Tonight, love is rationed
Tonight, across the nation
Tonight, infects worldwide
~ Beat Crusaders
I love that song. It's one of the opening songs of Bleach. I haven't seen the object of my objsession [Shiawase] for a while now and I doubt that if I am ever to see him again, it will be anytime soon but, hey-hey-hey, I'm still happy. One of my many loves is keeping me alive right now, Anime. Buhahahaha!!! AHLAVET! Just finished watching the latest episode of Bleach and Death Note, now I'm reading the manga. I feel my reiatsu [spirit force] rising. Addict mode activated. Buhahahaha!!! Now I'm more indulged in my fantasies than ever. I gotta have those stuffs. *evil grin* And yeah, just like before, I've fallen in-love with an anime guy. Darn Renji Abarai's red-haired bad boy [tattoos.. ooohh!] sexiness!! Ahahaha! He's red-haired like Tooya from Ayashi No Ceres but is very different in a lot of ways but I love them both. And yeah, my kawaii shounen, Ryuuga/Ryuuzaki/L. I love the psychedelic cuteness. Yeeeeeeeeh... So adorable!! Can't wait till Mangaholixx. I will by me some stuffs to satisfy my obsession and... Ahohohohoh!!
OT: I'm finally doing something for my OJT and I'm enjoying the company of my Genshi-friends. Lahvet-lahvet!!
Yeah, I know. People find it weird when I prefer falling for a fictitious character than a real one but hey-hey-hey fantasies are more reachable and manageable than having to get hurt when I can't have the real [alive/human/tangible.. hahaha!] guy that I want. Plus, it seems like nobody wants to bring me back from the confines of my imaginary world, but I don't really mind. I guess, I would have to settle here for the rest of my life until someone actually comes for me. My great, wide somewhere isn't really something you can find that easy, and nothing you can explore with a map, and nowhere you cannot get lost in. Unless I let you in, you can never find the keys and come in to get me and unless you tell me you want to save me I would not need the saving. For now, I'm satisfied [with this state of mind].
BAN... KAI!!!
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