Monday, August 18, 2008

damfute

So here I am again, clicking the day away [with the mouse] aimlessly.

You're wrong, if you think I've got nothing good to do. I've got plenty and more deadlines to beat. I'm having the think-or-do dilemma. No such thing exist, it's just something I want to call the state I'm in. With so much to cross out in my to-do list, I can't get myself moving. It's not a case of I-need-a-motivation 'cause I've got all the inspiration and motivation one could possibly need in this life to reach a certain goal. It's just that I've got a plenty, even too much, of everything, I'm at a loss for where to start.

If only there will be a day, just one day, when I would not have to think; when I could just stay put somewhere, stare out into space, drift into the silence, float into nothingness. Take that all in, but it could not possibly happen. You can't stop the world, unless you're Pacquiao. Hahahaha.

Okay, so I'm finally saying it: I've left THEM for good. I've always treated them like family but Levy cannot stay where she doesn't feel needed anymore. You cannot go back to place where you've lost your home, right? I've got people who wants to be with me, I've got other places to go and I've got things to do with the people I'm with. They are my friends and family now but should you need me, I'll still be where you think you can find me. Take care, see YOU, all, around. ^___^.v.

'Eto tagalog, di ko kasi carry na sabihin ito nang English eh. Hahahaha. Nakakaligaw ng landas kapag nawala ng panandalian 'yung isa sa mga bituwing inaasahan mo sa navigation sa buhay. Kahit na alam mong babalik din naman, nakakalungkot pa rin. Iba kasi 'pag kahit di kayo madalas magkita at mag-usap pero alam mong andyan lang sya kaysa alam mong nasa malayo syang lugar. Kaaalis pa lang nya pero gusto mo na ulit syang makabalik. Haaayy...

Teka, change mode tayo. Hirap magsulat ng english pag magulo ang isip. Hahahaha.

Someone just can't help but be annoying. Nagfe-feeling. Gusto yatang ma-jombag ng bonggang-bonga. Hahahaha. Nasabihan lang nang minsan ng isang bagay na di pa ata nasabi sa kanya ni minsan sa buhay nya eh emote na ang lolo mo. Sapakin kaya kita? Asa u, unggoy! Hahahaha. Lagnat lang yun pero humupa na ang lagnat kaya ayusin mo buhay mo kung ayaw mong masaktan. Orayt? Peace.


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