Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
This is my December...
Ugh--ain.
I started 'owning' December last year when I met K. Meeting someone you really admire is one of the best things that could happen on a December when you usually wallow in your usual holiday blues, at least, I do. He chased my blues away. The fan girl that I am, it meant a lot, so much, almost everything. This year, I am claiming December as my own again. Why?
I got the coolest art stuffs from the Christmas Party last night, and they loved the dessert I made. They even called it Choco Levy. Haha. We had a raffle last night. Some of the artist gave some of their artworks away. They sold tickets to raise funds for registering Espasyo at SEC. I only bought 2 tickets, and it must be the buena mano luck since I was the first one who bought tickets, that I got the major prize. It was an acrylic tribal painting on canvass by Kuya Jon. I will have it framed once I get to renovate, fix my room. It's pretty cluttered in there and needs to be rearrange to maximized the space. Also, I got a cool pipe made from resin by D [Ate Heidi's cousin, dunno his real name, I just know they call him D] for the exchange gift. And to think I only pulled out one of the old drawings from my collections. Stan tried to teach me how to use it but since the closest I got to smoking is the sheesha, I told him I won't be using the pipe. I am just going to put it on display. The artwork is way too cool to just defile by putting it to use. Haha. Had a hard time main a new one. My hands are not as skillful as they used to be. Anyway, Joycen was also there. We haven't seen her in months.
I guess you can also say you own December when you end the year learning a lot of life lessons. One of which is 'aim high, expect low'. As it turns out, it helps a lot to not keep your hopes up on everything. This way you don't end up disappointed, or frustrated. You fall, you hit the ground, you get tiny cracks but you don't get yourself crushed and eventually get destroyed. It took me years to learn that and I know how hard, painstaking, how long it takes to put yourself together when you're so badly crushed.
'Instead of focusing on what you didn't get, just be thankful of what you already have', which is not much. And that is why I'm stuck at home while everybody else are out and about doing their Christmas thing. Haha. Oh, well. It isn't really something I can do something about. I mean, I can do something but why bother, right? If it's going to happen, it would already have. Oh, well..
I had a very fun night last night. Shiawase-niichan was also there. He's a lot different now, and we're more social now. Hug and beso, panalo. Siguro, if I still had feelings for him, I would have already died of kilig. We're not as close as we used to be now but I am really happy seeing, knowing he's happy now. Merry Christmas, Shiawase ko!
I think it's about time to put Crushie on my memory vault, just like the one I made of Kawaii Boy. I think I already got the confirmation I need. I always knew I never had a chance, I just needed to see concrete evidence. Didn't say I am already giving up. I just need some time off of thinking of him. Funny, my friends were teasing me about being hurt because of something, someone last night but, honestly, I felt nothing. I am so done expecting from people a long time ago, I didn't expect anything from him. I am so used to rejection and unrequited feelings, I don't really expect anything from anyone, anymore. Also, I already have enough bitterness from the past to last me the rest of my life, I don't think I want any more. I told friends that maybe, subconsciously, I've already accepted the fact. I wasn't hurt or anything, or maybe, it just hasn't sunk in. Haha. Whatever it is... WHATEVER! Haha.
Saya pa naman nung Christmas party ng DMS, 'kala pa naman namin... Wahaha.
Merry Christmas, mga kapatid!
I started 'owning' December last year when I met K. Meeting someone you really admire is one of the best things that could happen on a December when you usually wallow in your usual holiday blues, at least, I do. He chased my blues away. The fan girl that I am, it meant a lot, so much, almost everything. This year, I am claiming December as my own again. Why?
I got the coolest art stuffs from the Christmas Party last night, and they loved the dessert I made. They even called it Choco Levy. Haha. We had a raffle last night. Some of the artist gave some of their artworks away. They sold tickets to raise funds for registering Espasyo at SEC. I only bought 2 tickets, and it must be the buena mano luck since I was the first one who bought tickets, that I got the major prize. It was an acrylic tribal painting on canvass by Kuya Jon. I will have it framed once I get to renovate, fix my room. It's pretty cluttered in there and needs to be rearrange to maximized the space. Also, I got a cool pipe made from resin by D [Ate Heidi's cousin, dunno his real name, I just know they call him D] for the exchange gift. And to think I only pulled out one of the old drawings from my collections. Stan tried to teach me how to use it but since the closest I got to smoking is the sheesha, I told him I won't be using the pipe. I am just going to put it on display. The artwork is way too cool to just defile by putting it to use. Haha. Had a hard time main a new one. My hands are not as skillful as they used to be. Anyway, Joycen was also there. We haven't seen her in months.
I guess you can also say you own December when you end the year learning a lot of life lessons. One of which is 'aim high, expect low'. As it turns out, it helps a lot to not keep your hopes up on everything. This way you don't end up disappointed, or frustrated. You fall, you hit the ground, you get tiny cracks but you don't get yourself crushed and eventually get destroyed. It took me years to learn that and I know how hard, painstaking, how long it takes to put yourself together when you're so badly crushed.
'Instead of focusing on what you didn't get, just be thankful of what you already have', which is not much. And that is why I'm stuck at home while everybody else are out and about doing their Christmas thing. Haha. Oh, well. It isn't really something I can do something about. I mean, I can do something but why bother, right? If it's going to happen, it would already have. Oh, well..
I had a very fun night last night. Shiawase-niichan was also there. He's a lot different now, and we're more social now. Hug and beso, panalo. Siguro, if I still had feelings for him, I would have already died of kilig. We're not as close as we used to be now but I am really happy seeing, knowing he's happy now. Merry Christmas, Shiawase ko!
I think it's about time to put Crushie on my memory vault, just like the one I made of Kawaii Boy. I think I already got the confirmation I need. I always knew I never had a chance, I just needed to see concrete evidence. Didn't say I am already giving up. I just need some time off of thinking of him. Funny, my friends were teasing me about being hurt because of something, someone last night but, honestly, I felt nothing. I am so done expecting from people a long time ago, I didn't expect anything from him. I am so used to rejection and unrequited feelings, I don't really expect anything from anyone, anymore. Also, I already have enough bitterness from the past to last me the rest of my life, I don't think I want any more. I told friends that maybe, subconsciously, I've already accepted the fact. I wasn't hurt or anything, or maybe, it just hasn't sunk in. Haha. Whatever it is... WHATEVER! Haha.
Saya pa naman nung Christmas party ng DMS, 'kala pa naman namin... Wahaha.
Merry Christmas, mga kapatid!
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Friday, December 18, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
fshoroscope9dec09
Wala akong maisip. Ito na lang...
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The Bottom Line
You are dreaming of a faraway place. Stop dreaming and figure out how to get there.
In Detail
You like lending a helping hand, but it's time to concentrate on yourself for a change. Don't feel guilty about possessing skills or assets that others only dream of having. As things change, your organized state lets you advance quickly and seamlessly. As long as you can keep your conscience from needlessly clouding over, the weather ahead looks just fine.
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Di ako may sabi nyan ah. Hahahaha. Aylahvet.
*yawn* Sunday, December 6, 2009
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas is you.
Haha. Okay, so Dan used that song first but I like it. It's cute and catchy, and just the right theme song for me right now. Forgive me, I'm just happy and too darn giddy about today. Nothing big but something special, at least for me.
Before anything else, what happened today could not have been possible without the help of my cousin. She has always been so generous. I'm broke since Thursday and she lent me money so I can go to Dasma for Crushie's birthday. Weeeh!
So, yeah, a friend [Thank you, Mart!] send me an SMS to go to Dasma today at 5pm for Crushie's birthday. Told him, yeah, I know it's his birthday and I greeted him earlier [almost 1 in the morning, but supposed to be at exactly 12am, but I was watching something and I lost track of time]. I was busy with my usual afternoon ritual, which is sleeping. I don't really do much these days, and I'm so bored that I just sleep the boredom away. Anyway, I already thought of my cousin. I've been broke since Thursday and since she has work. She's the only one who can help me, I knew it and she did. Nothing else I can say about that but.. I love you, Cuzzin! She is a great deal of emotional sustenance. Fastforward. We left the house together, her, myself, and another cousin. They went to look for boots and I went my way. When I got to Espasyo, Crushie was out buying something. I went to the bathroom, and when I got out, he was there. Shook his hand, ang gave him a crocodile plushie, I got from the package from Germany. Embarrassing: my hand was wet. I don't think he minded. They finished preparing the food. We sang Happy Birthday. He blew his candle, which is, by the way, a long one. Haha. Then, kainan na. Fastforward ulit. I had fun with the Espasyo people, as usual, and also, the food was very good, as usual. Though I only ate the Lasagna and that Tofu dish that tastes like smoked barbeque 'cause I already ate dinner before I went there. Sayang, I didn't get to eat the cake. Haha, Mocca pa naman. I went home by 10pm because I'm feeling sleepy na. Ironic 'cause I'm still up writing this.
Ayun, I shook his hand, AGAIN, before I left and sent an SMS. Told him, I hope I didn't crash his party. He said it isn't so because he didn't really get to invite people, and he's glad marami kami. Also told him, the food is good and I apologize for not wrapping the gift because I want to Reduce, reuse recycle, but actually, I also want him to not forget the plushie. Hay, ang saya ko. It's official, we're more comfortable talking to each other through SMS. Haha but I could be a lot happier if we can actually talk. Haaayy...
Simpleng-simple lang nangyari ngayong araw pero sobrang saya ko. I get to see him on his birthday. I did get to celebrate with him. I got to steal glances. Haaayy. I think he knows na but I'm glad he tolerates me. He doesn't shun me or avoid me, though I would be happier if I really could talk to him like friends do. Kahit di romantically. Even if romance doesn't grow between us, I'd be glad to know we're good friends.
And because of that... INSPIRED NA NAMAN AKO. Hopefully, ma-execute ko 'yung plano ko for our group show. He will be my Artwork. I can't ask him directly but if I do this right, I know mapapasaya ko s'ya. If he will like my work, ibibigay ko pa sa kanya. Oh, Heavens, help me.
And for that, again, I will attend Misa de Gallo. I could use some more divine intervention.
Conclusion: I missed a lot the past week but tonight... Bawi na silang lahat. NYT!
Haha. Okay, so Dan used that song first but I like it. It's cute and catchy, and just the right theme song for me right now. Forgive me, I'm just happy and too darn giddy about today. Nothing big but something special, at least for me.
Before anything else, what happened today could not have been possible without the help of my cousin. She has always been so generous. I'm broke since Thursday and she lent me money so I can go to Dasma for Crushie's birthday. Weeeh!
So, yeah, a friend [Thank you, Mart!] send me an SMS to go to Dasma today at 5pm for Crushie's birthday. Told him, yeah, I know it's his birthday and I greeted him earlier [almost 1 in the morning, but supposed to be at exactly 12am, but I was watching something and I lost track of time]. I was busy with my usual afternoon ritual, which is sleeping. I don't really do much these days, and I'm so bored that I just sleep the boredom away. Anyway, I already thought of my cousin. I've been broke since Thursday and since she has work. She's the only one who can help me, I knew it and she did. Nothing else I can say about that but.. I love you, Cuzzin! She is a great deal of emotional sustenance. Fastforward. We left the house together, her, myself, and another cousin. They went to look for boots and I went my way. When I got to Espasyo, Crushie was out buying something. I went to the bathroom, and when I got out, he was there. Shook his hand, ang gave him a crocodile plushie, I got from the package from Germany. Embarrassing: my hand was wet. I don't think he minded. They finished preparing the food. We sang Happy Birthday. He blew his candle, which is, by the way, a long one. Haha. Then, kainan na. Fastforward ulit. I had fun with the Espasyo people, as usual, and also, the food was very good, as usual. Though I only ate the Lasagna and that Tofu dish that tastes like smoked barbeque 'cause I already ate dinner before I went there. Sayang, I didn't get to eat the cake. Haha, Mocca pa naman. I went home by 10pm because I'm feeling sleepy na. Ironic 'cause I'm still up writing this.
Ayun, I shook his hand, AGAIN, before I left and sent an SMS. Told him, I hope I didn't crash his party. He said it isn't so because he didn't really get to invite people, and he's glad marami kami. Also told him, the food is good and I apologize for not wrapping the gift because I want to Reduce, reuse recycle, but actually, I also want him to not forget the plushie. Hay, ang saya ko. It's official, we're more comfortable talking to each other through SMS. Haha but I could be a lot happier if we can actually talk. Haaayy...
