Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Adventure

What it takes to TRULY get to know nature

is

a WILLINGNESS to explore the unknown,

GETTING OUT of your comfort zone,

and going wild, wild,

WILD!

ang paraan para maka-engkwentro ang kalikasan ay ang pagtahak sa daang di pangkaraniwan.

Quoted from: Born to be Wild

Ayos. Umaayos na ata ang panahon. Hehehe. Nagbabantay ako. Sinusundan ang bagyo, tumutingin pa 'ko ng mapa para lang makita kung nasaan na sila. Hahaha. Woooh! Halata bang excited? Wag lang magkakamali ang bagyo... AKYATAN NA!!!

Schließlich :: Finally

... Wag lang magkakamali ang bagyo, tuloy na ang akyatan sa Friday. Nagpapaka-obsessed na 'ko sa pagbabantay ng weather. Kakatapos ko nga lang i-locate si Mina at si Lando. Ayun, nagbasa ng weather forecast, gumamit ng mapa para malaman kung malapit ang Laoag, kung nasaan si Mina, sa Quezon at tinignan ko rin kung gaano kalayo ang Palawan, kung nasaan naman si Lando. t** Weird noh?

... Nakahiram na rin ng Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Salamat, Hao-hao!!! Kung di ako nagkakamali, July ko pa ata hiniram yun pero ngayon lang naibigay sa akin. May nauna kasi, mabagal ata magbasa. Hahaha. Peace.

Monday, November 26, 2007

I knew it

Your past life diagnosis:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation.You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Greece around the year 1600. Your profession was that of a jeweler or watch-maker.
Your brief psychological profile in your past life:
Such people are always involved with all new. You have always loved changes, especially in art, music, cooking.
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
The world is full of ill and lonely people. You should help those, who are less fortunate than you are.
Do you remember now?

Source: The Big View

Kaya siguro may penchant ako for Greek Mythology and History. Hahaha. Ayon sa wikipedia.org, ang 1600 ay Mycenaean period, setting ng epic nila Homer at iba pang sikat na Griyegong uhmm.. teka ano bang tawag kila Homer? Writer? Basta yun! Yosh. Nakakatuwa naman kesa dun sa Tickle.com na ang sabi ay hamster daw ako sa aking pastlife. Hahaha. Weird.

Naligo ako sa bad vibes buong araw ngayong araw. Ang sarap mag-mura, and sarap manakit. Kung pwede nga lang, baka pumatay pa. tO___ot nyo talaga!!! Di bale, you'll all die, eventually, and I can wait. Nevermind.

Yay, tuluy na tuloy na!!! Akyatan na. Friday, dumating ka na! Bagyo, bagyo! Wag na mang-abala. Hahaha. One last training bukas, nagsimula na akong mag-pack kagabi tapos Biyernes.. Kamown! Woooh! Sa wakas. Naku po, Fujiwara effect, sayaw ni Mina at Lando. Ang landi! Hahaha. Tama, La Vakla nga ang weather patterns ngayon. Naku, umiwas naman kayo sa aakyatan namin. Yung passion ko for climbing, eh, burning. Baka mabitin naman naman dahil sa bagyo. Uhm.. tama na, OA na pag 2 weeks nang made-delay yan. Kamown! Aw, no Hataw Hanep Hero Con for me. Next time na lang, promise! At saka yung cosplay ko, Lasallian Days na talaga. Buti pala di tuloy ngayong November ang G-Ken. A lot of time to prepare. Weeeh!

The Golden Compass, malapit na! Pasko din... Uyy, regalo ko?!

Wala nang pag-asa at never akong aasa na bumalik pa sa loob ng isang sirkulong matagal ka nang pinagsarhan. Siguro ako lang ang naglayo sa sarili ko pero nung ginawa ko yun, mas nakabuti sakin. Paulit-ulit, nakakasawa. Tingin ko rin dapat nang tapusin ang paggawa ng mga bagay na hindi naman magagawa para sa iyo ng mga taong inaasahan mo. Andun ka pero di ka na makikita. Andun ka pero di ka na kasali. Andun ka. Wala. Andun ka lang.

Naiisip ko na naman ang mga pagkakataong nawala. Tayo na't mag-senti. Wala na sya. Ewan naiisip ko lang, despite the traumatizing events at Pico de Loro, madami ding magagandang nangyari. Mga pangyayaring ngayon pa lang nagsi-sink-in kung kailan wala na sya at wala man lang naiwang bakas. At yung mga moments sana kung natuloy kami sa Batulao. Lovesick na naman. Miss ko na talaga sya. Di ko maalis talaga sa isip ko. Buti na rin yun para kaya ko paring lumipad na gaya ni Peter Pan kasi may natitira pa ring happy thoughts, kulang na lang ay faith, trust at fairy dust. 

Pati layout delayed. Oops, di namin yun kasalanan. Balak kong magsipag the past two weeks para swak pagakyat wala nang iisipin pero wala naman pagsisipagan. Wala pa rin atang ile-layout. Kamown. Pisawt. Pagbalik ko kanina, wala namang software na gagamitin. Binura ata ng mga kinauukulan. Wawaness. Basta sa Akyatan day, galit-galit muna. Hehehe.
Frogs were skinned and chopped alive in today's episode of Kung Ako Ikaw. Ayaw ng mga vegetarian nyan! Hala kayo! Hehehe Wala lang. Weird pero nakatikim na ko ng frog legs. Yun na yung pinaka-exotic na natikman ko. Promise, di na ako uulit. Weeeh! Anyway, excited na ko sa November 28, Born to be Wild. Kaya lang puyatan portion na naman. Ayos! Andun si idol, Romi Garduch. Yosh-ness!!! Levy-chan love Aminals. Heehee.

Ayos. Last Saturday, tamang tambay trips kami. Nag-foodtrip din. Thanks Fiona for that sumptuous soup, Taste of Summer. I get to have seconds, veggie and non-veggie. Dami ding chocolates, haha. Yum. Ayos yung garage sale, pero mas ayos sana kung merong vampire books. Hehehe, ilabas mo na!!! Hehehe. Also watched them transform Abet's beautiful hair into dreadful dreadlocks. Rastamahn! Hehehe. Also discussed some stuffs and plans. Tentative pa pero baka Mt. Pulag ang Induction climb, tapos may balak na sidetrip sa Bakun. Woooh! Sama ako jan! Tapos pinagpaplano na rin kami ng Christmas party o kaya ng theme for Induction. Woooh! Isa na lang. Sinong makakalimot ng gummy candy na lasa at amoy goma. Kamown! Di kinaya ng powers ko yun. Kailangang magtipid-tipid at magipon-ipon. Yeah, kamown!

