I like you

I've been away for two days and I had a lot to tell.



Thursday. Guess what I did to get the name of that guy with a broken arm... Hehe... I read his ID and if I read it right, his name would be Robert. I hope the way I did it was not too obvious 'cause I took the chance when I saw the other irregular students checking on their grades to take a peek. Robert was all I saw and when I looked at the grading sheet to see his whole name, I found out that his whole name is Robert Joseph. Searching him on the school website's People Search he's from BSE41, which explains why I saw him talking with someone I know who is also coming from the same class. I was trying to catch glances from behind the whole period. He transfered to seat behind me when Matt presented their project using a laptop computer. I would have prefered him to sit beside me and talk to him but seems like it will never happen. I don't know what but there's just something about him that I like. Argh!



Friday. I had the chance but never took it. A classmate asked me to sit at the chair in front of him for the exam and it was one seat away from R.C. but I didn't take it. That classmate of mine is going to copy because he said he didn't review so I chose not to take it and thinking it through. It wouldn't really have taken me closer to R.C. because it's as far asn I already am sitting an aisle away from him. Something good happened though. I was waiting for the paper that Fort asked my former classmate to answer and I saw R.C. along in the corridor, seemingly waiting for someone in one of the classrooms near our DSA classroom. He must be waiting for a friend or a girlfriend but who cares? I loved staring at him from, like, a few feet away. I'm happy with that but the dilemma is this: since out DSA and Economics exams chedule is in conflict, which one should I take? If I choose to take DSA, I will see RC for the last time, hopefully for this sem only and miss seeing R.J. and if I choose Eco... Awww! I don't wanna miss a thing! This will also be the last minor subject I'm gonna take with my former blockmates, and not sure if there's any major subject and R.J. is a graduating student and R.C. will only be a Sophomore next year. I'll leave it to destiny for now, and think about it when the day comes. I hope to talk to them [kahit sandali lang, kahit isang beses lang] before this sem ends. I really, really like them. Di na ko makikipila sa ibang may crush kay R.P. the chinito makausap ko lang sila. Waaah!



There's this someone I know who found my blog through searching and I wanna give her a shout out. Not sure if she's dropping by to read regularly but just letting me know that she found out about my blog makes me happy. Thank you! Thank you! Shout outs to you! You know who you are! I'm not really sure if I should say her name but really, THANK YOU! Comment ka naman jan! Thanks!



I've blocked 2 freaks from sending me messages this week. One was this old man who sounded like he was tryingto find a bride over the net and the other one was a Filipino guy who said, "Musta" that I didn't really know who the hell was. Yeah, I'm bad-mouthing people as a form of defense mechanism. I can't beat 'em up personally so I say bad words. I'd say high to the Pinoy if he was cute but he isn't. He looked like a... I don't wanna insult other people with a word intended for only one person but may describe a whole community. I'm just so disgusted. I was like: "EEEWW!", "ITSURA?!", "K*PAL!", and "POTAH, ASA!". I just see people as slobs when I don't like how they look like. Yeah, I'm discriminate when it comes to looks because I believe you don't really have to have much in life to look good or look human. You don't have to look dirty just because you can't take a bath but there some people who looked like they've never ever taken a bath in their entire life no matter how clean they are with themselves. Remembering that face I saw from Friendster gives me creeps. I'm not saying he's ugly but... I think I'm gonna throw up. Forgive me for my fugliness in attitude but I'd rather have Chaka doll on my Friendster than that creature... Eeeewww!



Something beautiful naman...



Cogie! Cogie! Where are you? If I must say this everday, I will then: I haven't met you but I miss you. They've been hiding him for a long time now. No new pictures in Penshoppe, no tv appearances though there are sightings of him written on papers. I guess this is another thing that have to be left to the stars. Just want him to know that my heart beats for him. Actually, he shares it with BSB and crushmates are on the sides. Hehe... Love you, Cogs!



Debt-paying is almost over! Haaay! Yeah! There is a big chance that I will be joining the class outing. I wanna go night swimming just like last year. Awww! I love taking pictures. I can't wait.



I'm doing good in Freestyle. Haha... I've only played with Jerome and I can't wait to play with the rest of the guys!



Time for Free style!