Anything but forgivable

I should be something else but just like having a hungover, you have to throw up everything so you can be sober again.

Let me puke this at you. Here goes.

I got this text text message from someone this morning saying she wanted to see me some time because she's said 'cause she broke up with her boyfriend. And this person who sent this message is the same person who told me before that she wanted to see me, because her mom wanted to see me because she always uses me as an excuse. She tells her mom that she's with me when actually she's with her boyfriend. So what am I, your scapegoat? Your fall guy? Your dupe?

Fuck you. t(=__=)t

I tried forgetting what you did to me. We've been friends for almost all our lives. I've been your friend since Grade 1, and I think you've forgotten or maybe you do remember that's why you think it's okay to use your friends.

Gokouun o inorimasu

We are told that talent creates its own opportunities. But it sometimes seems that intense desire creates not only its own opportunities, but its own talents. -- Eric Hoffer

We don't grow unless we take risks. Any successful company is riddled with failures. -- James E. Burke

Victory becomes, to some degree, a state of mind. Knowing ourselves superior to the anxieties, troubles, and worries which obsess us, we are superior to them. -- Basil King

When I think of work, it's mostly about having control over your destiny, as opposed to being at the mercy of what's out there. -- Gary Sinise

There are no secrets to success. It is the result of preparation, hard work, learning from failure. -- Colin Powell
 

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I already applied for jobs through JobStreet and JobsDB.

To be successful, you must decide exactly what you want to accomplish; then resolve to pay the price to get it. -- Bunker Hunt

Tama, I remember this part from an episode in the anime series Bleach, basta something about resolve. Darn memory, I don't remember the exact lines pero it's something like if I hold the sword, I cut with it, if I cut, I kill. Basta parang ganun. Anyway...

Best of luck to me.

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We will often find compensation if we think more of what life has given us and less about what life has taken away. -- William Barclay

Whatever you vividly imagine, ardently desire, sincerely believe, and enthusiastically act upon... must inevitably come to pass! -- Paul J. Meyer

When ability exceeds ambition, or ambition exceeds ability, the likelihood of success is limited. -- Ralph Half

There are some people who live in a dream world, and there are some who face reality; and then there are those who turn one into the other. -- Douglas Everett

There is no failure except in no longer trying. There is no defeat except from within, no insurmountable barrier except our own inherent weakness of purpose. -- Elbert Hubbard

Palayaw

Na-tag ng bonggang-bonga ng Her Royal Curliness, Desiree Grace at chill out mode na rin sa bloggy world.

RULES:

1. write down names that people call you. also write who calls you such.

2. tag ten people to do the same thing. >> in this case, tinatamad akong mag-tag so kahit sino na lang maka-trip magsagawa nito, siya na lang.

Okay, let's do this.

~xoxo~

Leigs

>> I grew up by this nickname. Legend: acronym siya ng whole name ko. Ang tumatawag nito sa akin usually 'yung pamilya ko, mga kamag-anakan, mga family friends, mga kapit-bahay at ilang kaibigan.

Levy Eiva

>> Whole name. Tawag sa akin pag galit si Mama ko.

Levz

>> Tawag ng tropa. Tinatamad ata sa 2-syllable first name ko. Hehe

Ate Levy

>> Tawag ng karamihan ng friends ko ngayon na mas bata sa akin.

Levy-chan

>> Started out in Genshi. Pero my closest HF friends also call me this like Rikichan [Jheerick], Pohlee-chan [Paul], Eugene, and the Lit kids. And some DMS people call me na rin this like PJ-sama.

Reigusu

>> Japanese syllabication ng Leigs. I call myself this pati si Patricio a.k.a Synergy saka yung mga dati O.D. kids at Kujibiki Forum-ers.

Levy-boi

>> DMS Batch 11 girls call me this. Sila Marj, Annaboi, Joycen-boi at Issahtot. Hehe

Levy Man

>> Tawag sa akin ni Stan. Ewan ko dun kung bakit.

