Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Lucky

They say count your blessings instead of sheep, and we'll do just that. Plus, I don't have sheeps to count. Wahaa!

  • Talked to Opa and he's sending me back to school again. Aral ulit! Yay, MMA!!!
  • Poppa gave me extra money to go to Dasma.
  • People are so nice.
  • Did get to run and do Ultimate drills [I chose not to play, TAMAD na 'ko. Maybe next week. maybe?]
  • PJ brought me something from Kinabalu [Thankies!]
  • That CocoSport drink was so good; natural goodness worth 35Php [and that banana from PJman]
  • Saw that cute Ultimate coach again. Coach Mark = LOVE.
  • People are so nice and warm including a certain person who is kinda nice [and he was kinda warm and touchy today] and another certain person that I didn't think was so nice.
  • People are so nice including that guard who let me ride the sidecar of that motorcycle they use to go around school on the way out to Gate 3, so I didn't have to walk.
  • I got hit by discs, like, five times. You wouldn't think that lucky but, I don't know, something about that felt lucky. So yeah, it's lucky.
  • The stars say, I'm part of the trine, and that makes me lucky. Haha
  • Kinda liking Shiawase again. Kinda lang, I'm Crushie all the way now. Sa Cute na Kalabaw tayo!!!
  • I didn't get to see Crushie. You don't think that's lucky? It's not. But I will see him on Friday, probably, so I don't mind.

There's more to come, I know. Sa ngayon, tutulog muna ako

PS [29Oct09, 1732]: I forgot to write about that call I got from a Singaporean Multimedia firm. I am being considered for an all-expense paid, three-month training. :)

Booyah.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

hey yaaahh~

Jazz a Thought : Alien Life Forms

May napanood ako sa Nat Geo kahapon, may naisip tuloy ako...

Patuloy ang tao sa pagsusumikap na diskubrehin kung may iba pang nabubuhay sa universe natin maliban sa inhabitants ng planet Earth. Continuous tayong naghahanap ng Alien Life Forms. May pakialam nga ba tayo sa alien life forms? I don't think so. Eh 'yung life forms nga na endemic sa planeta natin wala tayong pakialam, 'yung alien pa kaya? O, di ba, dahan-dahan pero walang pakundangan nating pinapatay, inuubos. Sa palagay ko, ang habol lang natin ay self-preservation. Alam nating namamatay na ang Earth, kaya tayo naghahanap ng ibang planeta para may option tayong lumipat pag tuluyan nang nawasak si Mother Earth. Kailangan natin ng bagong tahanang mai-infest, mae-exploit hanggang ma-exhaust na ulit natin ang resources tapos hanap ulit ng masisira. I doubt kung lahat tayo makakalipat dun, haha.

Hindi ba ganun naman talaga. Hindi natin yan maitatatnggi sa kasaysayan ng sangkatauhan. Ang civilization natin ay founded sa pagsakop, pag-angkin ng kapangyarihan at pag-assume ng control sa kayamanan ng iba. Di tayo nakukuntento sa kung ano'ng meron tayo. Ayaw kasi nating ma-obligang mag-aruga sa kung anong ibinigay sa 'tin. We want more. Mas malaki 'yung kino-control natin, mas makapangyarihn tayo, mas buo ang existence natin. Sarili lang natin ang iniisip natin. Kung meron talagang concern sa paligid natin at sa mga nakapaligid sa 'tin hindi sana tayo namomroblema sa kakulangan ngayon. Walang mas makapanagyarihan sa iba, walang nae-extinct, walang shortage ng kung ano pa man. Hello, conservation and preservation. Bleh!~

Pag nakita nating 'yung alien life forms na pilit nating hinahanap natin, ano'ng pagbati natin sa kanila, 'We come in peace, take us to your leader", tapos susundan ng isang hostile take over. Haha. Typical human behavior. Pagkatapos, gaya nga ng sinabi ko kanina, gagawin natin sa bago nating host planet ang ginawa natin sa home planet. Uulit lang ang cycle.

