Monday, December 25, 2006

Plug

I'm having a hard time importing my Blogger posts here so... I won't anymore. If anybody's interested in reading my blog, please go to:


 


http://prisoner-of-eternity.blogspot.com

Saturday, December 23, 2006

15-Dec-06




Renan's 10 days advanced party

Unforgettable line that night: "Forever young at 21" -Guillermo Eugenio

Mahaba-habang kainan. Ang sarap ng lahat ng handa esp his mom's specialty and that chiffon cake. I brought my bag everywhere so I can cover my tummy. I stayed with my BCS tropa at the garage while the BITs were inside their living room. I bet the birthday boy was tired having to run around to attend to al of his guests. After the party we went to Dasma for the perya and went back again to sleep over. We invaded their living room and in the morning we were even served breakfast before we left. Didn't get to sleep that night. Basta enjoy talaga yun.

Photos by Michael Vidallon

Monday, December 18, 2006

Four Deaths Before Christmas

Last Saturday, our four newly-born [read: barely a week old] kittens were deliberately killed by a male cat. That's one fact of life in the animal world that I don't understand. Male animals would usually kill youngs so they could get the females to mate again. In the human world, as much as I want to believe it, humans mate out of love so they can leave descendants and life can survive [I didn't learn that by myself, I read it from Ceres. Hehe..] while animals seems to programmed to survive and mate as much as they can. Life can be tough when you're an animal [even for domesticated cats] but then again, how am I to know? The circle of life turns and the innocent is always the victim.



The time I turn off this computer, I'll be starting to write the book I've been planning to write for so long now. When I get to finish, I'll be giving copies to some close friends and try to get it published. No teasers just yet.



I finished my shopping yesterday though it isn't that much. I usually get tired easily but yesterday was just fine. Except for that old man who sat beside me inside the jeep. He smells like that oil used to relieve body pains. Ewwweey! Anyway, I saw Normel, JC and Oche while I was scouring boutiques to buy my clothes. I had a hard time choosing my pants since all I can see were jeans and I'm so not wearing jeans ever again. I wanted to buy another top but I just don't like the fad these days like that top that is so long it goes down up to your thighs. Before I went to SM, I already bought my blouse from CD Jeans and it's discounted. Haha, LAHVET!



Wala lang, I just visited the Penshoppe website and saw Victor and could imagine that if Tooya [Ayashi no Ceres] was real, they would have the same sexy body and pretty hair though Victor's is black while Tooya's is fashionably reddish-black. I am such a crazy kid wishing an anime/manga character was a real person. Haay..



That'd be it for now. Merry Christmas, everyone!

2 Parties in 2 Days

Forgive me for being lazy. I just like being one. Been busy from last week being exam week then two parties two days after. I believe I failed some of my exams and I don't really mind because.. Wala. I just don't.



Thursday at Erika's. Man, that was fun. I didn't really think I'd enjoy and I even planned on not coming but I'm glad I did. The food was good [hamonado, my fave chopsuey, sweet and sour, lumpia..] plus the laughs we had was delightful. I had a few drinks and we went home by 6pm. I think the others stayed till dawn and gotten themselves drunk. Then Friday, I wen to meet Alvin and the others at Robinson's so we could go together to Renan's. Mike gave us a ride. Ayen and the others came earlier. The other came after 6pm. We waited for the others before we could start to drink and Renan was busy running back and forth to entertain his guests and I bet that was tiring. Man, the food was very, very good especially that one in white sauce which is his mom's specialty. There was joking and laughing all around and we were very noisy. They were trying to get Jerome drunk. Micoi was the official photographer since he's the only one who brought a digicam. After drinking, we rested and went to the fair[perya] at Dasma by 1am. We went back at Renan's and sleptover though I didn't really get to sleep. And then we ate breakfast in the morning before we left and went home.



Sayang. I was planning to bring my friend, Camille, at the party but she was busy with their thesis but she really wanted to come and I wanted her to meet my friends. Di bale, next time na lang. So, that's just about how my past days were.



Till next post na lang!

Monday, December 11, 2006

Awhile

It's been a while since I last wrote anything. So much had happened and I'm just feeling lazy. Let's see.. SInce classes started last November I've already finished 3 books, all varying in length and thickness. There was By the River Piedra, I Sat Down and Wept by Paulo Coelho, Confessions of a Mask by Yukio Mishima, and His Dark Materials Book 1: The Golden Compass by Philip Pullman. Nicey. These books had so far been inspirational, magical, and.. I don't know. I just loved it. I need those books with me. Time goes so slow when you're doing nothing esp. when you're doing nothing and you'd have to wait for hours till your next class.. Bummer!



I've completed downloading the Ceres Art Book and also finished reading the scanlations I downloaded. I wanted the real thing but that'd do for now since I don't have it yet because of... Blah! Blah! Nevermind.



It's been a while since the cable's been cut and I've already missed out a lot on my fave show like Hanna Montana and the new season of Dark Oracle. I don't miss it that much though since I've learned to let go and this isn't really the first time. Things just happen and not preventing it cannot be prevented. I have no choice. This is my life.



Exams have started and my nose just finished bleeding after Physics. 2 down and 3 to go. I hope I pass. I don't need a high grade. Just make me pass.. Ohh..

Friday, December 1, 2006

Apocalypto

Start:     Dec 8, '06
Location:     At cinemas near you
Apocalypto is a story about Jaguar Paw, a man whose idyllic existence is disrupted by a violent invading force. He is taken on a perilous journey to a world ruled by fear and oppression, where a harrowing end awaits him. Through a twist of fate and spurred by the power of his love for his wife, family and his unwavering faith in what he believes is right, he will make a desperate break to return home and to ultimately save his way of life.



www.apocalypto.com



directed by: Mel Gibson

Saturday, November 25, 2006

Nakakainis ang ganitong buhay...

'lang 'yang buhay 'yan... Wala na namang cable. Nakakasawa ang gan'tong buhay. Sana mayaman na lang ako...



This darn fact makes me freaking sick. I wish I had so much more. I know I will, but why can't I have it now when I want it. Buti, oppotunities present themselves to me so I can somehow get some of the little things I want. My heart is happy but at the same time discontented. I usually get tired of routines and I somehow find to alter the usual things I have to deal with but this one... I can do nothing but wait. I remember a teaching in Buddhism that says something like material wants is what makes people suffer and they are right but I just can't find the heart to deny myself of these wants. It gives us a certain kind of pain when we crave for something but when we get to have it, it somehow becomes a piece of the puzzle that someday, when we get everything we want, makes us complete. I don't know. I just can't help but think how I've been living the same way of life for the last 20 years and how the situations gets more and more dissatisfying every single day. Ok, I'm lucky to be able to eat anything I want, spoil myself sometimes but I just can't get enough. Some people have nothing AT ALL and compared to them, they may think I have everything and more of what they could have wanted but I'm just too self-centered right now to think of other people. And I can't give what I don't have, the satisfaction of having just enough.



Anyway, school's, as always, fine except for Physics which is and always will be a pain in the you-know-what. Chances are coming one after the other, and I hope I'm doing the right thing of making every chance an opportunity. Time's running so fast and in a few weeks, it'll be Christmas break, BAKASYON NA NAMAN!, but of course EXAM MUNA. Wishlist, wishlist. I can have my grandparents to buy me the stuffs I want but.. but... If only I was born a sweet child, that which we call MALAMBING in Filipino, maybe I can have my way. I wasn't born as thick-skinned as my brothers, and not as malambing, sipsip and charing as my cousins. Aw-aw-aw! I wasn't even born to be confident. Nobody taught me that. Kung bibo lang sana ako... Wehehe! parang tanga. Hahaha! Intsek? Intsekure? Hehehe. No way! Naawa lang ako sa sarili ko.



Things could have been so much better and I could have had a lot more...

Friday, November 24, 2006

Eragon

Start:     Dec 15, '06
Location:     theatres near you
a gotta-watch movie from a gotta-read book

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Wacom Philippines Multimedia Design Conference: Graphika Manila 2006

Start:     Dec 2, '06
Location:     Premiere Cinema, SM Mall of Asia, Bay City
Filipinos are on the cutting edge of web, flash, multimedia designs, and animation. Graphic designers and animators are quickly gaining importance in business today. Graphika Manila will gather 1200 of the brightest and most creative young artists in the industry. Wacom will give a presentation in this seminar on the benefits of Wacom products and solutions to the different segments of the design and animation industries.



http://www.graphikamanila.com/



*ILIBRE NYO NAMAN AKO PARA MAKA-ATTEND AKO DITO* sigh~

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

Start:     Jul 13, '07
Location:     At cinemas near you
5th installment.. gotta watch!

My perfect birthday gift for myself...

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

DLSU-D Student Idols

Start:     Nov 21, '06 4:00p
Location:     DLSU-D Auditorium
Some of DLSU-D's best solo singers belting their lungs out for the title...

I'm going to watch this to show love and support for my friend, Felson.

Friday, November 17, 2006

Angsty Rant

We all have our own set of feelings. It may all be the same feelings but comes differently to different people. I know how I feel about feelings when I feel it but I don't know how it feels like to other people hen they feel it. I claim to know it all but the truth is, I just assume that I know. Realizing how I've been for the last ten years, I've been self-centered. I cared genuinely for the people I cared for with all sincerity I can give but my priority's always been myself. I don't know. There's just so much I want to get out of life and most of the time I just had to do things myself to get it and the people around aren't always of great or not even any help. It made me independent in my own sense, a bit untrusting, and insensitive. It's not always bad but not always good either. It messes with me, my personality and my feelings, and how I interact with people, but it makes me different. Haha. Why am I saying this? Well, I just want to sympathize with the people who didn't get to see the world the way I did. At 20, I still haven't seen a lot but the very little that I've seen was shown to me by the world and my fate in a different light like a work of art; Different colors, different media, different lightings, different techniques, different angles, different expressions. You learn to appreciate beauty and make an art yourself.



