To the Rockies! Weeeeeeeh~
I'm not telling where I'll be but if you want to come, you may, just tell me. Hehehe. Can't wait. Can't stop me unless you're typhoon and you're headed to where I'm going. *grin*
Two more days and the exams are over; I will finally be free. Bwahaha! I had to do some hocus-pocus last week to obtain the keys that will open the doors to my freedom. Hahaha. It's wholesome. Trust me. A little lie, but no forgeries involved. *winks*
Tomorrow, I have this supposed "endeavor", a date with destiny. It's quite big and if it pushes through, I just might realize a dream. I haven't yet decided. Not that I don't believe I can do it but it just doesn't feel like the right time yet. I'm finally waking up and seeing this sword on the stone, I want to pull it up and unveil my destiny but it things feel like it's going too fast again. I have to run at the pace that it makes me run to and if I don't watch my steps, I might fall. I still have a few hours to come to a decision whether today is the right time to take this big step. I have my friends' support and I share the same dream with some of them but I don't want to impulsive in this particular situation. I don't want another failure breaking me into several million pieces again. Picking myself up would take time and the smallest shards can't really be taken back into place and I don't need new wounds to add up to the hurt I feel from time to time. Good luck na lang sa amin, bahala na.
Okay, so I'm spending on my sport, my hobby. It's not a normal sport and it can eat up a fair amount of cash but that doesn't make me rich. I've been hearing people say that the sport is only for rich people and I am "rich" that's why I can afford the luxury of doing the sport. I had to do sacrifices, you see. The time that I only have to ask the money I need for my adventures doesn't come often. I save on them even if it meant skipping a meal or thrifting on it. You see, I'm a taker not a beggar. And I don't like hearing bad things about me when I'm doing what I love so I fund most of my trips and they are my passion, and not a thing in the world, not even poverty can keep me away.
Ano, ayos ba?
I'm staying for one more semester. I can take the freaking back subject this summer but I won't 'cause I want to make a lot of this summer. I don't know how I will be able to afford it but there are lots of places I want to go to, and I will, even if it means having to sell my phone. Hahahaha. I'm dead serious. There are still a lot that I haven't done and have to do, and something's telling me I have to stay. I have this blind hope, and not losing it anytime soon, that he'd still be coming back and I'd see him again. There is a purpose for everything, and things happened for this reason just like our major climb being postponed so I can go watch Gary V. I'll stay here and he'll find me [or maybe it's the other way around, I stay here and I'll find him].
Now, I totally deserve the title Prisoner of Eternity. I have been here longer than I have to, like an Undying that has known of death and brought it to people but has not seen it. So many seasons passed me by. I've seen countless sunrise and sunset, kingdoms and buildings rise and fall, people come and go but I'm still here. I seem like an immortal aimlessly wandering this void called Earth because Life just wouldn't leave my ageless body.
O, di ba, period drama ang drama? Hehe
Dunno how I should close this entry so I'll just ask: What haircut do you think will look good on me? And I'm planning to dye my hair again but I haven't decided if I should just redo my highlights or dye my hair completely. And, oh, I'm planning to get my ears pierced and wear earring again. Tell me, tell me.
I'm not telling where I'll be but if you want to come, you may, just tell me. Hehehe. Can't wait. Can't stop me unless you're typhoon and you're headed to where I'm going. *grin*
Two more days and the exams are over; I will finally be free. Bwahaha! I had to do some hocus-pocus last week to obtain the keys that will open the doors to my freedom. Hahaha. It's wholesome. Trust me. A little lie, but no forgeries involved. *winks*
Tomorrow, I have this supposed "endeavor", a date with destiny. It's quite big and if it pushes through, I just might realize a dream. I haven't yet decided. Not that I don't believe I can do it but it just doesn't feel like the right time yet. I'm finally waking up and seeing this sword on the stone, I want to pull it up and unveil my destiny but it things feel like it's going too fast again. I have to run at the pace that it makes me run to and if I don't watch my steps, I might fall. I still have a few hours to come to a decision whether today is the right time to take this big step. I have my friends' support and I share the same dream with some of them but I don't want to impulsive in this particular situation. I don't want another failure breaking me into several million pieces again. Picking myself up would take time and the smallest shards can't really be taken back into place and I don't need new wounds to add up to the hurt I feel from time to time. Good luck na lang sa amin, bahala na.
Okay, so I'm spending on my sport, my hobby. It's not a normal sport and it can eat up a fair amount of cash but that doesn't make me rich. I've been hearing people say that the sport is only for rich people and I am "rich" that's why I can afford the luxury of doing the sport. I had to do sacrifices, you see. The time that I only have to ask the money I need for my adventures doesn't come often. I save on them even if it meant skipping a meal or thrifting on it. You see, I'm a taker not a beggar. And I don't like hearing bad things about me when I'm doing what I love so I fund most of my trips and they are my passion, and not a thing in the world, not even poverty can keep me away.
Ano, ayos ba?
I'm staying for one more semester. I can take the freaking back subject this summer but I won't 'cause I want to make a lot of this summer. I don't know how I will be able to afford it but there are lots of places I want to go to, and I will, even if it means having to sell my phone. Hahahaha. I'm dead serious. There are still a lot that I haven't done and have to do, and something's telling me I have to stay. I have this blind hope, and not losing it anytime soon, that he'd still be coming back and I'd see him again. There is a purpose for everything, and things happened for this reason just like our major climb being postponed so I can go watch Gary V. I'll stay here and he'll find me [or maybe it's the other way around, I stay here and I'll find him].
Now, I totally deserve the title Prisoner of Eternity. I have been here longer than I have to, like an Undying that has known of death and brought it to people but has not seen it. So many seasons passed me by. I've seen countless sunrise and sunset, kingdoms and buildings rise and fall, people come and go but I'm still here. I seem like an immortal aimlessly wandering this void called Earth because Life just wouldn't leave my ageless body.
O, di ba, period drama ang drama? Hehe
Dunno how I should close this entry so I'll just ask: What haircut do you think will look good on me? And I'm planning to dye my hair again but I haven't decided if I should just redo my highlights or dye my hair completely. And, oh, I'm planning to get my ears pierced and wear earring again. Tell me, tell me.
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