MISSED!
And now, Palawan..
Hope not...?
WAAAAHH! 
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Down with the Sickness
No matter how hard we fight...
No matter how it seemed like we're winning the battle...
No matter how much we think we can survive...
No matter how it seemed like we're winning the battle...
No matter how much we think we can survive...
We'll all just die of it eventually.
Emo. LOL!?
Emo. LOL!?
Sunday, April 26, 2009
When I came back home
It's not like I've been away too long.
As a matter of stinking fact, I was there a week ago but home is changing every time. I can recognize her from my youth but, like everything in this life, she's changed. And she's changing. The path I used to call my Dark Forest is gone. The leaves aren't as thick as they were before. I don't think they will be as I remember them in my memory. They're building a new structure where my home building used to be. New building and a lot of renovations are also being done everywhere you could possibly think of. Yay, brother! Leave no space, hahahaha. Anyway, her changes are for the good and I so do not feel like telling you everything I've observed that day. I just missed her so much and I'm glad I get to visit often. If I will be given a chance to study again, I'd still choose Mother Dasma.
So..
I met up with Alain and Ate Nagi and went t
As a matter of stinking fact, I was there a week ago but home is changing every time. I can recognize her from my youth but, like everything in this life, she's changed. And she's changing. The path I used to call my Dark Forest is gone. The leaves aren't as thick as they were before. I don't think they will be as I remember them in my memory. They're building a new structure where my home building used to be. New building and a lot of renovations are also being done everywhere you could possibly think of. Yay, brother! Leave no space, hahahaha. Anyway, her changes are for the good and I so do not feel like telling you everything I've observed that day. I just missed her so much and I'm glad I get to visit often. If I will be given a chance to study again, I'd still choose Mother Dasma.
So..
I met up with Alain and Ate Nagi and went t
Friday, April 24, 2009
Ih-La-Sa-Ra
Ang gusto ko
lamang
sa
buhay
ay
yakapin mo ako
It's been raining for a few days now and I've been sick since then. It's not that bad but it wakes me up in the middle of the night. Add to that, so much boredom of being stuck at home and had nothing to do but surf the net, which is by the way, kind of getting old and I am kind of running out of internet sites to visit, and clean my room which I've already done. Took me 3 consecutive days to sweep off every corner [my closet, cabinets and under my bed]. Yay, dust mites! I don't really have a lot of motivation to clean my room and I only do it on impulse. My life is so boring these days that I actually channeled the energy I spent on being bored to cleaning my little home. No, kids, not our house, just my room. The house cleaning is other people's job [ex: my Mom, my Aunt, my Cousin..]
Have you heard Ang Gusto Ko Lang Sa Buhay from ItchyWorms? Cute noh? I like the song and the video. Simple but touchy. Naalala ko si..
You know what, I think I'll write about it but not here. Dun sa other site ko, Imaginary Refuge. You can read it if you can find it. Atleast there, I can be more straightforward and I can actually use initials about the persons I am writing about.
Anyway, I am finally going out today. I'm attending the DLSU-D's Grand Alumni Homecoming Party this afternoon. I'm going with some college friends. I chose this over the beach party that Andrian and the other DMS Peopz organized kasi... Basta hahahaha. Anyway, I enjoyed the Homecoming last year so I decided to attend it ever year. And I wonder what freebies they're giving away this time. Last year I got a fisherman's hat with One La Salle printed on it and an Animo La Salle ID strap. Hmm.. Surprise-surprise!
I didn't get to write it but I learned so much last Earth Day. Other than init-na-sobrang-lufet-humahagufet, Global Warming may not yet have a direct effect on me pero nakakakonsensya sobra 'yung every move na we make knowing na we leave impacts that are already irreversible. All we can do is feel sorry and apologize for existing. Nakaka-depress. Maybe if I never gave myself the chance to appreciate the world's beauty, maybe I wouldn't care much about it pero now that I did, and still do and the feeling gets stronger, it makes you think how it would have improved the Earth or how teh Earth would have stayed in shape if we never existed. Pero, din, if we never existed we would have not known how beautiful it is to be alive and how beautiful our home planet is. Weird. Basta. Check na lang this LINK and pass it to everyone you know.
PJ-sama and his team mates are competing in an Adventure Race this weekend. Good Luck!
International Book Day today, people! Read some book and share them. Sino'ng may vampire books [basta hindi Twilight, haha]? Pahiram! Hehe.
I am still unemployed. Another isturbing and depressing issue in my life today. I am starting to question the Higher Powers what they want me to do with my life. It's so big of a hindrance to my big plans, and it's boring. Ewan. I'm trying my best not to lose hope pero...
