB's coming back. The new album's coming out on October, the new website will be fully functional in two days. Can't wait. If their coming back here to tour again, I'd definitely come to see them again even without Kevin.

KTS is just around the corner. Still no response from my bandmates. I doubt if the 'other one' would still want to play with us [blah-blah] but the other 'other one' is.. I dunno. I want this gig and we just got to pass the screening. We've been playing in KTS for 2 years, and it's our third year as a band. I don't really know what I should be thinking.

I think, I've been up till morning for the last 2 or 3 days. No school, AGAIN, on Monday and then, the next Monday. Darn. My sleeping patterns are completely destroyed yet again. I, usually, have sleeping problems during vacation or exam weeks but now. Unnecessary holidays. Galit si Gloria kaya si Ninoy ay pinatay nang maaga. Hahaha.

What now? For someone who can't think straight, I wrote something long. Hehehe. I'm just talkative. I write a lot esp. about those things that I cannot say but, well, there's nothing much of that sort in here tonight just plain narratives of how my past days were. [Before I forget, I'm still obsessing on Julian Oh right now. Hahaha] Sorry, friend! Nothing mushy for today.

Man, my eyes are sore. Long hours in front of the PC and I'm still not done with my school work. The heck.

So, again I don't know how to end today's entry. I really have to go now. It's late and it early in the morning, half past two. I guess I have to press that Save & Publish button now and let the PC rest right after. Goodnight. Good morning. Bye.

  SEE YOU ALL ON TUESDAY!!!