Theosophical Semantic

This post has nothing to do with religion but this freaky online program is, well, freaking me out. Haha. It's called Peter Answers. You enter a petition and a question and it send back an answer. It's annoying because I've been trying it for a while and it just won't give me a good answer. Out of annoyance, I asked it, "What the f***?", And it said, "The theosophical semantic of that *something* is not valid.". I was like, Eh? Another question and it said something like it absorbs some sort of anxiety in me and I should change my attitude so that it'll answer me. Then I asked, why it aren't answering me at all, it said some spectral disturbance is stopping it from answering.  The freakiest answer I got was, my soul will rest under your bed tonight. Kowai! Nyaaah! Stupid A.I.! Well, I don't think I'll say anything more about it. Go check it here yourself and tell me what you think.

My dad already left. Bon Voyage! Well, see you when you get back! Pasalubong ko!

Now let me tell you how my day went last Friday. Here goes. I woke up at seven in the morning and I have an exam at 8am. So, what do you expect to happen next? I went about my usual morning ritual at hyperspeed. So fast, I skipped breakfast. My mind wouldn't work well so I ran back and forth for about five minutes putting two dragon fruits, a spoon and a knife into my bag. Thank God for the traffic ran smoothly. The real problem starts when I got to school. I went down at Gate 3 and because I had to try and force my short legs to stride. Strider Levy? Just imagine the pain I had to go through.  The gravity is just too strong in that part of the school, it pulls you down so hard it takes less than five steps to get tired. My legs were sore after that 'hike'. The heck! Then I had to climb down to BBA with sore legs. Ouchie-meowchie! The exam is a lot better than I expected. He didn't make us decode circuits, or at least I don't remember seeing that on the exam. After that I went to hang out in the HF office till afternoon. I did some layouting, I ate my dragon fruit for breakfast, more layout, joking around with co-workers/friends [yucky pick-up lines], read a few lines off my book, yadda-yadda... That went on till 6pm until only I, Julianne, Shaira [We shared horror stories that aren't really scary], the Lit Ed and staffs [having a meeting at the EB room] and Kuya Sherwin [working on his proposal]. Ate Heidi, the legendary former Lit Ed, dropped by the office. We, ate Grace and Ate Heidi, talked about a lot of things including the Human Security Act. Then I met up with the Genshis at our official hangout, kubo. Some of them went with me to watch Suvasa but since the show started late, they left right after the first performers. I met a new friend, Ate Ly from Performing Arts Group. We all wanted to buy something before the show but we're all broke, the prices in the bar's menu is what Ian called 'presyong kaibigan'. Hehe. Good thing we ate before we went there. Then I was left alone but it didn't stop me from staying till the end of the show. I could see kuya PJ running around to entertain the guests, check on the sound system and stuff [he's the founder of DMS and the organizer of the show], with his bright aura. He shone that night. He gave away this sweet smile that seem to have been pulled from within the purest heart. Aww.. Suki desu. .^__^. The performances rocked my night [even though some of them gave me a headache, hehe]. Stan growled again. Growl, Stan, growl! Crucio rocked. I saw a few familiar faces and met a few new people one of them is kuya.. uh.. I forgot his name but I recognize him being part of FDC. He's really nice and cute, instant prospect. C'mon! Haha. My favorite performace for the night is that of Lakbay Lahi [and Nyabinghi, of course]. The mood was very festive especially there were dancers and someone handed out instrument so  the audiences can join them. I took photos and videos! Yay for me! Though I my phone died after the last videos. Well, they're already online, ready for viewing. Just click here. We were the last one to perform and I'm not sure how I did. Darwin said something about me sounding like, not sure if he said sylph or silk. He's kinda drunk but drunk or not there isn't much difference. I found out a lot of things about DMS and when I saw the pictures, all the more I wanted to be part of it. And they'll be having this 10 simultaneous climb on 10 different mountain peaks. Huwaaah! Gusto kong sumama! Sana member na ko by then. I got home sick and very tired. Sick because I was very hungry when I got home, so hungry that I became dizzy. A friend even told me I look like 'malapit nang bumigay'. I was sleepy and tired because I didn't really get to sleep that much the night before my exam and I was so tired to even wash my face before I dozed off. All the dust and sweat and oil of the day stuck with me all night till morning. I had a good night's sleep and totally rejuvinated the morning after. Ayos na. One word to describe that celebration: AYOS! Kuya, thank you po for inviting me, I had a LOT of fun pwera bola, and congratulations on your 1st decade and, more to come!

The choices I had to make this week came between my friends or my friends. Should I go to my friend's farewell with my friends or play music with my other friends. It's not so easy to make a choice but somehow  made one. Now it's Cosplay or Climb. I want to experience climbing at least once in my life and if I wanna climb I have to save up so I can buy my equipments but I want to Cosplay too. If I want to Cosplay, I should save up for my costume and props too. But how on earth am I going to save up when I have to stay in school after class and get hungry, buy this and that for school, pay for this and that. Why can't money just grown on trees? With all the stuffs that I have to finish, I don't think I can work for extra money and they won't allow me. What the HECK am I supposed to do?

Yay, retreat on Friday! What's there to be excited about? Something. Hehe. Something's going on inside the classroom and it sums kinda fun. You know, word war and stuff. I'm being evil again and I love it. It started last year and it goes on until today and if they can't give it closure during Retreat, well... Who cares? Blahahaha!! Why should I care, it's not like they're my friends, they're only friends with themselves and each other, right? I have reasons that nobosy has the right to question my hatred. That's right, I hate them. I despise them. I loathe them. Need I say more?

I appreciate how my friends appreciate me being there for them but I just wish they'd stop wishing or praying [or whatever it is they do] that I don't graduate yet so I can stay longer. What on earth? I have shamed myself long enough and to prolong my suffering will be cruelty. It's not like I'll leave you guys forever when I graduate, right? I stand by my word that even if I die, I'll never leave you. I'll haunt you wherever you go, Awoooh! Ahaha. But seriously, why would I leave you, I love my friend, and you are my friends, therefore, I love you. Just, please, stop that kind of wishing that you do, okay? It's not so.. inspiring. Hehe..

By the way, sinong may balita about Cogie Domingo? After he left for the States after Bakekang, got no more news about him. Aww.. I miss that guy

"Do not die alone; When we die, we disintegrate and become spiritons but where do our hearts go? You pass your heart onto others. As long as you pass it onto your comrades, your heart will always live on with them. So no matter what, don't die alone. Thanks to you, I can leave my heart here." ~ Kaien Shiba [BLEACH 268]                       .