Well, well. I guess that's not bitin anymore. Aw-aw! Hehe.



Christmas time is coming... my wishlist is getting longer but... You have to know what the real problem here is... Clue? It's made of special kind of paper, printed with a special kind of ink, and the other form is made of some metals. It's so unfair having to think that the people who has "it" and has more than they need just don't appreciate it and throw it some place. I wish I get to have the same kind of privilege but I can only wish. Nothing else. I wasn't born with that lifestyle but maybe if I work hard, I, too, can live the "life". Another thing annoying me right now... Those you think are less deserving gets to realize your dream earlier than you can. Seems like this is how close I can get for now from living my fantasies. Envy? Not really. I just don't understand why others have to have that much already early in their life and I don't. People younger than me have gone so much further than I already have. Makes me sick of this ordinary life. I think, I believe, I know I deserve better, there's a lot of so-much-better things.



I just wish I so much more that I already have, and things get a lot better than this. I just wish.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Ano nah?!

It's really fun having old friends around but good things must come to an end, like all the hanging out. We could still hang out but not as often as we do now in college. It's good that they took their back subjects with my present class. We had a really good time this afternoon, everybody was talking s**t and I was LMAO! Haha. Man, I'll miss these moments.



Ah! Even Westerners [Europeans and Americans] love Anime, mangas, and CosPlay. I wanna be in a CosPlay too but I have no costume, no whatsoever yet. Nothing. And I don't even know which Anime I want to portray. Darn. Inggit ako!



Been sick for two night, Tuesday and Wednesday. Wala lang.



Ok, this is so annoying. A few minutes ago, I had so much to write and now everything just slipped. I'm back to my same old cluelessness. Darn. Darn.



I remembered something. That darn Physics.. Imagine. Nose bleeding and eyes twitching. Numbers, Xs, Ys, Greek letters, mathematical symbols, and more numbers are eye sores.

Friday, November 10, 2006

the usual

The love grows stronger, my heart cries harder... I want to go Japan! Anime is the life. Man, even in my sleep I see anime. Aww...



I rocked in Halflife! It was the first time in years that I played Counter-Strike last Thursday and it's really fun playing it with friends. I didn't get to kill that much but I was dang good. Haha. I suck at DotA but I rule CS. Beat that! Hehe.



I can't lie. I'm happy at the same time I'm not. I can't elaborate. I'm not being evil, just don't know where to place my heart. Gomen ne.


Thursday, November 9, 2006

HF Alipato seminar

Start:     Nov 9, '06 12:00p
Location:     CET AVR
Day 5: Graphic Designing w/ Team Manila

Sunday, November 5, 2006

Back to school!

I haven't written anything in a while but actually there is and was so much to write. Just can't find the write words and it may not be enough and I might run out ending up in another Bitin post. Haha, excuses? Yeah. I am feeling kind of lazy but I've been busy the past few days window-shopping online. Anime is the life! I just have to have it! I do have to save for it, and try my best to scour Manila so I can buy all those anime stuffs I've been drooling on or have my friend, who currently lives in Japan, find it for me, or if all else fails I would have to buy it online though it's way more expensive if I get to buy it here or in Japan. I want to cry. I was earlier joking with my friend about having to migrate to Japan but I really want to. I wish I can go to Japan. It's anime-heaven there. I can go to Japan but not now. Maybe after I graduate. Oh, why can't it be now. I wish they'd send me to japan instead of Germany. Aw, aw.



Semestral break is officially over and I'll be back in school tomorrow. Man, it'll be back to work for me. Aw-aw-aw!



Yay! I love YouTube! I get to finish whole seasons of Ayashi No Ceres and Fushigi Yuugi, the 3 Sailor Moon Movies, and the 3 FY OVAs. Unfortunately, for most of the time I had to depend on reading the subtitles because the speakers still aren't fixed yet. I prefer the animes in Japanese but I prefer hearing it in Japanese while I read the subtitles. It feels dumb to watch and just read without having to hear anything. Aw. Now, I wanting those anime vids more and more. And, oh, I want the mangas too. Oh.. And posters.. Oh.. And cards.. Oh..

Thursday, November 2, 2006

Third Annual Cavite Hardcore Fest

Start:     Nov 11, '06 4:00p
Location:     Part One Bistro Music Bar and Restaurant (formerly Xsopit) Near La Salle Dasmarinas, Cavite
Feud (Cavite)
Nuclear Punishment (Cavite)
Sauna (Batangas)
ChokeCocoi (Lucena)
Divided We Fall (Laguna)
Utter Dismay (Manila)
Defiant (Baguio)
Isvarah (Manila)
Bystorm (Manila)
Survival of the Fittest (Batangas)
Fist Foundation (Olongapo)
No Peace in Silence (Bulacan)
Lost of Control (Manila)
Killratio (Manila)
Censorshit (Cavite)
Play (Bulacan)
Beauty of Doubt (Manila)
Failure (Batangas)

Doors open at 4pm
Show starts at 5pm
P50 Damage

Monday, October 30, 2006

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Finding Moon Kingdom





We all have to grow up and he left so he could grow even more more but I can still imagine 5 microphones on stage. BSB will never be the same without Kevin but I believe that though they're one man less, they'll always be the Backstreet Boys I loved and grew up with. I still remember the days that I built my dreams around them, hoping someday I get to perform on stage with all five of them. He may have gone his separate way but I will never love them any less than I used to.I still need you, I still care about you..



I feel like a kid again. Actually, I still am a kid. Some of the things I thought I've forgotten are coming back to me one piece at a time. I'm starting to miss how I used to love Sailor Moon, how I wish to find my own Tuxedo Mask/Mamoru Chiba, and all that fantastic powers. I used to have this collection of Sailormoon paperdolls and cards, and I love drawing her a lot. I even tried to figure out how to throw my hair into pigtails like hers. Haha. I was obsessing on her and the other Sailor Soldiers. Now, I'm starting to love her all over again. I'm thinking of buying videos so I can watch it all again. When you're growing, you tend to forget the things that makes you happy when you were a child. They're not always real but they keep you alive. My world of fantasies is my Neverland. I was the Moon Princess. Then it reminded me, why can't I be a child again? I have changed a lot on the outside over the years but there still survives a seven-year-old child within me. Like the rest of the things I had in my memory, she never died but has fallen into a long slumber. After a decade, she's woken and like all children she has to be nurtured and cared for. Yay me!



Haha.. okay that was bitin. I'm just so running out of ideas tonight. So.. deal with it!


The plane has landed. They're here and it was a blast. I just wished I watched. Haha. WWE Raw then now Smackdown.. I've been missing on a lot. I'll just check tomorrow for uploads on the on last night's show. Aw..



I feel like staying up all night tonight. The night creature in me is not sleepy yet and has a lot of things in mind. Ta-tuh!

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Wendy Wu Homecoming Warrior

Start:     Nov 12, '06 7:30p
Location:     Disney Channel
TV Premiere

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Semestral Break

Boredom gets me yet again. This is the time of the school year that you could spend just slacking off, doing nothing but it's getting quite old. Yeah, you're relaxed but you're so relaxed you don't have to think of anything 'cause you just can't. You're not so bothered but you're not inspired either. i want to do something but I lack the will and inspiration, and the ability to think of what to do. Pretty lame, huh? I know. At night, for more a few days now, I'd spend the late hours of the night staring into oblivion, imagining nothing, just sitting or lying down my bed,wide awake in total darkness. That would usually be good but at this moment, I feel completely bummed out. Okay, there's the cable and the broadband, and the store.. And then what? The computer's speakers are messed up and loses the sound every now and then and I don't think I can watch one whole movie properly. I have no radio in my room, my phone has no headset, I still don't have the movie VCDs I want to see, I want to watch a movie but no school is always equal to no money. Man, you have no idea how bored I am right now, this very momeny. Grrr..



Yay, Love 2 Love Season 12 Grand Finale is up this Sunday will soon be over. You see, If you've been reading my past posts, you'd know how much I love Cogie Domingo but this stint has been his worst. I'm not going to bash the show, nor the cast, nor the plot but I was just.. really.. very.. pretty much disappointed. Period. I am very glad he didn't get the roles he was supposed to get in Sugo and Captain Barbell because those are GMA's "mediocre" creations. I know the people behind them worked really hard and those are both topraters but compared to the other productions, they seem like leftovers plus I don't like RG. Ahaha. I believe I've said enough so.. that's it. I'm so over thrashing on RG so.. Blah! I'm solid Kapuso but I really have to say that one. Ahaha. Sorry, RG! Phew!



Did I say nothing's bothering me? Actually, there is but nothing big. I just think I flunked Physics. It will not be confirmed until I get my grades on the 20th. Bother is not the exact verb I was ust thinking. But not the serious thinking, thinking. Wooo-whatever! It's just that I won't be taking my Physics 2 with my friend if I fail and repeating Physics one will take another sem of migraine and nosebleed and if you think that's the worst thing that could happen, imagine my parents reminding me of that failure for the rest of my college life until I graduate. Torture? Tell me about it.



Right now, I'm so happy. My new crush, J.A.T., accepted my Friendster invitation. Then I realy like this guy ['cause he's so cute and very sweet] even if we haven't met [and I'm not referring to Cogie].. And I'm so in-love with SD [Super Dollfie]. It's the cutest thing ever. I was never really into dolls but I can't keep my eyes from staring at them. I wish I can have one someday. Just one but someday will not be anytime soon because seeing the website of the company that makes them, they are very expensive and it'd take me years before I can afford them..



