rainy days

It's still raining...



The Brenda psychic thingy is fake... so what?



My school is sooo telegenic. Haha... Saw it on tv again. That's why I saw that ABS-CBN OB Van infront of the ERH building last week. Like my friend said, it's Anne Curtis and Zanjoe Marudo [stars that ought to be called mga bituing walang ningning, can't really blame them if their stars don't really shine and I just don't like Anne Curtis!]. Man, they love my school but they don't like my schoolmates. For what reason? I don't really know.



I haven't written anything for quite a while, that's because tere isn't much that's happening in my life since summer classes closed. I tried to paint last night but didn't have enough inspiration. There is an output but still lacks sense. Wait, does art need to have sense? Not sure. It just so... inexplicit... vague... plain... lame. Aw!



I'm missing BSBFCP's 2nd Fancon for the same reason as the last one's... I don't know how to go there. But I will join them someday. Someday...



I still haven't left for Lucena and I'm not so psyched about it. Yeah, I'm sick of home and I want to get away but there just isn't so much to look forward to getting there, except maybe for the yearbook that should've already been done with for three years now. I hope I can already get it when I go there. I'm definitely writing about my visit to Lucena and I hope things will be good 'cause my instinct and the things I've been hearing is telling me something... different than what I expect things to be.



Heidi from HF texted me and told me my work was chosen to be in this year's issue of Palad but I'm just not sure which one because don't remember passing anything for Heraldo Filipino. I did make a poem for USC's contest, a poem for HF's writing workshop and a painting for the HF's art workshop. Which one is it? AW! I'll know when I see it. Heck! The suspense is killing me!



It's raining but rain or shine the mosquito feeding frenzy on me doesn't change. I wish I can get rid of those pesky mosquitoes. I hate 'em all but without them, there will be no balance. They kill the weak and they help in preventing overpopulation. Let's just hope I won't be one of the casualties.



Things change and might as well be prepared for... Whatever! I keep on thinking about things but things just won't think of me...



I'm just plain paranoid.