Unheimlich :: Weird

It's been a week since we had our second training climb. I was going to write about it a few days ago but like the time when I tried to write about the first one... Tinamad ako. I already have a few things on those posts' drafts but... Well... Hahaha.

A lot had happened in a span of one month. Time flew faster than assumed it would. Nagsasawa na naman ako sa buhay ko. Blood circulates, the Earth rotates; The same despicable things are happening all over again. I'm getting so tired of it, again. I'd rather be locked up in Pandora's box where there is Hope than in a big red box [though the box isn't always red] in the presence of aural tumult. I cannot stay where I don't belong, and I do know where those places are. No particular place but in the company of particular people emitting negative energies. I don't want and I will never take credit for anything especially where my existence isn't acknowledged.

I don't exist. I never existed. I will never exist.

That's how some people have been making me feel. I've lost my place or maybe I didn't have any to start with. I know how it feels to be unwelcomed, if there's one feeling I am well familiar with, it's this one, and I don't want to feel that way again. If I have to get away from those people to protect myself, hell, I will. I have somewhere else to go, and I can't go back somewhere where you've lost your place or where you never had a place to go back to. And I have other friends, I have new friends. I have new people, other people who makes me feel more welcome than I ever felt with those I've known for a longer time. Who needs old friends when there's no belongingness. Hehe. Emo. =P

Kyuu! Kyuu! Haha. Ayos. Despite the cyclic emotional chaos I am currently experiencing, September has been a BLAST. Hahaha. New faces, new friends, new experiences, new crushes... A LOT OF FUN. Let's see... Maine's birthday, my first climb at Mt. Manabu, Palad Seminar esp. that day with panginoong Lourd de Veyra [Hehe, napapanot], BioPC General Assembly [Gig na 'di natuloy at Thriller], All the trouble I had to go through just to get a medical certificate, OSS Students' Week, Rappelling, Thesis Defense? Haha, First Aid Training [Ang saya mag-bandage], Veggie Con [Music, stickers, food], KTS 10? Haha, 2nd Minor Climb at Mt. Pico de Loro, Pre-climb and Post-climb meetings, HF Staff meetings, Hehehe.. Ayus-ayos 'di ba? Hanging out with the Genshi ningens, time with my DMS batchmates, tambay mode with my HF people. Moments, mga bagong prospects, Haha. Ang saya. It makes me feel thankful for over-staying. If I graduated on time, if I never had problems with my academics, I wouldn't be experiencing these things that I am experiencing right now and I wouldn't be writing this post. Haha. I've posted something like this before but I don't really mind having to post the same thing all over again just to let people know I'm happy with what's happening. I believe in the reason of things, I believe everything happen for a reason. Things must've happened for these reasons. I believe that everything have been wrought for us even before we're conceived and born in this world. Fate. Destiny. This must be mine. Things happened so I can be here to write this right now, and you there to read this. Haha. Ayos, neh?

My, oh, my, kaumay... Haha. September brought about so many changes. Why did I so suddenly start thinking of this person [na itatago natin sa pangalang KAWAII BOY]. Weird. I used to think that something was weirdly wrong about him then when I got to spend a few moments with him, I began to see him in a different light. I was able to overlook his queerness, and notice his cuteness and the gentleness that, I think, people around him look past to. I maybe acting out on impulse again but... Well, I find it weird how I abruptly felt this way, and how I so suddenly want to see him and talk to him again. Nakakalungkot, I can't find him anywhere. Miss ko na ang batang 'yon. Huwaaah!! Bakit kasi... Nyaaah! Ewan! Ewan! Woooh! Basta... Kainis... Miss na kita... 'Asan ka na baaaah?! =(

Semestral break na in a few weeks but I bet I won't be bored. We're having a climbing trip, outdoor outing, me and my batchmates, and I'm bringing some friends too. Oh yeah, also, I'm attending the HF midyear workshop. So, yeah, 'di ako masa-stuck up. Hahaha. I'll be out with friends this sem break. Save up, save up. Haha with only a few school days left, I have to do my best to save up for the upcoming trips. I'm so looking forward to spending the holidays with  friends and sana kasama din si Kawaii Boy. Awww...

I should be writing my article for Wit Bread. Yeah, I was asked to do it, and I said yes and right now, I can't think of anything to write. I already have something started, an old material that I started some two or three years ago, and some friends adviced me to finish it and pass this one. Well, I hope I can come up with something tonight so i can pass it on time. Good luck sa 'kin. Apir.