May bago kaming trip. Magkukulay kami ng blue! Hahaha. Papalitan ko sana yung blond kokaya lang baka may mangyaring di inaasahan kaya sa ibang parte na lang. Hehehe. Para makulay ang buhay, pari buhok makulay. Hahaha.

Aww, gusto kong magsulat at dahil SA'YO at sa INYO naiinspire ako. Isang lovestory tapos isang psycho suspense. Wahaha.

May nakalimutan pa ba ako? Bukas na lang ulit. Hehehe.

Ilang tulog na lang, pasko na naman.

Pity-Wanting Pain

I
am
such
a

BIG
loser.

sorry.

I
failed
YOU
again.

As
for
you,
SCALLYWAGS,
go
to
HELL
and
stay THERE.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

COS General Assembly




One COS, One La Salle
COS General Assembly
November 23, 2007
DLSU-D Grandstand

Video: Sir Joribs singing at Science Duets: http://sharkle.com/video/145882/

~Sorry the video was cut. I didn't get to take a picture of the Choral when they sang Salidom-Ay and Anak because I recorded their performance but I'm not sure how to post it here. I enjoyed this night a lot. Felt better after the postponement of our climb. Thanks to Maric and Alain for accompanying me. The moon was beautiful that night too. I love it. Mannequin rocked as usual. Loved Nura vs Velma by TLS. Woooh! And yeah, Sir Ribo sang the night away. He won the duets contest. Check the pictures na lang...

Friday, November 23, 2007

Mina, minna!?

Please, please forgive but I won't be home again.

tambay para di mabulok sa bahay.
tambay para di malumbay.
tambay para may magawa sa buhay.

I've gotten over the dreadful fact that our climb was postponed due to the storm Mina. I got the consolation I would never have had if the climb pushed through. Like, I got to watch the COS General Assembly, I still have more time to save for the climb, and for some sidetrip, if we're having any. Hehehe. Yosh, neh? Also, I'll be hanging out, making tambay tomorrow with friends. Yeah!

Dang, I miss performing. Veiled in Shadows & Ewige Sorge, you will be greatly missed. I hope to make good music with you again, someday. I'm on hiatus but I will be singing on stage again, I promise. If I don't graduate this March, possibilities are high due to some little glitch, I will build a new band. New name too. I already have ideas and plans. Hahaha. Kind of pessimistic but I've submitted to the fact that I really may NOT graduate this March. What do you want me to do? Kill myself by brooding? No way, man. Nothing for me in this batch anyway. Most of my friends are gone, those who are still here aren't the same people I've known from back then. Not worth trying to catch up with. It's better late than never, and no matter how long it takes, we'll end up graduating anyway. All I can do is study well and, well, wait.

Reality bites and what to do best? Bite back. *grrr, sexy tiger growl (as coined by Eugene)*

Everybody's favorite paul-vert, Paul, went on a Subic adventure today to catch his god, Neil Gaiman. I hope everything turns out to be good for him. Hey, don't don't come back without the pictures! Hehehe.

The moon is so pretty tonight even if it's hiding behind the clouds like a shadow od light covered by mist.

Reconnected with some friends today. You see, we all gotta move on. If the others don't like you anymore, stick with those who do. Not my loss anyway, I'll stay with those who won't think twice about taking me in. I believe I came out of my lonely shell today. I was in my loony, lunatic self today. Must be the moon. Hahaha. No more big, red box with handful of bad vibes for me. I've had it, I won't let those bad-vibe-emitting people hurt me with their negative energies again. I'm going my way, away from your way, no way I'll let you in my way. Hey! Hey! Hey! In with the good, out with the bad, beybeh!? Hehehe.

Tambay modes tomorrow. Movie trip. Sound trip. Food trip. Chill, mehn! Hehehe. Bawal ang mga taong agaw-trips. Hahaha. Yeah!

Just finished playing with Kuya Ros [deity ng mga ipis, ask him why hehehe] GunBound after a few years. Aww.. Memories. It's one of the games me and my boys love to play back in the days. Andrew, Amor, Jerome, Patrick, Val, Randy, Rende, Iam. Bigla ko tuloy silang na-miss. Hehehe. One of the boys eh. Labshyu!

Nakaka-inspire ang DLSU-D Chorale. For those who doesn't know, it's my dream to perform with a chorus and an orchestra someday. Bakit nga ba tamad akong magsasali sa ganyan? Hehehe. Nakakatamad kasing mag-praktis. Too late na when I tried to apply for Chorale. Kumbaga sa employment, overaged na 'ko. Ok lang, soloista na lang muna ako o kaya frontwoman ng isang astig at malupit na banda. Yeah! Hahaha.

Sorry, if I was born selfish. I don't care kung may masalanta ang bagyo. Kasalanan naman nating lahat iyon, di ba? Why not suffer the consequences of our actions with open arms? Masisisi nyo ba ako kung isa akong simpleng taong naghahanap ng trip sa buhay? Ginagawa ko kung ano sa tingin kong magpapasaya sa 'kin to the point ng pagiging impulsive at selfish. Wala na kayong magagawa dun. Ang masasabi ko na lang: May climate change kill us all. Let's all drink to extinction! Bwahaha!

I enjoyed hanging out with my Genshi-brethren today. Hahaha. Saya ng G.A! May kakaibang feeling na hindi ko na ipapaliwanag. Halong posi-nega pero masaya pa rin. Hehehe. Antok na ko. May tambay sessions pa ko bukas eh.

I'll post the pictures I took of COS General Assembly tomorrow. Hehehe, sige. Nyt, everyone!

Ay, umaga na pala!

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Spoil It, Baby, One More Time

oh.my
oh.no
oh.hinde

di na naman tuloy.
t**!
fotek na bagyo!
bitin na naman ako
dalawang akyat na yan ah,
so,
ano na?
ano na ang trip natin?
sleepover trip.
movie trip.
foodtrip para walang badtrip
gaya ng sabi ng isang
mahusay pero di sikat na pilosopo
ngayon,
ano na?
fotcha?!

anyway,
pwede na ulit kahit paulit-ulit
movie marathon,
anime marathon,
soundtrip.
yeah!
ayos.
ayos na ang lahat.
actually,
ako lang naman ang magulo.
hahaha.

sana
next week
resume na agad akyatan
baka maubos ang ipon
baka mawala ang kondisyon.
kamown.
ilang beses akong nag-train.
gaano kahaba ang tinakbo.
ilang calories ang na-burn ko.
baka todo bitin na naman ako.
wag naman please.
please?
please!

nasisimula na naman.
headache.
headache.
nagsisimula na naman
ang aking nosebleed moments.
t**ng physics yan!
hindi pa tanggalin sa curriculum
di rin naman magagamit sa tunay na buhay
unless engineer ako
eh kaya lang hinde.
para san nga ba yan?
logic? analytical thinking?
eh di puro logic na lang ituro nyo.
tO__ot
pahirap sa buhay.

dolphins,
sea lions...
T___T
gusto ko
pero sige
hindi na,
hindi na,
hindi talaga.
promise.
*
/gg hehehe*

wala na siya.
di pa patay pero
wala na talaga.
lagi ko syang hinanap,
padaan-daan,
palingon-lingon.
wala nang bakas.
na-confirm ko lang kahapon
nang chineck ko ang
people search sa portal
wala na ang pangalan nya dun.
siguro nga.
paalam.
mami-miss talaga kita.
yun lang.

wala pa rin akong idea.
may kailangang gawin.
malapit na deadline.
creativity,
imaginativeness,
originality.
nasan na kayo?

hay, naku...
gutom na 'ko.
saka ko na iisipin yan.
matagal-tagal pa naman deadline.

