Tuesday, September 29, 2009

piece of peace

He came and he conquered. Now, he's gone.

Started the week kind of depressed. You know how it is, helplessness. It's frustrating seeing people in need and you can't do anything about it. But, all's well now. We're volunteering at a relief effort tomorrow in Dasma.

I was feeling disappointed a few days back because of some people. I feel better now. It didn't just disappear. Someone changed it. I don't know. The winds changed. See, this person who I thought was avoiding me, started talking to me, even sat beside me when usually, there will be this certain distance, this invisible wall between us. As good as that sounds, I still don't want to assume things. I admit though, that it made me feel a lot better. Though I'm still skeptical. Not that I doubt him or his gestures but you can't really help it when people suddenly change that you tend to doubt their motives. I hope I'm wrong because I cannot really trust anybody when I feel this way. I hope he's not just making pakilig. Maybe, hopefully something really changed. I would love that and who know what could happen next. Things can turn out beautifully. We'll see...

Jealous, doubtful, wary, skeptic of some people. Sana mali ako...

I woke up from a dream the other day. K was in it. I haven't talked nor texted with him in ages. Maybe I thought about him too much after seeing him again in television during one of those telethons for the typhoon victims. So, yeah, I dreamt of him. He was there and since we haven't seen each other in a while, we asked each other how we have both been. Don't remember much about the dream but I do remember asking him if he still uses the same number. He told me he's got a new number and gave me it. Then I woke up. I remember some of the numbers he gave me. Itaya ko na lang kaya sa lotto? Haha.

Group show on January. Will talk artsy fartsy stuff with some friends later this week. Excited!

Make-up Climb next week, 10th October to the 11th. Good luck sa 'min.

Race day was moved to November 14th, no Ultimate game tomorrow, Mixed games moved next week, Monsoon League on the 27th moved this Sunday. Haayy, Ondoy did so much. Fortunately for us, it just rained hard, other than the leak in my room, nothing as bad as those in Manila and other provinces happened. Nakagala pa 'ko last Saturday when Ondoy was wreaking havoc some place else.

Anyway, I think that's about it for now. I've been posting in my Tumblr but if you're not following mer there, problema mo na 'yun. Haha. Buh-bye, people!

Friday, September 25, 2009

Unsteady Hands




Blurred lahat, haha.

Greek Mythology-themed chess board. Just something I found on display in one of my Oma's cupboard. A poor attempt on macro photography, hahahaha.

Wala lang, I just love Greek Myth. Haha.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

follow me

love me, hate me
i'd still be levy




i'm still here. i'm staying. you'll still read what's in my crazy brain. though i taking my more personal stuffs to a sanctuary far from here but still accessible if you'd follow me:






cool change. and i'm loving it. bleh~

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Just Saying

When we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do
Could protect me from you

I was captured by that stare
Now I'm shattered but I don't care
And the people walking by don't have a clue

Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind

I miss your face
Like the sun was in my eyes
Now I'm running blind
And I can't explain

You and I were everything to me


Just Want You To Know/ Unsuspecting Sunday Afternoon 

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

... Ayos lang. Basta walang agawan ng crush, hahahaha XP

Takbong Lasalyano UPDATES

TAKBONG LASALYANO PARA SA BAYAN AT KALIKASAN
(October 3, 2000, 6:00-12:00noon, DLSU-D Grandstand)


RACE INFORMATION AND MECHANICS


1. Date and Venue: October 3, 2009, Saturday, at De La Salle University-Dasmariñas Grandstand. Start/Finish/Assembly area will be at the University Grandstand.

2. Assembly Time: Assembly starts at 6:00AM. Please make sure that you are checked in by the race marshals before the race. The race officially starts at 7:00AM. Only those who have officially registered, signed and submitted the waiver, and have checked in properly are entitled to win the race.

