Meltdown

I don't have, in no way, any intentions to be mean but I just wish people would try to grow up. I have my own share of foolishness but I know when to put them aside and when to raise them. Excuse me for being so self-righteous but if I could just tell them to RISE ABOVE THE PETTINESS. I read that in today's Friendster Horoscope and it only hit me when I read something somewhere from someone and found it really annoying. I don't know them personally and I don't wanna put them to shame but their behavior is way unacceptable. Let's put it this way, they should try to act their age [whatever age they maybe] and in their case, watch their manner of speaking [the very fact that you already know how to face people, speak with them, you can share your thoughts but be tactful], and knowing that what they're saying is not so nice, they should've known not to speak at all. How pathetic, they think they're being cute. EW!



I really miss Cogie. Oh, my, here I go again. I just wanna see him do his stuff on television and the movies again. I have lots of pictures and stuff [including a mug I bought from Penshoppe with him on it], but as much as I wanna see him, I don't wanna look at them. They just make me long for him all the more. By heart, I've been with him through everything they throw at him, watching his career progress, and I know what he's got and I just can't get enough but sadly he's not being given enough opportunities to pick up where he left off. I think I know how hard that could be but all I can do is wait and dream; look out to that distant star without even a guarantee that I too can get my chance to go to where he is/was and reach him. Ang daming balakid, speaking of which...



Guess who checked my Friendster profiles the other day... The controversial elder sister Marissa Scott. I remember checking her profile a few months back but I was surprised to see her check my profile too. I think I know what she's thinking. Haha! I'm just being evil.



Dunno what but I know something good is happening to Bev's life today. I read she already moved from Guam to Vegas with her boyfriend but not sure yet since I haven't talked to her yet. She seems too busy to reply to her messages in YM but all the same I'm happy for her. She deserves to be happy, I just hope she knows and never forgets. I wasn't always there for her, but I'm always her friend. Be assured, girl! I hope she gets to read this. I just wish her the best of luck, life and love, all the happiness in the world, blessings from the good Lord and... Miss you, Bev! Haha... Though I do hide from her when she was still here... Sorry Bev! Hehe... Peace!



I went to fetch my grade report today. I didn't flunk a thing. The results were highly satisfying and I bet Summer will be all good. I think it's my first time in two weeks to actually go out of the house. I did not sleep well last night and when I got home, I was freaking tired and slept all afternoon. Next week, my sleeping pattern will have to change yet again. I'm going back to school, yay! And I'm looking forward to meeting new people like my first three summers. This actually will be my last in college since next summer, I will have to work as intern as a requirement in finishing the course. Heck! I have to make the most of it and I'm starting off with...



Watching Ice Age 2: The Meltdown. Haha! I'm going to see it tomorrow. I'll just have to first get done with my enlistment then off to the cinema, I go. I can't wait! Then next week, I'm going to see Moments of Love and the following weeks will be dedicated to whatever plans I have for this season. Haha...



I have dreams and plans and I know so well that I can never make them real by just sitting here, waiting and dreaming. So when do I start moving? I'm actually taking my time. I'm on my pupal stage, I'm still a caterpillar and I've only started spinning my cocoon and I'm not sure when but I will be out, free, cut-loose, unleashed. The time will come that I'll be rocking the world in my own little way. Just you wait and see...



I'm simply owning and unstoppable!