Listen to the Rain

    Dear You-Know-Who-You-Are,
               
                Thanks for sharing the rain today. It felt good not having to walk in the rain alone.

    Sayang. I didn't cry. It would've been a good time to cry with the heavens. I'm not sure if

    I've been of good help to you but I hope you feel better soon. The spirits are with you, worry

    not. Bwahaha.  All hail, Kano'nji. Hehe.  We were drenched [wet look, nyeeeh!], esp. my

    socks hehe, but having someone there makes it a lot better. I hope the rain somehow

    washed away, even a little, the confusion, and doubts, and hurt [if there is] that you have

   because you're not so cute with it. Mukha kang haggard, 'di bagay. I hope the rain stops for

    you soon. It was kinda Emo but it was fun, sana lang 'di tayo magkasakit. Hehe. Smile.

Cheer up. Maaayos din ang lahat. Ingat palagi. Apir!

                                                                                                                         .v..v.

Last Friday, after four years, I finally got my yearbook thanks to Carlo but I forgot to thank him because I was already late for my class.  The heck, that yearbook was disappointing. For something that took four years to finish, I expected a lot. The layout was pretty simple and the  pictures were of very poor quality. In short, mediocre. I know they worked hard for it [I have friends who worked on it], or atleast I want to assume, but it was really disappointing. I suddenly remembered those idiots that were 'nagmamarunong' back in highschool. It makes me feel proud. Haha. Yabang n'yo kasi. Buti nga sa inyo! Haha.. Bitter? So what if I am? Bleh!

Jetzt verstehe ich. Meine Gefühle haben mich wieder verraten. Ich bin nicht das ein das Sie wollen aber ich still wird hier für Sie sein. Wenn ich mich selbst immer wieder nur verletzen muss, durch Ihre Seite zu bleiben, dann werde ich. Vielleicht eines Tages werden Sie erkennen, dass Sie mich auch wollen. Ich wollte Ihnen erzählen, dass ich weil Sie verletzen verletzt bin, aber vielleicht es ist besser, dass ich nur Sie mache, fühlen, was ich statt Spruch es sagen will. Ich habe schon Sie gemocht, bevor ich sogar Sie aber traurig getroffen habe, fühlen Sie meine Gefühle aber nicht für mich. Ich bin sicher mein Herz ändert nicht bald, und während ich diese Gefühle für Sie fühle, werde ich behalten, auf Sie zu warten.

Change of plans, I'm watching Harry Potter with my friends on Wednesday. Been brooding and reflecting on my feelings for some time now, I need a break. Can't wait. I hear people saying the movie's good and I really have to see it. It's a tradition that I will never break. Harry Potter, I'm coming for you. Wait for me. Hehehe... Yay, Suvasa on Friday night but the Genshi's are planning another sleepover at Pau-pau's on the same day. Waaah! Please don't make me choose, please don't. You know why I've been waiting for this day; My heart's been aching for *fill-in-the-blank* but since I can't have him [sana for now lang], my imaginary love-affair with Shiawase fill the blank space that *fill-in-the-blank* leaves vacant >__< even if it's imaginary.

Exams na naman, and first up.. VB.net. Tasukete, Kami-sama! Onegaishimasu!

I have to work on a concept soon. The deadline for CSPC's logomaking contest is this Friday and I still haven't worked on anything. Wish me luck, people! Our Lit Ed liked the poster I made for Palad though they haven't chosen which one [mine or Gio's] to use yet. We have another project, this time it's for Alipato though the Photo Coordinator hasn't given the specifications yet. Yay, Graphika Manila. Woohoo! August 12, c'mon. Hahaha.

Listen, listen..Listen to each drop of rain whispering secrets in vain,  Frantically searching for someone to hear their story be more than it hides..Please don't let go, can't we stay for a while? It's just too hard to say goodbye..Listen to the rain, weeping.. I stand alone in the storm, suddenly, sweet words take hold, "Hurry", they say, "for you haven't much time. Open your eyes to the love around you. You may feel you're alone but I'm here still with you. You can do what you dreamJust remember to listen to the rain". Listen.. [[.listen.to.the.rain.evanescence.]]