3. Race Category: The race is composed of 2 categories. Runners may choose to participate in any one category only.

4. Race Numbers: Race numbers must be pinned at the shirt-front-or the singlet and must be visible at all times for the duration of the race. The assigned race numbers cannot be transferred or shaded by another racer. Do not fold or move tags at the finish line for proper processing. All runners must have their race numbers checked by the marshals before the start of the race.

5. Race Route: All runners must follow the race route included in their runner’s kit.      The race route will be visibly marked by directional signs. Race marshals will be posted at regular intervals along the route to assist runners.

6. Turnaround: All runners must secure a color-coded ribbon at the turnaround area of the race category they are running. Please refer to your race route/map for your turn around point.

7. Water Stations: Water stations will be located in strategic areas along the race route aside from drinking fountains that are already available in the campus.

WARNING: Inadequate training, failure to pace, and disregard for the importance of taking fluids has resulted in life-threatening conditions such as heat stroke in both experienced and first time road runners. If this is your first race or first experience in  a warm, humid climate, take fluids at each water station.

8. Finish Line: As you cross the finish line, move to the chute corresponding to your race category (5k or 10k). Race marshals will remove the tags from your race bib; these tags will serve as a control for marshals to verify that you crossed the finish line. Move as quickly as possible as courtesy to the other runners entering the chute.


9. Prizes

10k Category
Champion    5, 000 pesos    1 trophy
2nd place    3, 000 pesos    1 trophy
3rd place     1, 500 pesos    1 trophy
4th place     500 pesos       1 medal
5th place     500 pesos       1 medal

5k Category
Champion    3, 000 pesos    1 trophy
2nd place    2, 000 pesos    1 trophy
3rd place     1, 000 pesos    1 trophy
4th place     300 pesos        1 medal
5th place     300 pesos        1 medal

Age Category
18-29 years old    500 pesos    1 medal
30-39 years old    500 pesos    1 medal
40-49 years old    500 pesos    1 medal
50 and above       500 pesos    1 medal

10. Certificates:
a. All finishers will be given individual Certificates of Participation.
b. Special award for the biggest group delegation.

11. Race Curfew: Each race category has its own official curfew. Race marshals will pick up participants who fail to finish the race within the allotted time.
(subject for discussion by the organizers)

12. Protests: Protests or complaints related to the race will be accepted ONLY in written form. The race organizers reserve the right to reject, disqualify or withdraw any race participant before or during the actual race. The organizer’s decision shall be final.

13. Baggage Booth: There will be a baggage booth located near the start/finish area. The race organizers will assume no responsibility for loss and or damage of items checked in.

14. Parking: Open parking is available near the venue. Participants are required to park their vehicles at designated parking areas. Gate pass will be provided for outside participants upon confirmation of registration.

15. Comfort Rooms: There are comfort rooms in different strategic areas within the campus.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Bataan T_______________T

Forgive me, having nothing or no one exactly to listen to, I listen to the stars, and the reading of cards. Kanya-kanyang trip lang yan, hehe.

***

The Six of Chalices card suggests that my power today lies in self-consciousness. I am not alone. It's not too late to make a fresh start or to pursue my hearts desire. The fountain of my youth or my Holy Grail is revealed in the simple pleasures and gestures that are unaware of their own beauty, connection, and power. I am empowered by nostalgia or past perceptions and my gift is rejuvenation.

***

In relation to this, my friend, Joycen [pangalanan ko na, hah], has been pushing me to pursue this something or someone that my heart desires. I fear too early. Baka ganito or baka ganyan mangyari. I'm a strong person pero I don't think I'm strong enough for this. Ewan ko but I'm still fighting, still hoping. Di ko alam what more do I have to do, sabi na lang nya, ask my heart daw. Sana nga sumagot si heart para alam ko, hehe. Sana tama sya na I can do better than this. Gambaremasu!

May event nga pla sa Espasyo kaya lang unfortunately, I forgot. Andun pa naman siya. Haaay. Anyway, I had so much fun naman sa Ultimate [frisbee] kanina. BTW, ang cute ni Coach Mark, bagong coach namin sa Ultimate  Hehehehe. Di na sya nakakalaro pero anyway, makikita ko pa naman sya sa ibang gathering and pag nagawan ko ng paraan, makakasama ako sa climb this Saturday. This nga is one of those things that my friend Eugene would call "the things we do for love". Haha. 