-- araw para ma-deadz. hahaha.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Animahinasyon

Start:     Nov 21, '07
End:     Nov 27, '07
Location:     Robinsons Galleria IndieSine

philippine animation festival by ~artauxeo on deviantART


Kasabay ng pag unlad ng pinoy komiks ay ang pag unlad din ng pinoy animation...

"ANIMAHINASYON 2007" Hghlights original Pinoy animation from november 21- 25 ,2007.


The Animation Council of the Philippines Inc. (ACPI) has organized a unique festival that celebrates the creativity and talent of Filipino animators. Animahenasyon 2007, the Pinoy Animation Festival, is slated for November 21 to 25 at Robinsons Galleria's IndieSine, Ortigas Center, Quezon City.

The festival aims to give professional and amateur Filipino animators a venue where they could screen their original works. "I think it is about time to give these animators a chance to show their own works," says Ricky Orellana, festival director of Animahenasyon. "After all, they have been working on other people's materials for the longest time."

He says that viewers might be surprised to discover that Pinoy animators are not just copycats of American or Japanese animation. "We have our own style," Orellana points out.

According to the ACPI, the Filipino animator must be one of the most overlooked artists in the Philippines. As diligent and creative as the Pinoy independent filmmaker but not as recognized, the local animators have, for the longest time, been looking for a chance (and in some cases, a venue) to finally showcase their originality and talent.

Strangely enough, it is the foreign animation companies that have recognized the local animators by giving them steady work for many years now. In fact, it's an open secret that some of the cartoons produced by foreign production houses employ Pinoy animators. No doubt about it, Filipino animators are talented, but the question is: when will they shine under the limelight they so rightfully deserve?

If the entries this year prove anything, it's that Filipino animators are hard to pigeonhole. "Some are in 2-D and 3-D and some used cell animation but what is really surprising is that we received entries from all over the Philippines: from Baguio to Iloilo, from Lapu Lapu to Marinduque," Orellana says.

The topics are no less diverse. Some are interpretations of local folklore and some are original stories by the animators themselves. "Even now, I expect our judges to have a hard time picking which entries to include in the final list because some of the entries are really good," the festival director states proudly.

And since Animahenasyon's goal is to spotlight Pinoy animators, what better way than to have two very successful Filipino animators from PIXAR (Toy Story, Finding Nemo) and Dreamworks (Shrek, Madagascar) to give a talk during the festival.

"Aside from the original Pinoy works, we are also inviting two Pinoy animators who have done significant work in mainstream Hollywood," says Orellana. "Hopefully, the forum will give animators a chance to discuss pertinent issues concerning not only the local industry but the international animation industry as well."

And like any other festival, Animahenasyon 2007 will hand out various awards for deserving entries. Up for grabs are the Grand Prize Award, Award for Best Regional Entry, Jury's Special Award, and Audience's Special Award, among others. But, of course, as the festival organizers never fail to point out, the real prize is that finally Pinoy animators are not just anonymous workers toiling on some cartoon series but artists in the real sense of the word.

Animahenasyon 2007 is spearheaded by the Animation Council of the Philippines Inc. (ACPI), a non-stock and non-profit organization. The members of ACPI specialize mainly in—but are not limited to—2D or 3D animation. The organization, which is recognized and supported by the Philippine government, aims to create an identity for the Philippines to be considered among the preferred countries that service the animation industry. -

Memories Keep You Near

He's gone, not departed but gone away
That must be why I can't feel his presence anywhere anymore
He was brought here only to be taken back away
We've been together for a moment but those moments are gone
Should've held you that last time you were with me
Given more time, I'd tell you they were wrong about you
I guess I won't being seeing your bright eyes and sweet smile for a while
Your soft hands, the way you silently speak with your stare
I never understood what you were trying to say but I'm sure I heard you
Thanks for showing me that gentle side that others have refused to see in you
Memories keep you near
It's all that's left and lingers here
I miss you so much
And I will miss you now more than ever now that you've gone



Hope to see you down the road again, Kawaii Boy


Up The Summit And Back [Mt. Cristobal Edition]

November 21, 2007
A'right! Late post, DC internet kagabi eh. Mabilis lang 'to...

I finished my diagnostic, twenty-five lap run on time. Beat that! Hahaha. They are right when they said, "Bagong achievement". Looking back, I almost died trying to finish last climb's fifteen-lap run in an hour, and I had to do it twice [two consecutive days, seventeen laps the first day because we we're deducted 2 laps because of some mischief the others did, and fifteen the next day. Whoa]. I did the 25 laps in an hour and a half. Actually, may sobra pang ilang minutes. Yeah. This time, I'm more conditioned than my first two qualifying runs. Good things, I've already established my own pacing. Walk-jog-sprint. I'm confident now that I can make it through the Induction Climb Diagnostic Run. Woooh! Mt. Cristobal here I come! Well, the weather's expected to be a bit rainy and I know very well that mountains are more slippery than slippery wet floors, and being steep, the possibilities of falling and rolling is very high. I can never forget how beat up my butt was when I took the role of Rolling Star at Pico de Loro, even had that long scar on the right side of my forehead. Sayang, I should've taken a picture. Tinalo pa no'n ang scar ni Harry Potter. Some asked how I got that wound the morning after, all I could say was, "Inuntog ko sarili ko" and fake a smile. I went for a scrub at DENR the moment we got down because the other day's been a muddy day and slept right away when I got home. I was so exhausted, I slept more than 15 hours. That climb was our worst. I really hope I've seen the last of my rolling days. Happy akyat, yeah!  Aw, kulang pa nga pala budget ko and I have no supplies yet. I have packing problems, 6L beybeh! Hahaha. Wala lang.

