Unheimlich :: Weird

It's been a week since we had our second training climb. I was going to write about it a few days ago but like the time when I tried to write about the first one... Tinamad ako. I already have a few things on those posts' drafts but... Well... Hahaha.

A lot had happened in a span of one month. Time flew faster than assumed it would. Nagsasawa na naman ako sa buhay ko. Blood circulates, the Earth rotates; The same despicable things are happening all over again. I'm getting so tired of it, again. I'd rather be locked up in Pandora's box where there is Hope than in a big red box [though the box isn't always red] in the presence of aural tumult. I cannot stay where I don't belong, and I do know where those places are. No particular place but in the company of particular people emitting negative energies. I don't want and I will never take credit for anything especially where my existence isn't acknowledged.

I don't exist. I never existed. I will never exist.

That's how some people have been making me feel. I've lost my place or maybe I didn't have any to start with. I know how it feels to be unwelcomed, if there's one feeling I am well familiar with, it's this one, and I don't want to feel that way again. If I have to get away from those people to protect myself, hell, I will. I have somewhere else to go, and I can't go back somewhere where you've lost your place or where you never had a place to go back to. And I have other friends, I have new friends. I have new people, other people who makes me feel more welcome than I ever felt with those I've known for a longer time. Who needs old friends when there's no belongingness. Hehe. Emo. =P

Kyuu! Kyuu! Haha. Ayos. Despite the cyclic emotional chaos I am currently experiencing, September has been a BLAST. Hahaha. New faces, new friends, new experiences, new crushes... A LOT OF FUN. Let's see... Maine's birthday, my first climb at Mt. Manabu, Palad Seminar esp. that day with panginoong Lourd de Veyra [Hehe, napapanot], BioPC General Assembly [Gig na 'di natuloy at Thriller], All the trouble I had to go through just to get a medical certificate, OSS Students' Week, Rappelling, Thesis Defense? Haha, First Aid Training [Ang saya mag-bandage], Veggie Con [Music, stickers, food], KTS 10? Haha, 2nd Minor Climb at Mt. Pico de Loro, Pre-climb and Post-climb meetings, HF Staff meetings, Hehehe.. Ayus-ayos 'di ba? Hanging out with the Genshi ningens, time with my DMS batchmates, tambay mode with my HF people. Moments, mga bagong prospects, Haha. Ang saya. It makes me feel thankful for over-staying. If I graduated on time, if I never had problems with my academics, I wouldn't be experiencing these things that I am experiencing right now and I wouldn't be writing this post. Haha. I've posted something like this before but I don't really mind having to post the same thing all over again just to let people know I'm happy with what's happening. I believe in the reason of things, I believe everything happen for a reason. Things must've happened for these reasons. I believe that everything have been wrought for us even before we're conceived and born in this world. Fate. Destiny. This must be mine. Things happened so I can be here to write this right now, and you there to read this. Haha. Ayos, neh?

My, oh, my, kaumay... Haha. September brought about so many changes. Why did I so suddenly start thinking of this person [na itatago natin sa pangalang KAWAII BOY]. Weird. I used to think that something was weirdly wrong about him then when I got to spend a few moments with him, I began to see him in a different light. I was able to overlook his queerness, and notice his cuteness and the gentleness that, I think, people around him look past to. I maybe acting out on impulse again but... Well, I find it weird how I abruptly felt this way, and how I so suddenly want to see him and talk to him again. Nakakalungkot, I can't find him anywhere. Miss ko na ang batang 'yon. Huwaaah!! Bakit kasi... Nyaaah! Ewan! Ewan! Woooh! Basta... Kainis... Miss na kita... 'Asan ka na baaaah?! =(

Semestral break na in a few weeks but I bet I won't be bored. We're having a climbing trip, outdoor outing, me and my batchmates, and I'm bringing some friends too. Oh yeah, also, I'm attending the HF midyear workshop. So, yeah, 'di ako masa-stuck up. Hahaha. I'll be out with friends this sem break. Save up, save up. Haha with only a few school days left, I have to do my best to save up for the upcoming trips. I'm so looking forward to spending the holidays with  friends and sana kasama din si Kawaii Boy. Awww...

I should be writing my article for Wit Bread. Yeah, I was asked to do it, and I said yes and right now, I can't think of anything to write. I already have something started, an old material that I started some two or three years ago, and some friends adviced me to finish it and pass this one. Well, I hope I can come up with something tonight so i can pass it on time. Good luck sa 'kin. Apir.