Well, hindi ko alam kung paano ko tatapusin ang munti kong essay-essay-an. Hindi ako anti-human. May napanood lang ako kahapon tapos naglaro na ang mga salita at kung ano-anong thoughts sa isip ko kaya naisip kong magsulat nito.  With that, tapos na haha.

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May naisip na akong solusyong sa ga-tambak na basura. Paano malilinis ang planet Earth sa basura at sa mga nagkakalat nito? Pasabugin ang lahat ng mga bulkan. Linis ang Earth. Tunaw lahat, wala na tayong magiging problema sa basura lalo na 'yung mga non-biodegradable na nagpapanggap sa biodegradable like... Wala na ring magkakalat. Haha.

Back to zero. Thank you for taking time to read my shit. Buh-bye.

Yume, yume, yume...

Napanaginipan na naman kita.

Ngayon, mas malapit ka na. Hawak kita. Plain and simple, walang special effects. Medyo fantasy-adventure pa rin ang plot ng panaginip ko. Masaya. Hawak na naman kita. Parang ayoko na namang gumising. Kung pwede lang sana na sa paggising ko ganun pa rin kalapit sa'yo, ayos lang sigurong habangbuhay na akong di managinip.

Bakit pakiramdam ko nauubusan na ako ng oras? Sabi ng kaibigan ko tumatakbo ang oras pero di ibig sabihin nauubos. Tama bang translation yan sa 'time is running but not running out'? Parang ganyan 'yung sinabi nya eh. Ewan. Nauubos nga ba ang oras? Gusto ko nang sabihin pero... Ewan.

Haaayy, Ivan...

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Who knows where the nearest zoo is? I want to go there...

Ayos.

Plan Ahead and Prepare

First LNT principle.

With that I am already hoarding supplies for the Induction Climb starting with candies. Wahaha!

Don't have budget yet but I'll cook up something.

Mixed games with DLSZ and PUA players and coaches this Wednesday. Possibly my last Ultimate Frisbee game. I don't know. I've expressed in my last post how doing the same thing everytime makes you sick. Bahala na. I plan to buy a disc na lang and do throws once in a while. I mean, I already know the basics and I'm not really sure if I want to really get into the sports though I want to buy me cleats.

Two more days and Oma and Opa's home. Hehe.

Nothing much happened today, so me go bye-bye for now. Catch you all later.

Friday, October 23, 2009

Professed

Things can only stay as they are for a span of time. Everything is bound to change, eventually.

I just feel it. It could be nothing or I am again weary of how my life's been going. I'm sick with colds right now but I will heal, but my weariness, it rests for a while but it's always there. It's frustrating. It's like waiting for something that would never come. It's so hard to prove your worth, if you're even worth anything, when that 'time to shine' never comes. I want so much in life but I can't seem to get them. Maybe I just can't read the signs? Do I not recognize opportunity when it hits me? Ewan. It's been almost a year but I'm still here, not moving, not going anywhere. Just here.

Grabe. Had fever for a few days last week. Colds naman now. Sneezy face. Huhu.

What now? I don't get to see Crushie as often as I want but he gets cuter and cuter every time I get to. I wanted to let him know how I feel but I still can't get the courage to come up to him and say it to his face. I can't even write his name when I do write something about him like this part of the post. I don't see him that much but when I do he says things or does something that makes me feel good or better. Even a simple smile, his distance, his closeness, his mere presence, and even a forwarded group message. I bet it'll weird him out if he reads this. All I know, I love admiring him from a far especially when afar is just inches away. It's almost a year na pala when I first saw him, been held by his charm since then. It may be too much to say but he's reason enough to live, knowing he exists makes you think how wonderful life is. I like him so much, and it could even be love, but at the back of my head something tells me I can never have him, he will never be mine. Hirap. Just imagine, I get jealous of a lot of other people wala naman akong right. Nyeh. I wanted to show motives, clues that I like him but I am not that brave. I'll do better jumping off a cliff. Naku. I have so much more to say pero kung di nya maririnig, ano'ng halaga nun? Weh?! Haha may ganun talaga?! Basta more Ivan Love post next time. Oops, I said his name. Haha. Bleh!~

Ano ba yan? I'm still sneezing my brains off. Konti na lang lalabas na yung utak ko. Konti pa masisinghot ko na ang 3-D world. Haha.

