Sunday, December 6, 2009

Make my wish come true...

All I want for Christmas is you.

Haha. Okay, so Dan used that song first but I like it. It's cute and catchy, and just the right theme song for me right now. Forgive me, I'm just happy and too darn giddy about today. Nothing big but something special, at least for me.

Before anything else, what happened today could not have been possible without the help of my cousin. She has always been so generous. I'm broke since Thursday and she lent me money so I can go to Dasma for Crushie's birthday. Weeeh!

So, yeah, a friend [Thank you, Mart!] send me an SMS to go to Dasma today at 5pm for Crushie's birthday. Told him, yeah, I know it's his birthday and I greeted him earlier [almost 1 in the morning, but supposed to be at exactly 12am, but I was watching something and I lost track of time]. I was busy with my usual afternoon ritual, which is sleeping. I don't really do much these days, and I'm so bored that I just sleep the boredom away. Anyway, I already thought of my cousin. I've been broke since Thursday and since she has work. She's the only one who can help me, I knew it and she did. Nothing else I can say about that but.. I love you, Cuzzin! She is a great deal of emotional sustenance. Fastforward. We left the house together, her, myself, and another cousin. They went to look for boots and I went my way. When I got to Espasyo, Crushie was out buying something. I went to the bathroom, and when I got out, he was there. Shook his hand, ang gave him a crocodile plushie, I got from the package from Germany. Embarrassing: my hand was wet. I don't think he minded. They finished preparing the food. We sang Happy Birthday. He blew his candle, which is, by the way, a long one. Haha. Then, kainan na. Fastforward ulit. I had fun with the Espasyo people, as usual, and also, the food was very good, as usual. Though I only ate the Lasagna and that Tofu dish that tastes like smoked barbeque 'cause I already ate dinner before I went there. Sayang, I didn't get to eat the cake. Haha, Mocca pa naman. I went home by 10pm because I'm feeling sleepy na. Ironic 'cause I'm still up writing this.

Ayun, I shook his hand, AGAIN, before I left and sent an SMS. Told him, I hope I didn't crash his party. He said it isn't so because he didn't really get to invite people, and he's glad marami kami. Also told him, the food is good and I apologize for not wrapping the gift because I want to Reduce, reuse recycle, but actually, I also want him to not forget the plushie. Hay, ang saya ko. It's official, we're more comfortable talking to each other through SMS. Haha but I could be a lot happier if we can actually talk. Haaayy...

Simpleng-simple lang nangyari ngayong araw pero sobrang saya ko. I get to see him on his birthday. I did get to celebrate with him. I got to steal glances. Haaayy. I think he knows na but I'm glad he tolerates me. He doesn't shun me or avoid me, though I would be happier if I really could talk to him like friends do. Kahit di romantically. Even if romance doesn't grow between us, I'd be glad to know we're good friends.

And because of that... INSPIRED NA NAMAN AKO. Hopefully, ma-execute ko 'yung plano ko for our group show. He will be my Artwork. I can't ask him directly but if I do this right, I know mapapasaya ko s'ya. If he will like my work, ibibigay ko pa sa kanya. Oh, Heavens, help me.

And for that, again, I will attend Misa de Gallo. I could use some more divine intervention.

Conclusion: I missed a lot the past week but tonight... Bawi na silang lahat. NYT!

2 comments:

  1. HAHAHAHA! Namiss ko 'to Levydee!! =))

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  2. hahahaha loka... may susunod pa jan... uy, punta ka christmas party ah!

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