I've seen Paraluman and Sandwich earlier while waiting for Ultimate training to start. May event ang CBA, GA ata. Mejo may mood swing nga si Raimund Marasigan. Dah-dah claims he's stoned, hehe. He threw the mic, then threw one of the drums. One of his bandmates talked to him lang a bit to calm him down and then the show went on. Ayos naman. Galing nila mag-live. Jam-packed. Puno ang Grandstand. Saya. Hehe.

Have you noticed? I'm blogging na ulit. Tag-lish pero carry na yan. Atleast, I'm writing something. Sige, GTG na. Haven't eaten dinner yet and I have to wash my shoes. Maputek kasi kanina sa field. Bukas na lang ulit.

BABAYU!!!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Voila... Wulah!

So the bangs aren't working. Cut it too thick and short. Now I had to tie it up.

Anyway...

It's Kiko's birthday today. Already texted to greet him. Hay, I miss that guy. I only met him a few times but he always makes you feel like you've been friends forever. He chased my Christmas blues away, and I can say that December 2008 [when I met him] is My December. Three-folds the love, three-folds the fun. I wonder when I'll see him again.

Dear Kiko, Sorry. Dahil sa kabaliwan ko sa Cute na Kalabaw, nakakalimutan kong Manood ng Born to be Wild. Wah! Love, Levy

Speaking of missing people...

I miss my friends. Ewan. Coming back to La Salle gets more and more nostalgic everytime. Every corner has certain memories with friends, be it good, bad, happy, sad. Ang daming memories sa Dasma, kaya siguro hindi ko maiwan. Second home ko na 'yun. And my friends are there. Crushie's there. The only chance I get to see him is when I go there, and there are times na I don't see him pa. Life seem a lot easier and happier when I'm in Dasma. I want to go back to school. Nang ma-stalk ko naman si Crushie habang 'di pa sya graduate, hehe. Wala lang. I'm feeling so lonely and alone. Parang kinalimutan na nila akong lahat. Okay, magpapatuloy ang pag-ikot ng mundo kahit wala ako pero would it hurt to remember poor, old Levy-chan kahit minsan? Am I too unimportant? Insignificant? Easily forgettable? ULOL KAYO! Hahahaha. Masaya lang maalala.

Anyway, again...

I will miss out on the better things in life again. Bakit nga kaya? Di naman ako nagmamadali pero nakakapagod mag-hintay. Sabi naman sa akin magaling ako. What does it mean? I remember a friend saying na ang success rate ng mga "gaya namin" ay high but I don't see myself go any higher than where I am now. Mahirap ba talagang maging successful? Imposible bang maging sobrang saya? 'Kala nila kontento na ako sa ganito pero sobrang disappointed ako sa sarili ko at sa buhay ko. There is more to life, di ko lang alam kung ano. I'm starting to doubt if dreams really do come true. Most likely, di na naman ako makakasama sa akyatan nito. Nakakalungkot naman. Kasama pa naman siya. Well, I'm still crossing my fingers. May ilang araw pa, marami pang pwedeng mangyari.

Been trying to find my song since yesterday but nothing matches what I'm feeling right now. Baduy. Songless bird ako. BADUY!!!

Ano, ipo-post ko pa ba 'to? Tinatamad na ko. Nkakawalang-ganang mabuhay.

Madami pa akong gusong isulat kya lang nakalimutan ko, hahahaha. Hinde. Ang totoo, iniisip ko pa kung isusulat ko sya at iniisip ko rin kung anong salita ang mga gagamitin ko. Di ako gutom, ah. Kakatapos ko nga lang kumain. Hahahaha.

Ay, sya. Sige, go-go na me. Go-goli. Hahahaha Good morning sa lahat!