I went to Charles' birthday yesterday and it's fun. All the good food, the singing, the international greetings, bonding wiht friends. Hahaha. Nosebleed, may authentic Japanese na guest. Hahaha. Their Japanese family friend was there, and with everything she said, all I understood was Otanjoubi Omedetou. Woooh! That was so cool, mehn! There was a bit of problem before we left because some  tried to avail alcohol and it's not allowed since most us are minors. Yes naman, minor pa ako! Nyanyanya!!

I just have to survive this week and I'll be happy climbing this weekend. Hahaha. Buti na lang 'di pa ako nano-nosebleed at mina-migraine sa Physics 2 at VB 6.0. Yosh! And, I finally got to talk to His Gayness, actually, I was supposed to meet him this morning at 10am but laziness took over. I mean, I had to wake up at 8am so I can leave at 9am and arrive at 10am, and after the meeting I will have to wait for hours for my next class? No way, man. Sleeping is the core of life. Hahaha. Sayang nga lang, I missed a gig. Nyabinghi played at CLA this morning. I wanted to go but precious sleep wouldn't let me go. Next time na lang ulit, promise! Hehehe.

About my last post: I don't really hold grudges but, of course, I AM LYING. Hahaha. The black list is getting longer but worry not, idiots. I won't bite you. I don't like human junk food, they're tasteless and spoiled, just like you. Greetings,  puny earthlings. I come in... Peace? Hahaha

Dolphin shows on November 23 till January 6 at Metrowalk. Libre n'yo naman ako. Hehe. UP Gakuensai this Saturday and H3 this December. Woooh! Di ako makakasama! Hahaha. COS and Genshiken General Assembly this Friday. Hmm.. Ano pa ba? Next post na lang. Maaga pa pasok ko bukas at may quiz din ata kami. Hahaha. Sige, goodnight!

It's packing time!

Monday, November 19, 2007

Killing Without Malice Aforethought

Time to die, poor mates.
You made me what I am.


I'll never fight again.
This is how it ends.


Sweet raptured light,
It ends here tonight.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Erinnerungen in einem Blitz ::

First of all, if you don't think my new layout is cute, navigate away from this page now, lock yourself up in your room and go kill yourself. Hahaha.

I was going to write about my newly-found third best speaker, Roy Alvarez, next to Romi Garduce and Lourd De Veyra but I can't get myself to write anything decent or proper. I am usually talkative in writing my blogs both in English of Filipino but today... I can't get myself to think straight again. I'm not dysphoric, distressed or anything. I just can't write anything, but look at that, I have already written something. Hahaha.

So, I attended the LS Launch last week, which was by the way a success, and I didn't really mind having to miss class. It was worth it. Also had our physical training. Ahaha. Unbelievably, Codename: Zaido Gold thinks I've improved. Hahaha. It's about time, isn't it? Also, most people think I've lost weight during semestral break. Hahaha. Hopefully, I get to finish that 20-lap diagnostic run within alotted time. We're climbing Mt. Cristobal, yeah, yeah, yeah! I'm so looking forward to doing that steep trekking, eating lunch on the trail, cooking and eating outdoor gourmet again [We're having crispy kangkong!], seeing the view on top the mountain, highspeed descent, and then sidetripping [he-hey! saan tayo, mga mehn?]. Woooh! I hope nobody rolls this time. Hehehe. Everybody thinks our Pico de Loro climb is the worst climb. I'm having KFC Hotshots for packed lunch. Hahaha. Sugoi! I haven't packed yet, I wish I can pack lightly this time, though quite impossible since I'm bringing six liters of water, plus my other outdoor essentials. Hahaha, goodluck. Cristobal, w8 lng u, der na us. Hahaha.

As of the moment, things are going on fine with my back subjects. I can feel it, I'll pass it this time though I still haven't fixed that little "bug" with a certain stupid, gay-ass teacher. I'll get you, just you wait. Bwahaha!

Yay, I dyed my hair. And it's been three years since I last had my dye. Woooh! I love it. Hahaha. Wala lang.

Open up, Dig way down deep. I think I do that digging deep part very well but been missing out on that opening up part. Sorry, as much as I wanted to try and trust other people with my true feelings, I can't. I was not taught to show my feelings, no matter how sincere they are, or maybe I am, but I never learned. I missed out on a lot of chances because of that. I mean, think of having the person you like/love so much infront of you, assumably vulnerable ready for the taking, needing your gentle touch, wanting your care and attention, all you had to do is move. I just can't. So many opportunities came and went. I still couldn't do it. I can't get my arms to move to give out that big, warm hug, I can get my lips to say those loving words, my minds does all the doing without anything actually happening. Everything happens in my head. I write want I want to do, I write want I want to say without really addressing anything to anyone. I was born and raised that way, and it's something I am so not willing to change and it's better that way 'cause it keeps me safe from rejection, and objection, and scrutiny due to "wrong" behavior and wrong grammar. Weird, neh? Hahaha.

Why do I feel like being caught in the crossfire? There's war between two worlds and here I am standing in a place between those two worlds? Oh, no.. Please don't let them shoot me! Hehehe. Hoy, ayusin niyo mga buhay n'yo! *mutters in robotspeak: escape. must escape. retreeeeaat!* Lolerz. Hahaha.

Bords, I got a lot of activities scheduled for November and December. Hahaha. Ayos. Not sure though if I can attend every, single one of them. Goodluck ulit.

This just in, baka daw sa Mt. Pulag ang Induction Climb. Kamown! I looked up itineraries over the net, and man! Pulag is so expensive to climb. And being up North in the Cordillera Mountain Range, makes it cold, verrry cold. I'm a tropical person and I easily freeze in the cold Christmas breeze, what more up the mountains? I remember how chilled I was back at Manabu and Pico de Loro. It's gripping cold up there, my jaws are shaking, my teeth are gnashing. Paano naman ako no'n? Hahaha. Goodluck ever.

Aww, Batulao! Hehehe, hopefully, we can finally push through with this one. Can't wait to finally scale Mt. Batulao. Sayang lang, if ever, maraming hindi na makakasama. Nakakalungkot. I think it would be more fun if the whole team could go. Miss you, guys! I hope to climb with you again.

I really think I'm forgetting something, just not sure what. If you know, please remind me, people. Hehehe

Oh, there! I'm planning to design a site. Hehehe. Wala lang. Not sur eyet since it's only a plan. I'll try to pencil it in to my busy schedule. I've already looked up simple but stunning web designs and hopefully I can use them as model. And now that we're being taught Flash, I can make it equally stunning as those others that I have seen. Hehehe. Goodluck na naman.

You've had your time, let me have mine. Goodnight, everyone.