Simpleng-simple lang nangyari ngayong araw pero sobrang saya ko. I get to see him on his birthday. I did get to celebrate with him. I got to steal glances. Haaayy. I think he knows na but I'm glad he tolerates me. He doesn't shun me or avoid me, though I would be happier if I really could talk to him like friends do. Kahit di romantically. Even if romance doesn't grow between us, I'd be glad to know we're good friends.
And because of that... INSPIRED NA NAMAN AKO. Hopefully, ma-execute ko 'yung plano ko for our group show. He will be my Artwork. I can't ask him directly but if I do this right, I know mapapasaya ko s'ya. If he will like my work, ibibigay ko pa sa kanya. Oh, Heavens, help me.
And for that, again, I will attend Misa de Gallo. I could use some more divine intervention.
Conclusion: I missed a lot the past week but tonight... Bawi na silang lahat. NYT!
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Like to Like Like
I had a dream. Two consecutive nights, same person. Kinda like sequels but the catch is, he's someone I've never even met.
It was a good dream. There was him. There was I. We met we fell in love. The second day, we said goodbye. It was almost real. Kinda like lucid dreaming but I am slowly forgetting. I don't know. He has name, I remember calling him by it but I don't remember it now. And his face, I don't remember his face. It's just weird. I mean, falling in love with someone you've never even met, and just forgetting them. He could be anyone, but I'm sure he's not someone I know. I don't remember his features but I know I don't know him. What if he's someone I'm going to meet in the future? I think that would make a good storyline. I could write a good romance novel out of this. I don't know. I just wish I'd see him again. In dreams or in person, so I'd know if.. Hmm, I don't know. He could be the future love of my life. Hahahaha. Hey, I can dream.
Anyway, I've been thinking, is it time to channel my romantic hopelessness to someone else instead of that-certain-someone-that-you-know-like-so-much-because-I-write-about-him-all-the-time? Well, I still like him so much but he makes me feel like I'm already over-the-edge hopeless with him. We hardly even talk. We converse better through SMS than we do in actual talking. I try my best at small talks but I don't have that much small talk powers with him so my odds with him in conversation is pretty, oh, I don't know, hopeless? And I don't see him often. And I am starting to like this other guy and I feel like I have better chances in being close friends with this one than with him. I don't know. But I had pretty close encounters with him yesterday during our drill while on duty as medical assistants at the CBA Sportsfest. It's like, everything is always changing with him, or is it just me. He could be warm and personable at times, and sometimes he seem so cold and distant. It's like I can't enter his world. Reminds me of that line from Honey and Clover:
Which is right, right? There is no getting to where no entry is allowed and unless he lets me in like his other friends, I don't think I'll ever be part of his world where I want to be. I still like him so much and he's one of those things and people that I can't get myself to let go. I like him so much that I guess you could say, I already love him. For some reason, I think he already knows but I get this feeling that.. Aw, nevermind. I doubt if he'll ever feel the same way about me but I believe it's safe to say that I am now part of his life just knowing the fact that we know each other. I wonder how he'll feel if he gets to read this.
Okay, about that other guy. Okay, he's also younger than I am. He's so cute and lovable. Makulit in a cute kind of way. Fun to be with. I get to actually talk to him, and get a few laughs. Looking at him makes me smile. Our eyes meet and we smile. It could be nothing or it could mean something. Hahahaha. I like him and I'm starting to like, like him. Ahlahvet.
There are so much more meaningful, more blog-worthy things I could write about but major crushing is so keeping me alive right now. So, yeah, I'm writing about it and you will read more of it when I get back for my next post. Hah!
2AM. Need to Dragon UP! American Dragon Jake Long is up in a few minutes. BYE!
It was a good dream. There was him. There was I. We met we fell in love. The second day, we said goodbye. It was almost real. Kinda like lucid dreaming but I am slowly forgetting. I don't know. He has name, I remember calling him by it but I don't remember it now. And his face, I don't remember his face. It's just weird. I mean, falling in love with someone you've never even met, and just forgetting them. He could be anyone, but I'm sure he's not someone I know. I don't remember his features but I know I don't know him. What if he's someone I'm going to meet in the future? I think that would make a good storyline. I could write a good romance novel out of this. I don't know. I just wish I'd see him again. In dreams or in person, so I'd know if.. Hmm, I don't know. He could be the future love of my life. Hahahaha. Hey, I can dream.
Anyway, I've been thinking, is it time to channel my romantic hopelessness to someone else instead of that-certain-someone-that-you-know-like-so-much-because-I-write-about-him-all-the-time? Well, I still like him so much but he makes me feel like I'm already over-the-edge hopeless with him. We hardly even talk. We converse better through SMS than we do in actual talking. I try my best at small talks but I don't have that much small talk powers with him so my odds with him in conversation is pretty, oh, I don't know, hopeless? And I don't see him often. And I am starting to like this other guy and I feel like I have better chances in being close friends with this one than with him. I don't know. But I had pretty close encounters with him yesterday during our drill while on duty as medical assistants at the CBA Sportsfest. It's like, everything is always changing with him, or is it just me. He could be warm and personable at times, and sometimes he seem so cold and distant. It's like I can't enter his world. Reminds me of that line from Honey and Clover:
In a world you can't enter, there's no distance to that place.
Which is right, right? There is no getting to where no entry is allowed and unless he lets me in like his other friends, I don't think I'll ever be part of his world where I want to be. I still like him so much and he's one of those things and people that I can't get myself to let go. I like him so much that I guess you could say, I already love him. For some reason, I think he already knows but I get this feeling that.. Aw, nevermind. I doubt if he'll ever feel the same way about me but I believe it's safe to say that I am now part of his life just knowing the fact that we know each other. I wonder how he'll feel if he gets to read this.
Okay, about that other guy. Okay, he's also younger than I am. He's so cute and lovable. Makulit in a cute kind of way. Fun to be with. I get to actually talk to him, and get a few laughs. Looking at him makes me smile. Our eyes meet and we smile. It could be nothing or it could mean something. Hahahaha. I like him and I'm starting to like, like him. Ahlahvet.
There are so much more meaningful, more blog-worthy things I could write about but major crushing is so keeping me alive right now. So, yeah, I'm writing about it and you will read more of it when I get back for my next post. Hah!
2AM. Need to Dragon UP! American Dragon Jake Long is up in a few minutes. BYE!
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Pictuneering
brother*cousin*self
november 25, 2009
loving the rooftop. love the sunset view and that lamp post. want my own camera.
Monday, November 23, 2009
It's either a sign or...
I'm just really stupid.
See, I was deleting a message from an Ultimate team mate when I accidentally deleted everything in my phone's inbox including the messages from K and my Crushie, that I have so faithfully kept. It was all so sudden and when I realized what have happened, all I can say was "tangina".
Well, tangina talaga. I don't wanna think of it as something bad 'cause maybe something big and better is coming for me; Maybe more messages from him or even quote. I guess I'll have to wait. I want to see my stupidity in a good light, so, I'll just try to think of it as that. Pero, nakakainis talaga.
And that's not the only stupid thing that's happened today. I was using the PC when it went blue screen on me, indicating some error message then the black screen with more error messages. Now, it won't turn on. I am writing this from my Tita's laptop which is the only working computer at the house right now [since the first PC broke down last week and the other one just today, both need to be fixed again] and my Tita's alseep and my cousin's busy bathing. Shit, man. I should know how to fix this but I'm nvot really good at troubleshooting. What else could possibly go wrong?
I haven't written anything in a while and also have not one out of the house for a while. I can if I wanted to but I'm still curing my wound from the insect bites I got from the last climb. My Mom got me Zinc oxide yesterday for it and I have a Chinese balm so I won't feel the itch and scratch it. My room reeks of menthol from the balm, and it smells like an old person's room bu I don't mind. I smell of it too, another reason why I don't go out.
Already missed a few weeks of Ultimate game, and I miss Dasma too. I miss takoyaki, Fiat's chicken teriyaki, Jefcee's Burger steak, Rice Mix's Seafood surprise, DMS, Espasyo Siningdikato, Ivan? Wehehe. Everything about Dasma, and I plan to go visit one of these days and make tambay. Can't wait.
It's almost Christmas again and I'm still like this, whatever I am right now. Haaayy, when is change coming. Boring.
I still have lots to tell like what happened when I saw K again. But I can't remember and I have to go now and think of anything to do while I'm still up. I think my cousin's done and I have to go. Haha, you know what I mean.
Bye!
See, I was deleting a message from an Ultimate team mate when I accidentally deleted everything in my phone's inbox including the messages from K and my Crushie, that I have so faithfully kept. It was all so sudden and when I realized what have happened, all I can say was "tangina".
Well, tangina talaga. I don't wanna think of it as something bad 'cause maybe something big and better is coming for me; Maybe more messages from him or even quote. I guess I'll have to wait. I want to see my stupidity in a good light, so, I'll just try to think of it as that. Pero, nakakainis talaga.
And that's not the only stupid thing that's happened today. I was using the PC when it went blue screen on me, indicating some error message then the black screen with more error messages. Now, it won't turn on. I am writing this from my Tita's laptop which is the only working computer at the house right now [since the first PC broke down last week and the other one just today, both need to be fixed again] and my Tita's alseep and my cousin's busy bathing. Shit, man. I should know how to fix this but I'm nvot really good at troubleshooting. What else could possibly go wrong?
I haven't written anything in a while and also have not one out of the house for a while. I can if I wanted to but I'm still curing my wound from the insect bites I got from the last climb. My Mom got me Zinc oxide yesterday for it and I have a Chinese balm so I won't feel the itch and scratch it. My room reeks of menthol from the balm, and it smells like an old person's room bu I don't mind. I smell of it too, another reason why I don't go out.
Already missed a few weeks of Ultimate game, and I miss Dasma too. I miss takoyaki, Fiat's chicken teriyaki, Jefcee's Burger steak, Rice Mix's Seafood surprise, DMS, Espasyo Siningdikato, Ivan? Wehehe. Everything about Dasma, and I plan to go visit one of these days and make tambay. Can't wait.
It's almost Christmas again and I'm still like this, whatever I am right now. Haaayy, when is change coming. Boring.
I still have lots to tell like what happened when I saw K again. But I can't remember and I have to go now and think of anything to do while I'm still up. I think my cousin's done and I have to go. Haha, you know what I mean.
Bye!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
SP2 Finale & Reunion
Survivor Philippines Palau Finale & Reunion Special
Studio 5, GMA Network Studios
November 13, 2009
Had as much fun as last year though may konting hassles before the show. Di kami ginutom unlike last year. Dami food pero didn't het to use all of my food stubs. Dami tao, parang you had to wrestle your way to get to the food carts. Saw familiar faces, dami din new faces. Didn't get to take pictures with some of the old and new Castaways. Saw Kiko again. Ayun, nagkamustahan konti. Naibigay ko na rin 'yung dapat bibigay ko sa kanya last Christmas. Forgot to show him that I'm wearing the bracelet he gave me. Sweet, nagpaalam sya sakin before he left after the show. Hug+beso=kumpleto na naman ang taon ko. Pahirapan lumapit sa Castaways kasi pinalabas na agad lahat after the show. Wala pang tulog other than during the trip, I went straight to Dasma for the Takbong Lasalyano Fun Run. So, yun. Next year ulit! Malay mo, ako naman makasali sa Survivor, wahahaha.
Btw, I won nga pala an immunity bracelet. It's not like the one seen on tv pero at least I have a souvenir from the show. Sa mga di nakasama na gusto sanang sumama, sama na next year. Ang saya, promise!
Friday, November 13, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Sa Bahay ng Kidlat
DLSU-DMS Batch 13 Induction Climb
Mt. Balingkilat, Zambales
1100+ masl
November 5-8, 2009
*Congratulations and welcome to the DMS family Wheylin, Timothy at Rej! Painom naman kayo, haha. More mountains to climb!!!
*Petix lang, wahahaa! Panalo. Masaya. Maganda. Wala si ♥Crushie♥ sa akyat pero ayos lang tinext nya naman ako. Para sa kanya ang climb na ito. Freeloader mode kami ng girls hahahaha. Ang hot ng climb na 'to. Sobrang init. Wala akong camera kaya as usual ako na naman may hawak ng camera ni Issah. Mahilig ka sa bato? Madami dito. Buti di umulan, kundi gulong na naman ako. Sarap ng sidetrip, beachineering sa Pundaquit. Dami kong kagat ng something pag-uwi pero sulit lang kahit makati pa rin hanggang ngayon. Bago na namang bundok for DMS. Dami pictures kaya konti na lang post ko, click the links na lang to view.