Switch mode. *imagine-in mo na lang may sound effects*

Kahapon ng hapon, habang binabagtas ko ang kahabaan ng covered walk sa gitna ng LDH at FCH buildings...

Napatigil ako.

May tumawid na isang uri ng butiking mukhang salamander. Gapang. Gapang. Nang nakatawid na s'ya, nagpatuloy ako sa paglalakad patungo sa opisina ng Heraldo Filipino. Ano'ng meron tungkol sa butiking 'yon?

Wala lang. Naikwento ko lang. Nakakatuwa kasi. Hahaha.

Kain mode. Gutom na 'ko eh. Haha!

Mikon

Break it down, y'all! Hahaha

Credits: Hao for Mikon, Dan for the poses, Moi for the photo

AYOS!

Batch 11 @ Mt. Pico de Loro

DLSU - DMS Second Minor Climb for Batch 11 Applicants
September 22 - 23, 2007
Mt. Pico de Loro, Ternate, Cavite

Ang saya mag-guide ng tree-planters. Hehe. Ang saya umakyat ng peak at magpaulan pero 'di nakakatuwang literal na magpagulong-gulong at gumapang pababa galing sa peak. Hahahaha. Ayos naman actually. Binahang tent, putikang katawan.. Petiks lang. Hahaha. Hanep. I survived hahaha at baka di maniwala ang mga taong nakakakilala sa 'kin at nakakaalam na ang pinakaayaw kong elemento sa mundo ay putik. Walang masyadong picturan dahil umulan. Nakakapagod mag-night trek lalo na kung ilang oras ka nang naglalakad. Lakad lang ata ginawa ko maghapon nun. Ayus-ayos ako. Nakakatuwa din naman ang paistar na lawin [o agila ba 'yun?]. Haaay.. Naka-bonding ko halos lahat lalo na si... Aiyeeeh! Secret. Hehe Enjoy din sa water falls pagkatapos ang mahabang gabing balot ng... PUTIK! Nyahaha! Sige, check out na lang the photos. Tinatamad akong mag-caption.

Photos by: Moi, Anna & Issah

P.S. Miss ko na si "kawaii boy". Awww .^___^.

Hoshi

You are The Star

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised

The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

A Steep Climb, A Steeper Descent

*Drum rolls*

Another great escape. We passed the thesis defense, and I wasn't even of that much help. During the defense, I was just standing there pretending that I don't exist. Hardly even uttered a word. Hehe. So yeah, I don't deserve any credit for it but I'm really glad we made it. There was a good reason to celebrate last Saturday. Well, there WAS. The qualifying run tired me out, and almost scared me thinking I cannot join the 2nd training climb but it's all good now. Party na naman sa bundok! Haha. Kasama ako sa Pico and I thought this was going to be as fun as our Manabu climb but things turned unexpectedly. The weather was a little rainy but fine when we left our assembly point. I had a nice nap during the trip to the jump-off point despite the teasing I got from JP while I was trying to sleep. When we got there, we rested for a while and waited for the tree-planting volunteers that we're going to guide. The weather became sunny and it looked like a good day to climb. Even if most of the participants we're "pasaways", the activity went off good. Then we started off to go to camp. The trail was muddy, it rained and the mountain is made of earth, what else should I expect. So it is, now I knew the climb was going to be hard. Reaching the campsite was easier comparing to what we had to do in Manabu. But that was just the campsite. It was still sunny when we started setting up at camp and pitched the tents. We had our quick lunch since we're already so off the schedule then we left camp and started of for the peak. Equiped with our assault pack, we trekked, and it rained as we went further.

Rappelling Exhibition.3gp

What you've missed by not trying out the rappelling activity that we've organized...

OSS Students' Week

Aside from the thesis, I've also been busy with a lot more other things...

De La Salle University - Dasmarinas
Office of Student Services Students' Week
September 19 - 21, 2007

Basic Rappelling ~Pinaka-enjoy sa lahat pero katakot pag first timer ka~
September 19 - 21
JFH-PCH Footbridge
9 am - 12 pm

First Aid Training ~The first part was boring but I loved the bandaging~
September 20
POLCA
1 - 5pm

Vegetarian Conference ~I got a lot of PETA stickers, haha~
Spetember 21
2 - 5pm
CET AVR 2

Tonight.. KTS 10.. Eh anu naman?! Hahaha

Bukas, 2nd Minor Training Climb. Ayos! Galit-galit muna, mamumundok ako. Hehe Tignan nyo na lang pictures pagbalik ko. Hahaha

Flora

Isang nakakabagot na araw, paalis na 'ko ng bahay papuntang eskwela bigla kong nakita... at ako'y napahanga...