Eliziel

>> Isang tao pa lang nakakaalam nito. Hehe. Alam niya na yun. XP

Levi [lee-vay]

>> Tawag sa akin ni Sir Bertudez at ng ibang prof na sumasama ata ang loob pag Levy [le-vee] ang basa sa pangalan ko. Haha.

Livi [lee-vee]

>> Tawag sa akin ni Ellen, bisaya kasi. Peace.

Evil Eye

>> Mula sa Yvelei or binaliktad na Levy Ei[va]. Palayaw ng friends from the earlier, BCS days. Usually gamit ko to sa game. Feeling gamer kasi ako kahit di magaling.

Levoisier

>> Got this from the name of a scientist. Back in my highschool days, I used to be called Levy Genius, and I have, once, adopted the names of famous scientist [Levy Einstein Graham...]

Levy Hunter

>> Highschool, WWE days. WWF pa nun at hardcore fan ako ni Triple H.

Avril Levy-gne

>> Fotcha. Patay na 'yung huling taong tumawag sa akin nito. Bwahaha.

Backstreet Spice

>> Hardcore fan din ako ng BSB at Spice girls. Me and my cousins had this group and parang Spice Girls we had aliases like one of my cousins was Candy Spice.. Blah-blah. Basta yun.

Mrs. Domingo

>> Back in my Cogie Domingo love affair heydays. Hehehehe my friends called me this.

Kikay

>> Sa recently-concluded DMS beach party, mala-Kiko porma ko kasi I wore my pseudo-tiger tooth necklace and my wooden beads bracelets and alam naman ng lahat na lab-lab ko si Kiko so my friends coined the name Kikay for me.

Cuz-in-law

>> Kung ikaw si Eugene, alam mo na kung bakit and I really lahvet. Kinikilig ako.

Leviticus, Leviathan, Levy Celerio

>> Tropa rin.

Marinella

>> Kung ikaw si Shaira at si Dez. First day pa lang ata ng pagkakakilala namin eh nag-click na kami dahil dito. Hehe Mami-miss ko yung dalawang yun tuloy.

I Levy [love] you

>> Si bernie Mac at si Kahlil-yow. Haha

Leyvee

>> Ilang piling-piling HF people: Jeerek, Pohlee, Kibehn, Kineht, etc. Wala trip lang, yung pinapahaba yung name tapos matigas yung pagkakabigkas.

Lieve LeStat Levesque

>> My vampire name. Alias na rin sa dati kong banda. Got Lieve from Lev[y] Ei[va], LeStat from my favorite character in Gothic Literature and Levesque from Paul levesque na real name ni Triple H. Hahaha. Cool, eh?

Levy-devy

>> Tawag sa akin ng bestfriend ko from the earlier BCS days na si Bevy-wevy [Beverly]. Wala na akong balita sa kanya. :-)

~xoxo~

Well, wala na akong maisip. Kung may alam ka na wala dito or may tawag ka sa akin na wala dito, reply na lang. Hehehehe. Time to go. Nyt, everyrone!

I need some L

Just when the old battle has been ended and a new one has begun, it is now that I am losing the drive, the lust to live.

You don't really gain freedom after finishing college. It is when you have to work your ass off and earn your living. Welcome to the big, bad world of 'dignified slavery'.

Why can't I just be born rich and chew on the silver spoon in my mouth?

It hits me. Life is good but it was never fair. 

I need to shake thoughts of slack-ery and idleness off my head, and focus. Fuck. And I can't even get started with that blog that I've been wanting to write, and polishing my resume and try getting a job, that hopefully, I can turn into a career.

I should have attended that 'school-to-work transition' seminar they held last year. Now, I'm helpless and clueless.

I need some L. Lust for life.

Kamown, people. Motivate me.

Sabishii

If my heart should shatter watching you,

That would be one less thing I have to prove...

Here without you

Shiawase

let me come to you, close as I wanna be.
close enough for me to feel your heart beating fast
and stay there as i whisper,
'how i love your peaceful eyes on me,
and did you ever know that i got mine on you?'

aymishyu, shiawase ko.
orayt, buhay na naman si levy-chan. sugoi.