The Fear

It waits for the day I will let it out,
To give it a reason, to give it its might

I fear who I am becoming
I fear that I am losing the [struggle/beauty] within
I can no longer restrain it
My strength, it is fading
I have to give in

It's the fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
They won, they will come to life

Have to save, save my beloved
There is no escape
Because my fate is horror and doom

Hold down your head now
Just let me pass by
Don't feed my fear if you don't want it out

Long ago, it came to me
And ever since that day
Infected with its rage but it ends today

[WT]         

Out of Here in No Time

Long time, Multiply, long time...

I'll be leaving here soon. Just the blog, actually. I'm expecting a big change when 2011 comes, and I thought a new blog space would be appropriate. It's not so new, but I hardly used it before, and I plan to use it when I revert back to blogging. The year is almost done, and my journal will be expiring soon. Time for cool change. I'd still be using the Photos section here, neatest I've seen in most sites. I just thought I'd write something before I go.

Well, this won't be the last you'll read of me here, not yet. When I've completely moved to my blog's new home, I'll be back to say goodbye. Imagine, I've been here since 2005 but...

It'll be time to go soon, Multiply.

Levy's Lullaby, Nababalik

Sandcastle. Short, forgot the lyrics haha

Dying Trying

The answers isn't always within one's self.

If it were, we would have already found it.

If it were, we wouldn't need counselors, advisers, and confidants.

Where is it then?

I wish I had it. I wish I knew.

Will update my Multiply site once I figure out what to update it with.....

Not having any luck at this certain something, thinking, maybe, I'm meant to do something else but has no idea what that other something is.

22 Apr 2010

Apir. :-)