*Issah | Kuya Jonas | Hymn | Bogart | Rej*
*Congrats and thank you din sa grupo. Ang saya ko na naman.
*zharnec*arthur*hymn*timothy*relner*jonathan*robinson*wheylin*kristin*alvin*martin*isabelle*levy*and our three wonderful guides, kuyas manuel, tony and binggoy*
Monday, November 9, 2009
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Scratches, bruises, cuts, wounds, insect bites... Just a few of the price we have to pay for fun and adventure.
I'll say it again. If you've never been where I've been to, haven't seen what I have seen, you will never understand. I just got back this evening from Zambales. We inducted our new members there, at Mt. Balingkilat. Other than the bamboo cup I bought as a souvenir from the natives, I also brought home countless insect bites, which, for a moment, we've mistaken for allergies. Adding more of the marks I will have on my skin FOREVER [unless someone will pay for cosmetically removing them, hehe].
I'll say it again. If you've never been where I've been to, haven't seen what I have seen, you will never understand. I just got back this evening from Zambales. We inducted our new members there, at Mt. Balingkilat. Other than the bamboo cup I bought as a souvenir from the natives, I also brought home countless insect bites, which, for a moment, we've mistaken for allergies. Adding more of the marks I will have on my skin FOREVER [unless someone will pay for cosmetically removing them, hehe].
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Friday, October 30, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Lucky
They say count your blessings instead of sheep, and we'll do just that. Plus, I don't have sheeps to count. Wahaa!
There's more to come, I know. Sa ngayon, tutulog muna ako
PS [29Oct09, 1732]: I forgot to write about that call I got from a Singaporean Multimedia firm. I am being considered for an all-expense paid, three-month training. :)
- Talked to Opa and he's sending me back to school again. Aral ulit! Yay, MMA!!!
- Poppa gave me extra money to go to Dasma.
- People are so nice.
- Did get to run and do Ultimate drills [I chose not to play, TAMAD na 'ko. Maybe next week. maybe?]
- PJ brought me something from Kinabalu [Thankies!]
- That CocoSport drink was so good; natural goodness worth 35Php [and that banana from PJman]
- Saw that cute Ultimate coach again. Coach Mark = LOVE.
- People are so nice and warm including a certain person who is kinda nice [and he was kinda warm and touchy today] and another certain person that I didn't think was so nice.
- People are so nice including that guard who let me ride the sidecar of that motorcycle they use to go around school on the way out to Gate 3, so I didn't have to walk.
- I got hit by discs, like, five times. You wouldn't think that lucky but, I don't know, something about that felt lucky. So yeah, it's lucky.
- The stars say, I'm part of the trine, and that makes me lucky. Haha
- Kinda liking Shiawase again. Kinda lang, I'm Crushie all the way now. Sa Cute na Kalabaw tayo!!!
- I didn't get to see Crushie. You don't think that's lucky? It's not. But I will see him on Friday, probably, so I don't mind.
There's more to come, I know. Sa ngayon, tutulog muna ako
PS [29Oct09, 1732]: I forgot to write about that call I got from a Singaporean Multimedia firm. I am being considered for an all-expense paid, three-month training. :)
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Jazz a Thought : Alien Life Forms
May napanood ako sa Nat Geo kahapon, may naisip tuloy ako...
Patuloy ang tao sa pagsusumikap na diskubrehin kung may iba pang nabubuhay sa universe natin maliban sa inhabitants ng planet Earth. Continuous tayong naghahanap ng Alien Life Forms. May pakialam nga ba tayo sa alien life forms? I don't think so. Eh 'yung life forms nga na endemic sa planeta natin wala tayong pakialam, 'yung alien pa kaya? O, di ba, dahan-dahan pero walang pakundangan nating pinapatay, inuubos. Sa palagay ko, ang habol lang natin ay self-preservation. Alam nating namamatay na ang Earth, kaya tayo naghahanap ng ibang planeta para may option tayong lumipat pag tuluyan nang nawasak si Mother Earth. Kailangan natin ng bagong tahanang mai-infest, mae-exploit hanggang ma-exhaust na ulit natin ang resources tapos hanap ulit ng masisira. I doubt kung lahat tayo makakalipat dun, haha.
Hindi ba ganun naman talaga. Hindi natin yan maitatatnggi sa kasaysayan ng sangkatauhan. Ang civilization natin ay founded sa pagsakop, pag-angkin ng kapangyarihan at pag-assume ng control sa kayamanan ng iba. Di tayo nakukuntento sa kung ano'ng meron tayo. Ayaw kasi nating ma-obligang mag-aruga sa kung anong ibinigay sa 'tin. We want more. Mas malaki 'yung kino-control natin, mas makapangyarihn tayo, mas buo ang existence natin. Sarili lang natin ang iniisip natin. Kung meron talagang concern sa paligid natin at sa mga nakapaligid sa 'tin hindi sana tayo namomroblema sa kakulangan ngayon. Walang mas makapanagyarihan sa iba, walang nae-extinct, walang shortage ng kung ano pa man. Hello, conservation and preservation. Bleh!~
Pag nakita nating 'yung alien life forms na pilit nating hinahanap natin, ano'ng pagbati natin sa kanila, 'We come in peace, take us to your leader", tapos susundan ng isang hostile take over. Haha. Typical human behavior. Pagkatapos, gaya nga ng sinabi ko kanina, gagawin natin sa bago nating host planet ang ginawa natin sa home planet. Uulit lang ang cycle.
Well, hindi ko alam kung paano ko tatapusin ang munti kong essay-essay-an. Hindi ako anti-human. May napanood lang ako kahapon tapos naglaro na ang mga salita at kung ano-anong thoughts sa isip ko kaya naisip kong magsulat nito. With that, tapos na haha.
May naisip na akong solusyong sa ga-tambak na basura. Paano malilinis ang planet Earth sa basura at sa mga nagkakalat nito? Pasabugin ang lahat ng mga bulkan. Linis ang Earth. Tunaw lahat, wala na tayong magiging problema sa basura lalo na 'yung mga non-biodegradable na nagpapanggap sa biodegradable like... Wala na ring magkakalat. Haha.
Back to zero. Thank you for taking time to read my shit. Buh-bye.
Patuloy ang tao sa pagsusumikap na diskubrehin kung may iba pang nabubuhay sa universe natin maliban sa inhabitants ng planet Earth. Continuous tayong naghahanap ng Alien Life Forms. May pakialam nga ba tayo sa alien life forms? I don't think so. Eh 'yung life forms nga na endemic sa planeta natin wala tayong pakialam, 'yung alien pa kaya? O, di ba, dahan-dahan pero walang pakundangan nating pinapatay, inuubos. Sa palagay ko, ang habol lang natin ay self-preservation. Alam nating namamatay na ang Earth, kaya tayo naghahanap ng ibang planeta para may option tayong lumipat pag tuluyan nang nawasak si Mother Earth. Kailangan natin ng bagong tahanang mai-infest, mae-exploit hanggang ma-exhaust na ulit natin ang resources tapos hanap ulit ng masisira. I doubt kung lahat tayo makakalipat dun, haha.
Hindi ba ganun naman talaga. Hindi natin yan maitatatnggi sa kasaysayan ng sangkatauhan. Ang civilization natin ay founded sa pagsakop, pag-angkin ng kapangyarihan at pag-assume ng control sa kayamanan ng iba. Di tayo nakukuntento sa kung ano'ng meron tayo. Ayaw kasi nating ma-obligang mag-aruga sa kung anong ibinigay sa 'tin. We want more. Mas malaki 'yung kino-control natin, mas makapangyarihn tayo, mas buo ang existence natin. Sarili lang natin ang iniisip natin. Kung meron talagang concern sa paligid natin at sa mga nakapaligid sa 'tin hindi sana tayo namomroblema sa kakulangan ngayon. Walang mas makapanagyarihan sa iba, walang nae-extinct, walang shortage ng kung ano pa man. Hello, conservation and preservation. Bleh!~
Pag nakita nating 'yung alien life forms na pilit nating hinahanap natin, ano'ng pagbati natin sa kanila, 'We come in peace, take us to your leader", tapos susundan ng isang hostile take over. Haha. Typical human behavior. Pagkatapos, gaya nga ng sinabi ko kanina, gagawin natin sa bago nating host planet ang ginawa natin sa home planet. Uulit lang ang cycle.
Well, hindi ko alam kung paano ko tatapusin ang munti kong essay-essay-an. Hindi ako anti-human. May napanood lang ako kahapon tapos naglaro na ang mga salita at kung ano-anong thoughts sa isip ko kaya naisip kong magsulat nito. With that, tapos na haha.
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May naisip na akong solusyong sa ga-tambak na basura. Paano malilinis ang planet Earth sa basura at sa mga nagkakalat nito? Pasabugin ang lahat ng mga bulkan. Linis ang Earth. Tunaw lahat, wala na tayong magiging problema sa basura lalo na 'yung mga non-biodegradable na nagpapanggap sa biodegradable like... Wala na ring magkakalat. Haha.
Back to zero. Thank you for taking time to read my shit. Buh-bye.
Yume, yume, yume...
Napanaginipan na naman kita.
Ngayon, mas malapit ka na. Hawak kita. Plain and simple, walang special effects. Medyo fantasy-adventure pa rin ang plot ng panaginip ko. Masaya. Hawak na naman kita. Parang ayoko na namang gumising. Kung pwede lang sana na sa paggising ko ganun pa rin kalapit sa'yo, ayos lang sigurong habangbuhay na akong di managinip.
Bakit pakiramdam ko nauubusan na ako ng oras? Sabi ng kaibigan ko tumatakbo ang oras pero di ibig sabihin nauubos. Tama bang translation yan sa 'time is running but not running out'? Parang ganyan 'yung sinabi nya eh. Ewan. Nauubos nga ba ang oras? Gusto ko nang sabihin pero... Ewan.
Haaayy, Ivan...
Ngayon, mas malapit ka na. Hawak kita. Plain and simple, walang special effects. Medyo fantasy-adventure pa rin ang plot ng panaginip ko. Masaya. Hawak na naman kita. Parang ayoko na namang gumising. Kung pwede lang sana na sa paggising ko ganun pa rin kalapit sa'yo, ayos lang sigurong habangbuhay na akong di managinip.
Bakit pakiramdam ko nauubusan na ako ng oras? Sabi ng kaibigan ko tumatakbo ang oras pero di ibig sabihin nauubos. Tama bang translation yan sa 'time is running but not running out'? Parang ganyan 'yung sinabi nya eh. Ewan. Nauubos nga ba ang oras? Gusto ko nang sabihin pero... Ewan.
Haaayy, Ivan...
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Plan Ahead and Prepare
First LNT principle.
With that I am already hoarding supplies for the Induction Climb starting with candies. Wahaha!
Don't have budget yet but I'll cook up something.
Mixed games with DLSZ and PUA players and coaches this Wednesday. Possibly my last Ultimate Frisbee game. I don't know. I've expressed in my last post how doing the same thing everytime makes you sick. Bahala na. I plan to buy a disc na lang and do throws once in a while. I mean, I already know the basics and I'm not really sure if I want to really get into the sports though I want to buy me cleats.
Two more days and Oma and Opa's home. Hehe.
Nothing much happened today, so me go bye-bye for now. Catch you all later.
With that I am already hoarding supplies for the Induction Climb starting with candies. Wahaha!
Don't have budget yet but I'll cook up something.
Mixed games with DLSZ and PUA players and coaches this Wednesday. Possibly my last Ultimate Frisbee game. I don't know. I've expressed in my last post how doing the same thing everytime makes you sick. Bahala na. I plan to buy a disc na lang and do throws once in a while. I mean, I already know the basics and I'm not really sure if I want to really get into the sports though I want to buy me cleats.
Two more days and Oma and Opa's home. Hehe.
Nothing much happened today, so me go bye-bye for now. Catch you all later.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Friday, October 23, 2009
Professed
Things can only stay as they are for a span of time. Everything is bound to change, eventually.
I just feel it. It could be nothing or I am again weary of how my life's been going. I'm sick with colds right now but I will heal, but my weariness, it rests for a while but it's always there. It's frustrating. It's like waiting for something that would never come. It's so hard to prove your worth, if you're even worth anything, when that 'time to shine' never comes. I want so much in life but I can't seem to get them. Maybe I just can't read the signs? Do I not recognize opportunity when it hits me? Ewan. It's been almost a year but I'm still here, not moving, not going anywhere. Just here.