Saw some of my so-missed friends this week. Nakakatuwa. Had the most shocking culture shock of my lifetime. First time ko nakakita ng ganon . Ano yon? Nyahaha. Sabi ni Ken, Art Philosophy 'yun. I don't understand other people's Art kaya siguro it shocked me, but, well, there's a first time for everything. Hehe. Might stop playing Ultimate na. I don't know. It grew old, I grew tired, I think people are being indifferent. So yun. Time for change. At saka I can't really go on doing the same thing every time. Minsan.. Madalas.. Ngayon, nakakasawa. Nakakatamad na. Oma [Grandma] and Opa [Grandpa] is coming home from Germany in a few days. Haven't seen them in years. Dunno what the plans are but I know it's going to be good. Malapit na ulit birthday ni Christian. Nagre-request ulit ng video message from Survivor. This time from Amanda naman. Well, I will definitely get it for him if I get to attend another SP EB. Sana lang. Can't wait to see Mika. I don't know. I feel this affinity. Siguro kasi she's 'close' to Kiko and Kiko is one of those people I look up to. Feeling ko may connection kami. Weh?! Haha. Yay, Induction climb in a few days na rin. Mga two weeks or less. Weeeh. Sana makasama ako. Kailangan makasama ako. SASAMA AKO!!! Zambales here I come! Hehe.

Plants Versus Zombies muna. I reformatted the PC a few days ago so it's back to zero for me.

Buh-bye!

PS: do you know any alternative cure for colds? We ran out of medicine and I'm kind of sneezing my brains off right now. My colds got worse than yesterday. Hala.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Done

Just finished reformatting but unlike the last time, I got to compile my files and burn 'em, in DVDs well, most.

All saved passwords are gone now, and I have to remember everything. Or at least recover them one by one. I decided not to burn the other files esp. the series. I'll just download them again, or, if possible, buy me a copies of them. I just saved those that are irretrievable-if-lost but the always-downloadable were not spared. Now, the 2 PCs should be back and working perfectly again. So sleepy but I had to finish the reformat. Not done with installing some files yet but I'm just writing a few lines and I will sleep na. Will resume computer work when I wake up later this morning.

I have so much to write. Will force myself hard to write again soon. Now, I sleep.

Not bad for my first post in two weeks. Mornight!

Monday, October 19, 2009

ay magsusulat nang muli... kapag sinipag... ako'y magba-blog. oye.

Nagpatong+Hulog+Lagundi




October 17, 2009
Maragondon, Cavite

Photos grabbed from Anna. Nawala lahat ng photos ko nung Saturday. Hay, katamad tuloy mag-type ng description. So, yun.. Went to Buntisan Art Experience after the climb. Saya.

More photos from Rej & Anna

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Publishing the 'relief after the Relief' post later. Bath then gym then might hangout at Espasyo later. I might. So much to do. Bahala na later.

saved the draft. will publish the post tomorrow when i finish. so sleepy, my eyes hurt but will still wait for Bleach: Memories of Nobody at SNBO. *yawn*

WWYD: What Would You Do Now?

Kung 'di ko pa napanood Kapuso Mo, Jessica Soho kagabi, 'di ko pa malalaman na katabi lang ng Marikina ang Sierra Madre.

