Ih-La-Sa-Ra

Ang gusto ko
lamang
sa
buhay
ay
yakapin mo ako

It's been raining for a few days now and I've been sick since then. It's not that bad but it wakes me up in the middle of the night. Add to that, so much boredom of being stuck at home and had nothing to do but surf the net, which is by the way, kind of getting old and I am kind of running out of internet sites to visit, and clean my room which I've already done. Took me 3 consecutive days to sweep off every corner [my closet, cabinets and under my bed]. Yay, dust mites! I don't really have a lot of motivation to clean my room and I only do it on impulse. My life is so boring these days that I actually channeled the energy I spent on being bored to cleaning my little home. No, kids, not our house, just my room. The house cleaning is other people's job [ex: my Mom, my Aunt, my Cousin..]

Have you heard Ang Gusto Ko Lang Sa Buhay from ItchyWorms? Cute noh? I like the song and the video. Simple but touchy. Naalala ko si..

Gusto ko ng din ng Free Hugs pero galing kay 

I wonder when I'll see him again. Gusto ko syang maging ka-close. Alam n'yo naman how liking someone and hoping to be more than friends is too much to ask. Mababaw lang ang kaligayahan ko. Just to be close is more than enough. The more I miss school tuloy. I want to learn more, I want to study again. Ibang field naman and if I'm in school, I'll see him more often, and get to actually hang out and who-knows maging close kami that way. Magiging close naman kami, I know, in due time pero 'yung time na 'yun is soon na sana. I really like him. Jeal-ing much na 'ko sa ilang mga nilalang na as of the moment ay "close" [or uncomfortably close] sa kanya ngayon and those who have more chance to interact with him. Dasma lang pero seem so far away. All I can do in my side of the Earth is reminisce 'yung moments [na 'di ko na ide-detalye kasi feelingera mode na naman ako. Pero di naman masama umasa 'di ba?]

You know what, I think I'll write about it but not here. Dun sa other site ko, Imaginary Refuge. You can read it if you can find it. Atleast there, I can be more straightforward and I can actually use initials about the persons I am writing about.

Anyway, I am finally going out today. I'm attending the DLSU-D's Grand Alumni Homecoming Party this afternoon. I'm going with some college friends. I chose this over the beach party that Andrian and the other DMS Peopz organized kasi... Basta hahahaha. Anyway, I enjoyed the Homecoming last year so I decided to attend it ever year. And I wonder what freebies they're giving away this time. Last year I got a fisherman's hat with One La Salle printed on it and an Animo La Salle ID strap. Hmm.. Surprise-surprise!

I didn't get to write it but I learned so much last Earth Day. Other than init-na-sobrang-lufet-humahagufet, Global Warming may not yet have a direct effect on me pero nakakakonsensya sobra 'yung every move na we make knowing na we leave impacts that are already irreversible. All we can do is feel sorry and apologize for existing. Nakaka-depress. Maybe if I never gave myself the chance to appreciate the world's beauty, maybe I wouldn't care much about it pero now that I did, and still do and the feeling gets stronger, it makes you think how it would have improved the Earth or how teh Earth would have stayed in shape if we never existed. Pero, din, if we never existed we would have not known how beautiful it is to be alive and how beautiful our home planet is. Weird. Basta. Check na lang this LINK and pass it to everyone you know.

PJ-sama and his team mates are competing in an Adventure Race this weekend. Good Luck!

International Book Day today, people! Read some book and share them. Sino'ng may vampire books [basta hindi Twilight, haha]? Pahiram! Hehe.

I am still unemployed. Another isturbing and depressing issue in my life today. I am starting to question the Higher Powers what they want me to do with my life. It's so big of a hindrance to my big plans, and it's boring. Ewan. I'm trying my best not to lose hope pero...

Anyway, Spongbob and the Big Wave tomorrow at 10am, Nickelodeon featuring the voice of his sexiness Johnny Depp. I forgot the name of character but it's Jack K-- I forgot what the K is, basta his this surfer dude. Watch na lang.

Superman by FiveForFighting playing in Playlist.com. I think it's a good song to end this blog with. Good day, everyone. I'll tell you about the homecoming and a lot more things when I get back.

Good morning na lang!