November 28, Born to be Wild. GMA's newest show. Finally, a wildlife show. Aww, I won't be missing NGC that badly anymore. Banzai!!!

wag kang bibitiw bigla, magsabi ka muna!

Friday, November 16, 2007

My time to DYE.




Out of last night's randomness, I decided to dye my hair. It was supposed to be white blonde but the hair color wasn't bleached enough, and something was wrong with the mixture so it turned out yellow blonde but I still love it. Of course there was a price to pay... The bleach was too strong that it ruined my favorite blue Colorado Springs t-shirt. It had spots where the color had faded. Darn. Now, I can't wear it when I go climbing. I will miss its comfy, cottony feel. Hehe. I can still wear at home but... Oh, well. My other friends think it I did it because I'm planning to cosplay with the same streak, others think it's cool, some we're teasing me Rogue during the training. Hehehe Wala lang. It's been years since I last dyed my hair. Next up, ear piercing.

SUGOI!!!

By the way, how would you react if I went to school with blonde hair? hehe I'm planning to dye my hair blond, as in my whole head. Hehehe ayos ba?

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Sacred Geometry

Nakahanap na ako ng 3rd Best Speaker para sa akin. First si Romi Garduce. Sana makahingi ako ng kopya nung presentation nya nung nag-speaker sya for DMS. Second, Si panginoong Lourd De Veyra para sa Palad. At ngayon, si Roy Alvarez. Siya ay karaniwang mapapanood sa boob tube bilang mamamatay-tao, rapist at kontrabida, pero kung napanood mo siya magsalita, ang cool niya kanina. With feelings, with passion, and with conviction. Yeah! Mas lalo siyang cool, di lang dahil isa siyang environmentalist, kasi he's into the supernatural din. Psychic. Di niyo yun alam noh? Napapanood ko siya, sa mga shows na tumatalakay sa mga bagay na otherworldly. Astig talaga. Anyway,  sobrang ayos ng  event kahit medyo may konting delay dahil sa gulo ng palakad ng mga namamahala sa Tanghalan.  Dahil sa kagustuhan kong matapos ang pakikinig sa napakainteresante at importanteng  pagtalakay ni Sir Roy  tungkol sa unti-unting pagkasira ng mundo at  kung anu  ang pwede nating magawa para mapigilan ito. Umabsent ako. Hehehe. Excused naman ako dun sa isa kong subject pero dun sa isa. Di na lang siguro. Na-miss ko na rin naman yung quiz kaya itodo na. Di ko maiwan. Mga 3:30 na nakapagsimula yung program tapos mga alas kwatro, umiinit pa lang ang usapan. Hindi na kailangang  pag-isipan. Tinapos ko na yung symposium. Yeah! At Di naman ako nagsisisi. Hehehe. Ayos, first time kong nakitang sumayaw si Darwin or siguro dati ko pa sya napapanood pero di ko lang siya nakikilala.  Nakita ko na rin in person si online buddy, Mheo na akala ay pinagbawalan ko siyang  kumuha ng litrato. Hehehe, sorry for the  bad vibes! Ang taray ng accent ni Bella habang nagho-host kanina. Medyo in gloom si Madame Weizel kanina sa kadahilanang di ko alam. Si kuya Ros naman ay medyo napraning  ata  kay Sir Roy dahil sa sinabi nya tungkol sa Sacred Geometry. Hahaha. Sayang pala at di ko nasabihan ang mga  kapatid kong mountaineers tungkol pa  naman sa environment ang topic. Nakakuha ako ng freebies. Hahaha. Tapos nun tumakbo na ako papuntang oval para... Tumakbo pa rin. Hahaha. Yeah.

Ayos. Nag-improve daw ako sabi ni Zaido Gold. Hehehe. Ang bilis nga namin kanina. Ayos. Kakayanin ko na siguro yung 20 laps ng Diagnostic Run. Ahahaha, Cristobal, w8 lng u, der na us. Blah! LOL hahaha. Sana makapag-sidetrip since Quezon naman yun, kahit Lucena siguro. Hahaha. Sa bagay, may ie-explore naman kami sa may bandang Banahaw pagkababa. Coolness!

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Breaking the Rules




Oops! Sorry, just couldn't wait. Hehehe! Yosh-ness!

Ayos ba? Comment naman jan...

Monday, November 12, 2007

Happy and Bouncy?

Perfection! Hahaha. Nakaka-distract ang jam-packed na schedule. Buti naman. Hindi ka maabot ng mga bagay-bagay na nakapagpapabagabag. Hahaha. Yosh! Nakaka-survive naman sa isang oras na break. Ayos, neh? Hardcore eh. Sabi nga, you ain't hardcore unless you live hardcore. Sana lang hinay-hinay sa assignment, sirs at ma'ams. Woooh! Salamat sa taong pumayag na mag-freeload ako sa assignment. Yaan mo, babawi ako sa'yo! Apir!

Training, training. Ayos. Sarap ng tulog ko ngayon. Hahaha, masakit nga lang tuhod ko. Hahaha. Atleast, nabubuhayan na naman ako ng dugo. Ilang tulog na lang, akyatan na naman. Ano? Takbo pa! Hehehe, energy! Push. Nyahaha! Tapos... Tapos... Tapos.. Hahaha! Awoooh! Matutuloy na ang Batulao climb. Pagkatapos ng 3rd Climb. Weeeh! Pag-ibig! Hahaha, I love mountains! I love mountaineering! My love is a mountaineer? Nyahaha! Chika minute!

Para maiba lang, mag-aaral akong mag-growl at mag-scream pero! Pero! Pero! Wala akong balak maging Emo kaya nama'y Deathrocker. Hahaha. Angsty lang sya kaya gusto kong i-try. Astigness! Yeah! 'Nga pala, nakaka-disappoint 'yung SNBO kagabi. Maikli lang pala yung part na may hum. Ay, bitin.

Weeeh! Nakakita na ba kayo ng beach sa ibaba ng bundok? Ako hindi pa. Napag-usapan naman kanina, at para ngang nakakaengganyo. Mt. Daguldol daw. Weeeh! Saya no'n lalo na sa mga tulad kong sabik sa tubig. Hahaha.

Nakakatuwa, ang mga friends ko ay nage-alienspeak. Hahaha. Mga nagde-delusyon ng sarili nilang pseudo-science. Hahaha. Mga creative na tao talaga! Awoooh! Mami-miss ko kayo pag nawala na ako. Drama. Hehehe. Milubshyu! Kissu! Hahaha!

Kailangan na magparamadam ang kaluluwang ligaw. *chants in a ghastly voice* Andyan na 'ko. Layout mode na naman?