FENK. Ang flower ng kapitbahay. Hehehe. Ganda 'di ba? Mas maganda kung mas maganda ang aking camera...

Ang saya!

Happy Philosophy

What a wonderful phrase...

Ain't no passing craze...

It means no worries for the rest of your days

It's our problem-free philosophy

Hakuna Matata! 

Parteeeh!

*Drum rolls*

Another great escape. We passed the thesis defense, and I wasn't even of that much help. During the defense, I was just standing there pretending that I don't exist. Hardly even uttered a word. Hehe. So yeah, I don't deserve any credit for it but I'm really glad we made it.  Now there's more reason to celebrate this Saturday. Haha. Kasama ako sa Pico. The qualifying run tired me out, and almost scared me thinking I cannot join the 2nd training climb but it's all good now. Party na naman sa bundok! Haha. From what I saw in pictures, there's this big rock at the peak and also heard there's a waterfalls. Aiyeeh! Exsaito! The last time I've seen a real waterfalls was when I was 4 or 5 years old at Pagsanjan and I didn't even get to bathe in it. Now's my chance. Haha!  I was reminded to practice, jog, exercise  because Level 2 is a lot harder than we've already done. Hopefully, I  can come back alive to tell my tale. Haha. Joke. Kaya yan. Haha. I hope I can get my jog-mate to help me and run with me again. Need your help. Badly. Mayday. Mayday. SOS. Hahaha.

Sie sind erschreckend

Haben Sie wirklich alles lesen müssen und wirft meine Wörter an mich zurück?

Es hat mich geschlagen, und irgendwie, sogar ein kleines, wurde ein und ein verletzt, das wenig erschrocken wird.

Sie machen mich fühle, wie Sie mein Gemüt lesen könnten, und sehe rechts durch meinen Kern, meine sehr Seele.

Sie schauen in meine Augen und an, die ich sehen kann, dass Sie versuchten, mir etwas zu erzählen.

Dies muss die Dunkelheit sein, die ich in Ihnen vor gesehen habe.

Die Dunkelheit, die hat gemacht mich Sie befürchtet, und die gleiche Dunkelheit, die mich zu Ihnen angezogen hat.

Angst packt mich aber ich will und lernen zu verstehen.

Ich hoffe nur, dass Schicksal mir eine Chance gibt...

 this is you this is me

Push

I was on the verge of giving up.

I tried not to, but can't help ask myself repeatedly "why go through all these trouble?".

The question kept ringing in my head and have asked the others too, if they can remind me what was I doing it for, again?

I must have forgotten or maybe I didn't really know in the first place.

I'd like to think I was doing it for myself but, really now.. Am I?

I know the real reasons but I'm starting to doubt if I'm really willing to go this far.

I pushed myself to my limits, I do not know if I can push myself a little further.

It's all in the mind but mind's telling me, I can always give up.

I have the choice, but something's telling me I'm doing the right thing.

What the heck?!

You see, I ran 15 rounds in our school oval and my legs are freaking tired. Despite the moral support I got [sana transferable ang moral support sa energy at power gaya sa anime at RPGs] from everybody [the boys, the members, and Ate Choy and Rikichan] during my run, I exceeded the time limit. I have to do it again tomorrow. And I don't mind as long as I can join the climb. But during those exhausting 80 minutes [and we were only given an hour to finish those 15 rounds], I was already cursing, I was cheering myself up, kept saying I can do this, I'm almost there, and tried hard to fight the urge to stop and give it up. Demons are whispering in my ears, "Why are you actually doing this for? Remind me because I'm starting to doubt if it's worth to tire yourself for such cause". The heck, that demon was right. I was giving up but I can't get myself to stop. I have to do this, I have gotten far enough just to stop now. Instinct. I knew I have to survive this without really knowing the exact reason for it. I want to do this because I want to climb again, and again 'til I can get inducted as a member, I have to do this because through this I can get closer to Oniichan, I will do this because for the first time, I had to work hard, really hard, to achieve something that I really wanted badly. But during those freakingly long 80 minutes, I was thinking of magic, and why no matter how much you believe  in supernatural things, no magic potion can make you gain back your energy, no magic can make you run faster, and no magic can undo your tiredness at all. That kind of magic doesn't really exist in the real world. Okay lang, madami namang energy drink. Hehe. I failed and I will have to try again tomorrow or else it'll be "Zutto sayounara, mountaineering" for me. Wish me luck people..

