Friday, September 23, 2005

Click!

Already got my new phone, a Sony Ericsson K700i. Well, it's just second hand but it's better than not having anything. I bought it from the mall and not from Philip. The afternoon when I told him I already brought the money, he said he's having second thoughts about selling his phone because he might not like the phone his aunt is sending him from the States then he called later at night but I told him I already have one. Haha!



Backstreet's back, alright! I already have the songs included in their Never Gone album which was never released in the Philippines and I'll try something to send them to my phone because I do not have the gadgets to get it done. Still haven't got a copy of Zealots' song 'cause I haven't seen Luis last Friday when we were supposed to meet. Darn you, Luis!



I guess that'd be it for now. I don't have much to say. But I'm a lot finer now than I was during my last post. Haha, must be the moon. Bye, Peopz!

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Ouch!

Things are coming as a shock to me lately. Things will get better but still hurts. The stars are true when they say that... well, never mind. The pain comes from within and it hurts so bad, I can't lie and pretend I'm happy. Today's Marlon's birthday and he invited the class to celebrate with him at Rhea's like last year and this is the second time that I cannot join them. We had practice for GA last year so I wasn't able to spend time with the peopz on his special day but this year is totally different. I don't wanna spoil their day.



By the way COS GA was hell of a mess. I wasn't able to sing my solo but I was able to do back up for Cresta's solo. Darn, sucks! My effort in practicing the song last Saturday was somehow wasted. Singing in the rain isn't a bad idea but not to sing at all. Turns out that I've shrunk from being the soloist to just being the back-up vocalist. I appreciate what the back-up singers do for the star singers but I would have appreciated it even better if I had a chance to be the singer too. COS sucks. I seem to be getting used to all the shame and I've been putting myself into it whenever I'm performing for COS. I loved KTS though the time slot given to us wasn't that nice but COS... You have no idea how sick I am of them. I talked to Alvin about it and he went to the people responsible but they can't accept that they were very wrong. And those dang punks, "Any Given Day". They didn't show up when they should've and we had no choice but play at the time scheduled for them but they were still allowed to play and they closed the show, talk about fairness and professionalism.



Anyway, life is still good. Tomorrow (finally!) I'll be having a new phone because Philip's selling his phone to me because he'll be having a new one from his aunt in America. I was glad he thought about me first because his mom already talked to someone who wants to buy the phone. What a relief from all the "sickness" I'm experiencing at this very moment. Thank God!

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Alipato Art and Photography Seminar Workshop

Start:     Sep 30, '05
End:     Oct 1, '05
Location:     Severino delas Alas Hall
Join ako jan!

Free Jam

Start:     Sep 24, '05
Location:     Cardinal's Village
Gig for all genres of music...

College of Science General Assembly

Start:     Sep 21, '05 4:00p
End:     Sep 21, '05 9:00p
Location:     Lake Park
Tugtugan na naman! Badtrip na naman ang slot namin, maaga na naman...

Saturday, September 17, 2005

Patience is a virtue... Dug-u-dug-tak!

Hehe! We went to Mark's place to practice for GA. At first it was a like hell waiting for Vince and Jerome for 2 freaking hours. I came about 1:30pm and they came like almost 3pm... What the...? I took a stroll because I didn't want to knock at Mark's alone, I thought no one was there yet. When I came back, Mark's mom just came and asked me whom I was loking for and I told her it was Mark and he called Mark for me and he came out with Louie. That was relieving. 30 mins more and then Jerome and Vince came up. John is sick and he can't come. Sayang! Wawa naman, alagaan kita! They were texting Luis but he also cannot come. He didn't reply but a friend whom Mark called on the phone said he's at his girlfriend's place. Sayang na naman! Cresta also didn't come, she's rehearsing for Student Idol. So there was only 5 of us. I didn't think we'll have fun that we had. Everyone's in berserk mode. We shot another video and they have made a melody with a political lyrics. The way Mark sang the song we called "Oust" was funny because of all the making faces and voice changing. Haha! You should've been there! We also shot "Masaya" by Bamboo, the Vincent Kawayan version. We had some kind of bonding down there, I thought I'll be having muscles on my abs because of too much laughing. I'm loving every moment with those guys that I don't wanna think about the fact that next year will be their last year in college and they'll be leaving me behind. On the way to Imus because Louie is going to Lotus to swap his SIM card, he and Mark were talking about their plans after college. Sigh! Wawa naman ako! Anyway, I think we'll be practicing again this Tuesday and John, Luis and Cresta will probably be there, I hope. I don't wanna miss a moment of being with them. I already lost half of my life when I shifted and had to leave my friends in ComSci, now I wanna spend every second that I can with my new friends. Memories will be the only thing left for me when they graduate. I don't know what will happen to me after next year. Well I still have friends that will be left, they aren't graduating yet, but these guys are different. Haay! Let's stop this Senti Mode! It just makes me sad. By the way, I haven't started the new layout yet because even when I get the time to do it, I still don't because laziness takes over but it's not that important so I guess that can wait. And you too. You should wait for my next post 'cause I'm outta here!

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Wicked!