Feeling vampire ako these past few days. Weird. Nagbabalik na ang tunay kong pagkatao. Hahaha. Baka nga oras na ibalik si Lieve LeStat Levesque. Sisimulan natin ang pagbabago sa magpapabutas ulit ng tainga. Hehehe. Ilang taon na rin akong walang hikaw. Hahaha, na-trauma ako eh pero lalabanan ko yan alang-alang sa pagbabago. Walang sense, I know.

Nakakakaba naman. Sana sadyang may problema lang ang server ng Friendster dahil nawala lahat ng friends ko kanina. Naku, kawawa naman ako pag talagang nawala yun. Ahuhu.. Nakakalungkot yun, wag naman sana. @___@

'Di man ako makasama sa UP Gakuensai, hehehe... Wala lang. Hehehe, aakyat naman ako ng bundok. Wahaha!

 Happy akyat sa 'ting lahat, mga Chopsuey!

Saturday, November 10, 2007

10 Peaks Post-Climb Party




DLSU-Dasmariñas Mountaineering Society
10 Peaks for 10 Years Post-Climb Party
@ Cantimbuhan Residence
November 10, 2007

Photos from Issah's cam

~ No captions, sorry. Ang dami ko nang nai-type sa description at captions pero dahil bumibitaw na naman ang PLDT DSL... Nawala ang lahat. Check nyo na lang pictures. Enjoy!

Samstag... Kyuuu!

Nakakita ako ng shooting star kanina or technically kagabi kasi umaga na. Ang saya, first time eh. Hehehe. Habang masaya kaming nagpa-party sa bahay ni Sir Royce, napatingin ako sa langit. May munting liwanag na may mahabang buntot ang tumawid sa langit. Akala ko jetplane kaya lang maliwanag tapos mejo mabilis lang. What a blessed night. Sinadya ng langit na palingunin ako sa direction nung shooting star, para naman sumaya lalo ang gabi at maibsan ang sama ng loob na dinulot at patuloy pang dinudulot sa akin ng aba kong buhay... ETCHOS! Hahaha.

Ayos, wala ako sa mood mag-English. Nyahaha!

The 10 Peaks Post Climb Party was a blast! Hehehe. Ang saya! Well, kinulang sa ulam pero masaya pa rin. Tamang-tama lang sa foodtrip. Nakita ko pa si Rex na matagal ko nang di napagkikita. Ayun, cuteness pa rin. Yosh! Present ang ilan sa mga Chopsuey: Ako, Issah and her friend, Joycen, MJ, Ruben, Short Lest [look alike ni Legolas at dating Long Lest] and Shorter Lest at Erick at pati na rin ang mga crushes ko sa DMS, yes! Codename: Shiawase, si Sir Hotness, at si Kuya Crush na mukhang character sa LOTR [mukhang Elven pero hindi si Legolas ah]. Yay, and we got pictures! Hehehe. Sana i-post agad ni Issah pag-uwi nya. Astig, it's been years since I last went to that place. Hehehe, drummer pa namin noon si Rex. Medyo may konting pagbabago pero maganda pa rin. Wala lang, ganda ng vibes ng bahay nila tapos nandoon pa rin yung mga statues and antiques na medyo weird. Ang ganda din ng pet dog nila, Golden Retriever, kamukha ni Pulgoso. Hahaha. As for the pudtripz.. Hehehe, ang dami! Ang dami-dami! Ang dami talaga... Ang daming kanin! Hahaha, short sa ulam. Birthday din ni Ma'am Jo, kaya lang tahimik sya kanina. Belated happy birthday, Ma'am Joan! Yeah! Swerte, napanalunan nya yung shirt kanina. Aw, gusto ko pa naman nun. hehehe. Nanalo naman ako ng necklace from Palawan. Sayang yung maagang umuwi at mas lalong sayang yung mga hindi pumunta. You missed a lot of fun. Hehe, syempre laughtrip sa mga AVPs, kwentuhan ng climbing memories, took pictures, got advice from the more experienced senior mountaineers, nakaw-tingin sa mga super prospects, foodtrip, then I had some wine, took more pictures. Ang saya maging part ng DMS. Yeah! Next week, training na ulit. Yeah! Buti naman, na-miss ko ang sakit ng katawan eh. Nyehehe! Tapos next, next week, Pre-climb na. Then November 24, akyatan na ulit! Awoooh! May balik na rin kaming ituloy ang Batulao climb, yeah! Buti naman! Sino gusto sumama? Magdala kayo ng sarili nyong tent ah! Hahaha adik na ko... Parang drugs ang pamumundok. Woooh! Natural high! Balita ko, sa Mt. Cristobal ata 3rd Climb. May mga bago kaming makakasama pero may ilan ding mawawala. Sayang naman. Pero okay pa rin, kami na lang ang aakyat para sa inyo! Wooh! So yun, kasabay kong umuwi si Dahdah, na parang laging lasing. Ang kulit kausap, hahaha. Ayos! Nag-foodtrip muna kami ng kwek-kwek. Ayos! Tama si Kuya, di lang organisasyon, di lang tropa ang DMS, konti na lang tunay na pamilya na kami! Ayos talaga! I love DMS! Woooh! Congratulations sa ating lahat! More years to come! More mountains to climb! Sa Team Chopsuey, konti na lang Induction na! Woooh!

Emo ako last night pero naka-recover na temporarily. Hahaha!

Ayoko muna isipin ang mga problema. Gaya ng palagi ko na lang sinasabi, I'm lost. And let me enjoy being lost for now. At saka Saturday, Sunday na ngayon. Mamaya, manonood ako ng SNBO. Ipapalabas yung Forever After na concert ni Regine. Di ako fan pero paborito ko yung kinanta nya para sa Atlantica. Yung hum nya dun na parang sirena. Ire-record ko yun tapos ag-aaralan ko yun tapos kakantahin ko rin. Hahaha! Para kulang na lang buntot, sirena na talaga. Nyahaha!

Dahil sa mga di maiiwasang pangyayari, di ako nakanood ng Pops Orchestra nung Friday. Oo, tama yan: Pops hindi lang Pop. Mahilig pa naman ako sa orchestral music. t** naman!

Oops, gagawa nga pala ako ng assignment para di ko na kailangang makipag-agawan sa PC sa kapatid ko mamaya. Hehehe! Ohayou!

To dream anything that you want to dream. That's the beauty of the human mind. To do anything that you want to do. That is the strength of the human will. To trust yourself to test your limits. That is the courage to succeed. ~Bernard Edmonds

Friday, November 9, 2007

Ritter Session




Thank heavens for Alfred Ritter and bringing Ritter Sport into the world.

I will miss you Ritter Sport Mini, till we meet again!

