Saturday, July 25, 2009

24.July.09




Star City

*rose*grace*christine*moi*


Was supposed to go out with Pia and Orvin to Cinemalaya but this came up. It's Christine's [my future cousin] last day in the country and is going back to Norway the next day, so we took her out to Star City.



Ang cool ng Star Flyer kaya lang bitin. Wala kami picture dun at saka sa Wild River na basa kung basa ang labanan. Ayos lang kaya lang ang baho ng tubig. Ang dami naming pinasukan like yung 2 magkaibang Horror House, Gabi ng Lagim ata 'yung isa. Tapos meron pang Time Tunnel. Sayang, nakalimutan namin Snow World. Next time na lang hahahaha. Traffic pauwi. Gabi na kami natapos, madaling araw na nakauwi. Hatid ko sana sa terminal yung mga DMS na magma-Makiling kaya lang antok na ko at pagod. Sana nag-enjoy sila. <3

Ein Traum von Ihnen

A Dream of You, 25 July 2009

Napanaginipan kita. Kani-kanina lang bago ako bumangon para magsulat nito. Parang ayoko na ngang idilat ang mga mata ko. Ang mga nakita ko, mga naramdaman ko... Lahat parang totoo.

May field. Rice field? Open field? Ewan. Basta provincial 'yung setting. Papunta kami dun kasama yung iba pang mga nilalang na 'di ko na papangalanan. Tumatakbo kami papunta sa isang spot dun tapos biglang nagkaron ng mist. Sabi n'ya magdikit-dikit. 'Lam mo yung parang eksena sa horror film? Parang ganun. Para daw di kami magkahiwa-hiwalay. Nag-huddle kaming lahat. Mga apat or lima 'ata kami. Ang nangyari magkatalikuran kami. Tapos, ewan, bigla na lang wala na 'yung mist tapos magkatlikuran pa rin kami pero wala na 'yung iba naming kasama. Nandun pa rin sila pero di na sila kasama sa huddle. Tapos, sabi ko sa kanya, gan'to tayo, tapos magka-lock na 'yung braso namin. Biglang pumasok si *insert name ng isa kong kakilala pero di ka-close*. Sinusubukan nyang yakapin si *'yung taong napanaginipan ko*. Inikot ko sya para di sya mayakap nung nilalang na umeksena sa panaginip ko. Ilang beses din kaming umikot hanggang nawala 'yung umeksena. Bigla na lang nakaharap na sya sa likod ko. Ang ginawa ko, niyakap ko sa akin yung kaliwa nyang braso tapos hinawakan ko yung kamay ko. Magka-lock na yung kaliwa nyang kamay at yung kanang kamay ko. Sinimulan kong haplusin ng daliri ko yung kamay nya. Nakaramdam ako ng kaba sa dibdib tapos nag-set in na ang consciousness ko. Unti-unti na akong nagigising. Kapag dinilat ko mga mata ko, magigising na ako nang tuluyan. Gising na ang diwa ko pero ayoko pang dumilat. Nararamdaman ko pa yung kamay nya. Ayoko kong gumalaw dahil mawawala yung sensation. Parang hawak ko talaga sya at yakap nya ako. Pero tanghali na. Kailangan kong gumising, bumangon. Kailangan ko din syang isulat dahil pwedeng mawala ang alaala ko ng panaginip. Maalala ko na napanaginipan ko siya pero magiging malabo na ang nangyari sa panaginip ko. Gumising na ako.

Ang sarap ng pakiramdam. Kahit sa panaginip lang, nakalapit ako sa kanya ng ganun kalapit. Nahawakan ko siya. Naramdaman kong mayakap niya. Kailan kaya mangyayari yun, 'no? Ngayon, nakakausap ko sya, nakaka-tambay, natititigan nang panakaw pero parang kulang. Unang beses ko syang nakita, gusto ko na sya. Kung mararamdaman nya rin sana para sa akin 'yung nararamdaman ko sa kanya... Asa pa ako. Tama. Umaasa nga ako. Malay naman natin 'di ba?