*wish-wish*

Sunday, October 15, 2006

harry potter and the order of the phoenixtrailer

Start:     Nov 17, '06
Location:     theatres near you
harry potter movie trailer when you watch happy feet.

i plan to see those penguins do their thang and see the new movie trailer..

yay me!

Wendu Wu: Homecoming Warrior

Start:     Nov 12, '06 7:30p
Location:     Disney Channel
Asian TV Premiere

Thursday, October 12, 2006

buntisan art experience 3rd anniversary!

Start:     Oct 13, '06 7:00p
Location:     ARROZ JA chill-out resto dasmariñas cavite (in-front of JP hospital near La Salle gate2)
you're all invited to Buntisan Art Experience 3rd year anniversary. 3 years of celebrating true and serious artistic _expression through music, film, visual, poetry, dance and performances. Tatlong taon
nang nagbubuntisan sa iisang layunin; lumikha ng sining at magluwal ng sining. Join us as we celebrate this purpose and goal for a night of music and poetry by the participating artists which became part of the
buntisan family.

music by
Lakbay Lahi
Ugong
The Outlaws
Helga
Canopy High
Kill the Dreams
Liquid Ginger
Pinned
Cooffem8t
Gandharva
Inconnu Ictu
Tengal
Nasal POlice
Elemento

poetry by
Dyeng Arroyo
Almar Red
Maria Ana
Hiedi Sarno
Fritz Balgos
Mel Araneta
Leo
Cavite Young Writers Association
STC
Lynette Olabe

art exhibit by
Floby Carrasco
Mel Araneta

with open mic poetry, tiangge, freedom canvas!

special thanks to and special participation by
SiningDikato
De La Salle Mountaineering Society - Dasmariñas
E.X.I.S.T
Outdoor Project
Arroz Ja management specially to Sir Jerry

SPREAD THE WORDS!
MARAMING SALAMAT SA PATULOY NA SUPORTA!!! PADAYON!

free admission!

Languish

At umasa pa nga ako... POTEK!


Well, what do you know? Even weirdos feel new weird feelings. Ahaha! It's not really serious, just entertaining myself with lovesick thoughts. Feeling good and bad vibes lately and at the same time. They're confusing me about how to feel for certain things. All in all, they're telling me I need change and it's about to happen one of these days. Whatever! We'll just see...


Anyway, exams are over and... I'M FREE! YEEEESSS! Ahaha. Yay me! My friends are planning an outing this Saturday but with only 300 bucks in my pocket, I'm not so sure if I can come.. Dang! Chances are.. I might miss out on this one.. again.. like last year... bummer! Aw!


Just thinking.. What if your gut feeling's telling you that you're dying soon.. or tomorrow.. or a few minutes from when you started getting the strange feeling? Are you going to push through what you've been holding of for so long, for years? How will you prepare for your departure? And why am I asking this? I've just read some parts of my friend's blog that I've never tried to read. He wrote the entry a few days or weeks, not sure, before he died. He was given signs, he felt it was coming, he was scared and.. I can tell that even if it's easy to say, you don't really get to ready yourself instantly. I always say that the only thing I fear is the day that I have lost fear of anything because he who fears nothing loves, and loving nothing makes you less of a human but what if my instinct, or some psychic feeling I have tells me that soon it will be my time to go, how will I possibly feel? How am I going to handle that? And knowing that I haven't done yet everything I wish to have done in my life before I retire, and then realize that I'm going to die, how can I be ready to depart? When you're being told that you're next, will you still be given a chance to do that one last thing you wanted most of all even all the others you wished were not granted? Okay, look. I'm not trying to be morbid (my gothic days will be laid to rest until the next gloomy day of my life befalls me) but I'm just so filled with so much hope that the word ETERNITY is being sang inside my heart. If you've heard Gary V's song In Another Lifetime that said, I do believe what wasn't meant to be wasn't meant for now and someday you'll see, In a place and time we never know, I'll be standing there waiting for you, you'll know what I mean.


lovesick.. lovesick.. i'm just a little lovesick.. carry on with your lives.. don't mind me..

Sunday, October 8, 2006

Cool, colds, and coldness

Runnin' running... Runny nose.. haha! My nose is running, running with colds. Aww! Darn cold virus!



Just one more week to endure and off to some freakin' dang chillin'. Haha. The mock job interview for EPP last Saturday was way easier than I expected. I thought I was just chatting with an old professor but.. that was it. The talked we had was really fun because.. I don't know, I just enjoyed. It's just like talking to one of my friends. I bet my classmates got nervous.. Haha. Serves 'em right. Ahaha. Trust me.



I don't know him but I know he's a good man. We are one good Kapuso less. Paalam, Dan Campilan.



A few more months and most of my closest friends are graduating. Haay, I'm going to miss them. Aww.. I miss them already. I wonder how next school year will be without them. There will still be a few of my friends left but very few. Plus I will be left to hang out or having to bear people who are very good at making you feel so unwelcome. They are nice, civil people but not as friendly and warm as "my people". But hey, that's fate. it's just part of the big plan and it's not gonna be forever. Just one more year. After March 2008, it'll be over and I can start a new life and make new friends without having to neglect and forget the old ones. Cheers to that!



I'm starting to feel the good vibes of the coming sem break. Aw, the sweet word.. I can hear it being sang to me by a choir of angels.. VAAA-CAAA-TIOOOOOOOOOON!!



Guess who went to our school to shoot this time. Michael De Mesa. i saw him from the fourth floor. I didn't get to approach to ask for our picture be taken because the time I was done with my mock interview, the scene they were taking is over. Ahaha. I'm not his fan. I'm simply STARSTRUCK. Awww..

Thursday, October 5, 2006

Tuesday, October 3, 2006

Aahon na

Maghihintay Ako

Atlantika Love Theme

Performed by Regine Velasquez



Malayo man ang umaga sa buhay kong ito

May liwanag ng pag-asa na sisilayan ko

Ikaw na s’yang tugon sa aking panalangin

Puso ko’y wag sanang biguin

Dinggin ang bulong ng alon at hangin



Ating tadhana

Magkaibang mundo

Bakit pilit tayong pinaglalayo

Alam kong batid mo

Tayo'y iisang puso

Kaya’t maghihintay ako



Kay tagal ng panahon

Hanap-hanap ka

Poot ko’y napawi ng makapiling ka

Ngunit naglaho ka

Sa akin ay nawalay

Bakit ang agos ikaw ang tinangay

Mula sa dagat ng aking buhay



Ating tadhana

Magkaibang mundo

Bakit pilit tayong pinaglalayo

Alam kong batid mo

Tayo'y iisang puso

Kaya’t maghihintay ako



Maghihintay ako



Malunod man sa lalim ng sakit

Aanhon din

Sa paglalapit ng langit

Alam kong ikaw

Saka ay babalik

Alam kong ikaw ay babalik



Ating tadhana

Magkaibang mundo

Bakit pilit tayong pinaglalayo

Alam kong batid mo

Dahil iisang puso

Maghihintay ako



Maghihintay ako


Isisiwalat ng buwan ang inililihim ng karagatan. Aahon na ngayong gabi ang Atlantika pero sira pa rin and cable pero kahit paano may kulay na ang tv.



Atlantika



I bet this will be another hit like Mulawin and Encantadia. And I love the theme song. I can't wait. Wala na 'kong masabi.



Finally, there's school tomorrow. I've been on vacation for too long now and exams are up next week. Aww, I missed school. And pretty boring just staying home doing nothing. I mean, it's fun but not always when you don't get to get a break from doing nothing. Haaay..


20-September-06


birthday boys

BCS Section 1 Batch 2003 - 2007, kasama ma ang mga shiftees at transferees, may mga kasamang mga boyfriend at girlfriend at kapatid.

Kainan, inuman, kwentuhan, tawanan, at walang humpay na... PICTURAN!

Birthday ni Jan Michael Morales at Michael John Tubale pinagsabay sa bahay ni Guillermo Eugenio.

Hehe. Enjoy.

[dami pang pictures sa phone ko pero saka na pag naupload ko na. meron pa rin sa digicam ni gimo at carlo at sa mga phone ng iba pang may phone dun hahaha. watch out.]

Photos from MARLON's camera.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

All good now

Well not exactly all but atleast it's better.



Thursday was stormy and the wind was blowing like mad. Scary. I didn't see it with my eyes but I heard him blow with all fury and no remorse. He heralded destruction to those who sill cross his path. Milenyo (Millenio), the storm that he is, stormed his way in. To the eyes of a commoner, he is just one of the storms that comes every year this time of the year but to me he was a cavalryman commissioned to claim lives and properties in place for all that was forcibly taken away from her. He was sent for revenge. Nature is his mother and the son, out of love, does what his mother bids. He did his errand well.



Okay, time to lighten up. Hehe.. Did that scare you? It better.. Haha!



The worse we got was a brownout for more than 24 hours and missing a day of bath because the subdivision's tank won't pump water without electricity. We experienced a a few hours of electricity through our neighbor's generator but it didn't last for the whole night. A night without electirc current is hellish 'cause it got the mosquitos on a feast again. You can't keep the doors closed and the mosquitos helped themselves and paid me a little visit. After the storm, the streets looked literally like "DINAANAN NG BAGYO". Leaves and stems are everywhere and a big piece of plywood even got flown to our roof. Hehe. Probably from one of the neighbors. Haha. Tough luck!



