Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Voila... Wulah!

So the bangs aren't working. Cut it too thick and short. Now I had to tie it up.

Anyway...

It's Kiko's birthday today. Already texted to greet him. Hay, I miss that guy. I only met him a few times but he always makes you feel like you've been friends forever. He chased my Christmas blues away, and I can say that December 2008 [when I met him] is My December. Three-folds the love, three-folds the fun. I wonder when I'll see him again.

Dear Kiko, Sorry. Dahil sa kabaliwan ko sa Cute na Kalabaw, nakakalimutan kong Manood ng Born to be Wild. Wah! Love, Levy

Speaking of missing people...

I miss my friends. Ewan. Coming back to La Salle gets more and more nostalgic everytime. Every corner has certain memories with friends, be it good, bad, happy, sad. Ang daming memories sa Dasma, kaya siguro hindi ko maiwan. Second home ko na 'yun. And my friends are there. Crushie's there. The only chance I get to see him is when I go there, and there are times na I don't see him pa. Life seem a lot easier and happier when I'm in Dasma. I want to go back to school. Nang ma-stalk ko naman si Crushie habang 'di pa sya graduate, hehe. Wala lang. I'm feeling so lonely and alone. Parang kinalimutan na nila akong lahat. Okay, magpapatuloy ang pag-ikot ng mundo kahit wala ako pero would it hurt to remember poor, old Levy-chan kahit minsan? Am I too unimportant? Insignificant? Easily forgettable? ULOL KAYO! Hahahaha. Masaya lang maalala.

Anyway, again...

I will miss out on the better things in life again. Bakit nga kaya? Di naman ako nagmamadali pero nakakapagod mag-hintay. Sabi naman sa akin magaling ako. What does it mean? I remember a friend saying na ang success rate ng mga "gaya namin" ay high but I don't see myself go any higher than where I am now. Mahirap ba talagang maging successful? Imposible bang maging sobrang saya? 'Kala nila kontento na ako sa ganito pero sobrang disappointed ako sa sarili ko at sa buhay ko. There is more to life, di ko lang alam kung ano. I'm starting to doubt if dreams really do come true. Most likely, di na naman ako makakasama sa akyatan nito. Nakakalungkot naman. Kasama pa naman siya. Well, I'm still crossing my fingers. May ilang araw pa, marami pang pwedeng mangyari.

Been trying to find my song since yesterday but nothing matches what I'm feeling right now. Baduy. Songless bird ako. BADUY!!!

Ano, ipo-post ko pa ba 'to? Tinatamad na ko. Nkakawalang-ganang mabuhay.

Madami pa akong gusong isulat kya lang nakalimutan ko, hahahaha. Hinde. Ang totoo, iniisip ko pa kung isusulat ko sya at iniisip ko rin kung anong salita ang mga gagamitin ko. Di ako gutom, ah. Kakatapos ko nga lang kumain. Hahahaha.

Ay, sya. Sige, go-go na me. Go-goli. Hahahaha Good morning sa lahat!


5 comments:

  1. dahil kay cute na kalabaw pansamantalang nalimutan si cute na survivor. hehe!

    at dahil baka hndi taio makasama sa akyat,, bkit hindi taio umakyat sa ibang panahon ksma ang mga keibigan?.. :) anu sa tingin mo? tara!

    levy levy.. attend k ba meeting bukas sa DASMA? balitaan mo nlng ako ah. teks teks. ;)

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  2. Gosh even I didn't know my own cousin's birthday! Hahahaha... :-D I miss you Levy-chan.

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  3. wah. anong meeting yun? bakit di ko yun alam? text-text. pag naka-pektus ako kay papa baka sumama ako. woooh. kailangan makasama ako. waaah

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  4. naku, eugene. nakaka-miss kayong lahat. naaalala ko yung mga simpleng chill sa office, saka webcamwhoring. haaay... miss you too...

    big hug >(*__*)

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  5. yes, the camwhoring part is definitely one of the things I miss.. hay..

    *halika nga dito (reciprocates big hug!) :-)

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