The deciding point comes on Wednesday. Time for thesis final defense. I don't know if this'll work but we ave to polish everything tomorrow, I have to do a diagnostic run again later in the afternoon and defend the freaking thesis the next day. After that, or simultaneously, there'll be other activities to attend and participate in. Ooh, and I still haven't paid the freaking thesis fee and the other expenses that go with it. [Ayokong isipin na *fill-in-the-blank* Hehe. Secret. Madami lang akong naiisip aside from those that I already mentioned] Goodluck ulit.

I have this entry about my first climb but I can't finish it just yet. Kulang sa motivation? Hehe.  Not really, I'm just busy and currently having information overload. Nakakagulo ng matagal ko nang magulong utak. Siyeeet! Hehe. Intay lang at mashe-share ko rin ang adventures at misadventures ko sa unang pagsabak ko sa pag-akyat ng bundok. Hehe

Ayos. Sa tingin ko hanggang dito na lang, pagod na 'ko eh at kelangan ko pang maligo. Focha-fotek, busy ako bukas at sa mga susunod na araw. Hehe pero steady lang sa chill at tambay mode. Hahaha.

Hanggang sa muli...

Vegetarian Conference

September 21, 2007
CEAT AVR 2
2:00 - 4:00 PM

Makulay ang buhay... makulay ang veggies..

To the TOP

It's a long way to the top [if you want to rock and roll].

It's already been a week since my first climb, and it's about time I write something about it. Well, it was a long way to the TOP. The members would describe the climb as PETIKS [DMS jargon meaning easy] but for someone who's never done it before and doing it for the first time, it's SUICIDE. Hehehe. I didn't have that much sleep the night before but I had just enough. Issah and I met with the other applicants at 7-11 Imus at 3 in the morning though some came late. We went to the assembly point together and arrived on time, I think. There were 3 others who came very late and have to come after us. The trip to Lipa took us an hour or two, not really sure since I was sleeping. We had our warm-up exercises before our trek and then the suicide begins. Ooohh.. I could see our destination from where I was standing at the jump-off point. Cool, I thought, I can do this. I am so prepared for this. Walk. Walk. Walk.

Shechan and Vibrant Beat

Vibrant Beat @ Groove and Waves
Biology Program Council General Assembly
September 12, 2007
DLSU-D Lake Park

! Sayang, tutugtog sana kami sa event na ito kung hindi lang... Nevermind.

6th Palad Creative Writing Seminar-Workshop

September 14 and 15, 2007
CET AVR 2

Guest Speakers: Jun Cruz Reyes, Gelacio Guillermo and Lourd de Veyra.

Videos:
1) http://sharkle.com/video/138893/
2) http://sharkle.com/video/138894/
3) http://sharkle.com/video/138895/

Cool! Ang galing lahat ng speaker pero syempre favorite ko si Lourd de Veyra. Nabitin ako sa session with Jun Cruz Reyes at di ko natapos ung kay Gelacio Guillermo. Hehehe. Ang kulit na tao. Kwela. Awoooh! Starstruck kaming lahat. Todo sa chika at photo ops. Hehehe. Close na sila ni Kuya Ros. Next to Romi Garduce, sya pa lang ang speaker sa lahat ng mga seminar na na-attend-an ko na naka-convince sa 'kin or atleast sila lang yung naaalala ko. Hehe. Hayaan mo panginoong Lourd, susundin ko ang mga payo mo at gagamitin ko ang mga natutunan ko sa'yo. Ayos!

More of Mt. Manabu [Updated]

New photos from Ruben [R]. Yay! Dami.. Kaumay mag-caption ng daan-daang pictures kaya tignan nyo na lang. Enjoy!

Photos from Anna [A], Issah [I], and Ma'am Jillian [J]

Nakakainggit, ang gaganda ng mga camera nila. Hehe. Ayos.

Hindi lang sa HF may Sexy Time at hindi lang sa Genshiken may Karisma Moments, hehe.

Bilangin kung ilang beses makikita ang mga mukha ni MJ at Lester L. Hehe


DLSU - DMS First Minor Climb for Batch 11 Applicants
September 8 - 9, 2007
Mt. Manabu, Sto.Tomas, Batangas

Up The Summit And Back

Ayos.

This is something new.