Friday. Electricity was back by 9pm, just in time for the Majika Finale. And my cousins came 'cause there's still is no electricity at their boarding house. Also it was the last time I ever played with Ponyang. The youngest cat in the family. My cousins and I went to a major bonding. Wahaha. Saya. We took pictures, talked about a lot of things, had some laughs. We were up until 4am. Haha, tatag!



Saturday. Fiesta. Nothing big. My mom just cooked a big dish for the family and for sharing to some of the neighbors. And though everyone's happy and hyped I took a moment to mourn. Ponyang is gone. Some heartless jeepney driver, who doesn't even live here in our are, hit her and crush her head to death. I didn't see it, and I was blessed because as my cousin described it... it's heart-wrenching. Akang, the mother, went to her dying child who is still somehow moving. I have no idea how animals mourn for the death in their family but I can feel the pain. It's just a kitten, that f*cked up driver must've thought so he did it on purpose. I don't know when, I don't know how but I know that somehow he will pay for what he did. Annoying as they may sometimes be, I love our house cats as if they are my children. Aww.. No use in trying to be bitter about this death. It's over and done all I can do now is say goodbye.



Paalam, Ponyang.



Back to my girls... My cousins and I went to the mall to grab some chow and take pictures. Fun day if it wasn't for the heavy traffic on the way to the mall and back. Later we went to watch a beauty contest held in line with the fiesta. And we kept joking about the prestige and kept making fun of the mistake the hosts make, and the contestants. Haha. Highest level laughtrip! After the show we went to my room to have a one-on-one talk with one of my cousin who's been having supernatural encounters. Oh, well...



The electricity is back but the cable still isn't. It's good that channel 7 is back but without an antenna, there's hardly a color. I missed the first few episodes of the new season of American Dragon jake Long but I hope the cable's back before October 8th so I can watch Read It and Weep.



The storm is over but what he's done while he was still here lingers...



Wala lang!

Friday, September 29, 2006

Alipato Workshop 05




Uulit-ulitin.

LEiGS on MySpace

http://www.myspace.com/levoisier

LEiGS on GothicMatch

http://www.gothicmatch.com/s57b37c8034b049e4/user?LeVoiSieR

Wala Lang 2

http://levoinzshcxki.blogs.friendster.com/photos/wala_lang_2/
random pix pa rin.

Xmas Fluffs

http://levoisier.blogs.friendster.com/photos/xmas_fluffs/
the christmas tree that grows on paper..

Wala Lang

http://levoisier.blogs.friendster.com/photos/wala_lang/index.html
more random pictures... katamad maglipat eh...

LEiGS on Friendster

http://www.friendster.com/levoisier
Know me. love me. care to add me.

Photos of Ghi's 19th Birthday

http://www.imagepop.com/pf.php?fid=865
ka-miss...

Bonding @ Water Village Photos

http://www.imagepop.com/ag.php?fid=335&mid=161
Memories pa rin...

Reco '04 @ Angels Hills Photos

http://www.ImagePOP.com/ss.php?fid=799
Aw memories...

July 5, 2005




My birthday party last year.

Photos by Renan

Bulong 8

Start:     Oct 7, '06 5:00p
Location:     SULOK 186 san luis st san juan metro manila
Tula, awit at iba pang pagtatanghal...

open party: open microphone
with performances by EARTHFISHFISH / TALAHIB / BUTONG PAKWAN / THE OUTLAWS / and many more...

potluck: bring your own booze and chow

how to get there: +639153691217 8dantespage@yahoo. com

From Kalentong: Take PUV along F. Blumentrit going to San Juan. San Luis St is next corner after Aquinas Church beside a gasoline station. Right side of F Blumentrit St.

From Agora: Take PUV in Agora Market going to Kalentong. San Luis St is before Aquinas Church beside a gasoline station. Left side of F Blumentrit St.

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/bulong

Atlantika Primer

Start:     Oct 1, '06
Location:     GMA 7
Lihim ng Karagatan

A must see

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Smile from heaven

This world is one good man less. I confirmed it from Carlo that Sir Arnel Arce passed away. It's sad losing such wonderful human being but atleast he's done with the sufferings from this life. It's his time to go and wherever he is, I believe he's happy and it's way better there. We're not really close but I think we somehow made a connection. He's my favorite English teacher after Sir Greg. Heaven could use one more angel and you will be greatly missed..



Swim away, great Dolphin. You're free now.



This week's been emotional from getting the news of a friend's death very late, my school project groupmates unreliable and... simply annoying, they are interrupting with my personal schedule and plans and one's getting on my last nerve because he won't cooperate. I know plans can fail but never expected it to be this bad, if I knew I would have chosen to do it myself. But happy fate, Saturday turned to be fun though tiring.



ABS-CBN is doing their shoots at our school again but this time I had strength [tibay at lakas ng loob, yeah!] to actually approach the celebs and ask them for a picture. Too bad, if I knew they were coming, I should've brought my "handy-dandy" that I really reserved for celebrity autographs. Anyway, atleast I was able to take pictures with them. You can check it out HERE.



Hearts are soaring, love is in the air and I'm still lovesick. Heck! I'm still crushing on Rafael Paterno III. Aw! I've been into chinitos lately. Haha! If you, reader, happen to know him, please tell him I said hi and I've been watching him whenever I see him in school. I can't help but stare. Cuteness ever1



A little more patience is what I need. Just a little more; I just have to get the defense, the projects and the final exam over with and then I can rest and plan plans again though I know it could just fail again. Heck! Things just have to change or atleast some of it. Dreams dreams and start building and mending my brokenness, maybe write some songs, create some work of art... whatever I just have to freshen up from this semester's dirt. I wish to somehow improve myself. Aw..

vanity is me




love it.

buhay showbiz




Guess who I bumped in to today?

This will be my official album for pictures taken with famous and not so famous celebrities.

There's nothing wong with fanaticism, right?

Photoshop not included!

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

PANGANAY NG LUPA isang dula para sa kalikasan

Start:     Sep 28, '06 5:00p
Location:     Tanghalang Amado Hernandez (Conference Hall) Cultural Center of the Philippines, Manila
mga kaibigan, kapwa alagad ng sining, guro, kaklase,
kakilala suportahan nating lahat itong produksyon:

PANGANAY NG LUPA
isang dula hinggil para sa kalikasan

para sa programang
WAITING IN THE WINGS
ng Cultural Center of the Philippines

FREE ADMISSION/Libre po ito!
Paki-reserve po ang inyong free tickets kay
Nikki Torres (02)832-2314, 8321125 local 1607

Marami pong salamat at
Kita-kits po tayo dun!

Itinatanghal ang

MASKARA, Incorporated
-isang community-based theater organization na
naka-base sa
General Mariano Alvarez, Cavite

katulong ang

LAKBAY LAHI
ensemble
para sa paglalapat ng musika

at

SININGBAYAN
para sa pangangasiwa ng produksyon at ilaw

maraming salamat at kitakits tayong lahat.
spread the word

Sining Dikato 05 + E.X.I.S.T [Experimentation In Sound Art Tradition]

Start:     Sep 30, '06 7:00p
End:     Oct 14, '06
Location:     FUTURE PROSPECTS shop 62-63 Marikina Shoe Expo Gen. Romulo Ave. Araneta Center Cubao, Quezon City
Visual.Literary.Sound Art.

Mel Araneta.
Dyeng Arroyo.
Joan Airam Bautista.
Norman Beltran.
Erick Calilan.
Sherwin Carillo.
Joselito Jandayan.
Mary Ann Jimenez.
Lynette Olabe.
Pauline Pacheco.
Rodel Pamitan.
Bryan Ramos.
Rhona Ramos.
Lirio Salvador.
Heidi Sarno.
Fernando Torres.
Richard John Tuason.
Elmento.
Ugong.
Liquid Ginger.
Inconnu Ictu.
Nasal Police.
Tengal.
Lakbay Lahi.
Cavite Young Writers Association.

Please spread the word!

SD/EXIST: Contact: Lirio@0927.3084130

Appropriating Indigenous Cultures in the Philippines: Festivals and Other Spectacles

Start:     Oct 19, '06
End:     Oct 21, '06
Location:     Philippine Social Science Center, Quezon City
To mark the Indigenous Peoples Month, the Subcommission on Cultural Communities and Traditional Arts of the National Commission for Culture and the Arts (SCCTA-NCCA) will hold a national congress titled "Appropriating Indigenous Cultures in the Philippines: Festivals and Other Spectacles" on 19-21 October 2006 at the Philippine Social Science Center, Quezon City .

The three-day national congress sets the stage for the critique of the various modes of appropriation of indigenous cultural resources as well as for the formulation of policy recommendations to heighten awareness on the integrity of indigenous cultures in the country.

The public is invited to attend the sessions, and actively participate in the workshop which will be held on the last day of the congress. The event is free to the public.

For inquiries, please write to appro_ncca@yahoo.com.ph or contact Monica Santos (0917-5336578) or Pamela Cajilig (0915-9915051) or visit http://www.ncca.gov.ph/about_ncca/an-ipcongress2006.php

Read It and Weep

Start:     Oct 8, '06 7:30p
Location:     Disney Channel
Starring Kaye and Danielle Panabaker

[Interesting.]

American Dragon Jake Long New Season

Start:     Oct 1, '06 10:00a
Location:     Disney Channel
He's cool, he's hot like a frozen sun.
He's young and fast, he's the chosen one.
People, we're not braggin'.
He's the American dragon.
He's gonna stop his enemies with his dragon power.
Dragon teeth, dragon tail, burnin' dragon fire,
A real live wire.

American dragon,

He's the American dragon.
(Break down with the dragon!)

His skills are gettin' faster with Grandpa the master.
His destiny will walk up streets,
Showtime, baby, for the legacy!

