Happy? Birthday.

Part of me, wants to take the world upon my shoulders
Part of me, wants to run around for four leaf clovers
How could it be, that I should want these totally different things

You see a part of me that's safe from harm
Can hear a future calling far away
I'm trying to say
That a change is coming, we both know
And I don't know which way to go, which way to go

Part of me is so in love
There's a fit between us like a glove
But we're so young with so much time
Waiting for tomorrow's rise
Part of me is so naive
I believe that we can stay this free
But deep inside I need to go
The world ahead is calling part of me

I remember all the joys and trouble we have been through
(Part of me) Wants to stick around to mend those broken wound
(We both know) Even though we fight, we're running out of time
The world goes on and despite our cry
To stop a moment, once before we die
You can't deny
That the earth is spinning round and round
And where it stops I will be found, I will be found

The earth is spinning round and round and round
And where it stops I will be found, I will be found

I feel a change is coming, we both know
And I don't know which way to go, which way to go...

- part.of.me.billy.crawford -

Don't get me wrong. I am happy [  haffyburdey , c'mon you have no idea ] but with all the excitement [excited? really now? haha, to think I was badly depressed a few days back and almost backed out] for that special day I feel something coming. Something from within me sings supernal peace like that kind of peace felt by someone who's about to die. I don't know. The beginning of the second decade of my LIFE seem to signal the end of another or maybe of the same life. I don't know. I don't feel the usual sadness and loneliness I feel during special occasions like Christmas and my birthday. Well, it's not like I can do anything about something that is meant to happen, right? I am a fatalist, so we'll leave it like that. Sabi nga ni Hagrid, we'll face it when it comes, or something like that. Hahaha!

It's a good thing I didn't join the others in making the bulletin board yesterday. Hahaha. Clue: Give away na yan:  haffyburdey  Wala lang. If I went to school I would not have been able to chat with in YM. I know he's not going to read this post so.. Ahoho! This is the time when people actually sing, "Happy na, birthday pa" La-la-la! Ahlavet!

I woke up this morning from a dream. A cute but weird dream. Guess who I dreamt of... I dreamt of Paul [Yes. You, Paul!] Ahaha... I'm not telling what the dream is about but as I've said. It's cute but WEIRD, hehe..

I'm not old; everybody else just happen to be younger. I could start interacting with everyone in the HF office but I'm confused. How should I address them? It doesn't feel right to call them ATEs and KUYAs because I'm older than most of the people there, even the EIC. Well, I have no problem with my fellow newbies since they're the ones calling me ATE and I don't really mind. Oh, well...

Pa'no ba yan... Count down na? Hajime!