Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Stochasticity

Resolution, I made one and I kept it.

See, di ako galit. I just needed to keep a safe, comfortable distance. I hope this doesn't change anything, though, there already are undeniable changes, between us. I had to stick where I can't smell him... Hahaha it's the P word again. So, anyway...

Got free lunch today. Got up at 10am and found my mom cooking but everything was already reserved so I can't eat anything. I fixed myself and pulled one of those coupons from my Jollibee calendar. Hehe. Wanted to eat lunch at Jollibee but I am already late for my meeting with Team Chopsuey to finalize our meal plan, review BMC, bandaging and ropemanship. Ma'am Mean passed by the kubo and offered the free food she got from a seminar because she's a vegetarian and can't eat it. I took it since the others are vegeterians too. I just bought a cup of iced tea from the Square Canteen, which by the way is undergoing renovations, and got myself a plastic spoon and fork. So I ate and drank while they discuss what we came there for. Sir Dok when by too, gave us reminders since we only have two more days before the climb. Waaah~ I need to prepare now.

To hear your voice above the noise, I know I'm not alone. I heard that line from a song from High School Musical 2 while I was riding a jeep on my way home. Had this line stuck in my head since then. It reminds me of that scene from one of my favorite movies, Bram stoker's Dracula where Mina was talking to Vlad about how his voice was so familiar and soothing esp. when she's alone then Vlad answers 'you're not' (referring to what she said about being 'alone'). I just thought: I have no voice to soothe me when I'm alone. I am alone. I have always been alone. Don't get me wrong, I have friends, lots of them but no one significant, no significant other. Well, not that my friends aren't significant. It's tiring actually, getting lovesick every now and then with no 'real' one to get lovesick with. Prang yung sa kanta lang, "dreams are my reality", other than that, nothing is real. IT is an illusion. Nothing is real this way, whatever that IT may be. Wala lang.

Waaah~ I was just talking to Mhellow. Wahaha. My crushie-wushie. Wala lang. He saw me too last Lasallian Fest and thinks the Sound Village head protector looked cool on me. Wahahaha. Called himself Sasuke and me Sakura... Rabuuuh! Hahaha. Nyah! Asa naman ako. Hehe well, he asked help kasi he has this girl calling and texting him and added her in friendster and grabbed his photos. Oh no. Weird. Katakot. He doesn't know her. He showed me the photo but I don't think it's really her. The photo looked a bit like Heart and Alodia. Apparently, her name is Katrina Joan Chua. She looks familiar but I don't really have an idea where I've seen here. The account was just recently made and judging from the filename of the photo she uploaded, she just downloaded it from someone ele's account and uploaded it in hers. If you're curious, check her profile here.

I've waited but sadly, like that promised piano, I don't think it's coming anymore. Oh, Alemagna, when will we meet? Aww... Expired na passport ko pero di pa rin nagagamit. I have to renew but... Ugh, waiting, and waiting, and waiting still. Patience is a virtue but I'm not virtuous, so, why wait? Aww, like that's how it works. Life can't wait but I can, and all these years, that's all I ever do. LANGYA TALAGA!

Read in the papers that there's going to be Ice Age 3. Cool. Just read too that there's going to be a DotA movie called The Final Hour. You can watch it here. Not sure if this is true. I saw the trailer but I'm not sure if it was just a fan video or if it's true. I'll watch out for it anyway. Cool movies are coming this summer and I wanna make sure I see if not all but most of them. Oye!

My summer enrolment is still on the line because chances are that the subjects I need to take won't be open and I will have to take it somewhere else but I will talk to the Department Chair first. Haaay...

Earth Hour on the 29th. I'll be up the mountain by then but likewise, I support the cause. And with that, I dedicate that climb on the 29th to Earth Hour.

The moon has been bright for a few nights now since the full moon. It shone brightly straight down my window. Wala lang. I've been staying up till morning. The moon is so bright I can't sleep. I'm a moon child, you see. Wala lang ulit. The moon is still bright but the darkness is starting to veil that blessed, bright orb of light again, undergoing a new phase. Maybe, it's that time for me too... Goodluck sa 'kin.

Okay, I'm seeing beaches on TV. Waaah~ I wanna go to the beach too. May pa...  Tagal... Kahit hindi beach basta safe at pwedeng pag-swimming-an. I remember how it's been raining sweat for me these past few days and I'm not even doing anything. Let's hit the waters, kamown, people... *remember Dory singing ~ Just keep swimmng, just keep swimming...*

Have to finish some work and artworks when I get back.... Waaaaaaaaaaahhh~

Ayos, gutom na naman ako. Itadakimasu!

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