American dragon,

[some love for the mad daddy dragon of the nyc, gotta see this.]

Hannah Montana Season Premiere

Start:     Sep 23, '06 7:00p
Location:     Disney Channel
You've got the best of both worlds
chill it out take it slow
then you rock out the show

GOTTA WATCH!

Rhymes for Peace II: A Celebration for the UN International Day of Peace

Start:     Sep 22, '06 8:00p
Location:     Kolumn Bar, Sct. Torillo St., cor. Timog Avenue, Quezon City (Near Xaymaca)
"Experience a different kind of music!"

LAHI Events Team
presents

Rhymes for Peace II: A Celebration for the UN International Day of Peace

Featuring:

Kadangyan - Cebu Ethnic Group
Lakbay Lahi - Cavite Ethnic Group
Good Leaf - Reggae
FMD - Ska
Ronarudo - Funk
Field3p - Pop Rock
Unitiima - World Music
Romancing Venus - Spoken Word / Poetry

*Gates at 120 with one free beer


"Celebrate Peace, Tracing Roots and Good Music with us!"

Back on track

Guess who's back on line?



Oh, wait! IT'S JUST ME! Hahaha! The home pc is back and working. I should have no more problems on working outside and spending my money on rentals. No new artwork or vanity photos just yet but there will be once I'm done with our projects and all the yadda-yaddas that goes woth it.



I had a very happy day today. There's this very cute guy who cut my hair [no, he's not gay!] at Edwin Samot. His name is Jerwin. His hair is dyed blonde, his skin is flawless, he's taller than I am, he's got beautiful hands, he's just... perfect for me. Haha. I'll be coming back for him on my next haircut. Aww, Jerwin...



Ok, I think I did well at the poem writing contest today, I wish I'd win but the results aren't coming until next week. oh, sweet victory. Nothing wrong about keeping your hopes up, right? I spent the afternoon with my friends/former blockmates. We had a a little party for Mike and Marlon's birthday. Almost everyone was there. Everyone's a camwhore. hehe. There was food, cameras, nonstop laughing, a few drinks, more laughs... Haha, enjoy! Hopefully, they upload the pictures soon.



Maybe, that'd be it for now. I need to take a bath and still have assignments to get done. Buh-bye!

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Rhymes for Peace II: A Celebration for the UN’s International Day of Peace

Start:     Sep 15, '06 8:00p
Location:     Our Father’s Coffee Taft Avenue cor. Gil Puyat LRT station (also near Buendia Taft)
On September 21, 2006, The United Nations together with the whole world will be celebrating the “International Day of Peace”. This will be an opportunity for individuals and organizations to create practical acts of peace on a shared date. This is also to mark our individual and collective progress toward building cultures of peace, and serve as a reminder of our permanent commitment to peace above all interests and differences of any kind.

In line with this, our group decided to hold a two consecutive Friday event that will promote its objectives. We planned to execute “Rhymes for Peace II: A Celebration for the International Day of Peace” on September 15 and 22, 2006. (September 15 at Our Father’s Coffee at Taft Avenue cor. Gil Puyat LRT station and on September 22 at Kolumn Bar, Sct. Torillo St., Timog) These two events will feature aspiring World Music Groups and Reggae groups dedicating their commitment in promoting Peace thru the different forms of Art.

Performances by:

Kadangyan – World Music
Lakbay Lahi – World Music
Unitiima – World Music
Hiraya – World Music
Good Leaf – Reggae Dub
CollieHerb – Reggae
NailPolish – Ska
The Popoieros - Poi / Fire Dancers

Gates at P120 with one free beer

“Come and celebrate a night of Peace, tracing Roots and Good Music”

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Pass me by

First of all, I'm freezing. I'm in a computer shop outside school ad the aircon is just right behind me. Grrr...



Last week was a total bummer. I almost died out of boredom and disappointment. I missed two of the great opportunities in just a couple of days. Nice life but I believe I will get my chance next time.



I've seen the "episode" and that could've been me. Ouch! His eyes glittered over... Double the ouch.



Paranoia overdose. Some people have never really been that friendly from the beginning but now they're colder. I think I've done something but I'm not sure if that was the reason. A massive, major deadma crusade is disrupting my peace of mind. I know I shouldn't really mind since they're not even my friends and we're not close but maybe, just maybe someoe could have somehow informed me of what's happening. This is not the kind of murder I want to be in. If they didn't like what I've done or said, or I have offended them somehow they could have told me to resolve things. Maybe if I really mean it, I will apologize or I too mean to actually mean being mean I would just live the day, and face them with no remorse. F*ck! I don't even know what I'm saying. Now I miss my tropa so much. I hardly see them.



I'm seeing 2 movies this week to somehow relieve me of bummering and boredom, and lovesickness that really sucks. Also, groupmates being of no real help makes you want to go solo lazy as you are. And your dreams being put to indefinite delay. Nice life, what can be sweeter?



Lab exam later in Web Application Development. Javascript pogramming. Aw.



Gotta go now.

Sunday, September 3, 2006

Unfortunate Slight

Muntik nang maabot ang langit if it wasn't for a stupid motherboard. You have no idea how much I've lost with this unfortunate event. Mami-meet ko na dapat siya! Kainis talaga. Opposing forces have their cunning way on altering my luck. Fulfilling the dream of finally meeting him has yet again been put to a delay. Still, I'm not running out of ways and hopes of making this life-long dream happen. Maybe it's not yet time, and fate wants me to imagine how it would feel like when it happens. Till then, I have to get ready. Awts!



I had so much to write about the past few days but I can't forever spend my daily allowance [baon] on computer rentals. I just have no choice. Kainis! I'll be back again when I have something new to write since I've decided to let the happenings of the past days just be past. Aw! Gulo! I have to go now, my second class starts at 12 and I don't want to be late and sing infront of class.



By the way, Cogie's back... I love!

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Love to Love Season 12

Start:     Sep 3, '06
Location:     GMA 7
Jazz Got Lucky

Lovi and Cogie

He's finally back!

Heart You, Hurt You

Got a new crush: Prince Andrea Albert Pierre Casiraghi of Monaco.





But then again, I'm dreaming...



My Superman, Brandon Routh is engaged but, hey, does that stop me from dreaming? No chance!



What a day?! I feel heavy with runny nose, headaches, body aches, blah-blah! What could get worse than having class on a Saturday. We are required to attend English Profiency chuva classes starting this Saturday and next 4 Saturdays and if the we'll be scheduled any time later than 8am, it means I'll be missing out on Saturday episodes of Monster Allergy for 5 weeks. F*ck! I get up early on Saturdays and saturdays so I can miss my new fave show but then comes this EP thingy. They could have scheduled it on a regular school day, can't they? Heck! Ah, ewan!



Compliment are meant to flatter but all the more I tend to pity myself. They are either consolation or plain lies, as i see it. I just wish people won't say anything anymore if they know it's not so good for the person meant to hear it, and if they know that they should know. Hay, whatever!


I'll be off for another activity when september kicks off. Micoi signed me up on a poem contest sponsored by the University Student Council. Having bagged second in Computula, I have more confidence now that I have a big chance on winning this.



Fingers point against one another as the oil spill worsen. I mourn for the wild life that is wasted but Mother Nature has her way of getting back at people. She has no remorse in avenging her children and we know innocent lives pay for the innocent lives lost. The worse is coming and no matter how ready we become, lives will be claimed. All will be punished.



Till then...

Levy the Lovesick

http://levyeivaserdoncillo.co.nr
my noob website I made as a project for my web application development project. I'll make something better next time once I get the hang of everything...

Monday, August 21, 2006

New look

New look and feel. Haha. I tweaked one of the Blogger templates a little, and that's it. Haha. I'm still working on my layering and using z-index so I can't get on with my original design just yet. It will be ready soon, as soon as I get to GET it, get it? Haha.



Ninoy day, school's out. Boring. Tomorrow, I will be out early 'because the Software Engineering teacher will be gone for a seminar. I have to leave the house early so I can do my assignment on that freaking Physics. Aw. Personal website due on friday and my homepage is the only one I got. Haven't started our SAD/SE project. Heck. I tried vectoring in Photoshop. There it is at the header. Haha. Boring, bored.



Okay, my last post said I'm lovesick. I am but not because I'm into someone [except for Cogie] but because... Ah, I can't explain. It's nothing new anyway, so if you can't then you don't have to understand. I'm plain lonely, discontented, bored, longing... Ah, me...

Sunday, August 20, 2006

State I'm In

lovesick

adj.

       1. So deeply affected by love as to be unable to act normally; laguishing [languishing - adj: amorously (strongly attracted to, disposed to love) pensive(deeply, often wistfully or dreamily thoughtful)] because of love

       2. Exhibiting a lover's yearning

I cannot think of a better word.

Some Art Much?


Puno-puno at my La Salle Dasma

Hahaha...walang sense ung title...

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Sunday

Cogie sang on SOP today. He shaved a line down his left eyebrow but didn't affect his beauty, not one bit. There's a certain infectious glow in his eyes that makes him bloom even more. He has this mystery that I want to discover but how can you demistify the secret of the Egyptian pyramids without having to fly halfway across the world and do the digging yourself. That's the logic of my 'fan' existence.



But I can dream, can't I?


High School Musical Dance Along Special

Start:     Sep 8, '06
Location:     Disney Channel
I'm never gonna get tired of watching this...

I just love 'em...

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Histamine

*singing: Monster Allergy, oh, they make me sneeze...



