An hour from now, I'll be turning 21! Yehey! Happy birthday to me! I got my first gift tonight but I'll check it later when the clock strikes 12.
It must be my usual birthday depression. I'm sure but that's not the only reason. What is? Aisaretai. Simple as that.
I had so much fun today. I had to sweat and stink a lot, run back and forth to attend to my commitments but it was fun being with friends. I've only known them for hardly a year [most of them] but it feels like we've been friends all our lives. How can I ever leave these people alone? Why do I fear the distant future? I don't want to ever be separated from them. I'm bound to them. Hehehe. They have no choice. Ahahaha. We were at the Freshmania event today, mocking most of the performers. Oh, yeah! Bwahaha! Resident villainess slash bully slash witch at your service. We did the same thing when I went with Dan at CLA's Pyromania. It was fun intruding an alien world, just like last semester when I went to watch and perform at CIHM's Gawad Turismo.
I fear transience. I'm afraid that things would come to an end before I realize it has begun. My emergence into a new world seem insignificant because... I can't explain. I know everything has an end but I feel the end is to come so soon. No, I don't feel like I'm about to die soon but something I hold dear is about to. Grrr... I don't wanna cry tonight. The haunting death of one of our kittens would be enough for a tearjerker at least for moment.
Yay, my friends are coming over on Friday. This might be the last time I'm bringing home some riends to celebrate with me. We don't know what can happen in the future or where will life lead me to but for now I'll enjoy what I have with me and where I am. Oh, lookie! The system clock says one more minute and...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Levy!
It must be my usual birthday depression. I'm sure but that's not the only reason. What is? Aisaretai. Simple as that.
I had so much fun today. I had to sweat and stink a lot, run back and forth to attend to my commitments but it was fun being with friends. I've only known them for hardly a year [most of them] but it feels like we've been friends all our lives. How can I ever leave these people alone? Why do I fear the distant future? I don't want to ever be separated from them. I'm bound to them. Hehehe. They have no choice. Ahahaha. We were at the Freshmania event today, mocking most of the performers. Oh, yeah! Bwahaha! Resident villainess slash bully slash witch at your service. We did the same thing when I went with Dan at CLA's Pyromania. It was fun intruding an alien world, just like last semester when I went to watch and perform at CIHM's Gawad Turismo.
I fear transience. I'm afraid that things would come to an end before I realize it has begun. My emergence into a new world seem insignificant because... I can't explain. I know everything has an end but I feel the end is to come so soon. No, I don't feel like I'm about to die soon but something I hold dear is about to. Grrr... I don't wanna cry tonight. The haunting death of one of our kittens would be enough for a tearjerker at least for moment.
Yay, my friends are coming over on Friday. This might be the last time I'm bringing home some riends to celebrate with me. We don't know what can happen in the future or where will life lead me to but for now I'll enjoy what I have with me and where I am. Oh, lookie! The system clock says one more minute and...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Levy!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEVY-CHAN!!!
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