Domesticated

The weather is so fine today. It would have been a great day to go out there to my great outdoors. It's a hot day but I prefer this over freezing myself to death just like yesterday and the days before. Have had some sort of malaise due to unusually cold weather and it almost killed, or atleast it felt like it; I had goose bumps, chills, feverish feeling from inside while freezing from the outside, some said I was pale, got dizzy ~ felt something like hypothermia. I know something was wrong but I didn't know what it is.

So, anyway, I went to Suvasa last Thursday night for a night of good music. I didn't get to finish the show because I wasn't feeling well but I enjoyed what I have seen and heard when I was there. I've seen a few performances but I didn't get to see the DJs. I liked the scrapbook they Ate Heidi was selling but didn't get to buy it 'cause I only had my allowance for that day but I'll ask her about it if I see her in school. Also got to see Shiawase-niichan. It's been a while and he looked few years older but lot fresher than when I last saw him a few months ago. He's been through a lot but it felt great seeing his sweet smile again. I didn't miss him, I don't miss him anymore but he's always be my Shiawase. I've also seen familiar faces and talked to some of them.

I discovered this store where I can buy cheap but quality make up thanks to Issah. New make-up means I'll be shooting vanity photos again in no time.

Right now, as I right this line, the lining/ wall inside my nose hurts and feels like it's going to bleed anytime. Ouch.

I thought there was suppose to be a blue moon last Thursday but I was wrong, or maybe that the same. Not sure. Anyway, it's a Blood Moon or Lunar Eclipse as it is commonly known. Actually it is a Total Lunar Eclipse. Waaah! Sayang. I've never seen an eclipse before. The moon is bright but isn't really visible because it was cloudy. Sayang talaga.

Image from Space Weather

Last night, Friday, the moon was bright again. This time it gave off a ghastly glow and it felt like a gypsy night. I also remembered that jungle beat-like music that Erick and Alvin played at Suvasa.  Wala lang. It was gloomy, weird and wild at the same time. 

It was so sweet, those things, hearing it from you. Funny, that I actually fancied it. I liked you before, and if I heard it back then [given the courage and the chance, umamin na ako], it would have made me kilig. I still like you but not the way I liked you  before because you always liked someone else. Hehehe. It's cute but you didn't have to compare yourself to a cockroach. *winks* Rabuuuh! Hehehe.

Okay wala na akong maisip isulat. Ayos. Hahaha.

... thinking ...

Ayun. I hate to admit it but I think Joaquin Bordado's cool. The TV show, I mean. Well, it isn't the best I've seen but the visual effects are great. I have to study digital arts and 3D animation! Waaah~ Baduy. Who cares? I prefer tele-fantasia over dramas.

Okay, I think I don't have anymore classes for the coming weeks but I am not yet free. I still have publication work to do and I'm kinda stuck with *drum rolls so you won't hear the name* for the week. Me labshyoo, Hehehe. I have to finish my business with her before next Saturday. I think we can finish everything since we're going OT. I just have to. Oh no. Hehehe. I was supposed to work with her today but I can't leave the house 'cause it's kind of busy and it's my mom's birthday tomorrow. Saturday is the only day I can leave to go out for an adventure because my most of my adventure teammates are only free during that day and Sunday is like my I'm-the-only-one-here-so-I-have-no-choice-but-to-get-stuck-here day at the house. I wish they have as much free time as I have so I can call them to go somewhere whenever I feel like going out. Everybody leaves the house and I'm usually the only one left to attend to the freaking store and the equally freaking customers that buys stuff in there. Grrr..

And, oh, we're having a lecture on Land Navigation this Saturday. Last time, wasn't LandNav but Leave No Trace Outdoor Ethics and Ropemanship.

Where will our next destination be? Hmm.. The dates for the Pulag climb will only be finalized on Tuesday. But most probably, we'll be having it on the the last week of March or the first week of April. My plan on joining the Puerta Galera trip my friends are planning is in vain since I still haven't saved anything for that. And  I need at least 3k for it. Waaah~ I don't really have anything that valuable and sacrifice-able to sell so I can afford the trip. If I could only get someone to give me that amount for free or if I could get a summer job that will earn me that sum before April. I also want to go to the Mt. Pinatubo Crater Lake, I want to go on more climbing trips, beach trips, diving, caving, safari, exploration, anything outdoor, anywhere. Kamown, let's go! Moss is my weed and I miss the smell of mossy forests. I have to have moss. Moooooooooss!

Siyeeeht! Ang sakit pa rin ng ilong ko.

I still have 3 squares of chocolate left. Waaah! Dunno when I'm having them again. They're sold locally but I'm too lazy to go and buy them and I have to save up for the reasons I've stated ^ above ^. Hehehe.

Anu na? Hehehe. Isip ulit...

Ayun, I remembered what other factors must have added to the malaise I've experienced the last few days. See, I've been cooking my eyes in computer radiation and killing my immune system by staying up till morning for two consecutive weeks for some stupid school stuffs that's supposed to be a group work but I did alone, and then having to share it with them again. What the heck?! And I thought I was a freeloading leech. There's always someone worse. Anyway, I hope we all get what we deserve. tO___ot < eto kayo!

May mga taong nagda-drama somewhere. Kamown, alam niyo namang walang epekto sa akin ang mga ganyan. Masama ba yun o mabuti? Mabuti para sa akin dahil di ako naapektuhan ng mga kagaguhan nyo pero ewan ko sa inyo. And in case you don't know or you've just forgotten, kayo ang nagturo sa akin na maging ganito. Yan tuloy, bitterness na naman ang nai-post ko. Hahahaha.

Okay, mahaba na. Next time ulit. Back to work!