Check out www.ritter-sport.de

I was supposed to brag about this but I heard that it's already sold locally. Hopefully I can buy some and taste the luscious chocolate again. Mouth sore couldn't stop me from eating them up but unfortunately, I can't finish everything in one sitting, too much sweetness... Nakakaumay. Hahaha. Special appearance: Hershey's Kissables

Sie ist nach dem Samstag gestorben

Party.

Eat to your heart's delight.

Drink and be merry.

Remember the merriment.

And then DIE.

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

tO__ot

Mas masaya talaga ang mag-blog ng Tagalog o kaya'y Taglish; Mas expressive at mas madaling maarok. Hahaha, kamown. Ang mga kadramahan ay nagiging likhang pampanitikan at ang mga kakornihan ay nagiging cool pakinggan.

Kamown, let's do this!

Sa simula pa lang, taliwas na sa itinatakbo ng mundo ang takbo ng utak ko. Three words: Magulo. Magulo. Magulo. Kung kailan kasi akala mo ay malapit ka na sa katapusan ng isang yugto at handa nang magbukas ng bagong kabanata, saka pa nagkakaproblema, saka pa nasa-stuck sa isang pahinang akala mo'y nalampasan mo na.

Wala namang problema noong unang dalawang taon ng pagshi-shift ko. Akala ko smooth-sailing, happy-and-bouncing na 'ko. Akala ko tuluy-tuloy na ang ligaya hanggang March 2008. Pero bakit, why, oh, why, bakit ngayon pa nangyayari ang mga problemang naranasan na sana noong una palang para tapos na, 'di ba? Halos nasa dulo na 'ko ng finish line nang... Gaya sa isang pelikula... Nag-slowmo... Nag-slowmo... Hanggang sa tuluyan nang na-stuck sa isang eksena. Tumigil ang pag-ikot ng camera. Atras ako, abante sila. Iwan ka dyang mag-isa! Ano pa nga ba? t^___^v, talaga, yeah!


Isa pang problema, Science Club Syndrome. Parang highschool lang. Ayokong mag-elaborate dahil may mga taong masasagasaan at syempre, ayaw natin nyan. Sabihin na lang nating ako'y nagugulumihanan kung ako ba'y sadyang nagkukulang o ang mundo'y talagang demanding lamang. Isa sa mga dahilan ng kaguluhang ito: mga beautiful people na naman. Bakit kaya di na lang mamatay silang lahat para tapos ang problema. Hahaha.

Ano ba talaga ang epekto ng paliligo ng gabi? Bakit ba isinisisi ng ilang mga nilalang ang dahan-dahang pagkasira ng aking isipan sa pagtulog ko nang basa ang buhok. Nagsaliksik naman ako pero wala naman akong nabasang nakakasira ito ng ulo. Ang lumabas lang na epekto nito ay scalp fungus, hair breakage at bad hair day the next morning. O, nakakabaliw ba 'yon?

Unang araw ng pasukan, unang klase. Nakaharap ko na naman ang parehong gurong nagbasak sa 'kin sa parehong subject na kailangan ko ngayong balikan. Nagpuyos ang aking damdamin. Hindi dahil napagalab ito ng pagnanasang patunayang karapat-dapat akong pumasa kundi dahil naisip kong ako lang ata ang bumagsak sa klase namin. Ora ora burning moment ko ito. Pakiramdam ko konti na lang sasabog na ako habang binabasa ko ang parehong syllabus na binasa ko nang parehong semestre noong isang taon. tO___ot Woooh! Ang sarap punitin ng syllabus sa harap ng prof at bigla na lang mag-berserk. Lalo pa noong nakikipagbiruan siya dun sa mga mag-aaral ng klaseng iyon, close ata sila. Hindi ko nagawang mapangiti man lang kahit na anung funny ng mga punchline. Isa pa nung sinabi na nyang sagutan ang bahagi ng syllabus na Personal Goal. Ang naisip ko lang nang mga panahong iyon: To pass and to pass and to pass.. times two.. times three.. Infinity. And graduate or I'll be stuck here. t**! Mabubulok na ko dito. Loser forever. tO_Ot talaga!

Ubos na ang stock ko ng chocolate, wala na akong Happy Mood Food. Asukal na lang, hahaha.

Day 2: Stuck with a mad scientist, or atleast ganon ang feeling. Propesor ko sa isa pang back subject ang parehong propesor na nagbagsak sa ilang kaibigan kaya kinailangan nilang ulit ang parehong subject na uulitin ko ngayon. tO_Ot na naman. Sila ngang magaling sa Math ay di umubra, ako pa kayang konti lang ay panic na at naha-highblood sa mga problem solving at pagkakabisa ng kung anech-anech na formula. Siyeeeeht! tama na! Hehehe.

Ano ba ang significance sa sangkatauhan kung umamin o hinde si JLo na buntis siya?

Huwag sanang mangyari na may humiling sa akin na bitawan ko ang mga pinanghahawakan ko ngayon? 'Di ako nagiinarte lang 'pag sinasabi kong  malapit na akong masiraan ng bait. Kaya kung kukunin niyo sa akin ang mga bagay na mahalaga sa akin at maaring tanging mga bagay na nagbibigay sa akin ng dahilan para magpatuloy, magpaalam na kayo sa taong nakilala niyo bilang Ako.

Hindi na mahalaga sa 'kin, wala na akong pakialam sa mga bagay at taong nagpapasama ng loob ko. Sabi nga sa isang kanta, I don't ever wanna feel like I did that day. Ganun din ang gusto ko. Kung kailangan kalimutan, itapon at alisin sa buhay ang anumang mga negatibong emosyon at enerhiya para lang di na muling makaramdam ng sakit. Di maging manhid pero para lang tumira ng anesthesia. Hahaha.

Sa kabila na kabi-kabilang kaguluhan, nakatanggap din ako ng sapat na compensation para sa mga sama ng loob na dinanas ko nitong nakaraang dalawang taon. May subject kami na Intro to Computer Graphics. Matututo na rin akong mag-Flash. Mabibigyan ko na ng buhay ang ilan sa mga pantasya ko sa pamamagitan ng pagdo-drawing at animation. Yeah! Pati na rin ang pinapangarap kong Flash website. Yeah! Kahit paano ay nagkakaroon ng kaunting liwanag, nagkakaroon ako ng konting vision ng masayang kinabukasan. Hehe. Sabi pa naman ng kaibigan ko mag-aral lang ako ng iba't ibang graphics churva at tutulungan nya akong ma-employ sa pinagta-trabahuhan nya. Awoooh! Kung saka-sakali baka tangkain ko rin mag-apply sa Hue Visualab para ma-meet si Julian Oh. Hahaha. Pag-ibig! Weeeh!