Nasu-sobrahan na ba ako sa kakaisip? Pag may pagkakataon, tinititigan ko sya ng sobra para mas maging malinaw yung picture nya sa isip ko. Gusto ko syang ipinta o kaya iguhit para kahit wala sya nakikita ko sya. Gagawin ko din yun pag sinipag ako. Pag nakapikit ako, nakikita ko na nang malinaw 'yung mukha nya sa isip ko. Pero kulang talaga. Gusto ko s'yang mahawakan, yakapin. Umaasa ako pero maging close lang kami, solve na ko. Baka kasi too much too ask. Alam naman ng langit [emo? hehe] na kahit ganun lang, masaya na 'ko. Medyo lumalabo na sa isip ko 'yung huling beses na naramdaman ko 'to. Hay, ewan.

Nakakatanga na naman ang pinost ko dito. Kaysa naman ikwento ko dito kung paano ako nahilo at bumaligtad yung sikmura ko nung sumakay ako sa Viking nung pumunta kami kahapon sa Star City. Haha, nakakahiya ako. Hindi nga ako nasusuka pag nakakainom ako o kahit malasing ako. Yun lang, haha. Panira ng araw. Anyway, ayan kinuwento ko na rin. Maiba lang.

Saka na ako magsusulat ng mas matino tungkol kay Crushie [Cute na Kalabaw].

Sayang, baka hindi nya mabasa 'to. Wala kasi syang Multiply pero may Facebook sya, hehe.

Mushy? Lovesick lang ako.

Friday, July 24, 2009

Pre-Climb Meeting for Tropeak Open Climb

Start:     Aug 14, '09 7:00p
Location:     Tropeak Outdoor Shop, 2nd Flr. Victory Mall, LRT Monumento Station
Pre-Climb Meeting on August 14, 2009
7pm @ Tropeak Outdoor Shop
2nd Flr. Victory Mall, LRT Monumento Station

*This will be the Pre-climb Meeting for Tropeak's Open Climb at Mt. Tacadang in Benguet on August 21-23, 2009. Interested parties may contact Paeng Limarag at 09053134906, 09223093711.

Please spread the word. See you all there.

Tropeak Open Climb

Start:     Aug 21, '09
End:     Aug 23, '09
Location:     Mt. Tacadang, Benguet
Tropeak Open Climb
August 21-23, 2009
Mt. Tacadang, Benguet

Pre-Climb Meeting on August 14, 2009
7pm @ Tropeak Outdoor Shop
2nd Flr. Victory Mall, LRT Monumento Station

For more details, contact Paeng Limarag at 09053134906, 09223093711

PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD. Thank you very much.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Ming + Lorets 2




This is what LOVE can do <3

Making Good Music Together




Ming + Lorets
ASEUM @ Espasyo Siningdikato CreatiVenue
DasmariƱas, Cavite
July 23, 2009

*sorry for the quality of the video. that's the best my stinkin' old phone can do*

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Espasyo Siningdikato Inauguration




Espasyo Siningdikato CreatiVenue
July 18, 2009
DasmariƱas, Cavite

*mga larawang kinuhanan ko gamit ang camera ni Issah. Marami pang larawan mula naman kay Kuya Abet DITO

ENJOY ang gabing ito, maraming dahilan. Hehe

The truth is stranger than fiction when you're a walking contradiction...

Friday, July 10, 2009

May eclipse daw sa Jul 22.. Wala, sinabi ko lang.

Something-something

Thinking about a lot of things, can't think of anything.

I had to write about something, anything. Love bug, li-bug [libag, bwahaha], bali-bug [balibag, to throw about], just bug [wala lang, kulisap]. Blah. Random senseless word splurts.

Party later at Paul's. I still have a few more hours to whip up a little something-something.

Life is stuck up. Still no progress. No sign of moving up nor of moving forward.

I've been warned. Now, I'm having more trusting issues. Words ringing inside my head: "tapping into potentials" and "exploitation". I wish I'm just paranoid.

I always say, "i'll start fixing my life after this". I keep thinking that nothing's really happening but in reality, I am unconsciously doing it few very-little steps at a time. I am being very stupid hurrying my life away, and to think I don't really do that. I don't really give in to people pressuring me. reminds me of that MJ song, Scream, stop pressuring me. Hahahaha. My pace de sumereba ii.

Feeling something for someone. I am again imagining the "possibilities". Sarap. Buhay na naman si Levy-chan. Feelingera mode na naman ako. This might end up with another heartache long before it has even started but I think I'll enjoy the feeling while it lasts. Madaming "balakid" pero hindi naman masama umasa 'di ba? Gagawa nga ulit ako ng appreciation art para sa kanya gaya nung Unsuspecting Sunday Afternoon hahahaha.