Grabe. Had fever for a few days last week. Colds naman now. Sneezy face. Huhu.
What now? I don't get to see Crushie as often as I want but he gets cuter and cuter every time I get to. I wanted to let him know how I feel but I still can't get the courage to come up to him and say it to his face. I can't even write his name when I do write something about him like this part of the post. I don't see him that much but when I do he says things or does something that makes me feel good or better. Even a simple smile, his distance, his closeness, his mere presence, and even a forwarded group message. I bet it'll weird him out if he reads this. All I know, I love admiring him from a far especially when afar is just inches away. It's almost a year na pala when I first saw him, been held by his charm since then. It may be too much to say but he's reason enough to live, knowing he exists makes you think how wonderful life is. I like him so much, and it could even be love, but at the back of my head something tells me I can never have him, he will never be mine. Hirap. Just imagine, I get jealous of a lot of other people wala naman akong right. Nyeh. I wanted to show motives, clues that I like him but I am not that brave. I'll do better jumping off a cliff. Naku. I have so much more to say pero kung di nya maririnig, ano'ng halaga nun? Weh?! Haha may ganun talaga?! Basta more Ivan Love post next time. Oops, I said his name. Haha. Bleh!~
Ano ba yan? I'm still sneezing my brains off. Konti na lang lalabas na yung utak ko. Konti pa masisinghot ko na ang 3-D world. Haha.
Saw some of my so-missed friends this week. Nakakatuwa. Had the most shocking culture shock of my lifetime. First time ko nakakita ng ganon . Ano yon? Nyahaha. Sabi ni Ken, Art Philosophy 'yun. I don't understand other people's Art kaya siguro it shocked me, but, well, there's a first time for everything. Hehe. Might stop playing Ultimate na. I don't know. It grew old, I grew tired, I think people are being indifferent. So yun. Time for change. At saka I can't really go on doing the same thing every time. Minsan.. Madalas.. Ngayon, nakakasawa. Nakakatamad na. Oma [Grandma] and Opa [Grandpa] is coming home from Germany in a few days. Haven't seen them in years. Dunno what the plans are but I know it's going to be good. Malapit na ulit birthday ni Christian. Nagre-request ulit ng video message from Survivor. This time from Amanda naman. Well, I will definitely get it for him if I get to attend another SP EB. Sana lang. Can't wait to see Mika. I don't know. I feel this affinity. Siguro kasi she's 'close' to Kiko and Kiko is one of those people I look up to. Feeling ko may connection kami. Weh?! Haha. Yay, Induction climb in a few days na rin. Mga two weeks or less. Weeeh. Sana makasama ako. Kailangan makasama ako. SASAMA AKO!!! Zambales here I come! Hehe.
Plants Versus Zombies muna. I reformatted the PC a few days ago so it's back to zero for me.
Buh-bye!
PS: do you know any alternative cure for colds? We ran out of medicine and I'm kind of sneezing my brains off right now. My colds got worse than yesterday. Hala.
I just feel it. It could be nothing or I am again weary of how my life's been going. I'm sick with colds right now but I will heal, but my weariness, it rests for a while but it's always there. It's frustrating. It's like waiting for something that would never come. It's so hard to prove your worth, if you're even worth anything, when that 'time to shine' never comes. I want so much in life but I can't seem to get them. Maybe I just can't read the signs? Do I not recognize opportunity when it hits me? Ewan. It's been almost a year but I'm still here, not moving, not going anywhere. Just here.
Grabe. Had fever for a few days last week. Colds naman now. Sneezy face. Huhu.
What now? I don't get to see Crushie as often as I want but he gets cuter and cuter every time I get to. I wanted to let him know how I feel but I still can't get the courage to come up to him and say it to his face. I can't even write his name when I do write something about him like this part of the post. I don't see him that much but when I do he says things or does something that makes me feel good or better. Even a simple smile, his distance, his closeness, his mere presence, and even a forwarded group message. I bet it'll weird him out if he reads this. All I know, I love admiring him from a far especially when afar is just inches away. It's almost a year na pala when I first saw him, been held by his charm since then. It may be too much to say but he's reason enough to live, knowing he exists makes you think how wonderful life is. I like him so much, and it could even be love, but at the back of my head something tells me I can never have him, he will never be mine. Hirap. Just imagine, I get jealous of a lot of other people wala naman akong right. Nyeh. I wanted to show motives, clues that I like him but I am not that brave. I'll do better jumping off a cliff. Naku. I have so much more to say pero kung di nya maririnig, ano'ng halaga nun? Weh?! Haha may ganun talaga?! Basta more Ivan Love post next time. Oops, I said his name. Haha. Bleh!~
Ano ba yan? I'm still sneezing my brains off. Konti na lang lalabas na yung utak ko. Konti pa masisinghot ko na ang 3-D world. Haha.
Saw some of my so-missed friends this week. Nakakatuwa. Had the most shocking culture shock of my lifetime. First time ko nakakita ng ganon . Ano yon? Nyahaha. Sabi ni Ken, Art Philosophy 'yun. I don't understand other people's Art kaya siguro it shocked me, but, well, there's a first time for everything. Hehe. Might stop playing Ultimate na. I don't know. It grew old, I grew tired, I think people are being indifferent. So yun. Time for change. At saka I can't really go on doing the same thing every time. Minsan.. Madalas.. Ngayon, nakakasawa. Nakakatamad na. Oma [Grandma] and Opa [Grandpa] is coming home from Germany in a few days. Haven't seen them in years. Dunno what the plans are but I know it's going to be good. Malapit na ulit birthday ni Christian. Nagre-request ulit ng video message from Survivor. This time from Amanda naman. Well, I will definitely get it for him if I get to attend another SP EB. Sana lang. Can't wait to see Mika. I don't know. I feel this affinity. Siguro kasi she's 'close' to Kiko and Kiko is one of those people I look up to. Feeling ko may connection kami. Weh?! Haha. Yay, Induction climb in a few days na rin. Mga two weeks or less. Weeeh. Sana makasama ako. Kailangan makasama ako. SASAMA AKO!!! Zambales here I come! Hehe.
Plants Versus Zombies muna. I reformatted the PC a few days ago so it's back to zero for me.
Buh-bye!
PS: do you know any alternative cure for colds? We ran out of medicine and I'm kind of sneezing my brains off right now. My colds got worse than yesterday. Hala.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Done
Just finished reformatting but unlike the last time, I got to compile my files and burn 'em, in DVDs well, most.
All saved passwords are gone now, and I have to remember everything. Or at least recover them one by one. I decided not to burn the other files esp. the series. I'll just download them again, or, if possible, buy me a copies of them. I just saved those that are irretrievable-if-lost but the always-downloadable were not spared. Now, the 2 PCs should be back and working perfectly again. So sleepy but I had to finish the reformat. Not done with installing some files yet but I'm just writing a few lines and I will sleep na. Will resume computer work when I wake up later this morning.
I have so much to write. Will force myself hard to write again soon. Now, I sleep.
Not bad for my first post in two weeks. Mornight!
All saved passwords are gone now, and I have to remember everything. Or at least recover them one by one. I decided not to burn the other files esp. the series. I'll just download them again, or, if possible, buy me a copies of them. I just saved those that are irretrievable-if-lost but the always-downloadable were not spared. Now, the 2 PCs should be back and working perfectly again. So sleepy but I had to finish the reformat. Not done with installing some files yet but I'm just writing a few lines and I will sleep na. Will resume computer work when I wake up later this morning.
I have so much to write. Will force myself hard to write again soon. Now, I sleep.
Not bad for my first post in two weeks. Mornight!
Monday, October 19, 2009
Nagpatong+Hulog+Lagundi
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009
Ten Must Climb Mountains in the Philippines | Philippine Tourism News
http://www.etravelpilipinas.com/tourism_news/ten-must-climb-mountains-in-the-philippines.htm/comment-page-1
Wahaa~ 3 pa lang jan naaakyat ko. Di ko nasamahan 'yung isa...
Wahaa~ 3 pa lang jan naaakyat ko. Di ko nasamahan 'yung isa...
Sunday, October 4, 2009
WWYD: What Would You Do Now?
Kung 'di ko pa napanood Kapuso Mo, Jessica Soho kagabi, 'di ko pa malalaman na katabi lang ng Marikina ang Sierra Madre.
Nagtaka kasi ako kung saan nanggaling lahat ng putik dun sa mga bahay na nalubog sa baha. Naalala ko rin ang mga kontrobersyang kumapaloob sa Sierra Madre nitong kailan lang. Naisip ko tuloy, siguro naman matututo na tayo. I mean, 'yung mga taong nagta-trabaho, legal man o ilegal, sa logging, mining, quarrying, sana maisip nila ang nangyari. Kumita man sila sandali sa pagputol ng puno, paghuhukay ng ginto't mineral, ang repercussions naman ay pang-matagalan. Isipin nila na yung ipinagpuputol nila ng puno, 'yung mga ipinaghuhukay nila, malamang di man lang naapektuhan o di kaya naman kakaunti lang naging epekto ng bagyo. Malamang nakatira ang mga yun sa mga matataas na lugar. Baka nga di pa man lang nakakakilala ng baha ang mga paa ng mga yun. Oo, dumadami ang mga tao, tumataas ang demand sa resources pero isipin naman natin ang epekto nun sa atin; Walang puno, walang sumisipsip ng tubig ulan. Walang puno, nagiging loose ang lupa. Walang taga-sipsip, aagos ang tubig ulan, at dahil loose ang lupa, sasama ito sa pag-agos ng tubig ulan. Isa pang problema, tambak ang basura. Di maayos ang pagkaka-dispose, kung saan-saan lang. Bumabara tuloy sa daraanan ng tubig. Polusyon, nagpapa-init sa mundo. Mas mainiit , mas malaki ang amount ng tubig na nage-evaporate, at mas malakas din ang precipitaion. Tapos ulitin mo lahat ng sinabi ko sa'yo, iikot lang ulit tayo. You do the Math. Lalo pa pala ngayon, ang mga plastic na pinaglagyan ng mga relief goods. Sana naman matuto tayo na kahit ang kaliit-liitang pinaggagagawa natin ay may epekto di lang sa atin kundi sa mundong ginagalawan natin. Di ako nagmamalinis, madami na rin akong krimen laban sa kalikasan na nagawa pero pwede namang magbago, di pa huli. May magagawa pa tayo. Gawin na natin hangga't magagawa pa natin. Wag na natin hintayin na bayuhin tayo ng mas malaki pang unos. At saka lahat tayo'y mag-INGAT!
1911 ~ Nanood ng Special Edition ng 24 Oras. Steady lang si Pepeng. Papasok naman si Melor. Di malayo ang posibilidad ng Fujiwara effect. Maghanda at mag-ingat!
Overdue pero isinulat ko na rin. So, ayun, nag-volunteer ako sa relief drive ng LCDC. Okay 'yung magbigay para makatulong pero iba 'yung feeling when you get to do the actual work. 'Yung magbalot, magpasa-pasa, 'yung magpunta mismo sa site para mamigay. Kakaiba.
Hay, sinulat ko na pero di ko na isasama kasi di pa rin tapos. Naisulat ko na yung Day 1 ng pagvo-volunteer ko sa relief drive at operation. Tinamas na ako. Sensya na. Disoriented na rin ako sa antok at sa pag-iisip [MUC]. Bakit nga ba nag-presenta na naman ako. Taeness.
May contact na ulit kay Rastamann. Masaya. Di ko na iku-kwento ang buong istorya. Alam kong may mga kokontra. Haha.
Blacklisted na naman sa akin si Sticky. Bakit? Akin na lang yun. Humahaba na rin ang Watchlist. Oplan: Bantay Crushie ako ngayon. Hahahaha.
Sakit sa utak. Pag tuluyan nang tinamad, ipo-postpone ko na lang. Haaayy...
