Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Happy

I need some time to find myself within me,

and I need some time to find true love;

And if I can't then I won't stop trying

but if I don't then I won't live lying.

What do people really want?

They wanna be happy.

I wanna be happy...

~Happy, AJ McLean 

Ultimate... DISC IN!!!

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Where to?

You're going to have to find out where you want to go. And then you've got to start going there. But immediately. You can't afford to lose a minute. Not you.
--J.D.Salinger, Catcher in the Rye




Do you know where you wanna go? I don't. At least not yet, not for now...

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Under My Skin

Close your eyes, make a wish
This could last forever 
If only you could stay with me now
So, tell me what it is that keeps us from each other now

Yeah, it's coming to get me
You're under my skin

No I can't let you go
You're a part of me now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this
Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you

Take my hand, take my life
Just don't take forever
And let me feel your pain kept inside
There's gotta be a way
For you and I together now

Yeah, it's coming to get me
You're under my skin


It's an illusion
How can I feel this way?
If I can't have you
It's an illusion
Nothing is real this way
If I can't have you

No, I can't let you go
You're a part of me now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this
Now, I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you

I can't let you go, no

And I don't wanna know
The reason why I can't stay forever like this
Now, I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you

~ climbing the wall, bsb

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I wrote something but I published this song instead 'cause I figured, it may not really matter...

Saka na lang, mage-emote muna ako, hehe...


...

Woooh.

I came back from my first Frisbee game a few hours ago. I saw my cousin playing her Farmville on Facebook. She was decorating her farm when I noticed the lemon tree. I remembered the song, Lemon Tree. For some reason, I used to love that song. I still do. Wala lang. I just thought I'd share.

So, yeah. I did get to play Frisbee today. It was fun, all the running, and jumping and catching. Meet new people today. I also did get to do a few rounds at the oval with Issah and Marj. Did a few throws with Gio and the others before the game. But before that, my shoes was torn down even before I got up the bus going to Dasma. Hehe. I slipped at the lawn of the oval because the shoes I'm wearing had no rubber sole. Well, that was completely my fault. Haven't used that shoes in years. Just decided to dig up my things this morning, found it and used it. Didn't really test it or anything. Good thing, I was prepared. I packed slippers just in case it rains like last week. Haha. Sayang. Joan had to leave early, she missed the game, so did Marj and Issah. Sobrang fun. I'm playing na regularly. Wednesday night is Frisbee night. And.. Surprise! I missed Born to be Wild again. Aw, naman...

Listening to BSB, checking all my accounts, playing all my games at Facebook while writing this post. I suddenly remembered, haven't eaten dinner yet, haha. 'Yun ang sobrang unusual hahahaha. Onga pala, I've been working out  for a week now. I hope to see results in a month or two, haha. Anyway. Pakialamera that I am, I decided to explore my brother's phone, which is just lying in front of me, near the UPS AVR. He has cute, cheesy quotes that I need. Well, s'ya ang may lovelife kaya for sure he has a lot of those. I found this one na I'd like to share. Touchy and I kind of relate to it. Konti lang.

Be not afraid to be loved more than you can return;
Just give back all the love that you can.
Love need not to be equal to be fair,
it only needs to be true.

Cue music, Song for the Unloved. So, how can I relate to this one? Wala lang. You know what I always write. Parang lovesick na ako forever. I wish I can get someone to love me back,, other than my friends, kahit konti lang. So, I always say maging close friends lang kami nung taong gusto ko masaya na 'ko but unrequited love gets you madalas. Kind of tiring and sickening. Nakaka-disappoint, nakaka-frustrate and it gets as pathetic as asking questions like "pangit ba ako?". Di ba pathetic? Para kasing after my first ever relationship, ganun na. Unrequited love forever. May mga pakilig pero nothing  ends up to be something real. Imaginary lang, umaasa lang ako. It's wearying to see that someone you like liking or end up with someone else, minsan friend mo pa.

Monday, August 17, 2009

Clarity



You are receiving a sense of clarity on the love front today that is a welcome change. When it comes to love, you have not been too worried or concerned about progress or change, but have simply been going with the flow and enjoying the experiences that come to you. Today however you are receiving some clarity that gives you a plainer view on the bigger picture, and on the path that you want to follow in love. Whether you are single or attached, you will find significant developments occur with love today, and the change will be exactly the one that you have been looking for.

- Daily Horoscope on Facebook 
Sana nga.. Wish ko lang.. Malay natin 'di ba? *cross-fingers*

I have an idea...

Monday, August 10, 2009

Soldier Down

Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding

Straight through my heart
He aimed and he shot me
I just can't believe it

No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart

Soldier down (my heart)
Soldier down (my heart)

~straight through my heart, bsb

Thursday, August 6, 2009

The X Climb




Batulao.5Aug09

moi*pj*joan

My third time in Batulao. Muddiest situation I ever got into. LHahahaha. Basa, maputik, masaya. Haha. Ate at Mushroomburger in Tagaytay on our way home. Hung out at Espasyo Siningdikato for a while before going home. Kailangan ko pa bang i-kwento? Di kayo sumama, problema nyo na yun, hahahaha. Winner si Kiko, oye. Gaya ng dati, kwentuhan na lang ulit tayo.

More photos from Joan HERE

Until you love me

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you
until you love me

Paparazzi,
Baby, there's no other superstar
You know that
I'll be
your paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind,
But I won't stop
until that boy is mine

Baby, you'll be famous
Chase you down

Until you love me

~paparazzi
, lady gaga

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Do you know...