Thursday, September 4, 2008

Handa na bang gumala?

Now can I breathe.

What had to be done is done. I did the best I could though it's not really that good. Whatever comes out of it, I wish my efforts would somehow be recognized. I mean, the sleepless nights, the things I had to set aside to finish the freaking project. I don't really see a bright future in programming. Haaay, whatever.  Bahala na.

Ngayon pwede na ako ulit mag-emote.

Me again gots a new crushie in my "illustrious" Crushie List. He's my former classmates friend, and he's a commercial model. Though I won't be saying his name here. Hahahaha. Saya. Cuteness. I wanted to add him as a contact in Multiply [yes, he's in my close network, haha] but, nah, I don't know him personally and he's kind of strict with adding contacts [I've read it in his Multiply's homepage] though I've already seen him in person. He's also an alumnus of DLSU-D and I bet you've already seen him in his commercials. I remember replying to my friend's post with his picture in it, Cute ng friend mo, and guess what? He visited my site., actually, just the Photos page Aiyeeeh. Asa. Sumilip lang. Nasabihan kasing cute. Hahahaha. Well, I still wish to meet him and be friends. Wah. Farfetched. Hehe, di bale friendly pa rin naman yung former classmate ko, baka may chance pa. We've been friends since gradeschool, yeah, Grade 1 up, maybe he wouldn't mind sharing his friends para may cute friends din ako. May cute friends naman ako but wouldn't we all want CUTER friends? Ahihi. Oh, wait, friend din s'ya ng ilan ko pang friends na friends din ng former classmate ko. More friends, more fun. Hehehehe.

Anybody noticed it's hotter than ever these days? I love sunny days but sunny days these days are not just hot, they're hellish. I would usually walk my way home from the subdivision gate but now, like these week, I'd take special trips home so I won't have to walk in the excruciating heat. Should we blame Global Warming? No. Cliche. We should blame ourselves because we are the ones who brought about GW. Hahahaha, magdusa tayo ngayon. Ineeeet!!!

Remember what I told you about your friendly lolong emotero? Nakahanap na ng bagong pe-pester-in. Naku, naku. Ayusin mo buhay mo. Isa ka sa mga kupal sa buhay ko pero dahil friend kita, and you're among the list of my most kupal creature friends, mahal pa rin kita. Wag lang masyadong feeling. Love you, friend. Hehehe

Okay, change mood tayo. I'm not good at counselling and it hurts when you have a friend who needs one and you don't know how to console him. Ang sakit dahil wala akong magawa para sa kanya. I remember this feeling. Naiiyak tuloy ako. Mas mahal ko pa nga ang friends ko kaysa sa pamilya ko kaya mas masakit ito kaysa masaktan ng pamilya at mga kamag-anakan. Saklap. Parang I can't make him feel better, no matter what I do. I felt this before, pero this time it's more heart-breaking. I wish I can let him go, free him from the what he's feeling, from what's hurting him. Basta if you get to read this, I hope you feel better soon. Take your time >:D<

Woooh. Lighten up muna tayo. No more sleepless nights, for now. I will can stay up all night but sleep right after. At ngayong may liwanag na ulit ang buhay ko [my room], balik secret lab work na ulit ako parang si Dexter. I've been doing some stuff lately, like scribbling words when it flows out from head in the middle of the night, a design for an advocacy shirt. I'm planning to design and print shirts and buttons to promote Environmental Conservation, Wildlife Conservation, Preservation of Natural Resources, and Promotion and Appreciation of Outdoor Life or something of those sorts. I won't be releasing them anytime soon because they're stil l on the works and l'm still taking my time because of academic work and extracurriculars but I will release them and share them with the world once they're done. I've already finished one for Save the Whales Advocacy.  Basta, see, I have so much plans in mind, so, wait lang kayo jan, orayt?!

It's Layout season once again and Final term na. Like, Oh, my Gus! Hahahaha, in a few weeks, Graduate na ako, HF Midyear Seminar? na, DLSU-DMS Anniversary. Oh, and Octoberfest? Hahaha, Nah. I don't like beer, I only drink hard drinks. Hahahaha. Alak na! Hahahaha, I sound alcoholic. And we're planning to go hiking, myself and some HF friends. First timers sila eh. Next week, Rappelling, KTS 11, 2nd Climb for DMS applicants. Yay, we're going back to Pico de Loro. Hopefully, I get to enjoy this ng todong-todo and bongang-bonga. Last time I was there, also my first, it was kinda stressful with all the mud-rolling and the wet nights, but, oh, I've had some sweet memories there too. And I'm having flashbacks. May tao tuloy akong nami-miss. Oh, well,  they're all but memories now.  Pinagbigyan lang siguro akong universe na makita ko siya ulit kahit sandali tapos move on. I used to think na nawala sya nang wala man lang iniwang bakas butI was wrong. he did leave a trace after all, in my heart and in my memory. Aww, mushy. Yiheee.

Yay, birthday ni Des sa Saturday. RAMPAGE! Hahahaha.

Shiawase-niichan, Ich bin sehr sicher jetzt, dass ich Teil von Ihrem Leben bin. Sie haben vertraut, dass mich mit Ihren Gefühlen und Ihnen Herz zu mir geöffnet hat. Vielen vielen Dank. Ich habe immer dieses nahe zu Ihnen sein wollen. Wenn Sie mich brauchen, werde ich immer hier sein. Selbst wenn Sie mich nicht brauchen, werde ich noch hier sein. Vielen Dank werde für Lassen mich ein Teil von Ihrem Leben. Ich bin Ihr Freund immer.

Whoa. Daming plano. Daming gustong gawin. Daming Gustong puntahan. Gambaremasu!

I wanted to post some more but I have to go back to my Lab and do some stuff. Later, people!

Good morning. And in case I don't see you,
good afternoon, good evening ang goodnight!
- Truman Burbank, The Truman Show

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