Nagtaka kasi ako kung saan nanggaling lahat ng putik dun sa mga bahay na nalubog sa baha. Naalala ko rin ang mga kontrobersyang kumapaloob sa Sierra Madre nitong kailan lang. Naisip ko tuloy, siguro naman matututo na tayo. I mean, 'yung mga taong nagta-trabaho, legal man o ilegal, sa logging, mining, quarrying, sana maisip nila ang nangyari. Kumita man sila sandali sa pagputol ng puno, paghuhukay ng ginto't mineral, ang repercussions naman ay pang-matagalan. Isipin nila na yung ipinagpuputol nila ng puno, 'yung mga ipinaghuhukay nila, malamang di man lang naapektuhan o di kaya naman kakaunti lang naging epekto ng bagyo. Malamang nakatira ang mga yun sa mga matataas na lugar. Baka nga di pa man lang nakakakilala ng baha ang mga paa ng mga yun. Oo, dumadami ang mga tao, tumataas ang demand sa resources pero isipin naman natin ang epekto nun sa atin; Walang puno, walang sumisipsip ng tubig ulan. Walang puno, nagiging loose ang lupa. Walang taga-sipsip, aagos ang tubig ulan, at dahil loose ang lupa, sasama ito sa pag-agos ng tubig ulan. Isa pang problema, tambak ang basura. Di maayos ang pagkaka-dispose, kung saan-saan lang. Bumabara tuloy sa daraanan ng tubig. Polusyon, nagpapa-init sa mundo. Mas mainiit , mas malaki ang amount ng tubig na nage-evaporate, at mas malakas din ang precipitaion. Tapos ulitin mo lahat ng sinabi ko sa'yo, iikot lang ulit tayo. You do the Math. Lalo pa pala ngayon, ang mga plastic na pinaglagyan ng mga relief goods. Sana naman matuto tayo na kahit ang kaliit-liitang pinaggagagawa natin ay may epekto di lang sa atin kundi sa mundong ginagalawan natin. Di ako nagmamalinis, madami na rin akong krimen laban sa kalikasan na nagawa pero pwede namang magbago, di pa huli. May magagawa pa tayo. Gawin na natin hangga't magagawa pa natin. Wag na natin hintayin na bayuhin tayo ng mas malaki pang unos. At saka lahat tayo'y mag-INGAT!
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1911 ~ Nanood ng Special Edition ng 24 Oras. Steady lang si Pepeng. Papasok naman si Melor. Di malayo ang posibilidad ng Fujiwara effect. Maghanda at mag-ingat!
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Overdue pero isinulat ko na rin. So, ayun, nag-volunteer ako sa relief drive ng LCDC. Okay 'yung magbigay para makatulong pero iba 'yung feeling when you get to do the actual work. 'Yung magbalot, magpasa-pasa, 'yung magpunta mismo sa site para mamigay. Kakaiba.
Hay, sinulat ko na pero di ko na isasama kasi di pa rin tapos. Naisulat ko na yung Day 1 ng pagvo-volunteer ko sa relief drive at operation. Tinamas na ako. Sensya na. Disoriented na rin ako sa antok at sa pag-iisip [MUC]. Bakit nga ba nag-presenta na naman ako. Taeness.
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May contact na ulit kay Rastamann. Masaya. Di ko na iku-kwento ang buong istorya. Alam kong may mga kokontra. Haha.
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Blacklisted na naman sa akin si Sticky. Bakit? Akin na lang yun. Humahaba na rin ang Watchlist. Oplan: Bantay Crushie ako ngayon. Hahahaha.
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Sakit sa utak. Pag tuluyan nang tinamad, ipo-postpone ko na lang. Haaayy...
Friday, October 2, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Yes and No
Two of the shortest words in the English language are “YES” and “NO” and yet they are often the ones that require the most thought before t...hey are said. Some thoughts are better left unsaid, some feeling are better left kept to yourself. But love has its way of expressing itself despite the silence.
~Got this from an application that a friend used in Facebook. So true.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
piece of peace
He came and he conquered. Now, he's gone.
Started the week kind of depressed. You know how it is, helplessness. It's frustrating seeing people in need and you can't do anything about it. But, all's well now. We're volunteering at a relief effort tomorrow in Dasma.
I was feeling disappointed a few days back because of some people. I feel better now. It didn't just disappear. Someone changed it. I don't know. The winds changed. See, this person who I thought was avoiding me, started talking to me, even sat beside me when usually, there will be this certain distance, this invisible wall between us. As good as that sounds, I still don't want to assume things. I admit though, that it made me feel a lot better. Though I'm still skeptical. Not that I doubt him or his gestures but you can't really help it when people suddenly change that you tend to doubt their motives. I hope I'm wrong because I cannot really trust anybody when I feel this way. I hope he's not just making pakilig. Maybe, hopefully something really changed. I would love that and who know what could happen next. Things can turn out beautifully. We'll see...
Jealous, doubtful, wary, skeptic of some people. Sana mali ako...
I woke up from a dream the other day. K was in it. I haven't talked nor texted with him in ages. Maybe I thought about him too much after seeing him again in television during one of those telethons for the typhoon victims. So, yeah, I dreamt of him. He was there and since we haven't seen each other in a while, we asked each other how we have both been. Don't remember much about the dream but I do remember asking him if he still uses the same number. He told me he's got a new number and gave me it. Then I woke up. I remember some of the numbers he gave me. Itaya ko na lang kaya sa lotto? Haha.
Group show on January. Will talk artsy fartsy stuff with some friends later this week. Excited!
Make-up Climb next week, 10th October to the 11th. Good luck sa 'min.
Race day was moved to November 14th, no Ultimate game tomorrow, Mixed games moved next week, Monsoon League on the 27th moved this Sunday. Haayy, Ondoy did so much. Fortunately for us, it just rained hard, other than the leak in my room, nothing as bad as those in Manila and other provinces happened. Nakagala pa 'ko last Saturday when Ondoy was wreaking havoc some place else.
Anyway, I think that's about it for now. I've been posting in my Tumblr but if you're not following mer there, problema mo na 'yun. Haha. Buh-bye, people!
Started the week kind of depressed. You know how it is, helplessness. It's frustrating seeing people in need and you can't do anything about it. But, all's well now. We're volunteering at a relief effort tomorrow in Dasma.
I was feeling disappointed a few days back because of some people. I feel better now. It didn't just disappear. Someone changed it. I don't know. The winds changed. See, this person who I thought was avoiding me, started talking to me, even sat beside me when usually, there will be this certain distance, this invisible wall between us. As good as that sounds, I still don't want to assume things. I admit though, that it made me feel a lot better. Though I'm still skeptical. Not that I doubt him or his gestures but you can't really help it when people suddenly change that you tend to doubt their motives. I hope I'm wrong because I cannot really trust anybody when I feel this way. I hope he's not just making pakilig. Maybe, hopefully something really changed. I would love that and who know what could happen next. Things can turn out beautifully. We'll see...
Jealous, doubtful, wary, skeptic of some people. Sana mali ako...
I woke up from a dream the other day. K was in it. I haven't talked nor texted with him in ages. Maybe I thought about him too much after seeing him again in television during one of those telethons for the typhoon victims. So, yeah, I dreamt of him. He was there and since we haven't seen each other in a while, we asked each other how we have both been. Don't remember much about the dream but I do remember asking him if he still uses the same number. He told me he's got a new number and gave me it. Then I woke up. I remember some of the numbers he gave me. Itaya ko na lang kaya sa lotto? Haha.
Group show on January. Will talk artsy fartsy stuff with some friends later this week. Excited!
Make-up Climb next week, 10th October to the 11th. Good luck sa 'min.
Race day was moved to November 14th, no Ultimate game tomorrow, Mixed games moved next week, Monsoon League on the 27th moved this Sunday. Haayy, Ondoy did so much. Fortunately for us, it just rained hard, other than the leak in my room, nothing as bad as those in Manila and other provinces happened. Nakagala pa 'ko last Saturday when Ondoy was wreaking havoc some place else.
Anyway, I think that's about it for now. I've been posting in my Tumblr but if you're not following mer there, problema mo na 'yun. Haha. Buh-bye, people!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
DLSU-D LCDC (Lasallian Community Development Center) is now accepting donations; medicine, food, clothes, blankets, money, etc. LCDC is located at 2nd floor SBC bldg. http://www.dasma.dlsu.edu.ph/offices/lcdc/index.asp We are calling for help from everyone from the Lasallian Community and anyone who can help. You may contact LCDC at (046) 416-4531 local 3068, (046) 416-4596 (direct line) Please inform everyone. Thank you.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Unsteady Hands
Blurred lahat, haha.
Greek Mythology-themed chess board. Just something I found on display in one of my Oma's cupboard. A poor attempt on macro photography, hahahaha.
Wala lang, I just love Greek Myth. Haha.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
follow me
love me, hate me
i'd still be levy
i'd still be levy
i'm still here. i'm staying. you'll still read what's in my crazy brain. though i taking my more personal stuffs to a sanctuary far from here but still accessible if you'd follow me:
cool change. and i'm loving it. bleh~
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Monday, September 14, 2009
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Just Saying
When we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do
Could protect me from you
I was captured by that stare
Now I'm shattered but I don't care
And the people walking by don't have a clue
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
I miss your face
Like the sun was in my eyes
Now I'm running blind
And I can't explain
You and I were everything to me
Just Want You To Know/ Unsuspecting Sunday Afternoon
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do
Could protect me from you
I was captured by that stare
Now I'm shattered but I don't care
And the people walking by don't have a clue
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
I miss your face
Like the sun was in my eyes
Now I'm running blind
And I can't explain
You and I were everything to me
Just Want You To Know/ Unsuspecting Sunday Afternoon Friday, September 11, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Takbong Lasalyano UPDATES
TAKBONG LASALYANO PARA SA BAYAN AT KALIKASAN
(October 3, 2000, 6:00-12:00noon, DLSU-D Grandstand)
RACE INFORMATION AND MECHANICS
(October 3, 2000, 6:00-12:00noon, DLSU-D Grandstand)
RACE INFORMATION AND MECHANICS
1. Date and Venue: October 3, 2009, Saturday, at De La Salle University-Dasmariñas Grandstand. Start/Finish/Assembly area will be at the University Grandstand.
2. Assembly Time: Assembly starts at 6:00AM. Please make sure that you are checked in by the race marshals before the race. The race officially starts at 7:00AM. Only those who have officially registered, signed and submitted the waiver, and have checked in properly are entitled to win the race.
3. Race Category: The race is composed of 2 categories. Runners may choose to participate in any one category only.
4. Race Numbers: Race numbers must be pinned at the shirt-front-or the singlet and must be visible at all times for the duration of the race. The assigned race numbers cannot be transferred or shaded by another racer. Do not fold or move tags at the finish line for proper processing. All runners must have their race numbers checked by the marshals before the start of the race.
5. Race Route: All runners must follow the race route included in their runner’s kit. The race route will be visibly marked by directional signs. Race marshals will be posted at regular intervals along the route to assist runners.
6. Turnaround: All runners must secure a color-coded ribbon at the turnaround area of the race category they are running. Please refer to your race route/map for your turn around point.
7. Water Stations: Water stations will be located in strategic areas along the race route aside from drinking fountains that are already available in the campus.
WARNING: Inadequate training, failure to pace, and disregard for the importance of taking fluids has resulted in life-threatening conditions such as heat stroke in both experienced and first time road runners. If this is your first race or first experience in a warm, humid climate, take fluids at each water station.
8. Finish Line: As you cross the finish line, move to the chute corresponding to your race category (5k or 10k). Race marshals will remove the tags from your race bib; these tags will serve as a control for marshals to verify that you crossed the finish line. Move as quickly as possible as courtesy to the other runners entering the chute.
9. Prizes
10k Category
Champion 5, 000 pesos 1 trophy
2nd place 3, 000 pesos 1 trophy
3rd place 1, 500 pesos 1 trophy
4th place 500 pesos 1 medal
5th place 500 pesos 1 medal
5k Category
Champion 3, 000 pesos 1 trophy
2nd place 2, 000 pesos 1 trophy
3rd place 1, 000 pesos 1 trophy
4th place 300 pesos 1 medal
5th place 300 pesos 1 medal
Age Category
18-29 years old 500 pesos 1 medal
30-39 years old 500 pesos 1 medal
40-49 years old 500 pesos 1 medal
50 and above 500 pesos 1 medal
10. Certificates:
a. All finishers will be given individual Certificates of Participation.
b. Special award for the biggest group delegation.
11. Race Curfew: Each race category has its own official curfew. Race marshals will pick up participants who fail to finish the race within the allotted time.
(subject for discussion by the organizers)
12. Protests: Protests or complaints related to the race will be accepted ONLY in written form. The race organizers reserve the right to reject, disqualify or withdraw any race participant before or during the actual race. The organizer’s decision shall be final.
13. Baggage Booth: There will be a baggage booth located near the start/finish area. The race organizers will assume no responsibility for loss and or damage of items checked in.
