Eating my blues away...

Could've been waiting in the parking lot waiting for the guys to finish their exams or maybe packing my things up getting ready to go to Dasma and meet up with the ComScis but where am I right now? Infront of the PC, just finished leveling up my Freestyle character, Center and already at level 10, and feasting ona bowl of lomu trying to cheer my self up. Ho-ho! I wanted to soak on a pool with them, sing all night on a jukebox, play billiards, just chill but at the moment, I can only dream. Life is a chain reaction and it caught me. I promise to make it up to them next sem and hopefully I can suggest to Enchanted Kingdom next time. They're graduating anyway, their parents will probably allow them, they're not minors anymore. I can't believe I'm missing one of my last moments with them. If I didn't fail Computer Programming 1, I wouldn't have to drop Data Structures and would have finished it, if I was good in Math, I would never have to take Trigonometry thrice, if I never failed Computer Programming 4, I would never have shifted, I could still be hanging out with them, same schedule, I would never be thinking about missing them since I'll be seeing them for the rest of my college life. My plans for today, get drunk... with soda, you fool! I don't drink alcoholic drinks just to get drunk and I don't drink by myself. I only drink when me and my friend have a get-together and that is like 2 to 5 times a school year. I just wish I could be with them right now. I guess I will just have to settle with listening to the stories that they are bringing home to tell. Me and my relatives haven't gone swimming together since that financial problem rose in their family now I only have my friends to go out swimming with since my family isn't so much into going out but they do without me since I don't really like going out with them and some family friends. I usually choose to stay at home, but I really, really wanna go swimming. I'm not so good at swimming, imagine being the last person to leave the pool during our swimming class for PE, heck! but I love the waters, I love soaking, I just don't like getting over-tanned and sunburned. Awwweeee...



God has been so good to me yesterday. I had my chance to chat a little with R.J., stare into his beautiful eyes, his smooth skin --I didn't get to feel his skin but the look of it tells me that they are truly silky smooth and I love his complexion--, listen to his beautiful voice and how he spoke intelligently. He's face is not so smooth because the pores are visible, he must've suffered acute acne but I love his face. I stared at him from the glass pane that reflects light from the outside of the building and giving me a good look at his reflection. I hope that wouldn't be the last time I'll ever see him. ~R.J.B., I like you~ ...



I've eaten a lot already since I came home this afternoon. Food is one effective cure. Now you will know how I've grown this fat, I prefer to eat my blues away and brood at the same time. Been eating two and a half hour straight and I'm still not satisfied. I'm not feeling so bad but I just wanna eat. I have to rest now.



Exams are over and I now officially declare this Friday as Summer Break. Enjoy, everyone!


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Lame, lame, lame... It's official, Richard Gutierrez is Captain Barbell. I hate it. Saw it on the news just 5 minutes ago. New shows coming but the same faces will be seen on television. I can stand Dennis Trillo and Angel Locsin (yay, Majika!) but Richard? He reminds me of the nightmare that was Sugo. Hell! That should've been Cogie's. I wonder what "mommy" did to land Chard to the role.



Aw, I'm a murderer! I killed a generation of spiders. Haha... I had Bitoy, one of our house cats, run after the big pregnant spider all over the bathroom. Then when he caught it on the floor, he bit it and I guess he liked the juices that spurted out of its dead body and ate the whole spider. He had the crunch of his lifetime, I heard the crispy exoskeleton, as his teeth sank into the spider's body. Eww! I wanted to through up imagining myself eating a live spider. I remember this buffet featured in National Geographics News. The guests ate impaled, deep-fryed insects like tarantulas and Madagascar roaches, reptiles and rodents. Heck, those carnivores!



Man, nagsi-swimming na sila by now. As much as I've wanted to join them, I have no choice but miss out. I will never let myself be without money ever again. I'll be ready next time, I promise.