Anyway, Spongbob and the Big Wave tomorrow at 10am, Nickelodeon featuring the voice of his sexiness Johnny Depp. I forgot the name of character but it's Jack K-- I forgot what the K is, basta his this surfer dude. Watch na lang.
Superman by FiveForFighting playing in Playlist.com. I think it's a good song to end this blog with. Good day, everyone. I'll tell you about the homecoming and a lot more things when I get back.
Good morning na lang!
Have you heard Ang Gusto Ko Lang Sa Buhay from ItchyWorms? Cute noh? I like the song and the video. Simple but touchy. Naalala ko si..
Gusto ko ng din ng Free Hugs pero galing kay 
I wonder when I'll see him again. Gusto ko syang maging ka-close. Alam n'yo naman how liking someone and hoping to be more than friends is too much to ask. Mababaw lang ang kaligayahan ko. Just to be close is more than enough. The more I miss school tuloy. I want to learn more, I want to study again. Ibang field naman and if I'm in school, I'll see him more often, and get to actually hang out and who-knows maging close kami that way. Magiging close naman kami, I know, in due time pero 'yung time na 'yun is soon na sana. I really like him. Jeal-ing much na 'ko sa ilang mga nilalang na as of the moment ay "close" [or uncomfortably close] sa kanya ngayon and those who have more chance to interact with him. Dasma lang pero seem so far away. All I can do in my side of the Earth is reminisce 'yung moments [na 'di ko na ide-detalye kasi feelingera mode na naman ako. Pero di naman masama umasa 'di ba?] You know what, I think I'll write about it but not here. Dun sa other site ko, Imaginary Refuge. You can read it if you can find it. Atleast there, I can be more straightforward and I can actually use initials about the persons I am writing about.
Anyway, I am finally going out today. I'm attending the DLSU-D's Grand Alumni Homecoming Party this afternoon. I'm going with some college friends. I chose this over the beach party that Andrian and the other DMS Peopz organized kasi... Basta hahahaha. Anyway, I enjoyed the Homecoming last year so I decided to attend it ever year. And I wonder what freebies they're giving away this time. Last year I got a fisherman's hat with One La Salle printed on it and an Animo La Salle ID strap. Hmm.. Surprise-surprise!
I didn't get to write it but I learned so much last Earth Day. Other than init-na-sobrang-lufet-humahagufet, Global Warming may not yet have a direct effect on me pero nakakakonsensya sobra 'yung every move na we make knowing na we leave impacts that are already irreversible. All we can do is feel sorry and apologize for existing. Nakaka-depress. Maybe if I never gave myself the chance to appreciate the world's beauty, maybe I wouldn't care much about it pero now that I did, and still do and the feeling gets stronger, it makes you think how it would have improved the Earth or how teh Earth would have stayed in shape if we never existed. Pero, din, if we never existed we would have not known how beautiful it is to be alive and how beautiful our home planet is. Weird. Basta. Check na lang this LINK and pass it to everyone you know.
PJ-sama and his team mates are competing in an Adventure Race this weekend. Good Luck!
International Book Day today, people! Read some book and share them. Sino'ng may vampire books [basta hindi Twilight, haha]? Pahiram! Hehe.
I am still unemployed. Another isturbing and depressing issue in my life today. I am starting to question the Higher Powers what they want me to do with my life. It's so big of a hindrance to my big plans, and it's boring. Ewan. I'm trying my best not to lose hope pero...
Anyway, Spongbob and the Big Wave tomorrow at 10am, Nickelodeon featuring the voice of his sexiness Johnny Depp. I forgot the name of character but it's Jack K-- I forgot what the K is, basta his this surfer dude. Watch na lang.
Superman by FiveForFighting playing in Playlist.com. I think it's a good song to end this blog with. Good day, everyone. I'll tell you about the homecoming and a lot more things when I get back.
Good morning na lang!
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Inspire Action, A video from Greenpeace
http://upmencom.multiply.com/journal/item/100/Inspiring_Action_Video_from_Greenpeace
This fragile Earth deserves a voice.
It needs solutions.
It needs action.
It needs change.
What have you done for your planet today?
Happy Earth Day, Everyone.
~ I was supposed to post the video here but I am having trouble converting the video, so I posted a link instead. I hope this inspired you to somehow make a difference.
This fragile Earth deserves a voice.
It needs action.
It needs change.
What have you done for your planet today?
Happy Earth Day, Everyone.
~ I was supposed to post the video here but I am having trouble converting the video, so I posted a link instead. I hope this inspired you to somehow make a difference.