14. Parking: Open parking is available near the venue. Participants are required to park their vehicles at designated parking areas. Gate pass will be provided for outside participants upon confirmation of registration.
15. Comfort Rooms: There are comfort rooms in different strategic areas within the campus.
2. Assembly Time: Assembly starts at 6:00AM. Please make sure that you are checked in by the race marshals before the race. The race officially starts at 7:00AM. Only those who have officially registered, signed and submitted the waiver, and have checked in properly are entitled to win the race.
3. Race Category: The race is composed of 2 categories. Runners may choose to participate in any one category only.
4. Race Numbers: Race numbers must be pinned at the shirt-front-or the singlet and must be visible at all times for the duration of the race. The assigned race numbers cannot be transferred or shaded by another racer. Do not fold or move tags at the finish line for proper processing. All runners must have their race numbers checked by the marshals before the start of the race.
5. Race Route: All runners must follow the race route included in their runner’s kit. The race route will be visibly marked by directional signs. Race marshals will be posted at regular intervals along the route to assist runners.
6. Turnaround: All runners must secure a color-coded ribbon at the turnaround area of the race category they are running. Please refer to your race route/map for your turn around point.
7. Water Stations: Water stations will be located in strategic areas along the race route aside from drinking fountains that are already available in the campus.
WARNING: Inadequate training, failure to pace, and disregard for the importance of taking fluids has resulted in life-threatening conditions such as heat stroke in both experienced and first time road runners. If this is your first race or first experience in a warm, humid climate, take fluids at each water station.
8. Finish Line: As you cross the finish line, move to the chute corresponding to your race category (5k or 10k). Race marshals will remove the tags from your race bib; these tags will serve as a control for marshals to verify that you crossed the finish line. Move as quickly as possible as courtesy to the other runners entering the chute.
9. Prizes
10k Category
Champion 5, 000 pesos 1 trophy
2nd place 3, 000 pesos 1 trophy
3rd place 1, 500 pesos 1 trophy
4th place 500 pesos 1 medal
5th place 500 pesos 1 medal
5k Category
Champion 3, 000 pesos 1 trophy
2nd place 2, 000 pesos 1 trophy
3rd place 1, 000 pesos 1 trophy
4th place 300 pesos 1 medal
5th place 300 pesos 1 medal
Age Category
18-29 years old 500 pesos 1 medal
30-39 years old 500 pesos 1 medal
40-49 years old 500 pesos 1 medal
50 and above 500 pesos 1 medal
10. Certificates:
a. All finishers will be given individual Certificates of Participation.
b. Special award for the biggest group delegation.
11. Race Curfew: Each race category has its own official curfew. Race marshals will pick up participants who fail to finish the race within the allotted time.
(subject for discussion by the organizers)
12. Protests: Protests or complaints related to the race will be accepted ONLY in written form. The race organizers reserve the right to reject, disqualify or withdraw any race participant before or during the actual race. The organizer’s decision shall be final.
13. Baggage Booth: There will be a baggage booth located near the start/finish area. The race organizers will assume no responsibility for loss and or damage of items checked in.
14. Parking: Open parking is available near the venue. Participants are required to park their vehicles at designated parking areas. Gate pass will be provided for outside participants upon confirmation of registration.
15. Comfort Rooms: There are comfort rooms in different strategic areas within the campus.
Attachment: final fun run reg form.doc
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Monday, September 7, 2009
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Bataan T_______________T
Forgive me, having nothing or no one exactly to listen to, I listen to the stars, and the reading of cards. Kanya-kanyang trip lang yan, hehe.***
The Six of Chalices card suggests that my power today lies in self-consciousness. I am not alone. It's not too late to make a fresh start or to pursue my hearts desire. The fountain of my youth or my Holy Grail is revealed in the simple pleasures and gestures that are unaware of their own beauty, connection, and power. I am empowered by nostalgia or past perceptions and my gift is rejuvenation.
***
In relation to this, my friend, Joycen [pangalanan ko na, hah], has been pushing me to pursue this something or someone that my heart desires. I fear too early. Baka ganito or baka ganyan mangyari. I'm a strong person pero I don't think I'm strong enough for this. Ewan ko but I'm still fighting, still hoping. Di ko alam what more do I have to do, sabi na lang nya, ask my heart daw. Sana nga sumagot si heart para alam ko, hehe. Sana tama sya na I can do better than this. Gambaremasu!
May event nga pla sa Espasyo kaya lang unfortunately, I forgot. Andun pa naman siya. Haaay. Anyway, I had so much fun naman sa Ultimate [frisbee] kanina. BTW, ang cute ni Coach Mark, bagong coach namin sa Ultimate
Hehehehe. Di na sya nakakalaro pero anyway, makikita ko pa naman sya sa ibang gathering and pag nagawan ko ng paraan, makakasama ako sa climb this Saturday. This nga is one of those things that my friend Eugene would call "the things we do for love". Haha. I've seen Paraluman and Sandwich earlier while waiting for Ultimate training to start. May event ang CBA, GA ata. Mejo may mood swing nga si Raimund Marasigan. Dah-dah claims he's stoned, hehe. He threw the mic, then threw one of the drums. One of his bandmates talked to him lang a bit to calm him down and then the show went on. Ayos naman. Galing nila mag-live. Jam-packed. Puno ang Grandstand. Saya. Hehe.
Have you noticed? I'm blogging na ulit. Tag-lish pero carry na yan. Atleast, I'm writing something. Sige, GTG na. Haven't eaten dinner yet and I have to wash my shoes. Maputek kasi kanina sa field. Bukas na lang ulit.
BABAYU!!!
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Voila... Wulah!
So the bangs aren't working. Cut it too thick and short. Now I had to tie it up.
Anyway...
It's Kiko's birthday today. Already texted to greet him. Hay, I miss that guy. I only met him a few times but he always makes you feel like you've been friends forever. He chased my Christmas blues away, and I can say that December 2008 [when I met him] is My December. Three-folds the love, three-folds the fun. I wonder when I'll see him again.
Dear Kiko, Sorry. Dahil sa kabaliwan ko sa Cute na Kalabaw, nakakalimutan kong Manood ng Born to be Wild. Wah! Love, Levy
Speaking of missing people...
I miss my friends. Ewan. Coming back to La Salle gets more and more nostalgic everytime. Every corner has certain memories with friends, be it good, bad, happy, sad. Ang daming memories sa Dasma, kaya siguro hindi ko maiwan. Second home ko na 'yun. And my friends are there. Crushie's there. The only chance I get to see him is when I go there, and there are times na I don't see him pa. Life seem a lot easier and happier when I'm in Dasma. I want to go back to school. Nang ma-stalk ko naman si Crushie habang 'di pa sya graduate, hehe. Wala lang. I'm feeling so lonely and alone. Parang kinalimutan na nila akong lahat. Okay, magpapatuloy ang pag-ikot ng mundo kahit wala ako pero would it hurt to remember poor, old Levy-chan kahit minsan? Am I too unimportant? Insignificant? Easily forgettable? ULOL KAYO! Hahahaha. Masaya lang maalala.
Anyway, again...
I will miss out on the better things in life again. Bakit nga kaya? Di naman ako nagmamadali pero nakakapagod mag-hintay. Sabi naman sa akin magaling ako. What does it mean? I remember a friend saying na ang success rate ng mga "gaya namin" ay high but I don't see myself go any higher than where I am now. Mahirap ba talagang maging successful? Imposible bang maging sobrang saya? 'Kala nila kontento na ako sa ganito pero sobrang disappointed ako sa sarili ko at sa buhay ko. There is more to life, di ko lang alam kung ano. I'm starting to doubt if dreams really do come true. Most likely, di na naman ako makakasama sa akyatan nito. Nakakalungkot naman. Kasama pa naman siya. Well, I'm still crossing my fingers. May ilang araw pa, marami pang pwedeng mangyari.
Been trying to find my song since yesterday but nothing matches what I'm feeling right now. Baduy. Songless bird ako. BADUY!!!
Ano, ipo-post ko pa ba 'to? Tinatamad na ko. Nkakawalang-ganang mabuhay.
Madami pa akong gusong isulat kya lang nakalimutan ko, hahahaha. Hinde. Ang totoo, iniisip ko pa kung isusulat ko sya at iniisip ko rin kung anong salita ang mga gagamitin ko. Di ako gutom, ah. Kakatapos ko nga lang kumain. Hahahaha.
Ay, sya. Sige, go-go na me. Go-goli. Hahahaha Good morning sa lahat!
Anyway...
It's Kiko's birthday today. Already texted to greet him. Hay, I miss that guy. I only met him a few times but he always makes you feel like you've been friends forever. He chased my Christmas blues away, and I can say that December 2008 [when I met him] is My December. Three-folds the love, three-folds the fun. I wonder when I'll see him again.
Dear Kiko, Sorry. Dahil sa kabaliwan ko sa Cute na Kalabaw, nakakalimutan kong Manood ng Born to be Wild. Wah! Love, LevySpeaking of missing people...
I miss my friends. Ewan. Coming back to La Salle gets more and more nostalgic everytime. Every corner has certain memories with friends, be it good, bad, happy, sad. Ang daming memories sa Dasma, kaya siguro hindi ko maiwan. Second home ko na 'yun. And my friends are there. Crushie's there. The only chance I get to see him is when I go there, and there are times na I don't see him pa. Life seem a lot easier and happier when I'm in Dasma. I want to go back to school. Nang ma-stalk ko naman si Crushie habang 'di pa sya graduate, hehe. Wala lang. I'm feeling so lonely and alone. Parang kinalimutan na nila akong lahat. Okay, magpapatuloy ang pag-ikot ng mundo kahit wala ako pero would it hurt to remember poor, old Levy-chan kahit minsan? Am I too unimportant? Insignificant? Easily forgettable? ULOL KAYO! Hahahaha. Masaya lang maalala.
Anyway, again...
I will miss out on the better things in life again. Bakit nga kaya? Di naman ako nagmamadali pero nakakapagod mag-hintay. Sabi naman sa akin magaling ako. What does it mean? I remember a friend saying na ang success rate ng mga "gaya namin" ay high but I don't see myself go any higher than where I am now. Mahirap ba talagang maging successful? Imposible bang maging sobrang saya? 'Kala nila kontento na ako sa ganito pero sobrang disappointed ako sa sarili ko at sa buhay ko. There is more to life, di ko lang alam kung ano. I'm starting to doubt if dreams really do come true. Most likely, di na naman ako makakasama sa akyatan nito. Nakakalungkot naman. Kasama pa naman siya. Well, I'm still crossing my fingers. May ilang araw pa, marami pang pwedeng mangyari.
Been trying to find my song since yesterday but nothing matches what I'm feeling right now. Baduy. Songless bird ako. BADUY!!!
Ano, ipo-post ko pa ba 'to? Tinatamad na ko. Nkakawalang-ganang mabuhay.
Madami pa akong gusong isulat kya lang nakalimutan ko, hahahaha. Hinde. Ang totoo, iniisip ko pa kung isusulat ko sya at iniisip ko rin kung anong salita ang mga gagamitin ko. Di ako gutom, ah. Kakatapos ko nga lang kumain. Hahahaha.
Ay, sya. Sige, go-go na me. Go-goli. Hahahaha Good morning sa lahat!
Monday, August 31, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Happy
I need some time to find myself within me,
and I need some time to find true love;
And if I can't then I won't stop trying
but if I don't then I won't live lying.
What do people really want?
They wanna be happy.
I wanna be happy...
~Happy, AJ McLean
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Where to?
You're going to have to find out where you want to go. And then you've got to start going there. But immediately. You can't afford to lose a minute. Not you.
--J.D.Salinger, Catcher in the Rye
Do you know where you wanna go? I don't. At least not yet, not for now...
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Under My Skin
Close your eyes, make a wish
This could last forever
If only you could stay with me now
So, tell me what it is that keeps us from each other now
Yeah, it's coming to get me
You're under my skin
No I can't let you go
You're a part of me now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this
Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you
Take my hand, take my life
Just don't take forever
And let me feel your pain kept inside
There's gotta be a way
For you and I together now
Yeah, it's coming to get me
You're under my skin
It's an illusion
How can I feel this way?
