The Apprentice

I'm READY! - Spongebob Squarepants.

You want to have an idea how depressed I am last night? I must be one very troubled/disturbed kid to be inexplicably sad last night. Well, I have reasons but the world doesn't have to know or if it really wanted to, it would have asked. I'm not fussy about sharing my troubles to those who care. Haha.. Forget it. I'm very fine now. Must be the moon. It's almost full moon. If I am right, last night was a Waxing moon or atleast that's what the Moon Phase Calendar I found on the net says. Hehe.. I don't really get to stare at the moon anymore. Waxing means "growing" since the lit surface of the moon is growing and it will be Full moon in a few days. In witchcraft, the waxing moon period is used for attraction magik, inner love spells, protection for couples and healing energy for couples. Wehehe.. Don't get ideas, I just thought I'd share 'cause I read it just now. I used to "research" witchcraft but never really got into it. Ahh, memories. My first bandmates, Veiled in Shadows, share the same liking for witchcraft too. Those were the dark days, the dark music we played, the dark knowledge we shared. Haha, but that's so long ago now. Relax, I'm just reminiscing. I don't think I'll be walking that path again. I was just lost back then, good thing I wasn't alone.

About the Dolphin, he's one of my favorite teachers back in highschool. We weren't close but he loves to tease esp. about my interest with Mythology and Harry Potter. He was one of those few who think I could really write and was even disappointed to know that I was taking up Computer Science in college. Maybe he thinks I would make a good AB Communication student. The last time I saw him was a few days after I graduated from highschool and only got news about him from his Friendster blog. I had plans of letting him be the first to read the material I am writing once I finish but sadly he passed away last year. I don't even know the exact month and day he died. I just found about his death a few after but I don't even remember what week of what month that is. I don't really remember the days we had in class but I can never forget what a funny guy he is. The class is always alive. There are times that I would miss class because I come late after lunch and late comers pisses him off so I'd rather not go in. Hehe.. Yesterday after the panel interview and after I got the message I remembered him. I told a friend before that I am going to write a tribute, dedication or something in his memory. I know he somehow helped me. I get terribly nervous in situations like that but I made it somehow. He must be swimming freely now where he is. Yay, dolphin! I know I have your support! Thank you very much and see you when I get there! Wait for me! Hehehe...

Today's a waxing moon and on my birthday will be a waning [shrinking] moon. My, how ironic!

How long has it been since out tv had cable? Awww... I miss the shows I used to watch at NGC, Disney and Nickelodeon. I wonder when will I get to watch them again. And it's also been long time since I last listened to the radio. Wala lang.

Hey, I'm excited about that Pinoy version of Marimar. Haha.. Don't laugh. I'm dead serious. I loved that series when it aired sometime in early or mid-90s. And I wanna see it already. Hehe.. I don't think they've started shooting it yet but yeah, I'll wait till it airs. Wooheey! Oh, and Meteor Garden too. It's coming. Maybe, it'll replace GTO Live. Dunno. But I just got to watch it again. I don't mind the new voices. It will sound weird but that won't change anything so I'm still going to watch it. Ehem. All over again. Hehe. By the way, some of my classmates who had their OJT where I had mine are in trouble. They are being held responsible for something that has gone missing. Thank goodness, I was placed in another unit or I would have been in trouble too. I just whoever did that and knew they would be blamed will be man enough to admit and clear them off it because he won't... I would wish him dead. [I'm not sorry for being evil!] I'm not close with those guys but I believe they can't and they will never do anything like that.

T A N J O U B i  ☻O M E D E T O U to me! A few days from now, I'll be turning 21! Uhh.. Hehe.. Wala lang ulit.

Yay, I'm an apprentice. It literally means "beginner" but who cares? I like that word because it makes me imagine being a Mage's assistant, like we're in the Middle Ages. Haha.. How magical! Such imaginings, making two different worlds [the real and the magical] imaginarily coexist makes it easier and more fun and adventurous to face reality no matter how harsh it gets.

Good things are coming, I just know it. I should be more positive and work hard. *Yawn* I believe my last year in college will be the best I will ever have. So..