Monday, April 20, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Heart Summer Heat
I finally forced myself to write again.
It finally rained. It's the first rain this month, or at least the only one I remember (other than that one when I was up North a few weeks ago. I miss walking in the rain. I didn't get to this time but hearing the rain fall outside makes me feel a lot better. It's freakishly hot these days and the heat gets into your head. My fan broke this morning, I woke up bathe in sweat. Fuck Global Warming. Sometimes, I have to put ice on my water when I take a bath. It was a relief when my cousin treated us to 2 tubs of ice cream [brownie fudge a la mode and 3-in-1 plus 1] today. There's still some left and I will scoop me a cup before I continue typing this post.
So I'm done scraping one of the tubs, back to thinking what to write next.
Read my Friendster Horoscope earlier, it told me not to let money affect my mood. Unfortunately, money is affecting my mood today. So many places I want to go to but I can't 'cause I'm broke. One of which is Caramoan Islands. Yep, that packaged trip on May 3rd that my friend is taking. He offered me and a few other friends slots but I can't confirm yet because I'm not sure how or if I'll ever be able to score myself 3000 bucks to join that trip. So, I can ask my dad again but he already gave me 3k for my last climb and Baguio trip two weeks ago and he keeps bugging me about getting a job. Not that I am not trying but it can't seem to find me. Seems to me nobody wants an inexperienced, not-so newly-grad for an employee. Well, I'm trying to get my mind off it lest I kill myself. You know how it is when people get desperately hopeless. But I am trying to keep myself believing "the greater plan". I hope there really is one or I'd die a bum. Hahahaha.
Porter incident. I have no business redeeming myself. I've seen and heard how people reacted and if people thought low of me because of that, that's their problem. The hell I care. I needed help, I was offered help, I took it. I admit I wasn't that prepared. Make fun of me, and what does that make you? XP That's it. I'm just thankful to all those who helped me. It's over and done with. We all enjoyed the experience despite the set backs. Move on. Peace out, people.
So many plans this year. The excitement for everything clouds up the frustration and disappointment.
I've been looking through old photographs. Reminds me of this thing I watch on tv a few nights ago. Said something like things happen only once so we can remember it. Now, I remember. It's from Ultraman Max. One of the best episode from any Ultraman series that I've ever seen. Nothing violent. There was the usual enemy and Ultraman had to battle it by sending it back. Gurarufan, and ancient being that has power over memories. Basta, if I get the chance to see that again, I'd watch the whole episode. It was set in winter and it was sentimental. I love it. Wala. I just miss the old days, and it had me looking back at the younger years and how simpler it is back then to be happy alone or with friends and had me looking forward to the coming times with the people I am with now and the coming years I have with them to spend.
It may just be my imagination but I want to believe it. It feels like as hot as Summer is on the skin is, it is just as warm in one's heart. I love the rain but I'll have these Summer days anytime if it always feel this good.
How it began, I can still remember. Actually, I'll never forget. He came to the booth, I was on watch. He asked, "Madami na po bang sumali, Ma'am?" I told him, "Kahapon madami, ngayon konti pa lang." I think he was wearing a smile then, he registered, I gave him an application form, he left. Well, I read his name from the registration form, that's how I learned his name. I never forgotten him since. I've been seeing, thinking and feeling things. I wanted to believe them true and right but then again, baka nagfe-feeling lang na naman ako. I had my chance to know him a little about him, I wish to know him more. Hirap. He's still in school and I am not. I'd only see him during [...] Ouch. I won't get to stalk him like I do my other crushes. *cue music: Crush by David Archuleta* Ouch. And Netamashii mode na naman ako with this certain someone. They seem uncomfortably close *sigh* I really like him though he's a few years younger. Have no idea if he'll ever like me too but [...] I can't put in exact words how I'm feeling pero I just really, really, really [really : infinity] like him.
'Yan sya. May kamukha sya jan na iba na baka kilala mo/n'yo rin pero hindi yun yon. Sya yan. Sino sya? Si... Ay-ay-ay.. Secret. Hahahaha titigan mong mabuti baka makilala mo.
So much more to write. Hehehehe bukas or mamaya ulit. Can't really put my mind into it. Am thinking of a lot of things at the same time again. Just like the good old days. Hahahaha.
Hello, world!
