Wednesday, August 19, 2009

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Woooh.

I came back from my first Frisbee game a few hours ago. I saw my cousin playing her Farmville on Facebook. She was decorating her farm when I noticed the lemon tree. I remembered the song, Lemon Tree. For some reason, I used to love that song. I still do. Wala lang. I just thought I'd share.

So, yeah. I did get to play Frisbee today. It was fun, all the running, and jumping and catching. Meet new people today. I also did get to do a few rounds at the oval with Issah and Marj. Did a few throws with Gio and the others before the game. But before that, my shoes was torn down even before I got up the bus going to Dasma. Hehe. I slipped at the lawn of the oval because the shoes I'm wearing had no rubber sole. Well, that was completely my fault. Haven't used that shoes in years. Just decided to dig up my things this morning, found it and used it. Didn't really test it or anything. Good thing, I was prepared. I packed slippers just in case it rains like last week. Haha. Sayang. Joan had to leave early, she missed the game, so did Marj and Issah. Sobrang fun. I'm playing na regularly. Wednesday night is Frisbee night. And.. Surprise! I missed Born to be Wild again. Aw, naman...

Listening to BSB, checking all my accounts, playing all my games at Facebook while writing this post. I suddenly remembered, haven't eaten dinner yet, haha. 'Yun ang sobrang unusual hahahaha. Onga pala, I've been working out  for a week now. I hope to see results in a month or two, haha. Anyway. Pakialamera that I am, I decided to explore my brother's phone, which is just lying in front of me, near the UPS AVR. He has cute, cheesy quotes that I need. Well, s'ya ang may lovelife kaya for sure he has a lot of those. I found this one na I'd like to share. Touchy and I kind of relate to it. Konti lang.

Be not afraid to be loved more than you can return;
Just give back all the love that you can.
Love need not to be equal to be fair,
it only needs to be true.

Cue music, Song for the Unloved. So, how can I relate to this one? Wala lang. You know what I always write. Parang lovesick na ako forever. I wish I can get someone to love me back,, other than my friends, kahit konti lang. So, I always say maging close friends lang kami nung taong gusto ko masaya na 'ko but unrequited love gets you madalas. Kind of tiring and sickening. Nakaka-disappoint, nakaka-frustrate and it gets as pathetic as asking questions like "pangit ba ako?". Di ba pathetic? Para kasing after my first ever relationship, ganun na. Unrequited love forever. May mga pakilig pero nothing  ends up to be something real. Imaginary lang, umaasa lang ako. It's wearying to see that someone you like liking or end up with someone else, minsan friend mo pa.

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