I'm attending the grand oping of Espasyo Siningdikato on the 18th of July. *crossfingers* baka pumunta din sya. Ay-ay-ay...

Saka na ako magsusulat ng katuturan at coherence. Random lang muna. Kung ano una maisip, 'yun na lang hahahaha. Masaya naman di ba?

Alis na 'ko. Pakinggan n'yo na lang 'to. Ang ganda. Awit para kay... Ay-ay-ay.. Basta s'ya nga.

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Here I am again
Waiting on the moment you decide
To leave me stranded on the edge of nowhere
I’ve been so close to you so many times
I feel like I could drown
I wish that I could fly away from here

But I’m still coming down
From the last time
That you came around
In the starlight

Now I’m pulling to your gravity
Spinning helplessly
I’m falling through the night
Like a lonely satellite

With walks on Jupiter
Fool around the moon a time or two
Left a mark on every star we could find
But now I’m burning like a meteor
That never hits the ground
Wish that I could fly away from you

Love is poisoning the atmosphere
Is keeping everything unclear to me
Something in your eyes
Never satisfies
I’m feeling so alone tonight

But I’m still coming down
From the last time
That you came around
In the starlight

Now I’m pulling to your gravity
Spinning helplessly
I’m falling through the night
Like a lonely satellite

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Walang magawa kundi gumawa ng wala at isipin ka...

Portupipnghulyo sa Tagapo




DLSU-DMS Batch 13 Applicants' Introductory Climb
Mt. Tagapo, Talim Island, Binangonan, Rizal
July 4 - 5, 2009

Mga Kuha ni Sir Bogs, marami pa DITO

Masaya. Bakit? Kasi birthday ko at saka... Hahahaha secret. Sarap ng food trip. Di pa nakakaakyat, naaksidente na agad. Nakasira ako ng tricycle hahahaha. Joke. Gasgas lang. Nabahiran na ng dugo ko yun, kaya dala na nya ang sumpa forever hahahaha. Wag na nating isa-isahin ang mga kaganapan basta masaya. Salamat sa lahat para sa lahat!

Today's fortune cookie says: Look in the mirror without admiring your reflection.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Huffy Puffy Day.

Blink, blink, blink goes the cursor. I'ma write a little something-something again.

Welcome to the third day of my twenty-third year of existence. I opened the year with a big bang. Got hit by a vehicle that left me a wound on my right leg. It wasn't that big but it's not so small if you'd compute for the surface area of the whole damage. Nothing serious though. That's why I didn't bother to bother myself and the driver that accidentally hit me. Though it's really annoying that he claims that I was the one at fault. For one, he's the one with the vehicle and even if I didn't see him coming, it's his job to turn to avoid me or totally halt. Anyway, it's already drying but still feels like my skin would tear whenever I move my leg and it's kinda itchy. No more trouble sleeping unlike the first night.

The birthday climb was a success. Woohoo, happy day! Good friends, good food, good weather.. Good memories. Saya. My batchmates brought me a cake with matching candle and chocolate. Got a Tribu baller bracelet from Kuya Jonas. We celebrated together with my other DMS friends. Crushie was also there, one of the first few people to greet me. Aww.. Love. I wasn't able to treat them to anything but I will surely make up for it once I get a job. I so love those people! Haaayy..

May Facebook na si Crushie.. Oops, dead give away. Hahahaha.

Went to watch Ice Age 3, the day after my real birthday. Well, I was in a bad mood the night before and my Dad was asking me if I wanted to eat out. The next day I asked him for money so I can watch instead. Ate KFC and then went up the cinema at SM Bacoor by my lone, lonely, loner self. Hahahaha. Got that from Sid, the sloth. Hehe, nevermind.

Got hit by the love bug again. Kailangan pa bang i-explain ito? Usap na lang tayo ng personal.

Sana akin na lang 'yung Cute na Kalabaw. Aiyeeeh.

I was going to write about some people and bitterness towards them but then again, I changed my mind. I realized what waste of time it would be to think about people who never cared. They never did, why should I?

Anyway...

For some reasons, my troubles seem to have melt away when July came in. Happy day! Hahahaha, wala lang akong maisip.

I'm going to my beloved school today. Tambay lang then Post-climb meeting later in the afternoon. Saya.

Gutom na ako and wala na akong maisip isulat. Sa susunod na lang ulit.

LOVE