With so much to do, today is no good day to get an allergy. It's my first time in over a year to actually eat shrimp [tempura]and this is what I get. I was already gagging at my first few bites, and my lips are red and itching but I ate it anyway since it was already there and I'm really hungry. The stupid Japanese resto we ate in this afternoon for lunch ran out of crab so I chose shrimp instead. I thought my allergy thingy was just a child of my imagination but here it is. The program was watching was almost done when I started sneezing like mad, and I could feel my right eye swelling. The last performers where still onstage when I ran to the school clinic to get some medicine. The nurse thought I was crying, well I was teary, but I told her about what I ate. I have decided to join the block @ Rhea's place for Ghi and Ayen's bash but had to go home so I could rest my eyes so I just told the others to tell the guys that I couldn't come because of my allergy and I believe they've seen how I looked like and I think I didn't look so goos when I came to them and told them that. So that's it. I went home and retired.



No more shrimp, again, from now on. Well, except for shrimp balls 'cause I can't take my tongue away from street food. Just love 'em, oh...



Nothing much happened today. Just had SAD, went to CSPC office to help out some friends for the preparation for today's event, had a little chatter with Saint whom I've not seen for a while, Had lunch with Cresta, Lui, She-an, and another COE friend, Watched CS Protocol and took some pictures, Went to the clinic for some aid, Drank some buko juice after taking in the medicine I got from the clinic, bid some friends goodbye, Went home and slept. My day has been cut short. Kainis!



Got news that Cogie will be in the upcoming show Bakekang with Lovi [<- awwttss!], and will be up for the next season of Love to Love [that'd be Season 11]. Can't wait for Sunday so I can see him on SOP for his belated happy birthday celebration. Ah, Cogieee...

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

....:aw:....

Somebody once said that 'if you want to grow, you have to move out of your comfort zone' but I won't be moving out anytime soon. Haha. I was once again told that the world is not only in Cavite, and I have to see it from the outside of where I already am but I'm not really in a hurry. I want to see the world outside but not because I was told to and besides, I'm too lazy to go out and about and show myself to the world. I find travelling very stressing and the world outside is a lot more polluted [all kinds] that my world here and I always take home pimples when I go anywhere outside this world.



HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, REDMOND CHRISTOPHER FERNANDEZ DOMINGO!!!




When will I ever meet you? Awww... I believe he's coming back bit by bit. I expect to see him on SOP this Sunday. Ah, dear perfection... When will I actually see your face? Aw, aw, aw!




I'm so hungry, I can't think any further. Hahaha...

Monday, August 14, 2006

No title

Chaos stirring in my head and all around me. I do not need this right now.



I've started writing my wish list. It feels good to write down the things you could ever want without any assurance that you'll ever have it. I may reach graduation, but I probably will not yet be finished. Patience will never be enough.



Call me sly, call me cunning. However you call it, you have still been overruled, and I manipulated you without you knowing it. I do have ways to get what I want, and nobody got hurt. Point is: I rule.



So much coming up for Wednesday. It isn't here yet but I'm already worn off. I'm not sure if I can make it to all of them. I'm not so much into staying in school till afternoon. I just don't like staying away from the house for long unless it's personal business like I want to hangout and chill with friends or there's a movie I'd like to see.



0800 - 0900 : SAD class

1200 - 1430 : CS Protocol

1500 - 1800 : Ghi and Ayen's Birthday Bash @ Rhea's

1800 - 2000 : NU gig @ school



I think I like the new Koreanovela Love Story in Harvard which piloted this evening. Wala lang. I said I'm enjoying the Tamagotchi thingy but it's starting to get old. Pets aren't so enjoyable when it's virtual and you can't touch it. That SAD project is still getting into my nerves: they ask too much when they've actually given very little. I hate it! But as if I have any choice?! And we'll be havign SAD 2 next semester, Kainis!



Birthday na ni Cogie bukas. Advanced Happy 21st Birthday, Cogs! Babatiin din kita bukas kahit dito lang sa blog. I heart you!

CS Protocol Goes Online

Start:     Aug 16, '06 12:00p
Location:     ERH Grounds
Featuring Freshmen on their online games-themed costumes and presentations.

Oh, The memories...

I gotta see this one.

Friday, August 11, 2006

Full moon, Earth tide, sleepless night. Wednesday ...

Full moon, Earth tide, sleepless night. Wednesday night is tough. The moonlight shown full force down on me through my window. I wanted to sleep early so I can go to school 30 minutes before the time so I can 'do' my Physics assignment but no matter how early I retired that night, I still rolled in and out of my bed for a good 2 hours. I love the full moon and it loves me too as I see it. Since childhood the moon's been affecting me; if I'm not into a big headache, I'm hyperactive, or I'm lonely, but one thing that never fades: I'm always sleepless. Seems like she [La Luna/The Moon] wants me to stay up with her, and wait till she falls to sleep before I do. Aw, tough love! Ahaha!



It took some 45 minutes before my Physics let me out and attend my seminar. Heck! I didn't actually fail to do my assignment. Buti na lang. Anyway, today's seminar is good. One of the things that one of the speakers said that left a mark in my head: In picking a course to take in college, you should not choose one just because you'll someday make a living out of it, but chose the one that will complete you as a person [Piliin mo ang kursong bubuo sa pagkatao mo]. It made a lot of sense because the speakers that day finished Commerce and Psychology but ended up doing what they have passion for, Literature. They did study for Literature too, even had their Doctors Degree, but my point is I know now why I'm here. You'll never enjoy it if you went for something for the wrong reasons. I took Computer Science because I want to be a digital artist, 3d animator, web designer... etc. and though I shifted to IT the mission of my quest still remained. I also wanted to take Fine Arts and Psychology but they'll have to wait for financial reasons. Hehe. That was my fourth Palad seminar [Felson was there too, and we talked about a lot of things, including the meaning of our names, and had some bonding. I haven't seen him for a while and I think he's graduating this March. so sad!] and I'll be back for my last again next year.



Friday: As usual, the seminar started late but it was worth the wait. To cut it short, i enjoyed everything about it especially watching the short films. I'll just write more when I remember.



Saturday: My brother brought some nasty kids he call his friends home to drink and get wasted.Ew!



Cogie sang in SOP for Iza Calzado's birthday and greeted her, and she greeted him too. But it's as if he wasn't there. Pero good news, they're celebrating his birthday next week. Sayang lang wala akong recorder. buti na lang nanood ako ngayon ng SOP. Ang saya ko tuloy, hehe.



Don't have much to say, I'm just tired of my S.A.D. groupmates. I'm thinking of going solo but I haven't decided yet. I have no future, or in their case, a grade, if I keep hanging on to these monkeys. Friendship is not enough to make you pass a subject. I'm not liking it a bit.



Okay, that'd be it for now.

Tuesday, August 8, 2006

Torment

As if waking up to a nightmare wasn't bad enough...



I dreamt a dream of having a dream of being killed, stabbed to death. Yes, a dream within a dream. I woke up for a moment because I had a dream that someone murdered me with a sword on my own bed, as I sleep. I woke up drowning in my tears and shaking with fear just to wake up again because I had that dream, or dreams not crying but still surging with fear. I went to school and back home fearing that today will be my last. I avoided every possible place where death may lurk and get me. I never feared anything this much for years. Not that I'm afraid to die, but I prefer painless death. Good enough that prayers can calm and I woke up again after a few more hours after I went back to sleep as if no such mental imagery came over me. Thank God!



I've always loved Science and the discovery of its wonders but Physics is definitely not one of them. It's been torture ever since the class started. The world know I'm mathematically-challenge and I have no idea how I'm ever going to get that 1.00 this term to pass but this morning I took a leap of faith, and took my chance for once. Hehe... I'm not sure what I was doing, whether it's the right way but I tried to do our seatwork without asking my classmates' "help". Well, I know I have to go back to asking "help" [you know what I mean], but atleast even for once in the history of my college Physics I tried to work on my own. Just this once. Haha! I will have to depend on those at the top of the food chain for my survival in this subject or be lag behind again like I did in Trigo [the memories are too painful to remember], which is one of the reasons that forced me to shift to another course. After this school year, I expect no more Math-related subject to make me suffer again and again. And I may be weak in Math but there are a lot more of others things that I'm good at that I do A LOT BETTER THAN YOU!



I was supposed to go to Princess' party today but I didn't make it since I had no one to go with because if they haven't left already, others are went in the after noon, and by that time I was already at home. I guess I'd just apologize to her and promise I'd make it up next time.



I didn't like that Honey-spiced chicken. I'm never buying it again. Heck! Went to Rob Imus this morning to buy a City of Angels VCD but they don't have it so I went home empty-handed. Darn! But there was this dimsum stand that stood beside the video store and I'll be some time next week to try their food. Looks really yummy. I love dimsum! I also saw some of the movies I wanted to buy but will have to wait since i don't have enough money. And these pop-ups are annoying me. I want to kill whoever invented viruses and spywares. One of my cousins stowed away from home with his boyfriend and is still in hiding that I really find dumb. Maybe she just didn't want to be separated because his dad bought a house and she'll have to leave my aunt's, and Lucena and Manila is far too distant, and maybe he loves that guy so much or... Bah! We pilot our own lives and that's the way she chose to go. She may or may not regret it but atleast she made a decision for herself. Though I still think it's dumb. Sorry!



I've been offered to join another band and I turned it down. I'm still not sure if I want to be in a band again but I'll think about it so when he asks me again, if he will, I will have an answer. Ah, choices...



Quote of the Day:

All that we are is the result of what we have thought. The mind is everything. What we think we become.


- Buddha



Maybe, we should all think about it.

Monday, August 7, 2006

Zip-zap-zup!

I went to the COSSC office to get my prize and was surprised to see the BCS41 class was all there, eating. Hehe, it's Micoy's birthday today. The food was good but I didn't get to taste the cake that looks really lush. Yum! Next time na lang!



