Worth Your While

I got this through email from a highschool classmate that she got from her friend's blog.  I've been keeping this in my inbos for quite some time now and only now that I found time to share it. I liked it a lot so I'll be keeping it in my inbox, I hope you do too. Enjoy!

The One that God has Prepared For Me

I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me, if like me, you are 
wondering what is taking us so long to find each other.  Many times I thought I 
finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet 
ended.

I get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.I am thinking of 
how we will meet, would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? 
Or is it possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that
we are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because 
you are the only one who has the answers to all my questions.

Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known "love". I do not have the 
answer to that question either but I believe that, more often than not, we will 
never really know what love is until we find that right person.... and since I have
not found you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love is!

You just don't know how often I dream of finally knowing what it feels like to be 
in your arms. Even at this very moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep
me off my feet! Perhaps I would be drawn to you by your smile, or your eyes, or
maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways!

I don't really know for sure but I am praying that God will help me recognize you 
when the right  time comes. I think of all the pain that I have gone through in 
the past and of how much I have cried since the day I began my search. I just 
wanted you to know that I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the

beautiful life ahead of  me --- the life I shall spend with you.

In my mind and in my heart I know that you are worth all that pain and sacrifice.
After all, the tears have become a part of my life and I believe that they are 
slowly washing away my flaws so that I would become perfect, not perfect in its 
truest sense, but perfect --- for YOU!

  
I wonder if you've gone through so much pain as well. I wonder if you've been 
hurt so many times along the journey. But my dearest one, please don't ever give
up because I am right here...patiently waiting for you! I assure you that when we
finally find each other I would slowly heal those wounds by my love. At night, I 
would look out my window and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow 
you are also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a silent prayer and send 
all my cries to the heavens above thinking that in time they would reach you.

And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on your 
way and that you are longing to see me as well. It is funny but when I finally fall 
asleep, it is still you that I think of, for you are always in my dreams. It seems
that, for now, that is the only place where I can hold on to you, long enough to
tell you how much I love you.

In my dreams you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love. 
And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead 
with the hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality and

once again I am assured that you are worth the wait.

And when that time comes, everything will fall into its place, just as I had 
imagined, just as I had thought and dreamed, just as I had believed it would be! 
By then, I would simply look back and smile at all that I have gone through, in 
spite of the pain and amidst the simple joys of life --- and I would be very 
thankful because they all led me to you!

In the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to our dream and don't 
even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no 
matter what happens. God has planned the course and it is up to us to follow 
the directions. Don't worry, don't be afraid about getting lost, God saw to it

that all the roads, no matter which one you choose to follow, lead to me.

KAWAII!!!