It finally rained. It's the first rain this month, or at least the only one I remember (other than that one when I was up North a few weeks ago. I miss walking in the rain. I didn't get to this time but hearing the rain fall outside makes me feel a lot better. It's freakishly hot these days and the heat gets into your head. My fan broke this morning, I woke up bathe in sweat. Fuck Global Warming. Sometimes, I have to put ice on my water when I take a bath. It was a relief when my cousin treated us to 2 tubs of ice cream [brownie fudge a la mode and 3-in-1 plus 1] today. There's still some left and I will scoop me a cup before I continue typing this post.
So I'm done scraping one of the tubs, back to thinking what to write next.
Read my Friendster Horoscope earlier, it told me not to let money affect my mood. Unfortunately, money is affecting my mood today. So many places I want to go to but I can't 'cause I'm broke. One of which is Caramoan Islands. Yep, that packaged trip on May 3rd that my friend is taking. He offered me and a few other friends slots but I can't confirm yet because I'm not sure how or if I'll ever be able to score myself 3000 bucks to join that trip. So, I can ask my dad again but he already gave me 3k for my last climb and Baguio trip two weeks ago and he keeps bugging me about getting a job. Not that I am not trying but it can't seem to find me. Seems to me nobody wants an inexperienced, not-so newly-grad for an employee. Well, I'm trying to get my mind off it lest I kill myself. You know how it is when people get desperately hopeless. But I am trying to keep myself believing "the greater plan". I hope there really is one or I'd die a bum. Hahahaha.
Porter incident. I have no business redeeming myself. I've seen and heard how people reacted and if people thought low of me because of that, that's their problem. The hell I care. I needed help, I was offered help, I took it. I admit I wasn't that prepared. Make fun of me, and what does that make you? XP That's it. I'm just thankful to all those who helped me. It's over and done with. We all enjoyed the experience despite the set backs. Move on. Peace out, people.
So many plans this year. The excitement for everything clouds up the frustration and disappointment.
I've been looking through old photographs. Reminds me of this thing I watch on tv a few nights ago. Said something like things happen only once so we can remember it. Now, I remember. It's from Ultraman Max. One of the best episode from any Ultraman series that I've ever seen. Nothing violent. There was the usual enemy and Ultraman had to battle it by sending it back. Gurarufan, and ancient being that has power over memories. Basta, if I get the chance to see that again, I'd watch the whole episode. It was set in winter and it was sentimental. I love it. Wala. I just miss the old days, and it had me looking back at the younger years and how simpler it is back then to be happy alone or with friends and had me looking forward to the coming times with the people I am with now and the coming years I have with them to spend.
***
It may just be my imagination but I want to believe it. It feels like as hot as Summer is on the skin is, it is just as warm in one's heart. I love the rain but I'll have these Summer days anytime if it always feel this good.
I was captured by that stare
Now I'm shattered but I don't care
And the people walking by don't have a clue
Now I'm shattered but I don't care
And the people walking by don't have a clue
How it began, I can still remember. Actually, I'll never forget. He came to the booth, I was on watch. He asked, "Madami na po bang sumali, Ma'am?" I told him, "Kahapon madami, ngayon konti pa lang." I think he was wearing a smile then, he registered, I gave him an application form, he left. Well, I read his name from the registration form, that's how I learned his name. I never forgotten him since. I've been seeing, thinking and feeling things. I wanted to believe them true and right but then again, baka nagfe-feeling lang na naman ako. I had my chance to know him a little about him, I wish to know him more. Hirap. He's still in school and I am not. I'd only see him during [...] Ouch. I won't get to stalk him like I do my other crushes. *cue music: Crush by David Archuleta* Ouch. And Netamashii mode na naman ako with this certain someone. They seem uncomfortably close *sigh* I really like him though he's a few years younger. Have no idea if he'll ever like me too but [...] I can't put in exact words how I'm feeling pero I just really, really, really [really : infinity] like him.
'Yan sya. May kamukha sya jan na iba na baka kilala mo/n'yo rin pero hindi yun yon. Sya yan. Sino sya? Si... Ay-ay-ay.. Secret. Hahahaha titigan mong mabuti baka makilala mo.
***
So much more to write. Hehehehe bukas or mamaya ulit. Can't really put my mind into it. Am thinking of a lot of things at the same time again. Just like the good old days. Hahahaha.
Hello, world!
Friday, April 17, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
Happy new hair
I was going to post something more interesting here but I can't think straight so I'll write it some other time for now...
I got a new haircut. Had one before our Ugo climb but I decided to cut my hair again because it's so hot and I so wanted some change. Voila. Had my hair cut right this after before I went to Dasma for our Post-climb Meeting. Most people who've seen it said they liked. it It's the shortest my hair has ever been and I so love it too. Not like you care but I'm posting photos soon. That'd be it for now. I just wanted to tell the world about my pretty hair hahahaha. Buh-bye, person reading this post.