I've a new baby, a Tamagotchi that is. I named him Vlad. Gunbound won't run on my phone but atleast the Tama did. Ahihi! Cuteness.



I got news that the guy that's beaten us in Digital Poem and got 1st place used Movie Maker. Man, I should've used Grouper. Haha! Anyway, atleast I won 2nd. I'm competing again next year. Okay, got nothing much to say. I just wanna write something about today. Hey! buh-bye!

Saturday, August 5, 2006

Seminar on Networking

Start:     Aug 15, '06
Location:     Alumni Hall
3rd and 4th year students of BCS, BIT and other Computer Courses

*Can be boring but I'd take anything to skip Physics... =P

S.A.D. stinks!

Yay for me! I won 2nd Place in the Digital Poem Contest. Hay, What a good compensation for all my pains that week. Moneeeeeey! Whehehe! About the postermaking, atleast they are giving us consolations 'cause they only chose one winner which is good 'cause I wouldn't have to feel so bad, 'cause it felt like making thrash, and the others seem to not taking it seriously, they think it's just about the fun, well I didn't have any fun at all. They do not know how much every competition means to me and I guess they never will. Who stinking cares? It'll be the last I'm having with them but of course, they're still my friends. Pft!



Doing our Systems Analysis and Design project f'n stinks. It just doesn't make sense. They ask too much but give very little like, they expect a good system when we haven't taken up any other programming languages yet other than C, C++, and Java unlike those Computer Science students. We're IT. What the f?! And the others have already done it, why do we have to? I'm really not feeling this. Lame.



Dang that PC! It is once again spyware-infested but this time I admit it's my fault. Ads' been popping up every now and then. I've got 3 softwares to sweep those nasty ads but they're persistent. F*ck! Why do humans have to be so greedy with money? They don't respect other people, all they care for is making money that's why they make these things. Someday I'll find a way to get rid of every one of them. These pop-ups are interrupting my typing. The international community should do something about this.



Anyway, I'm sketching some stuffs that I'm planning to use for my Personal Website project. The new Evanescence website layout is pretty inspiring and I'm already seeing it inside my head, it's gothic, glamorous, and fancy-looking. I'm not sure I can start and finish just in time for submission because it'll require digitally coloring it with Photoshop and having just a mouse to do thesmudging is a lot of work plus the encoding. But I really wish to finish it. Another YAY for me!



Just finished 2 books: Beast by Donna Jo Napoli and Quadehar the Sorcerer by Erik L'Homme and I plan to get another one to read. I want to write reviews but I'll just get to that when I get to have a free time.



My wishlist is growing but all I can have for the moment is patience. I just wish I live to see the day I get to by everything that I am dreaming of.

Wednesday, August 2, 2006

Palad Workshop

Start:     Aug 10, '06
End:     Aug 11, '06
Location:     CET AVR, Jose Basa Hall
Laissez Faire, Fare Hike, O si Fairy Godmother.

Interesting...

Monday, July 31, 2006

Heal

Balik-sigla! I'm starting to talk Shakespeare again. Life is coming back at my half-dead self. Last week, so far, is the most physically exhausting and emotionally draining week I've had ever since the year started. Unfortunately, I also missed the Superman tumblers at KFC because of last week's commotion. Well, I'm slowly... uh, what do you call this... Recovering. Getting the good vibes back. Whooohoo!



Everything I imagined to be perfect, everything I think I worked hard for seem to have lost its significance. The pain somehow departed, though particles still hit me on the face while it flies with the wind but I'm better than now than I've been during the weekend. I just hope nobody spoils it. Tranquility, serenity... I'm almost there.



I'm starting to read this book Beast. I've no idea yet about the gist but judging the cover, it's good. But as the fabulous Melanie said, don't judge the book, read it! Hahaha...



Palad again! I'm ready, I'm coming. It's my fourth Palad seminar. Yehey! Ganda, Creative Writing, Scriptwriting, Poetry... Weeee!

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Random Whateverness


By the sea, sa labas ng MoA. Wahaha! Mga walang magawa.

Moments... wala lang!

Friday, July 28, 2006

Mind Kill

Why does everything have to be struggle? All the time it's the same thing, it's a fight or flight situation for me. I seem to be intentionally disappointing my self. What I dreamt of to be perfect ends up to be such mess. My self-esteem is evaporating and I'm drying up. I'm running out of restraints and patience, losing my calm, I feel like bursting out in fury. I need to rejuvinate somehow. Somehow...



Someone just plucked my last nerve yesterday. Sayang, I almost hit him but he caught my arm and someone passed behind him. One more word from him and I'll make sure I break his nose. I've kept my rage long enough. Just one more offensive joke, wherever we are, whoever you're with, you will get hurt. But worry not, I'll send myself to the University Discipline Office afterwards if you wish it, as long as I get my revenge. It'll be worth dirtying up my record. If he only knows that I've already murdered him inside my head. I imagined myself beating him up, battering him to death. He laid bleeding, and his existence is at my mercy. Hahaha!



This is evil but I'm just being true. I'm angry and I will tell it as I feel it.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Another day

Tuesday night has been so cruel. Storm outside, tears flow, and emotions stirring all over the place. That night was more hellish than the hell week we call exam week.



Wednesday made me sore. Tireless walking along the corridors of SM Mall of Asia. The trip was of short notice and I wasn't prepared. My limbs still hurt till now. Felt like I worked out five hours straight. Ouch! Despite the "hurt", I still enjoyed yesterday. I literally froze the whole day. I wake up in the freezing cold of dawn, then Patrick's car airconditioning, then MoA's skating rink, then the aircon again. Heck! The temperature was really sleep-conducing, and I slept during the travel then laugh along when I'm awake while the guys played with Veronica and play "gay" with each other.



Before that I went to watch ES jam. They were supposed to play for the COS GA but they had no practice. It was fun but there was some annoying emo boy who would open the door of the studio to peep and there was this guy who went in to seat. I don't know why. And before that, I had yet again one of the greatest insults I will ever receive from stupid, pathetic creatures who are lesser humans than I am. It's arrogant and immodest to say but I mean it and that serves them well. I'm not saying their name, but furious as I am today, I give myself the honor of vituperating them without them knowing it. Backstab, baby! Tried and I'm tired. I hope they get to read this. Wahaha!



No matter how happy doing the things you love can be, sometimes you can never help but feel so uninvited. What used to be my stage is not mine anymore. My last bow... Bow-wow-wow! Bwahaha! Who cares?! I can set another stage for myself. Beat that.



Thursday can never be more cruel. Reluctance, desperation, frustration and desperation. I failed myself again. I dreamt too much, miscalculated, missed my aim and worst... Expected to much from other people. I had it already, and this time it's really over. It's either I do it alone or I don't do it. I'm not mad though, just a bit upset but other than that I'm doing great. So good to have sweet distractions to make me forget for a while. Sometimes I wonder how it would feel to be lost inside your head, seeing only beautiful things, not having to experience the harshness of the world outside. I have enough strength to keep my peace and sanity but what if I don't. Maybe, I'd be happier. *smiles faintly*



I'm currently reading the love story I've fallen inlove with a thousand times. My heart is simply overwhelmed. Romeo and Juliet is a tragedy but it gives me all hopes with love. You definitely won't understand. Anyway, I thought I have outgrown my love for Amy Lee and Evanescence but I'm living that love again. Wala lang.



The winds of change is singing to me. Shall I hear more of it or shall I answer. Can I be bold enough. I'll think about it.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Love it!

Now what? First, the storm then now the SONA, then the storm again. I've been out of school for three days now. I stayed home last Friday because I got no exam scheduled for that day, then classes were suspended on Monday so the whole country can listen to the president and his minions clap orchestratedly as she says every line. So staged and scripted, but not so satisfying. She proclaims ear candies every year but there's hardly an output. The storm and the SONA came at the same day, and imagine the storm's name was the same as that of the president. Wahaha! They had to change it to Glenda to show some respect. Heck! They didn't really have to. The country's been in calamaity ever since and it just keep getting worse. Everyday is a GLORIA moment. What a waste?! I do need some disruptions sometimes but not today, just not a good time. The postermaking contest was supposed to be last Monday but that stupid SONA has to come and ruin my schedule and plans. OUST GLORIA! Wahaha!



Don't rule-breakers rock? Madonna made it to the top of rule-breaking videos. I'm not a Madonna fan but I love it when someone breaks free from the norm. Wehehe! PASAWAY!



Oh, yeah! I've seen the Mahiwagang Baul last Sunday. My Cogs is as gorgeous as he's always been and I believe he'd do good in a Tele-Fantasia. Can't wait for his next tv appearance or better, a regular show. Finally, I found some picture of him from the Animax Sundown Party. Love it though there are some alien creature with him in them, Aw!



This is rad, I'm obsessing on Leonard Whiting's young self. Awwwee! I don't know. I just feel in-love with my Romeo and started to download a lot of his old pictures and put up this page in Multiply. I love this feeling, having my imaginary prince wearing young Leonard's face. I think the real Leonard is in his 50s already but who cares. I will paint him one day with me [talk about manipulation] and I'll post his pretty face on my wall [I plan to paint other guys too like Christopher Reeve, Brandon Routh, Johnny Depp, Cogie et al]. I'm not into the old him, who's probably married and has grandchildren, but the him that was him before I was concieved or my parents even met. I'm so obsessed that I'm currently fooling my cousin to believing that the avatar [which is a picture of Olivia and Leonard walking, hilding hands] I'm using in my YM is me and some special guy. I'm actually flattered that she thinks that it was really me because she's a bit of the same figure as I am in that picture or maybe it's the dress [as if I'd really wear a dress]. The picture quality is quite good that you wouldn't know, unless you're a fan, that it was taken some 30 years ago. Whatever! I'm just loving this! She's playing, I'll play along. Yeehah!