Something, I know, they didn't think I could do.

But I did it.

I pushed my limits, and I survived.

Nobody knows what I can do, better than myself.

Rebellious.

Try to stop me, all the more I try to break free.

Hahaha.

Bukas na tayo magkwentuhan.

Inaantok na 'ko.

May pasok pa ko ng umaga bukas.

Good night.

LEiGS @ Mt. Manabu

DLSU - DMS First Minor Climb for Batch 11 Applicants
September 8 - 9, 2007
Mt. Manabu, Sto.Tomas, Batangas

Ayos! Patayan sa pag-akyat. Haha. Penitensya. Well, ayos naman pagdating sa taas. Ilang beses naman ako nadulas habang bumababa pero enjoy. Ang saya pag nasa taas ka na. Ganda ng tent namin, party. Woooh! Hehe. Ilang beses kaming bumalik ng peak; Tanghali, pinangalanan ang mga katabing bundok, takipsilim, night, city lights, sunrise, oye...

Ganda ng view. Walang katapusang picturan. Pudtripz. Kwentuhan. Outdoor Gourmet. Socials. Stargazing. Tagayan ng hot choco. Butterfly gazing. Buko juice. Bonding.

Bagong salita sa aking bokabularyo: Burautan. hehe

More photos to come, mang-buBURAOT pa ko. hehehe

Wala Ako

Don't look for me.

Wala ako bukas.

Hahaha!!!

I'll be back on Sunday...

See you then...

Palad Seminar

Start:	Sep 14, '07
End:	Sep 15, '07
Location:	CEAT AVR

6th Palad Creative Writing Seminar-Workshop

1st Minor Climb

Start:	Sep 8, '07 04:00a
End:	Sep 9, '07
Location:	Mt. Manabo, Batangas

DLSU-DMS Applicants' 1st Minor Climb

Awoooh! Kasama ako jan! Hehehe

Ewige Sorge & KTS

Mga alaala ng mga taon at KTS na nagdaan...



[[--Kantahan. Tugtugan. Sayawan--]]

KTS 7 Nonstop, we were just spectator then...

KTS 8 On Fire, our first KTS...

KTS 9 Intensity, our best performance so far...

Pantomime 5-Sept-07

Check it out!

Si Iskato ung tumatalbog-talbog jan habang nagsasayaw.. Hehehe

Birthday ni Maine, Sept. 1st

Birthday ng Dyosa. Otanjoubi Omedetou, Megami! Hehehe.

Sarap ng food... We had a lot of fun... Awoooh! Ureshii! Ureshii!

Next year ulit!

Photos Courtesy of Scott Valencia

End of Eternity

I have lost all sense of direction,
I am lost within my restless self,
I'm in doubt of my own existence,
I know not where I am going;
I know not how far I have gone,
My head and heart in collision.
I've drowned in eternal sorrow,
Blinded by eternal darkness,
Imprisoned in eternity..
Empty.. lonely.. hollowed.. and alone..
Accompanied only by myself..
My shadow.. my soul..
-- Eternal Sorrow [Ewige Sorge], LEiGS

 † Ewige Sorge ( 2004 - 2007 ) †

A little test worth taking...

http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html
Try it, take some time to check it out...

Running

I've been running, and running, and running... Hahaha. We had our diagnostic run this afternoon, and man! I ran 2.5 kilometers, equal to 6 rounds. Whoa. Hahaha. Well I didn't do it alone. I was with fellow applicants and one of them is my new friend Isa. She's a few years younger. Like what's new? I've been hanging out with younger people a lot more than I hang out with people my age or older. Anyway, we didn't go that fast, we completed the lap with the time of 33 minutes and we were the last ones to finish. My legs were ready for the run but my upper body wasn't. Haha. It's aching, but not really that bad. Just a little 'ngalay'. My eyes are heavy though. Well, I'm not that weak. I'm still up and running [my energy supply is inexhaustible unless I'm puyat] but once I lie down, I'd be down for the next 10 hours. What a wonderfully tiring day. Well, it's actually better than I thought.  The physical exhaustion somehow relieved me of the the stress of the past weekend. My friend's gonna jog tomorrow, but I'm not sure if I wanna join him there again. After the run, I helped my self with a hot bowl of noodles and ice-cold bottle of Virgin Blue. Woooh!

