Night of the Dreamy-Eyed Child

You should have seen what my eyes have seen; I could imagine him smiling that smile he smiled, he smiled for me. The child within him smiled, his eyes glittered with the brightest star in the sky that night. Oh, no. He is the night, the night is his and his eyes were the stars. I could still remember the weight of his hands when he tapped my shoulder to greet me. They were heavy but gentle. The palm of his hand.. Well.. I'm not sure if they were rough or soft but I loved how they felt. I'd love to have those hands in mine. But then again, asa pa 'ko?!

Dreamy-eyed child staring into night on a journey to a storyteller's mind. Whispers a wish, speaks with the stars, The words are silent in him. A distant sigh from a lonely heart, "I'll be with you soon, my Shalafi. Grey Havens, my destiny.".

Is it just me or did his eyes really smiled at me? He has smiling eyes, they are that of an innocent child. It's been written in the stars that we meet this way, cross each other's path at this moment, at this time.. Betsuni.. I'm just delighted when his eyes meet mine. He's got beautiful eyes. I love those eyes esp. when those eyes caught me drowning into it. I was googly-eyeing at him and he literally caught me staring at him. Haha. Kahiya pero masaya. I'm liking oniisan more and more. Awww... Daisuki. I wonder, why can't I just feel like that for *fill-in-the-blank*? I mean, I like Shiawase a lot, so much, but nothing more than that, nothing near love [or maybe so too, XP] but just the thought of him relieves me of the brokenness, the sadness, the emptiness and all the other negativities that this world gives me. Happiness/Shiawase is my pure source of pure happiness. My heart hurts when I think of the other guy that I like but with him, it doesn't seem to matter whether I have a chance with him or not. Maybe because I know, like the night and stars, he's just there. Always there. When you take a nap in the afternoon and oversleep till the next morning and you didn't get to see, even if you don't get to see the evening sky, you know it's always there. There's not a day without it. And the stars, when the skies are like eyes darkened by tears, covered by clouds, cannot be seen, when they come back the other day, they may change places in the heavens but they're always there. They never leave the sky unless they fall and become shooting stars for me to wish to. C'mon. Naging lyric poem na ang entry na 'to. AHLAVET!! Well, that's how much I like Shiawase-niichan and *fill-in-the-blank*. Oh, well...

                        ... there is something in his eyes that made me fall so hard...
                                            ... from then I knew I loved him but so it seems...
                                    ... my voice is from the shadows, in his heart he cannot hear...
                        ... his eyes are closed for the sight of me...
            ... far too much blind to see...
... he looks straight into my eyes, only in my dreams...
            ... trace a finger 'round my lipss, only as I sleep...
                        ... he had me in his arms for the longest time, as far as I can remember...
                                    ... I see things clearly, all, only as I slumber...
                                    ... but when the night is over, have to wake up and carry on...
                                    ... with things that cannot be, and days I can be with him...
                        ... my illusions now are through, for nothing can make it true...
            ... and nothing else I have to do, than sit on this corner...
... and think of you...                                                            [[the.daydreamer...leigs]]