This is interesting, Leonard looks a bit like one of my friends, Carlo. If could only be a bit neater, try preppy fashion, lighten the hair color a bit, comb his hair... Hunk muffin! Wahaha! Peace!



Yay! Visitors from Europe, USA, Far East, Japan and Taiwan. Thank you, thank you!

Saturday, July 22, 2006

That week

I went to see the Dead Man's Chest last thursday but it still isn't sinking in. Heck! I love Johnny Depp, I love all these 'pirate' thing but it just lacks something. I can't figure out what. Anyway, the heart of Davy Jones is still with Norrington, that old captain from the first movie is back and Jack Sparrow is inside the Cracken [did I spell that right?] and we'll definitely see a third movie. Oh, well..



Been having strange visitors in my dreams, and my dreams themselves are strange. I may be thinking too much but even those I hardly think about appear to me in my slumber. And I thought my way of thinking is already weird, my dreams can get a lot weirder. hehe..



We're competing this Monday. The Bill Collectors are at it again. I hope we get the gold just like the olden days. Haha! It's been years since we won first. I want it again this time. They've been cutting on the budget but it's still not bad as long as you have something to win.



Red Sunday, I am... Jealous of the girl who caught your eye.. Jealous of the one who'se arms are around you.. Jealous of the one who finally found you.. Jealous of the one who won your heart.. She's a very, very lucky girl.



Save me while you can. I drift on the most unreal things. I fill my world with fantasies, I live inside my head, I'm starting to drown. There's so much love I can give, so many things I can do but it's all in my dreams and I see it even when I'm not asleep. There's seems to be nothing in the real world for me. I wasn't born for this harsh life. There's something more, a lot more waiting for me in somewhere away from where I am now.


Let me think for a moment...

Just Super




Routh & Reeve I LOVE!!

Friday, July 21, 2006

Happy

I just have to let this out! Wahaha! I missed Nuts Entertainment this week where Cogie sat on the Hot Seat in Balakubak. Darn! No wonder I can't sleep that night. I spend a lot of time just sitting in front of the tv but how could have I missed that commercial. If I've seen it, I could've stayed up last Wednesday night and watched him. Heck! He apparently admitted that he and Lovi have been going out for 3 months now. Nobody knows if he's courting him or they're already together. Sana LEVY na lang, di na LOVI, wehehe! Kainis! Now, this Sunday he will be on Mahiwagang Baul's Alamat ng Agila. I won't be missing this one this time. I also missed his guesting last year in Bubble Gang. Kainis talaga! Anyway, I'm happy that he's coming back, step-by-step. Buti na lang someone posted it on the message boards and I read it agad or I may miss this one tomorrow. Awww... I love Cogie!

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

RED ALERT: Tara na, ka-COSa!

Start:     Jul 26, '06 4:00p
End:     Jul 26, '06 8:00p
Location:     DLSU-D Grandstand
COS General Assembly

I'm not going to be there. Wahaha!

RED Frame: Poster Making Contest

Start:     Jul 24, '06 1:00p
End:     Jul 24, '06 3:00p
Location:     PCH Building Room/s 110 and 111
The team [The BILL COLLECTORS: Me, Andrew, and Mac] is back and is going for the gold. We're collecting those bills. The BILLS we love!

Theme: Saving Lives, Improving Lives Through Science and Technology

They want a "TOUCH of RED", we'll give 'em red.

Prizes: 1st=P1500+Gold Medal+Certificate, 2nd=P1200+Silver Medal+Certificate, 3rd=P900+ Bronze Medal+Certificate, Consolation=Pins+Certificate

We don't need no consoling [get it?].

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Romeo





The young Leonard Whiting and Zac Efron




Won't Zac make a beautiful Romeo? I wish someone would make a remake of Romeo and Juliet. Leonard is the world's favorite Romeo while Zac can be the cuter version of Romeo. Leonard is handsome, Zac is cute but there is a clear resemblance. If you see Leonard now, he's in his 50s now, you can already imagine how Zac would be when he gets to that age, which won't be anytime soon 'cause he's only 19, and I do hope that he gets to be Romeo before he turns 30. Aw, I love Romeo.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Superman Returns

Rating:★★★★★
Category:Movies
Genre: Science Fiction & Fantasy
Again, not sure with what Category to put this one in. Anyway, moving on... This is definitely the movie that "BRIDGES THE GAP"; With Brandon Routh's almost [he's got bigger eyes, longer face and sexier bod] complete resemblance to the original Superman, Christopher Reeve, I'd say his legend lives on. It's been a long time since we had Superman on the bigscreen, though there've been some equally commendable tv series that continues to entertain us with the enormity that is Superman. If the great Christopher was still here, he'd be proud of him. In terms of his acting, He's a natural, no pretense and not to mention that he's beaten some of America's better actors who auditioned for the movie, snugging and walking away with the role. He played his role as if he's really one man with two personas: he is the clumsy-cute and charming Clark, and the main man Superman. After the late Christopher Reeve, would you have ever thought that someone would be as beautiful of a man as he is? Makes you think, isn't Brandon too beautiful to be real? Aw! As for the rest of the cast.. Kevin Spacey is not so convincing as Lex Luthor. He's not so villainy and he looked somewhat like Tom Hanks to me. I love Kate Bosworth as Lois and her being brunette, she's prettier with that than with blonde hair that makes her look older. Her acting was just right. I just found it dumb that Lois never noticed that it was Clark lying when she went to see Superman in the hospital. Haha, those writers?! And that cute kid that played Superman's son, Tristan Lake Leabu, is so cute with all the innocence and curiousity of a sickly kid [or thought to be] discovering he has super powers and a super dad. The whole of the movie was amazing, captivating. The sets are simply SUPERB, I would prefer to have watched it on iMax. Darn! The special effects are spectacular. The tights are a brighter blue and red, plus the insignia is rubberized. And they went from Christopher's black hair to Brandon's naturally brown hair who's do looks more real than the first Superman. Haha, I love it! The Superman we loved is more human in this flick than the movies we've seen before it. He deals with daily life problems, emotional twist and turns. He's not ordinary ['cause he's super] but we can surely relate. Like the song Superman says, It's not easy to be a superhero. You save the world one moment and when you're back in your ordinary human form, you still have situations and emotions you have to face. Oh, well! All in all, I don't know Bryan Singer but he did an EXCELLENT job so... HATS OFF TO YOU! ~And Christopher Reeve, you'll always be loved and the heart of your fans, including ME!, you'll always be Superman! God bless your soul, you are greatly missed and loved. LONG LIVE, SUPERMAN! I love you too, Brandon Routh!!~

Stormed in

Wednesday. The rain falls on me like water from heaven. I was soaking wet but I didn't mind. It brought me memories of someone I used to share it with. I can never forget how he would hold me close so we could share an umbrella or how we both ran into the rain because nobody brought an umbrella. The stormy winds felt good on my face. It cleansed me and reminded me of things I usually forget like when I usually say to my self that I don't tolerate pain simply because I hardly tolerate feelings. I refuse to be ordinary and with that I refuse to be human. Thank the heavens for the gift of rain, it washes back what I throw away.



Thursday. I was literally stormed in. Classes were suspended and spent the almost all day asleep. It was good that the storm saved me from taking that horrible Physics exam but I didn't get to give my friends/ former blockmates the letter I wrote for their Retreat today. This was supposed to be the last Retreat I'm going to with my friends but it's never going to happen now. I made my choice, and I had to leave. The day went on and night came with the sky rumbling above my head but it doesn't really worry me. I woke up that day with a beautiful dream. He was here, in my house. My Red Sunday was here, we were friends and we were happy. But that was just a dream. To think that I've only had him once or twice in my dreams and never actually met him, my intuitively introverted unconscious mind must be telling me that the day is near that I am going to meet him. I'm still waiting and I will never stop.



Jealousy is storming me. It's about Red Sunday again. Let me call him that because I can't stand people ridiculing me about my feelings on someone who's totally out of my league. If you've been reading my blog, you would know who he is. Okay. I'm thinking of him, as usual, and he's rumored to be this singer girl's boyfriend, and I get this feeling that they're really together and happy. I have no news about him and I have no interest in getting any news about her unless it involves him. Dreaming to be his girlfriend is far too much, all I wanted is to meet him and be his friend. I always say that. I want to tell the world someday that I KNOW HIM. When is that ever going to happen? Aw! I also think he's the one she wrote songs for and they're all about him. Hey, I can sing too and I can write poems & songs too but the difference is.. we've never met, he doesn't know such a lonely creature like me exists and I'm not her. Heck!? Am I dreaming dreams or what? Or what! Haha.. I'm so pathetic!



Maybe next time, I'll post happier thoughts but this time let me do one of things I do best... EMOTE!

CAUSE IT'S REGGAE

Start:     Jul 21, '06 7:30p
Location:     Kolumn Bar, Timog
LAHI Events Team
together with
Jack Daniels Whiskey

presents

"CAUSE IT'S REGGAE"
2nd Fundraising Event for the Children of Unang Hakbang Foundation

With performances of:

Good Leaf
Lumbayao
Ronarudo
Unitiima
Neighbors
The Nick Capital
TellaYouthSka
Steady Movin Beat
Juan Pablo Dream
Coffee Break Island

Tickets at P100 with one shot of Jack Daniels Whiskey

Wear your dancing shoes and sway it all the way..... A Night of Ska and Reggae!!!!