Now that I think of it, I've bailed out on a lot of people these past few years. Maybe I change my mind more often and easily than I should. I guess the only thing I can do about it is...
Apologize. I don't stick to one place or my word for a long time. But, see, in my defense, I will not defend my self. Just so you know, I have a list of people I can, and want to blame but I will not blame them. I can write for you to read the probable causes why I am like how I am right now but that will defeat the purpose of my apology. Up until a few minutes ago when I was talking to a colleague through a microblogging site, I could only think of excuses. To tell you honestly, I am still thinking of excuses as I write these lines. I am changeable. If anything is to blame, it's that quality but I am resolved not to apologize for things that I am not really sorry about, and I am not sorry for being what I am. Being changeable is what makes me Me. My point is, I am not sorry for being so changeable [even for my own good] but I am very sorry for how my attitude has affected people. I am 'inconstant as the moon' [as Shakespeare puts it], but my 'variability' works for me but I understand that what works for me may not always work for everybody else, so, if you were one of those people that I've hassled, intentionally or not, I am really sorry. One way or another, some way, somehow, I will make up for the things I've done. 'Til that day comes or even if it doesn't, I just hope you'd all just try to understand, and love me even for my imperfections.
Well, as the title suggests, this is only the beginning. This is my first sensible post for the year and hopefully, isn't the last. I've wronged many people, and I hope I don't have to list you all down, just so you'd know I'm sincere. It is so not Me, to apologize but in my own, little way, I, too, wish to start the year right. With this I end this post.
Happy new year, Everyone.
Apologize. I don't stick to one place or my word for a long time. But, see, in my defense, I will not defend my self. Just so you know, I have a list of people I can, and want to blame but I will not blame them. I can write for you to read the probable causes why I am like how I am right now but that will defeat the purpose of my apology. Up until a few minutes ago when I was talking to a colleague through a microblogging site, I could only think of excuses. To tell you honestly, I am still thinking of excuses as I write these lines. I am changeable. If anything is to blame, it's that quality but I am resolved not to apologize for things that I am not really sorry about, and I am not sorry for being what I am. Being changeable is what makes me Me. My point is, I am not sorry for being so changeable [even for my own good] but I am very sorry for how my attitude has affected people. I am 'inconstant as the moon' [as Shakespeare puts it], but my 'variability' works for me but I understand that what works for me may not always work for everybody else, so, if you were one of those people that I've hassled, intentionally or not, I am really sorry. One way or another, some way, somehow, I will make up for the things I've done. 'Til that day comes or even if it doesn't, I just hope you'd all just try to understand, and love me even for my imperfections.
Well, as the title suggests, this is only the beginning. This is my first sensible post for the year and hopefully, isn't the last. I've wronged many people, and I hope I don't have to list you all down, just so you'd know I'm sincere. It is so not Me, to apologize but in my own, little way, I, too, wish to start the year right. With this I end this post.
Happy new year, Everyone.
nose blood aq dun levydee... ok lang yan sabi nga there are only three permanent things in this world change, death and tax. hehehe... ang tao may sariling bait naman yan kung nagkasala ka sa kanila patatawarin ka din naman nila.. lalo na you humbly apologized... peace :D
ReplyDeletesana nga. di naman ata sya galit pero kahit na.. saka di nya pa nga nababasa to eh. dami ko na kasalanan dun hehe.
ReplyDeletenosebleed? kelangan mo ba cold press? haha