If I can't have you
It's an illusion
Nothing is real this way
If I can't have you
No, I can't let you go
You're a part of me now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this
Now, I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you
I can't let you go, no
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I can't stay forever like this
Now, I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you
~ climbing the wall, bsb
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This could last forever
If only you could stay with me now
So, tell me what it is that keeps us from each other now
Yeah, it's coming to get me
You're under my skin
No I can't let you go
You're a part of me now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this
Now I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you
Take my hand, take my life
Just don't take forever
And let me feel your pain kept inside
There's gotta be a way
For you and I together now
Yeah, it's coming to get me
You're under my skin
It's an illusion
How can I feel this way?
If I can't have you
It's an illusion
Nothing is real this way
If I can't have you
No, I can't let you go
You're a part of me now
Caught by the taste of your kiss
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I
Can't stay forever like this
Now, I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you
I can't let you go, no
And I don't wanna know
The reason why I can't stay forever like this
Now, I'm climbing the walls cause I miss you
~ climbing the wall, bsb
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I wrote something but I published this song instead 'cause I figured, it may not really matter...
Saka na lang, mage-emote muna ako, hehe...
Saka na lang, mage-emote muna ako, hehe...
...
Woooh.
I came back from my first Frisbee game a few hours ago. I saw my cousin playing her Farmville on Facebook. She was decorating her farm when I noticed the lemon tree. I remembered the song, Lemon Tree. For some reason, I used to love that song. I still do. Wala lang. I just thought I'd share.
So, yeah. I did get to play Frisbee today. It was fun, all the running, and jumping and catching. Meet new people today. I also did get to do a few rounds at the oval with Issah and Marj. Did a few throws with Gio and the others before the game. But before that, my shoes was torn down even before I got up the bus going to Dasma. Hehe. I slipped at the lawn of the oval because the shoes I'm wearing had no rubber sole. Well, that was completely my fault. Haven't used that shoes in years. Just decided to dig up my things this morning, found it and used it. Didn't really test it or anything. Good thing, I was prepared. I packed slippers just in case it rains like last week. Haha. Sayang. Joan had to leave early, she missed the game, so did Marj and Issah. Sobrang fun. I'm playing na regularly. Wednesday night is Frisbee night. And.. Surprise! I missed Born to be Wild again. Aw, naman...
Listening to BSB, checking all my accounts, playing all my games at Facebook while writing this post. I suddenly remembered, haven't eaten dinner yet, haha. 'Yun ang sobrang unusual hahahaha. Onga pala, I've been working out for a week now. I hope to see results in a month or two, haha. Anyway. Pakialamera that I am, I decided to explore my brother's phone, which is just lying in front of me, near the UPS AVR. He has cute, cheesy quotes that I need. Well, s'ya ang may lovelife kaya for sure he has a lot of those. I found this one na I'd like to share. Touchy and I kind of relate to it. Konti lang.
Cue music, Song for the Unloved. So, how can I relate to this one? Wala lang. You know what I always write. Parang lovesick na ako forever. I wish I can get someone to love me back,, other than my friends, kahit konti lang. So, I always say maging close friends lang kami nung taong gusto ko masaya na 'ko but unrequited love gets you madalas. Kind of tiring and sickening. Nakaka-disappoint, nakaka-frustrate and it gets as pathetic as asking questions like "pangit ba ako?". Di ba pathetic? Para kasing after my first ever relationship, ganun na. Unrequited love forever. May mga pakilig pero nothing ends up to be something real. Imaginary lang, umaasa lang ako. It's wearying to see that someone you like liking or end up with someone else, minsan friend mo pa.
I came back from my first Frisbee game a few hours ago. I saw my cousin playing her Farmville on Facebook. She was decorating her farm when I noticed the lemon tree. I remembered the song, Lemon Tree. For some reason, I used to love that song. I still do. Wala lang. I just thought I'd share.
So, yeah. I did get to play Frisbee today. It was fun, all the running, and jumping and catching. Meet new people today. I also did get to do a few rounds at the oval with Issah and Marj. Did a few throws with Gio and the others before the game. But before that, my shoes was torn down even before I got up the bus going to Dasma. Hehe. I slipped at the lawn of the oval because the shoes I'm wearing had no rubber sole. Well, that was completely my fault. Haven't used that shoes in years. Just decided to dig up my things this morning, found it and used it. Didn't really test it or anything. Good thing, I was prepared. I packed slippers just in case it rains like last week. Haha. Sayang. Joan had to leave early, she missed the game, so did Marj and Issah. Sobrang fun. I'm playing na regularly. Wednesday night is Frisbee night. And.. Surprise! I missed Born to be Wild again. Aw, naman...
Listening to BSB, checking all my accounts, playing all my games at Facebook while writing this post. I suddenly remembered, haven't eaten dinner yet, haha. 'Yun ang sobrang unusual hahahaha. Onga pala, I've been working out for a week now. I hope to see results in a month or two, haha. Anyway. Pakialamera that I am, I decided to explore my brother's phone, which is just lying in front of me, near the UPS AVR. He has cute, cheesy quotes that I need. Well, s'ya ang may lovelife kaya for sure he has a lot of those. I found this one na I'd like to share. Touchy and I kind of relate to it. Konti lang.
Be not afraid to be loved more than you can return;
Just give back all the love that you can.
Love need not to be equal to be fair,
it only needs to be true.
Just give back all the love that you can.
Love need not to be equal to be fair,
it only needs to be true.
Cue music, Song for the Unloved. So, how can I relate to this one? Wala lang. You know what I always write. Parang lovesick na ako forever. I wish I can get someone to love me back,, other than my friends, kahit konti lang. So, I always say maging close friends lang kami nung taong gusto ko masaya na 'ko but unrequited love gets you madalas. Kind of tiring and sickening. Nakaka-disappoint, nakaka-frustrate and it gets as pathetic as asking questions like "pangit ba ako?". Di ba pathetic? Para kasing after my first ever relationship, ganun na. Unrequited love forever. May mga pakilig pero nothing ends up to be something real. Imaginary lang, umaasa lang ako. It's wearying to see that someone you like liking or end up with someone else, minsan friend mo pa.
Monday, August 17, 2009
Clarity
You are receiving a sense of clarity on the love front today that is a welcome change. When it comes to love, you have not been too worried or concerned about progress or change, but have simply been going with the flow and enjoying the experiences that come to you. Today however you are receiving some clarity that gives you a plainer view on the bigger picture, and on the path that you want to follow in love. Whether you are single or attached, you will find significant developments occur with love today, and the change will be exactly the one that you have been looking for.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Soldier Down
Straight through my heart
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Straight through my heart
He aimed and he shot me
I just can't believe it
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down (my heart)
Soldier down (my heart)
~straight through my heart, bsb
A single bullet got me
I can't stop the bleeding
Straight through my heart
He aimed and he shot me
I just can't believe it
No I can't resist
And I can't be hit
I just can't escape this love
Straight through my heart
Soldier down (my heart)
Soldier down (my heart)
~straight through my heart, bsb
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Thursday, August 6, 2009
The X Climb
Batulao.5Aug09
moi*pj*joan
My third time in Batulao. Muddiest situation I ever got into. LHahahaha. Basa, maputik, masaya. Haha. Ate at Mushroomburger in Tagaytay on our way home. Hung out at Espasyo Siningdikato for a while before going home. Kailangan ko pa bang i-kwento? Di kayo sumama, problema nyo na yun, hahahaha. Winner si Kiko, oye. Gaya ng dati, kwentuhan na lang ulit tayo.
More photos from Joan HERE
Until you love me
I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you
until you love me
Paparazzi,
Baby, there's no other superstar
You know that
I'll be your paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind,
But I won't stop
until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous
Chase you down
Until you love me
~paparazzi, lady gaga
I'll follow you
until you love me
Paparazzi,
Baby, there's no other superstar
You know that
I'll be your paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind,
But I won't stop
until that boy is mine
Baby, you'll be famous
Chase you down
Until you love me
~paparazzi, lady gaga
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Friday, July 31, 2009
Saturday, July 25, 2009
24.July.09
Star City
*rose*grace*christine*moi*
Was supposed to go out with Pia and Orvin to Cinemalaya but this came up. It's Christine's [my future cousin] last day in the country and is going back to Norway the next day, so we took her out to Star City.
Ang cool ng Star Flyer kaya lang bitin. Wala kami picture dun at saka sa Wild River na basa kung basa ang labanan. Ayos lang kaya lang ang baho ng tubig. Ang dami naming pinasukan like yung 2 magkaibang Horror House, Gabi ng Lagim ata 'yung isa. Tapos meron pang Time Tunnel. Sayang, nakalimutan namin Snow World. Next time na lang hahahaha. Traffic pauwi. Gabi na kami natapos, madaling araw na nakauwi. Hatid ko sana sa terminal yung mga DMS na magma-Makiling kaya lang antok na ko at pagod. Sana nag-enjoy sila. <3
Ein Traum von Ihnen
A Dream of You, 25 July 2009
Napanaginipan kita. Kani-kanina lang bago ako bumangon para magsulat nito. Parang ayoko na ngang idilat ang mga mata ko. Ang mga nakita ko, mga naramdaman ko... Lahat parang totoo.
May field. Rice field? Open field? Ewan. Basta provincial 'yung setting. Papunta kami dun kasama yung iba pang mga nilalang na 'di ko na papangalanan. Tumatakbo kami papunta sa isang spot dun tapos biglang nagkaron ng mist. Sabi n'ya magdikit-dikit. 'Lam mo yung parang eksena sa horror film? Parang ganun. Para daw di kami magkahiwa-hiwalay. Nag-huddle kaming lahat. Mga apat or lima 'ata kami. Ang nangyari magkatalikuran kami. Tapos, ewan, bigla na lang wala na 'yung mist tapos magkatlikuran pa rin kami pero wala na 'yung iba naming kasama. Nandun pa rin sila pero di na sila kasama sa huddle. Tapos, sabi ko sa kanya, gan'to tayo, tapos magka-lock na 'yung braso namin. Biglang pumasok si *insert name ng isa kong kakilala pero di ka-close*. Sinusubukan nyang yakapin si *'yung taong napanaginipan ko*. Inikot ko sya para di sya mayakap nung nilalang na umeksena sa panaginip ko. Ilang beses din kaming umikot hanggang nawala 'yung umeksena. Bigla na lang nakaharap na sya sa likod ko. Ang ginawa ko, niyakap ko sa akin yung kaliwa nyang braso tapos hinawakan ko yung kamay ko. Magka-lock na yung kaliwa nyang kamay at yung kanang kamay ko. Sinimulan kong haplusin ng daliri ko yung kamay nya. Nakaramdam ako ng kaba sa dibdib tapos nag-set in na ang consciousness ko. Unti-unti na akong nagigising. Kapag dinilat ko mga mata ko, magigising na ako nang tuluyan. Gising na ang diwa ko pero ayoko pang dumilat. Nararamdaman ko pa yung kamay nya. Ayoko kong gumalaw dahil mawawala yung sensation. Parang hawak ko talaga sya at yakap nya ako. Pero tanghali na. Kailangan kong gumising, bumangon. Kailangan ko din syang isulat dahil pwedeng mawala ang alaala ko ng panaginip. Maalala ko na napanaginipan ko siya pero magiging malabo na ang nangyari sa panaginip ko. Gumising na ako.
Ang sarap ng pakiramdam. Kahit sa panaginip lang, nakalapit ako sa kanya ng ganun kalapit. Nahawakan ko siya. Naramdaman kong mayakap niya. Kailan kaya mangyayari yun, 'no? Ngayon, nakakausap ko sya, nakaka-tambay, natititigan nang panakaw pero parang kulang. Unang beses ko syang nakita, gusto ko na sya. Kung mararamdaman nya rin sana para sa akin 'yung nararamdaman ko sa kanya... Asa pa ako. Tama. Umaasa nga ako. Malay naman natin 'di ba?
Nasu-sobrahan na ba ako sa kakaisip? Pag may pagkakataon, tinititigan ko sya ng sobra para mas maging malinaw yung picture nya sa isip ko. Gusto ko syang ipinta o kaya iguhit para kahit wala sya nakikita ko sya. Gagawin ko din yun pag sinipag ako. Pag nakapikit ako, nakikita ko na nang malinaw 'yung mukha nya sa isip ko. Pero kulang talaga. Gusto ko s'yang mahawakan, yakapin. Umaasa ako pero maging close lang kami, solve na ko. Baka kasi too much too ask. Alam naman ng langit [emo? hehe] na kahit ganun lang, masaya na 'ko. Medyo lumalabo na sa isip ko 'yung huling beses na naramdaman ko 'to. Hay, ewan.
