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June 11th. First day of classes. Beginning of the end. Haven't had enough sleep at least not until I went home and slept all afternoon. Got to school on time, and saw the Creature B right away. Tried my best to keep my bright lights on, nagdidilim ang paningin ko. Had to struggle and hold on tight to my calm or I would have pounced at him grabbed him at the neck and wring the life out of his pathetic body. Feeling murderous is not the right way to start the day but can you blame me? This might sound creepy but I started writing down my observations: what he wore today, what he said, what happened in class, everything like I said I'd do. I am kind of starting to get obsessed over destroying him. I want to crush him. Never hated anybody this much in a long time.

Ikinonewotomeru. Gaisuru. Satsui. Uchihatasu. Korosu. Sakujo.