Switch mode. *imagine-in mo na lang may sound effects*

Kahapon ng hapon, habang binabagtas ko ang kahabaan ng covered walk sa gitna ng LDH at FCH buildings...

Napatigil ako.

May tumawid na isang uri ng butiking mukhang salamander. Gapang. Gapang. Nang nakatawid na s'ya, nagpatuloy ako sa paglalakad patungo sa opisina ng Heraldo Filipino. Ano'ng meron tungkol sa butiking 'yon?

Wala lang. Naikwento ko lang. Nakakatuwa kasi. Hahaha.

Kain mode. Gutom na 'ko eh. Haha!

Mikon

Break it down, y'all! Hahaha

Credits: Hao for Mikon, Dan for the poses, Moi for the photo

AYOS!

Batch 11 @ Mt. Pico de Loro

DLSU - DMS Second Minor Climb for Batch 11 Applicants
September 22 - 23, 2007
Mt. Pico de Loro, Ternate, Cavite

Ang saya mag-guide ng tree-planters. Hehe. Ang saya umakyat ng peak at magpaulan pero 'di nakakatuwang literal na magpagulong-gulong at gumapang pababa galing sa peak. Hahahaha. Ayos naman actually. Binahang tent, putikang katawan.. Petiks lang. Hahaha. Hanep. I survived hahaha at baka di maniwala ang mga taong nakakakilala sa 'kin at nakakaalam na ang pinakaayaw kong elemento sa mundo ay putik. Walang masyadong picturan dahil umulan. Nakakapagod mag-night trek lalo na kung ilang oras ka nang naglalakad. Lakad lang ata ginawa ko maghapon nun. Ayus-ayos ako. Nakakatuwa din naman ang paistar na lawin [o agila ba 'yun?]. Haaay.. Naka-bonding ko halos lahat lalo na si... Aiyeeeh! Secret. Hehe Enjoy din sa water falls pagkatapos ang mahabang gabing balot ng... PUTIK! Nyahaha! Sige, check out na lang the photos. Tinatamad akong mag-caption.

Photos by: Moi, Anna & Issah

P.S. Miss ko na si "kawaii boy". Awww .^___^.

Hoshi

You are The Star

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

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A Steep Climb, A Steeper Descent

*Drum rolls*

Another great escape. We passed the thesis defense, and I wasn't even of that much help. During the defense, I was just standing there pretending that I don't exist. Hardly even uttered a word. Hehe. So yeah, I don't deserve any credit for it but I'm really glad we made it. There was a good reason to celebrate last Saturday. Well, there WAS. The qualifying run tired me out, and almost scared me thinking I cannot join the 2nd training climb but it's all good now. Party na naman sa bundok! Haha. Kasama ako sa Pico and I thought this was going to be as fun as our Manabu climb but things turned unexpectedly. The weather was a little rainy but fine when we left our assembly point. I had a nice nap during the trip to the jump-off point despite the teasing I got from JP while I was trying to sleep. When we got there, we rested for a while and waited for the tree-planting volunteers that we're going to guide. The weather became sunny and it looked like a good day to climb. Even if most of the participants we're "pasaways", the activity went off good. Then we started off to go to camp. The trail was muddy, it rained and the mountain is made of earth, what else should I expect. So it is, now I knew the climb was going to be hard. Reaching the campsite was easier comparing to what we had to do in Manabu. But that was just the campsite. It was still sunny when we started setting up at camp and pitched the tents. We had our quick lunch since we're already so off the schedule then we left camp and started of for the peak. Equiped with our assault pack, we trekked, and it rained as we went further.

Rappelling Exhibition.3gp

What you've missed by not trying out the rappelling activity that we've organized...

OSS Students' Week

Aside from the thesis, I've also been busy with a lot more other things...

De La Salle University - Dasmarinas
Office of Student Services Students' Week
September 19 - 21, 2007

Basic Rappelling ~Pinaka-enjoy sa lahat pero katakot pag first timer ka~
September 19 - 21
JFH-PCH Footbridge
9 am - 12 pm

First Aid Training ~The first part was boring but I loved the bandaging~
September 20
POLCA
1 - 5pm

Vegetarian Conference ~I got a lot of PETA stickers, haha~
Spetember 21
2 - 5pm
CET AVR 2

Tonight.. KTS 10.. Eh anu naman?! Hahaha

Bukas, 2nd Minor Training Climb. Ayos! Galit-galit muna, mamumundok ako. Hehe Tignan nyo na lang pictures pagbalik ko. Hahaha