Nagtaka kasi ako kung saan nanggaling lahat ng putik dun sa mga bahay na nalubog sa baha. Naalala ko rin ang mga kontrobersyang kumapaloob sa Sierra Madre nitong kailan lang. Naisip ko tuloy, siguro naman matututo na tayo. I mean, 'yung mga taong nagta-trabaho, legal man o ilegal, sa logging, mining, quarrying, sana maisip nila ang nangyari. Kumita man sila sandali sa pagputol ng puno, paghuhukay ng ginto't mineral, ang repercussions naman ay pang-matagalan. Isipin nila na yung ipinagpuputol nila ng puno, 'yung mga ipinaghuhukay nila, malamang di man lang naapektuhan o di kaya naman kakaunti lang naging epekto ng bagyo. Malamang nakatira ang mga yun sa mga matataas na lugar. Baka nga di pa man lang nakakakilala ng baha ang mga paa ng mga yun. Oo, dumadami ang mga tao, tumataas ang demand sa resources pero isipin naman natin ang epekto nun sa atin; Walang puno, walang sumisipsip ng tubig ulan. Walang puno, nagiging loose ang lupa. Walang taga-sipsip, aagos ang tubig ulan, at dahil loose ang lupa, sasama ito sa pag-agos ng tubig ulan. Isa pang problema, tambak ang basura. Di maayos ang pagkaka-dispose, kung saan-saan lang. Bumabara tuloy sa daraanan ng tubig. Polusyon, nagpapa-init sa mundo. Mas mainiit , mas malaki ang amount ng tubig na nage-evaporate, at mas malakas din ang precipitaion. Tapos ulitin mo lahat ng sinabi ko sa'yo, iikot lang ulit tayo. You do the Math. Lalo pa pala ngayon, ang mga plastic na pinaglagyan ng mga relief goods. Sana naman matuto tayo na kahit ang kaliit-liitang pinaggagagawa natin ay may epekto di lang sa atin kundi sa mundong ginagalawan natin. Di ako nagmamalinis, madami na rin akong krimen laban sa kalikasan na nagawa pero pwede namang magbago, di pa huli. May magagawa pa tayo. Gawin na natin hangga't magagawa pa natin. Wag na natin hintayin na bayuhin tayo ng mas malaki pang unos. At saka lahat tayo'y mag-INGAT!

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1911 ~ Nanood ng Special Edition ng 24 Oras. Steady lang si Pepeng. Papasok naman si Melor. Di malayo ang posibilidad ng Fujiwara effect. Maghanda at mag-ingat!

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Overdue pero isinulat ko na rin. So, ayun, nag-volunteer ako sa relief drive ng LCDC. Okay 'yung magbigay para makatulong pero iba 'yung feeling when you get to do the actual work. 'Yung magbalot, magpasa-pasa, 'yung magpunta mismo sa site para mamigay. Kakaiba.

Hay, sinulat ko na pero di ko na isasama kasi di pa rin tapos. Naisulat ko na yung Day 1 ng pagvo-volunteer ko sa relief drive at operation. Tinamas na ako. Sensya na. Disoriented na rin ako sa antok at sa pag-iisip [MUC]. Bakit nga ba nag-presenta na naman ako. Taeness.

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May contact na ulit kay Rastamann. Masaya. Di ko na iku-kwento ang buong istorya. Alam kong may mga kokontra. Haha.

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Blacklisted na naman sa akin si Sticky. Bakit? Akin na lang yun. Humahaba na rin ang Watchlist. Oplan: Bantay Crushie ako ngayon. Hahahaha.

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Sakit sa utak. Pag tuluyan nang tinamad, ipo-postpone ko na lang. Haaayy...

Steady lang si Pepeng. Papasok naman si Melor. Di malayo ang posibilidad ng Fujiwara effect. Maghanda at mag-ingat!

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Skeptical.

Yes and No

Two of the shortest words in the English language are “YES” and “NO” and yet they are often the ones that require the most thought before t...hey are said. Some thoughts are better left unsaid, some feeling are better left kept to yourself. But love has its way of expressing itself despite the silence.

~Got this from an application that a friend used in Facebook. So true.