Ready, steady

Just as Kuya Jonas called it, were going to the Playground of the Gods tomorrow.

Woooh! This is it.

So much going on inside my head. I It's good that I am finally leaving them for a while. Unload. Recharge. Put my mind only on the climb, the induction, the mountain and whatever waits for us up there. Live the moment and forever remember it. Hehehe.

Still haven't finished packing and some more stuff I need to buy tomorrow morning. I'll drop by school tomorrow and grab myself a copy of HF4, and greet my friends and go back home to prepare then meet the team and go together to the assembly point and meet the rest of the climbing team.

I'll be away for three days, be back on April 1st and then party with my Genshi-ningens on April 2nd. 

I think something's wrong with me. I'm neither excited nor anxious nor anything actually. I'm feeling neutral. I'm feeling needless emotions, thoughts playing games with my head, things that people said, voices that kept reminding me of my past failures... Blah! Those stuff. I can't really think right now, and guess what. I haven't eaten dinner yet. Hahahaha.

Tomorrow is my BIG day. It may not be as big and as special for other people. You may think I'm just wasting strength, time and money but I understand how you will never understand. Okay, I'm saying the same words over again, hehe. Basta. Masaya ako, and if you aren't, problema nyo na 'yun. *wink*

Orayt, GTG. See you all in three days!