Before the run, it was a boring but busy day. I had to run errands like print this, MRO that. Well, but after that I didn't have anything to do anymore. So I took a little nap. After that I went to hangout with the Genshis. Drank my favorite Buko-desu. Hehe. When I went back to the office, we fetched the reproduced materials and had the others cut it. Helped Jumel a little with DeviantArt and Patric with his photo essay. Then I ran to the wash room to change into my running clothes. Then... I was ready.

By the way, the frogs were still there. Just hanging around. Hehe

Finally saw Oniichan. He looks fine as usual, except for a cemented right arm and bandaged and still swelling left hand. Wala lang. Just glad to see him after the accident. .^___^.

I was distracted for a while but the I'm still not rid of the things that's been stressing me since last week. I know I said wanted everything but right now, I can never be more ready to give it all up without regrets. Why make it hard for myself right? I've been thinking how things would be without it. I mean, I wanted so much to play at KTS but something's telling me this isn't going to work. Why bother? I dunno. It's unfair because some people are counting on this but I can't keep doing this alone. It's not so much of a big deal if we can play or not. I can't play in a band alone, can I? And I can't seem to trust others on this, not even myself. Can we even polish everything in just one day. One day to practice, and perform to be screened thenext day. What could possibly happen? I've already had to much of the world for today, I'll decide on it when I wake up tomorrow, when I've cleared my mind.

Will I be able to join the climb on Saturday? I still lack one of the important requirement, Medical Certificate, but even without it, I know, and I can prove I'm eligible [healthy enough for such strenous activity] to be part of it, though I'm not quite sure about my finances, hehe. Because if not, well, it's the dead end. I'll be quitting on my dream of being on top of the world [climb a mountain] for even once in my life. It's the end. Haha. Emo. Bleh!

Badtrip. I've been trying to install I new game for a few days now but to no avail. But I succeeded on doing it once today and I was even able to play it but my stupidity caused something stupid. I had to install the game again, but, ALAS!, it just won't install anymore. You can't really trust hacks and pirated games. But.. WHY ON EARTH DOES THE ORIGINAL GAME HAVE TO COST SO MUCH!  Too much, actually and I can't afford it. Oh well, until I can afford it, I will have to settle fo this kind. Haha. Oh, I have to look for a new copy of that game again. Or maybe someone has it, it's called Disciple 2: Dark Prophecy with expansions: Guardians of the Light, Servants of the Dark and  Rise of the Elves. Well, there already is a third installment of the game, Disciple 3: Renaissance, but I don't want to play that one yet until I've finished D2. Woooh!

Oh, yeah. we went to Maine's party last Saturday. And I had a lot of fun. Of course because (1) I was invited, and (2) my friends were there. Woooh. And the food was good too (3) esp. the cake hehe. Name game. Laugh trip. Ghost story trip. Enjoy! 21 na rin si Oba-chan. Hehe. Belated happy birthday, Maine!

Opportunity comes when you least expect it. We just have to recognize it once we've come face-to-face. Haha. Swerte nga naman. I'll only need a little creativity, and this should work out. *hik-hik-hik*

Dami ko pang dapat gawin, sige, OYASUMINASAI!!!

 Only one life to live in
 We're trying our best to make it through
 There's no mistakes just lessons
 It's all about what they mean to you
 [[--movin.on.bsb--]]

Running

I've been running, and running, and running... Hahaha. We had our diagnostic run this afternoon, and man! I ran 2.5 kilometers, equal to 6 rounds. Whoa. Hahaha. My legs were ready for the run but my upper body wasn't. Haha. It's aching, but not really that bad. Just a little 'ngalay'.

No Salvation

Somebody save me. I don't care how you do it, just save me...

I used to want everything so much, but right now all I can think of is how I can't go on doing this anymore. Bakit ko nga ba pinahihirapan ang buhay ko? Did I really want this or baka naman nagpapapansin lang ako? One minute I'm all enthusiastic and too happy to contain my happiness, I can't stop myself from laughing hard, talking with a loud voice and giving out a big, wide smile, the next minute, sawa na naman ako sa buhay. Nakakapagod mag-isip. Bakit ko pino-problema ang mga bagay na 'di naman ako po-problemahin? I could just quit, and I'll be rid of the problems that's making things hard for me.

Maine no Otanjoubi 1-September-07

Otanjoubi Omedetou!

Birthday ngayon ni Oba-chan, este Maine-chan pala. 21 na rin sya. Present ang mga bataan. Woooh!

Sarap ng food, lalo na ung cake. Name game. Laugh trip. Ghost story trip. Enjoy!

Next year ulit, YEHEY!