After the success of KTS 8 On Fire, Zealots had one bad night last night! They were invited to play for the CET General Assembly held at the grandstand. I came to watch. I waited below the grandstand, luckily I saw Luis going up so I asked him if I could come and then we went up to where they gathered. They had their slot mixed up because of a lot of circumstances, which includes the band Starfish --Spider's band. Louie was already in a bad mood because he thought they were playing early so he brought Khatz along. Luis' girlfriend, I think her name is Jenny, also came to watch but unluckily there was no show for Zealots. Starfish stole their slot! They even told the audience that Zealots is coming up. The guys decided to go home instead. The guys didn't really mind not being able to play but Louie is mad because Khatz has to get home early. So there... Before the show, I showed them the pictures I had Iam printed from Jerome's phone and they liked it. Louie wanted to ask for some of it but I said I'll be putting it on my scrapbook which until now, I haven't started yet. Har-har! Anyway, their playing again but this time, it's for COS. Hopefully things turn out good this time. We, too, are playing there. I hope they put us back-to-back with Zealots. I'm excited 'cause I'll be seeing John again on Wednesday and on Saturday too. We''l be rehearsing our new set. I wish his girlfriend won't come to watch but that seems impossible since she studies there. Sigh! Anyway, Levy has a new secret heartache. I just found out yesterday. Wanna know? Nah! Why should I tell you eh secret nga eh! Sucker!

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Oops...

I've deleted some of my recent posts because of... I'm not sure how do you call that but the datails are mixed up... I'll just keep it in my head. Haha! I really wanted to share the joy I had but I can't put things in order. Maybe next time, I'll try to write things down the same day it happened so I won't forget and memories won't overlap each other. Thanks for reading anyway!

Monday, September 5, 2005

Something stupid happened and I don't know what. I...

Something stupid happened and I don't know what. I lost the post I was typing an hour ago? Where the F*!@ is it now?

Sunday, September 4, 2005

Crush List




I'll update this as soon as I get their pictures... Eto muna for now!

Temperature


But not a devil either...

Watch me...

Spirit carries on...

I have just made a new discovery about Johnny Depp. Things I didn't think of reasearching before. He is in a band and he plays bass. Wow! He has a lot of tattoes. Has 2 children, Jack and Lily Rose. His real name is John Christopher Depp II. His birthdate is June 9, 1963, which makes him 42. And he has this look-alike, who's also a Hollywood actor by the name of Skeet Ulrich. But of course, it's not only Johnny Depp that I made a research on but Gary Oldman too. He's 47 because he was born on March 21, 1958. Accents his one his trademarks and gives him that edge to play different roles. He's sometimes listed in credites as Maurice Escargot, I wonder why. He met his new wife, after 2 others which include Uma Thurman, during his alcohol rehabilitation. His name is Leonard Gary Oldman. Aww... Why do the most gorgeous men have to be almost 3 decades older and married and have children. All I can do now is dream of these men...

Anyway, let them remain in my fantasy but I'm not losing hope of meeting them one day. But I have this prospect whom I have told you about in my last entry. I already got a picture of his from Zealots' Friendster account. I know I can only dream of being his girlfriend and I guess there's nothing wrong with that but then again, possibilities are endless. Haha!



The stars told me that I should work on what I want to do rather than what I feel I should do, and that includes what people expect of me. I guess it's right and about time to think of myself first. And... I don't know where to start, hehe!

I feel a craving again. I want to have a copy of Bram Stoker's Dracula [1992] DVD, the uncut version. Hell, I really feel I should have that one but I can't buy just yet because I have to buy a new phone first. The money I have, to buy the phone I want, isn't complete yet and I, again, have to wait. I fell in love with a vampire and I long so much to feel his bloody lips on mine. Haha! Gary Oldman was so good in that one. Enthralling is the best word to describe it and I have been under its spell for quite a long time now. Perhaps you understand now why I refer myself as a Prisoner of Eternity; I have this thing for thing that has something with eternity, immortality, forever. Maybe because it's lonely and I love loneliness and the thought of love that never dies. If anybody close to me would read this, I'm sure they will, they will think I'm creepy because I never talk about these things in front of them. But if you will read my works (the poems and stories I write and even those things I have inside my head *ehem! if you can read minds*) there's always something very... I can't think of the right word but you can call it anything you want. I'd love to tell you some more thing but I'm a bit sleepy now. I'll be tiring off to bed now with all my fantasies in my head, with all hopes to be part of it in my dream as I sleep. Goodnight, Earth!

The MEN I Love


Gary Oldman in Bram Stoker's Dracula directed by Francis Ford Coppola

I'm keeping these photos here since I have filled all my diskettes with Cogie and got nowhere else safer to put it...

Saturday, September 3, 2005

My Collages




Oh, well... see for yourself! I don't own the pictures i used for the collages but I definitely made the collages so I can say, I own them. If you're ever going to use them, use it well just don't claim them as yours! Haha! I have evidences. I kept the PSD files so I can prove that I made them...

Ewige Sorge


the real album, coming soon. haha!

Ehem! My band... I edited these photos with Adobe Photoshop CS while the pictures are taken by and with Marc Louie Omampo's digital camera in front of the Tanghalang Julian Felipe, College of Liberal Arts building. Ayos ba?!

Ang Paghaharap ng Sugo (Mini Concert)

Start:     Sep 8, '05 5:00p
End:     Sep 8, '05 8:00p
Location:     Auditorium, 3rd Flr. Alumni Bldg.
Espedido vs Refuerza. Haha ! I gotta see this. Perhaps, after the workshop...

KTS

Start:     Sep 7, '05 5:00p
Location:     De La Salle University - Dasmarinas Grandstand
Haha! We're playin! but I hope we wont mess up! Haha!