Sunday, June 4, 2006

doom

School days are approaching once again but things are getting boring as the days go. It can be chaotic when the cousins come together, but there was never a dull moment even if we all have no money. We survive and find ways to have fun. I miss the fun but when I was with them, I miss my quiet too. You can never really have two very different things at the same time.



The efforts of looking for Cogie through the internet seems futile, I just can't find anything useful. Working through my connections is a problem too. I'm not that thick-skinned and I hardly know my prospective "connectors". It's either I haven't met them yet in person or I only met them once and they've probably forgotten me or they've met me more than once but doesn't actually know me because we're only connected through a common friend. I have some other plans but some other things will have to be done first before they can even be executed. How long do I have to wait?



Haven't had enough and proper sleep ever since my summer vacation started. Nothing's so unusual about that, really, since school is almost back, I need to make my eyes PANTAY, 'cause they aren't due to excessive PUYAT. Hahaha... Asar!



I have another year to change myself, not sure how on earth I'm going to do it but somehow I have to find a way. The makeover I've been planning should happen now or... Basta! I'm running out of things to say. I'm so DOOMED!



Here I go again with my eagerness, my flare, my dreams and plans only to be extinguished at the end of the year. I need the power...



Talaga naman!!

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