Sa mga taong naniniwalang chinita ako at mukha akong Hapon, Instik o kaya'y Koreano... Salamat dahil parang gusto ko na ring maniwala sa inyo. Hahaha Sa mga nagsasabing mukha akong bata, salamat. Lalo na dun sa nagsabi na mukha akong... 12 years old? Hahaha Olay ba? 10 years younger? Nyahaha!

Sige, wala na akong maisip.. Goodnight!

Sunday, November 4, 2007

Levy's Lullaby # 2 :: Breathe No More




Nagdadalawang-isip ako kung ia-upload ko to pero dahil sadya naman akong papansin kaya ipo-post ko na rin.

Mukhang tanga? Alam ko.

Comments, suggestions and violent reactions are most welcome.

ENJOY!

It's Time

What time is it?

Panahon na para magtayo ng bagong banda. Fotcha! I miss performing, and hopefully, sa G-Ken Concert pa, sa November, ako makakakanta ulit sa stage. Kamown. Bigla ko na lang itong naisip kagabi pero iisipin ko pa ulit baka mapasubo na naman ako n'yan. I have plans for this sem kaya kailangang pag-isipan nang mabuti. Hahaha baka kasi nabibigla na naman ako sa pinaggagagawa ko.

Yay, Post-Climb Party sa Saturday. Woooh.. Paaartaaaay!!!

I want to go to a zoo. Kahit saan basta may wildlife kahit in captivity. Kailan kaya matatapos ang Ocean Park na ginagawa sa Manila? Pupunta talaga ako dun. Yeah! Grabe, Mahigit isang dekada na ata nang huli akong pumunta ng zoo. Gusto kong makakita ng animals... Sawa na ako sa mga "HAYUP!" hahahaha.

Dahil sobrang nabitin na ang excitement ko dahil sa outdoor outing na 'di natuloy, nag-foodtrip ako kahapon at ginastos ko na ang perang sana'y panggastos ko. Kamown. Hahaha. Grabe. Solb. Kung matutuloy pa ang lakad na iyon, haaay, saklap, baka 'di na ako makasama. Sobrang nakakainip kasi maghintay. Sa susunod na lang, teammates!

Enjoy ang Midyear Workshop, hehehe. Kung bakit, amin na lang 'yon. Weird pero nag-enjoy lahat kaya sa tingin ko hindi pa 'yon ang magiging huling beses na magkakaron ng ganong klaseng kasiyahan. Hahaha. Sana lang andun pa 'ko pag dumating ang araw na 'yon. Yeah!

Panalo si Scott at Shayne sa nakaraang SK Elections. Hoy, manlibre naman kayo! Hahaha

Ang hirap ng nate-tengga. t**! Ilang buwan na akong 'di nakakapag-drawing at nakakapagpinta, kaya di na naman ako marunong. Kahit nga ang paglangoy, akala ko madami akong natutunan sa PE class namin pero dahil matagal din akong di nakapag-swimming, hindi na naman ako marunong. Hahaha-hanep! Kahit ang matagal na pagpigil ng paghinga sa ilalim ng tubig, parang di ko na rin kaya. Para akong Pokemon na naa-unlearn ang skills. t** talaga!

Ilang araw lang ay balik-eskwela na naman tayong lahat. Di ko lam kung masasabi kong na-miss ko ang paaralan. Fotcha! Di ko pa rin naayos ang konting, maliit, islayt na aberya sa aking buhay. Kamown, ni hindi ko nga maayos ang aking damitan, ang buhay ko pa kaya. Magulo ang utak, walang malinaw na direksyon ang buhay. Masisisi nyo ba ako kung ipinanganak akong may mahinang sense ng direction. Kahit sa ibang aspeto ng buhay ko ay madali akong maligaw. Di ko makita ang liwanag *ilalagay ang kamay sa noo sabay tingin sa malayo* Hahaha corny, man! Pero seriously, kung anung susunod na mangyayari... Abangan. Hehe AYos, hectic ang sked ko. Yown, buti naman! Baka sakali umayos ang pag-iisip ko.

Kailangan ko ng inspirasyon! Kailangan ko ng idea! Ako'ng gagawa! Akong magpo-produce! Yeah! Ang dami kong gustong gawin pero di ko masimulan. Hindi dahil ako'y tamad, hindi dahil wala akong oras, hindi dahil hindi ko kaya kundi dahil... Uhh... Ano... Ewan. Bakit nga ba? Hehehe. Sabihin na lang natin na maliban sa aking Pokemon [learn and unlearn] Syndrome ay parang namamatay din ang aking sense ng pagkamalikhain dahil sa pagkatengga. 'Yun bang matagal kang nakatingin sa kawalan, habang nag-iisip ng mga ideyang di naman dumadating, habang hinihintay ang mga pangitain na hindi ko naman makita. Di ako tuloy makagawa ng bagong disenyo at di makalikha ng kakaibang mga kachurvahan. Fotcha! Fotek!

Sobrang gusto ko nang mag-cosplay. Pero.. Pero.. Pero..Di ko pa rin alam kung anung iko-cosplay ko. Sa tingin ko kaya ko nang mapag-ipunan ang cosplay at ayoko sanang matapos ang taon na di ako nakakapag-cosplay. Kamown. Suggest naman jan, people. Ayun, sabi pa nga pala ng isang nilalang na itatago natin sa palayaw na Niknok ay magko-costume daw ako sa Induction. Hala, sana di nya maalala na sinabi nya yun. Di naman nagbabasa ng blog yun eh. Hahaha.

Ang daldal ko ba? Hahaha. Wala kang choice, binasa mo to eh. Hahaha.

Panahon na ba para lumabas sa loob ng kahon? Tinatawag na ako ng buhay showbiz... Hahaha kamown! Hahaha kumokorni na tayo mga bords! LOL.

Weeeh! Gusto ko na ulit umakyat ng mawnten, yeah! Ulap.. Bundok-bundok-bundok.. Ulap.. *namilipit na gaya ni Ryuuk habang inaatake ng Withdrawal Syndrome* Hahaha. Wala pa nga pala akong backpack at bibili pa ako ng bagong rain gear dahil di ko gusto yung binili para sa 'kin.

Ayos? APIR!

This is the life, hold on tight
This is the dream, so it seems

Friday, November 2, 2007

LA SALLEÑO: GREEN LIGHT DISTRICT LAUNCHING

Start:     Nov 15, '07
Location:     @ Severino Delas Alas Hall, 3rd Floor Alumni Auditorium
Guest Speaker: Chin-chin Gutierrez

Everyone's invited!!!

SNACKS AND FREEBIES WILL BE PROVIDED, ADMISSION IS FREE

Kita-kits!!!