PS: A new addition to our family, my cousin's beautiful Easter baby boy, Seb. I'll post pictures later.
Good thing there are fresh squids in the freezer, cooked myself Calamares for dinner. Thank you Bogz for the nice suggestion.
Good morning, world!
YAY, ME!
I got a new haircut. Had one before our Ugo climb but I decided to cut my hair again because it's so hot and I so wanted some change. Voila. Had my hair cut right this after before I went to Dasma for our Post-climb Meeting. Most people who've seen it said they liked. it It's the shortest my hair has ever been and I so love it too. Not like you care but I'm posting photos soon. That'd be it for now. I just wanted to tell the world about my pretty hair hahahaha. Buh-bye, person reading this post.
PS: A new addition to our family, my cousin's beautiful Easter baby boy, Seb. I'll post pictures later.
Good thing there are fresh squids in the freezer, cooked myself Calamares for dinner. Thank you Bogz for the nice suggestion.
Good morning, world!
Saturday, April 11, 2009
summer
Bago ang lahat...
Bakit may mga hindi kilalang nilalang na nagvi-view ng Multiply ko. Weird. Paano sila nakakarating sa site ko. Wah. Weird talaga. Eeeek. Wala lang. Hahahaha. Okay, moving on...
It may just be my imagination but I want to believe it. It feels like as hot as Summer is on the skin is, it is just as warm in one's heart. I love the rain but I'll have these Summer days anytime if it always feel this good.
WEIRD?!
Bakit may mga hindi kilalang nilalang na nagvi-view ng Multiply ko. Weird. Paano sila nakakarating sa site ko. Wah. Weird talaga. Eeeek. Wala lang. Hahahaha. Okay, moving on...
***
It may just be my imagination but I want to believe it. It feels like as hot as Summer is on the skin is, it is just as warm in one's heart. I love the rain but I'll have these Summer days anytime if it always feel this good.
I was captured by that stare
Now I'm shattered but I don't care
And the people walking by don't have a clue
Now I'm shattered but I don't care
And the people walking by don't have a clue
Thursday, April 9, 2009
....
I buried my thoughts deeper into the night
But the darkness forbid it to go further
More loneliness in silence than I can fight
But the darkness forbid it to go further
More loneliness in silence than I can fight
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Up we go, Ugo! [Day 2]
DLSU-DMS Batch 12 Induction Climb
Mt. Ugo Traverse from Kayapa, Nueva Vizcaya to Itogon Benguet
March 28 - 30, 2009
~Horayt. Nakapag-upload din ng Day2! Ia-update ko na rin yung Day 3 para mas masaya. Congrats at welcome ulit sa Batch 12. Kitakits sa susunod na bundok.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Up we go, Ugo! [Day 3]
DLSU-DMS Batch 12 Induction Climb
Mt. Ugo Traverse from Kayapa, Nueva Vizcaya to Itogon Benguet
March 28 - 30, 2009
~ More photos coming. Next time na lang ang Day2. Kulang ito kasi laging nagkaka-error sa file transfer sa YM. Potek. Issah, pasend ulit!? Orayt. Ito na lang muna. Enjoy!
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Sumasaydtrip sa Baguio
~Pagkababa ng Ugo, direcho nang Baguio. Di ko na lalagyan ng story at ek-ek mag-comment na lang kayo, magtanong, o kung ano man o kaya kwentuhan na lang tayo para mas masaya. Oye.
March 30 to April 1, 2009
Baguio City
Summary: Enjoy. Yay. Conclusion: Next year ulit.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Up we go, Ugo! [Day 1]
DLSU-DMS Batch 12 Induction Climb
Mt. Ugo Traverse from Kayapa, Nueva Vizcaya to Itogon Benguet
March 28 - 30, 2009
Congratulations, Batch 12: Alkin, Bogart, Ivan, Jet, Joanna, Louie, Pia, Sir Mervz, Ming, Steph, Tin, Wangz.
More photos: Anna | Bogart | Jill | Jill+ | Jill++ | Jill+++ | Steph | Wangz | Wicked |
~more photos coming...
Back from the mountains
YEAH!
Photos and stories to follow... Wag kang atat. Masyadong madami.
Congrats sa DLSU-DMS Batch 12. Welcome to the family!
To greater heights
Akyatan na!
Photos and stories to follow... Wag kang atat. Masyadong madami.
Congrats sa DLSU-DMS Batch 12. Welcome to the family!
To greater heights
Akyatan na!
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