Nakakatanga na naman ang pinost ko dito. Kaysa naman ikwento ko dito kung paano ako nahilo at bumaligtad yung sikmura ko nung sumakay ako sa Viking nung pumunta kami kahapon sa Star City. Haha, nakakahiya ako. Hindi nga ako nasusuka pag nakakainom ako o kahit malasing ako. Yun lang, haha. Panira ng araw. Anyway, ayan kinuwento ko na rin. Maiba lang.
Saka na ako magsusulat ng mas matino tungkol kay Crushie [Cute na Kalabaw].
Sayang, baka hindi nya mabasa 'to. Wala kasi syang Multiply pero may Facebook sya, hehe.
Mushy? Lovesick lang ako.
May field. Rice field? Open field? Ewan. Basta provincial 'yung setting. Papunta kami dun kasama yung iba pang mga nilalang na 'di ko na papangalanan. Tumatakbo kami papunta sa isang spot dun tapos biglang nagkaron ng mist. Sabi n'ya magdikit-dikit. 'Lam mo yung parang eksena sa horror film? Parang ganun. Para daw di kami magkahiwa-hiwalay. Nag-huddle kaming lahat. Mga apat or lima 'ata kami. Ang nangyari magkatalikuran kami. Tapos, ewan, bigla na lang wala na 'yung mist tapos magkatlikuran pa rin kami pero wala na 'yung iba naming kasama. Nandun pa rin sila pero di na sila kasama sa huddle. Tapos, sabi ko sa kanya, gan'to tayo, tapos magka-lock na 'yung braso namin. Biglang pumasok si *insert name ng isa kong kakilala pero di ka-close*. Sinusubukan nyang yakapin si *'yung taong napanaginipan ko*. Inikot ko sya para di sya mayakap nung nilalang na umeksena sa panaginip ko. Ilang beses din kaming umikot hanggang nawala 'yung umeksena. Bigla na lang nakaharap na sya sa likod ko. Ang ginawa ko, niyakap ko sa akin yung kaliwa nyang braso tapos hinawakan ko yung kamay ko. Magka-lock na yung kaliwa nyang kamay at yung kanang kamay ko. Sinimulan kong haplusin ng daliri ko yung kamay nya. Nakaramdam ako ng kaba sa dibdib tapos nag-set in na ang consciousness ko. Unti-unti na akong nagigising. Kapag dinilat ko mga mata ko, magigising na ako nang tuluyan. Gising na ang diwa ko pero ayoko pang dumilat. Nararamdaman ko pa yung kamay nya. Ayoko kong gumalaw dahil mawawala yung sensation. Parang hawak ko talaga sya at yakap nya ako. Pero tanghali na. Kailangan kong gumising, bumangon. Kailangan ko din syang isulat dahil pwedeng mawala ang alaala ko ng panaginip. Maalala ko na napanaginipan ko siya pero magiging malabo na ang nangyari sa panaginip ko. Gumising na ako.
Ang sarap ng pakiramdam. Kahit sa panaginip lang, nakalapit ako sa kanya ng ganun kalapit. Nahawakan ko siya. Naramdaman kong mayakap niya. Kailan kaya mangyayari yun, 'no? Ngayon, nakakausap ko sya, nakaka-tambay, natititigan nang panakaw pero parang kulang. Unang beses ko syang nakita, gusto ko na sya. Kung mararamdaman nya rin sana para sa akin 'yung nararamdaman ko sa kanya... Asa pa ako. Tama. Umaasa nga ako. Malay naman natin 'di ba?
Nasu-sobrahan na ba ako sa kakaisip? Pag may pagkakataon, tinititigan ko sya ng sobra para mas maging malinaw yung picture nya sa isip ko. Gusto ko syang ipinta o kaya iguhit para kahit wala sya nakikita ko sya. Gagawin ko din yun pag sinipag ako. Pag nakapikit ako, nakikita ko na nang malinaw 'yung mukha nya sa isip ko. Pero kulang talaga. Gusto ko s'yang mahawakan, yakapin. Umaasa ako pero maging close lang kami, solve na ko. Baka kasi too much too ask. Alam naman ng langit [emo? hehe] na kahit ganun lang, masaya na 'ko. Medyo lumalabo na sa isip ko 'yung huling beses na naramdaman ko 'to. Hay, ewan.
Nakakatanga na naman ang pinost ko dito. Kaysa naman ikwento ko dito kung paano ako nahilo at bumaligtad yung sikmura ko nung sumakay ako sa Viking nung pumunta kami kahapon sa Star City. Haha, nakakahiya ako. Hindi nga ako nasusuka pag nakakainom ako o kahit malasing ako. Yun lang, haha. Panira ng araw. Anyway, ayan kinuwento ko na rin. Maiba lang.
Saka na ako magsusulat ng mas matino tungkol kay Crushie [Cute na Kalabaw].
Sayang, baka hindi nya mabasa 'to. Wala kasi syang Multiply pero may Facebook sya, hehe.
Mushy? Lovesick lang ako.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Pre-Climb Meeting for Tropeak Open Climb
| Start: | Aug 14, '09 7:00p |
| Location: | Tropeak Outdoor Shop, 2nd Flr. Victory Mall, LRT Monumento Station |
7pm @ Tropeak Outdoor Shop
2nd Flr. Victory Mall, LRT Monumento Station
*This will be the Pre-climb Meeting for Tropeak's Open Climb at Mt. Tacadang in Benguet on August 21-23, 2009. Interested parties may contact Paeng Limarag at 09053134906, 09223093711.
Please spread the word. See you all there.
Tropeak Open Climb
| Start: | Aug 21, '09 |
| End: | Aug 23, '09 |
| Location: | Mt. Tacadang, Benguet |
August 21-23, 2009
Mt. Tacadang, Benguet
Pre-Climb Meeting on August 14, 2009
7pm @ Tropeak Outdoor Shop
2nd Flr. Victory Mall, LRT Monumento Station
For more details, contact Paeng Limarag at 09053134906, 09223093711
PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD. Thank you very much.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Making Good Music Together
Ming + Lorets
ASEUM @ Espasyo Siningdikato CreatiVenue
Dasmariñas, Cavite
July 23, 2009
*sorry for the quality of the video. that's the best my stinkin' old phone can do*
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Espasyo Siningdikato Inauguration
Espasyo Siningdikato CreatiVenue
July 18, 2009
Dasmariñas, Cavite
*mga larawang kinuhanan ko gamit ang camera ni Issah. Marami pang larawan mula naman kay Kuya Abet DITO
ENJOY ang gabing ito, maraming dahilan. Hehe
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Tick-tock
No more charades
In no time
I believe
My heart will be displayed
You will find out
I'VE GOT ACRUSH ON YOU
*i guess i should be ready*
In no time
I believe
My heart will be displayed
You will find out
I'VE GOT A
CRUSH ON YOU *i guess i should be ready*
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
Something-something
Thinking about a lot of things, can't think of anything.
I had to write about something, anything. Love bug, li-bug [libag, bwahaha], bali-bug [balibag, to throw about], just bug [wala lang, kulisap]. Blah. Random senseless word splurts.
Party later at Paul's. I still have a few more hours to whip up a little something-something.
Life is stuck up. Still no progress. No sign of moving up nor of moving forward.
I've been warned. Now, I'm having more trusting issues. Words ringing inside my head: "tapping into potentials" and "exploitation". I wish I'm just paranoid.
I always say, "i'll start fixing my life after this". I keep thinking that nothing's really happening but in reality, I am unconsciously doing it few very-little steps at a time. I am being very stupid hurrying my life away, and to think I don't really do that. I don't really give in to people pressuring me. reminds me of that MJ song, Scream, stop pressuring me. Hahahaha. My pace de sumereba ii.
Feeling something for someone. I am again imagining the "possibilities". Sarap. Buhay na naman si Levy-chan. Feelingera mode na naman ako. This might end up with another heartache long before it has even started but I think I'll enjoy the feeling while it lasts. Madaming "balakid" pero hindi naman masama umasa 'di ba? Gagawa nga ulit ako ng appreciation art para sa kanya gaya nung Unsuspecting Sunday Afternoon hahahaha.
I'm attending the grand oping of Espasyo Siningdikato on the 18th of July. *crossfingers* baka pumunta din sya. Ay-ay-ay...
Saka na ako magsusulat ng katuturan at coherence. Random lang muna. Kung ano una maisip, 'yun na lang hahahaha. Masaya naman di ba?
Alis na 'ko. Pakinggan n'yo na lang 'to. Ang ganda. Awit para kay... Ay-ay-ay.. Basta s'ya nga.
Here I am again
Waiting on the moment you decide
To leave me stranded on the edge of nowhere
I’ve been so close to you so many times
I feel like I could drown
I wish that I could fly away from here
But I’m still coming down
From the last time
That you came around
In the starlight
Now I’m pulling to your gravity
Spinning helplessly
I’m falling through the night
Like a lonely satellite
With walks on Jupiter
Fool around the moon a time or two
Left a mark on every star we could find
But now I’m burning like a meteor
That never hits the ground
Wish that I could fly away from you
Love is poisoning the atmosphere
Is keeping everything unclear to me
Something in your eyes
Never satisfies
I’m feeling so alone tonight
But I’m still coming down
From the last time
That you came around
In the starlight
Now I’m pulling to your gravity
Spinning helplessly
I’m falling through the night
Like a lonely satellite
I had to write about something, anything. Love bug, li-bug [libag, bwahaha], bali-bug [balibag, to throw about], just bug [wala lang, kulisap]. Blah. Random senseless word splurts.
Party later at Paul's. I still have a few more hours to whip up a little something-something.
Life is stuck up. Still no progress. No sign of moving up nor of moving forward.
I've been warned. Now, I'm having more trusting issues. Words ringing inside my head: "tapping into potentials" and "exploitation". I wish I'm just paranoid.
I always say, "i'll start fixing my life after this". I keep thinking that nothing's really happening but in reality, I am unconsciously doing it few very-little steps at a time. I am being very stupid hurrying my life away, and to think I don't really do that. I don't really give in to people pressuring me. reminds me of that MJ song, Scream, stop pressuring me. Hahahaha. My pace de sumereba ii.
Feeling something for someone. I am again imagining the "possibilities". Sarap. Buhay na naman si Levy-chan. Feelingera mode na naman ako. This might end up with another heartache long before it has even started but I think I'll enjoy the feeling while it lasts. Madaming "balakid" pero hindi naman masama umasa 'di ba? Gagawa nga ulit ako ng appreciation art para sa kanya gaya nung Unsuspecting Sunday Afternoon hahahaha.
I'm attending the grand oping of Espasyo Siningdikato on the 18th of July. *crossfingers* baka pumunta din sya. Ay-ay-ay...
Saka na ako magsusulat ng katuturan at coherence. Random lang muna. Kung ano una maisip, 'yun na lang hahahaha. Masaya naman di ba?
Alis na 'ko. Pakinggan n'yo na lang 'to. Ang ganda. Awit para kay... Ay-ay-ay.. Basta s'ya nga.
|
Here I am again
Waiting on the moment you decide
To leave me stranded on the edge of nowhere
I’ve been so close to you so many times
I feel like I could drown
I wish that I could fly away from here
But I’m still coming down
From the last time
That you came around
In the starlight
Now I’m pulling to your gravity
Spinning helplessly
I’m falling through the night
Like a lonely satellite
With walks on Jupiter
Fool around the moon a time or two
Left a mark on every star we could find
But now I’m burning like a meteor
That never hits the ground
Wish that I could fly away from you
Love is poisoning the atmosphere
Is keeping everything unclear to me
Something in your eyes
Never satisfies
I’m feeling so alone tonight
But I’m still coming down
From the last time
That you came around
In the starlight
Now I’m pulling to your gravity
Spinning helplessly
I’m falling through the night
Like a lonely satellite
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Portupipnghulyo sa Tagapo
DLSU-DMS Batch 13 Applicants' Introductory Climb
Mt. Tagapo, Talim Island, Binangonan, Rizal
July 4 - 5, 2009
Mga Kuha ni Sir Bogs, marami pa DITO
Masaya. Bakit? Kasi birthday ko at saka... Hahahaha secret. Sarap ng food trip. Di pa nakakaakyat, naaksidente na agad. Nakasira ako ng tricycle hahahaha. Joke. Gasgas lang. Nabahiran na ng dugo ko yun, kaya dala na nya ang sumpa forever hahahaha. Wag na nating isa-isahin ang mga kaganapan basta masaya. Salamat sa lahat para sa lahat!
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