Saturday, February 9, 2008

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Got nothing much to write today but I will anyway.

How do you break something to someone who expected so much without breaking their hearts? I don't really care about how they'll feel about it but I've been thinking how it's been affecting me. There are times when I've totally lost faith, lost all hope, I wanted to cry my heart out but even tears wouldn't come to me. I'm becoming less and less of the human that I was. My darkness is becoming filled with light. My fear must be coming to life now. I think of emotions but do not feel them anymore. I still have little left but if it runs out, I just might wring somebody's, nobody particular actually, neck without me knowing it. Heaven forbid me getting blinded by my hate, or who knows what I might do.

Anyway, two weeks, just two more weeks and more suffering will come.

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